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#the slowwwwwww realization over a long long period of time that legato worshipped the ground knives walked on
whimsicmimic
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once again thinking about my post-trimax legato somehow miraculously survives despite everything au and vashgato agenda aka The Worlds Most Miserable Roadtrip
#one of these days ill get back to it
#its the fucking. anger and hatred and loathing from legato @ vash
#because legato and vashs entire dynamic is fucking
#legato has lain down on the tracks. and he doesnt want to be saved. he needs vash to be the train that runs him over.
#and then he lives. somehow. he missed his chance to die.
#he had no reason to live. his one reason to carry on was for a cause he fully intended to die for and then he couldnt even do that
#mirrored by vash. who also went into that confrontation with knives fully intending to not make it out
#and now the world is saved! knives failed and now hes gone. and thats a whole fucking thing to unpack for everyone
#the fucking anger. the grief. the whole fuckin mess of contradictory emotions that happens as a result of abuse from a family member w vash
#fucking Everything wrt legato. the devastation of knowing knives is gone + he failed + legato lived + *vash* lived
#the slowwwwwww realization over a long long period of time that legato worshipped the ground knives walked on
#but knives only ever regarded legato with like. the same way someone might an ant. a bug. maybe a dog.
#legato who only ever wanted to be Seen by knives
#and knives who never particularly cared for legato beyond his usefulness
#legato who begins following vash because its probably what knives would want + there is truly nothing else on this planet for him.
#he has no other reason to live
#and vash allowing him out of some sense of pity / resignation + being able to see that theres Nothing left for legato
#+ probo some sense of obligation too. of heres another person his brother fucked up. which means hes vash’s responsibility to fix
#all the while legato resents vash for living when knives isnt here. resents him for failing to kill him.
#resents him for being the only other thing that knives actually cared about + who rejected knives when all legato ever wanted
#was knives’ attention
#and vash who frankly resents legato too. resents the fact that. of all the people who managed to survive. it was legato and not ww
#resents all the shit that legato put him through. all the people he killed all the suffering he inflicted
#the two of them looking at each other and the fucking. recognition of the self thru the other
#and seeing all the shit they hate about themselves in the other
#theres also again the shared grief of them both losing someone incredibly important to them both but who was also responsible for some
#abuse to Both of them. unpacking it. working through it. moving forward.
#learning How to move forward as a Whole when theyre both two deeply traumatized deeply suicidal fucks who no longer have the singular goals
#thatve been their sole reason for existing for the past. many. years. and having to find new reasons to keep living
#but most of all. i think they should make out sloppy in the desert thank you goodnight
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