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millysastroblog · 1 year

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SHAKING MY HEAD ASTRO NOTES PT.4

# unpopular opinion !!!!!

🤦🏾‍♀️Venus in Libra, Venus conjunct Mars, are u guys talking to me or flirting with me. Because HONEY it is hard to differentiate, with yall charming asses. You all make my heart and mind hurt , chile. #Stop it 😏😍!

🤦🏾‍♀️Moon/- Lilith hard aspects = sexsist in WORST CASE (extreme ,out of ordinary views on females, womanhood, and female roles)

or the complete opposite being a hard core (feminist) but bashing men for literally existing.🤥 ! # In Worst case ,have seen it in many ppl charts!!

🤦🏾‍♀️Jupiter in the 3rd talk aloooot to the point of making my ears hurt, like 1000 words in 1 min is to much for me girl! # chiiiiiiiillllew

🤦🏾‍♀️Uranus in the 11th switing friend groups every new season of the year. These are the friends that you wont see that much because of how unpredictable they are ! like can yall settle down for once and not flake on people!

🤦🏾‍♀️Same with Uranus in the 7th in parterships they come and go like the wind blowing !

🤦🏾‍♀️Cancers placements and their victimization complex,

🤦🏾‍♀️same goes for pisces placements !

🤦🏾‍♀️cancer mixed with libra not showing ppl that they dont like them at all, holding a lot of resentment, and anger towards people # babes this is not helathy!

🤦🏾‍♀️the award of the attention whore of the zodiac goes tooooooo leo and LIBRAAAAAAS

🤦🏾‍♀️libras can sometimes rely to much on other people to the point of codependence! Wanting their friends partners pick and choose everything for them # i aint your mama babes!

🤦🏾‍♀️Opposite goes for Aries and Taurus placemenrs SUPER independent avoiding and rejecting help from others. #Hating to ask People for shit!

🤦🏾‍♀️Aquarius placements and their sometimes ultimate, god complex, wider than the univers EGOS , everytihing i say is and must be right (mixed with gemini, virgo, or mercury dominance) , get on my motherfucking nerves# somebody needs to check yall asses 🙄 !

🤦🏾‍♀️mars - uranus/mars- jupiter harsh aspects men are so fucking reckless , two steps away of putting yourself in a sticky situations #be carful, dont be breaking no windows, doors and unless u want to go to jail,

🤦🏾‍♀️12th house stelliums/Pisces Stelliums not living in the Moment at all. These are people u gotta call their names 5 times until they´ll catch up and wake up from lala land!# Practincing midfullness might solve the maladaptive day dreaming, # i suffer from ths shit to !! 🫤

🤦🏾‍♀️Virgos having this inner need to be perfect, babes u are fine just the way u are !!

🤦🏾‍♀️Down side of their internal perfectionism is that they mirror that back on to others. Being very critical and nitpicky about the smallest things !

🤦🏾‍♀️Lilith in the 5th/ Leo are over board scary party animals 🤠☠️ literally wanting to party and be drunk every fucking day #yall need to slow down and chiiiiiiiiillle

🤦🏾‍♀️Saturn in the 5th you guys despise children. Children for them are these scary little monsters !

🤦🏾‍♀️Venus sqaure Uranus/ Jupiter, Jupiter / Uranus in the 7th have or had a lot of suitors, relationships but sometimes they take them for granted, not taking them seriously because they have lots of options, Thinking it is all games ! # LUST before actual LOVE ! #beginning stages, # underdeveloped

🤦🏾‍♀️Venus- Mercury are dangerous charming motherfuckers hyponotizing you with their words, can use this power to take advantage of other people if not evolved, like manipulating, scamming, lying especially with Pluto and neptune prominence in Chart # siren voices 🔊

🤦🏾‍♀️Chiron in the 1st house, Chiron - ASC hard aspects are prone to pay a lot of attention to the physical appearance of others . Like having a pimple, thin hair, etc, theyll analyze your whole body and you wonder WHY??? # mmmmmhh, y’all guess? 🤔😐

🤦🏾‍♀️DARK: Mars in the 10th, Lilith in the 10, Pluto in the 10th, Neptune in the 10th, Chiron in the 10th, 10th house stellium if afflicted might be addicted to fame, success and high social status, selling their souls/ authenticity, exploiting other ppl, doing the most random insane shit , only for them to be at the top. #power greed, politicians, social media, celebrities!!

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*******{NEW ! ⬇️} Solar Return Chart Series: PT. 1/PT.2 *******

SHAKING MY HEAD PT.5/SHAKING MY HEAD PT.3/ SHAKING MY HEAD PT.2 / SHAKING MY HEAD PT.1

#astrology #astro observations #astro notes #astro placements #astro community #astroblr #astro posts #shady #mean girl #bitchi notes #astroloji #astrology asteroids

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yannaryartside · 7 months

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The table scene: I will hold the world for you

Promises and friends with insecurities

This scene was the culmination of their arcs in this season; their arcs, in some senses, had nothing to do with each other but everything about wanting each other and figuring out how this partnership was essential to each other. Another long one.

Under the table is their relationship, trying not to collapse under the burden of the table, the world, and their trauma.

Sydney had started the season wanting to be a partner to Carmy and finding a partner with him; he was, for her, a vehicle/support to tackle the big wolf of her insecurities, thinking her failures were her own fault, her burden. She was tired of feeling alone and not enough to walk the path of hurt, trials, and disappointments that her life has been. Carmy was also tired of feeling alone, of feeling unlovable. He saw a way to heal that in Claire and took it. In the process, he disappointed Sydney in his lack of commitment to the restaurant (and her); both were jet to decipher the true feelings they hold for each other, a truth that was to be set in the background, simmer and simmer, and then explode.

The explosion for Sydney occurs inside; she realizes little by little how much Carmy reveals to Claire. The explosion for Carmy went the inside out, the panic attack scene showing him what he had suspected all along. He was forced to confront the fact that his bond with Claire, even if he had feelings for her, was not enough to push away his fears and trauma (this was not a secure attachment; it was never based on two people actually knowing each other, or healthily supporting each other). I LOVE Carmy's face in this scene btw; he is so happy to see her in his mind; the fucker is like, "Oh, there you are; wtf can you do this to me? But thank god you do"

Sydney experienced Carmy pushing her away more and more as the season advanced, all while Carmy grew in discomfort with his "relationship" with Claire. Carmy and Syd tried their ways to make the situation more bearable. Sydney tried to communicate her needs for support in this scary process of creating a restaurant (trying to ignore her feelings); Carmy, being a clautrofuck of emotions for getting what he wanted for so long, to still feeling shit about it, was terrified of losing Sydney and tried to create a menu "for her" instead of "with her." But they never reached each other truthfully, even after this point, because they were so afraid to lose that glimpse of security they provided each other that they never went to the core of their fears. (they abused the "I am sorry" sign, made assumptions, and held to reservations and resentment).

They are walking on shifting sands, uneven terrytiory=uneven table.

AND THEN, THE TABLE SCENE

The blocking of this scene is phenomenal. They changed positions when they were changing about subjects in the conversation. All while they are trying to fix an uneven table. It is uneven because neither of them knows where they truly stand as partners, and yet, the scene manages not to be about partnership, but about relasionship, and frienship.

In the beginning, when Carmy shares his "burden" for this season: his relationship with Claire, the fact that she is excellent, but he cannot separate his trauma from her, not knowing what even a secure attachment is. Carmy is lying on the ground, his being exposed and vulnerable, resting. Sydney is holding the table when he explains all this to her while he is fixing "his side" of the table, his trauma, and his mistakes that had damaged their harmony. He acknowledges it and promises his entire focus from now on. Sydney also takes a moment to recognize that whatever Carmy has with Claire is something that he needs at some level, regardless of how that makes her feel (helathy or not, she sees that at some level, he wants it). She is holding the other side of the table. She is preventing it from collapsing on him, like he is giving him a space to feel his feelings, regardless of the pressure they both endure, as she has done with her actions all season.

This is not about why she is carrying the restaurant herself, and neither is a way to imply she had to do it in order to be a good friend, of course not, but that is not what this scene is about. I think the conclusion of service in Service in Friends and Family is a more appropriate conclusion for Carmy's absence, and a better "punishment" even if she has yet not expressed how abandoned she felt by him, and all the ways he failed her, and let his trauma handle his time and his partnership with Sydney like shit. They may not be ready to be able to talk about that, nor do they know how to fix it. The service scene served for him to understand how badly he was not around. Decorated with the fact Sydney was able to guide the kitchen relying on others, being the true leader the restaurant needed.

The table scene, for me, is not about resolving any of that, it is about promises. Promises to find answers and realizing what they provide for each other.

The table scene is about two friends talking about their insecurities.

She holds the table while he confesses something he has never said out loud to anybody. Sydney is providing Carmy in this scene something he has never had: "a person to trust, to understand and to understand him, a person to know everything about, a best friend," anybody that he tried to form this with has hurt him at some point, Mickey being the most painful example, whatever he has wit Nat, or even Richie, doesn't come close by miles, he still carries reservations around them. He seems to have tried to establish that with Claire, surprised at how empty it left him anyway.

But when Carmy says "say more," asking her to change positions, now she is the one underneath, fixing her side of the table, laying on the ground, vulnerable, while he holds the other side. She lays down her fears of her past failures collapsing on her all at once, all the reasons she has always suspected she is not good enough for this, and he is the one reassuring her, holding the other side of the table, preventing the world (the pressure/trauma) from collapsing on her, giving her a space to confess without judgment. He gives her exactly what she needs; not only is she good enough for this, but not only does he know the desire to help people that drives her, but if fear creeps in, whatever obstacle or failure they face, he will hold her, and "they" will work on it. All this, all the things he gets from her too, he sees her, understands her, believes in her, and promises to be there for her, a best friend.

If anything, regardless of the context of what they need to do this in the first place, particularly on Carmy's part, even if is only promises for the momment, the table scene is a beautiful description of a partnership: you are not on uneven territory anymore; I will be the ground you walk on, I will build you up, I will give you a space to feel your feellings.

I couldn't do this without you I wouldn't even wanna do it without you You make me better at this I wound't let you (fail)

The harmony is restored, the ground of trust is settled, the table (the world/the trauma) is not collapsing on anybody, they both are compromised on a goal: supporting each other, whatever that leads them. Whatever that will mean in the future, finding new boundaries, ways to complement and help each other, maturing emotionally. These feelings? I don't know how to deal with them, but I will stand beside you.

Most importantly, they both realized that this security they give each other...they want it; they only had an idea of what their partnership could be at the beginning of the season, and now it has been revealed to them, just a taste, enough to get their hearts...wanting for more.

You are not alone

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athousandbyeol · 11 months

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HELO HELO

LEMME JUST DROP THESE

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I AM CURRENTLY HIGH ON FORCEBOOK AMD LE.ME TELL YOU IT IS ALL BECAUSE OF TIFAYS EVENT THEME THEY GAD

IT WAS LOWKEY WEDIING THEME AND THOESE PICTURES (I TRIED CHOOSING THE BEST OF BEST ID IDNT WANT TO SPAM YOU) MY GOODNESS THESE PUCTURES JUST OSJAJABBSJSNZSOSBSHSKSBKSNSHSJSBSHSJBSJSJSBSJSKS

ARE YOU SEEING WHAT I AM SEEING MY WHOLE TL WAS A WEDDING MESS A DELULU MESS IBWAS A MESS

*screaming crying throwing hamds*

I have soo many emotions right rigjt and idk what to do with them and its all forcebook and these pictures and they are being brave with their frinedly flirtlting

#ALSO THEY WORE YOUR FAV COLOURS THE PASTELS YEAYYY

#I LOVE THEIR FRIENDHSPI THEIR RELATIONSHIP ITS SO HELATHY AND AMTURE AND PURE AND PRECIOUS AND RARE

#AND SUCH A GOOD SLOW BURN

#I LOVE THEM I AM IN LOVE WITH THEM

#THEY ARE MY BABAIES

#THEY ARE ALSO MY DADS

OP.

I AM WITH YOU. I WAS SO HAPPY BECAUSE DESTINY CLINIC IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE EVENTS BECAUSE OF THE ATTIRE MOST PAIRINGS WILL WEAR (USUALLY THEY'LL WEAR SOMETHING A BIT POSH AND ELEGANT) SO WHEN I KNEW FORCEBOOK WOULD ATTEND THIS EVENT I WAS REALLY HAPPY :( FINALLY WE GOT TO SEE THEM IN THIS WEDDING-LIKE EVENT AHHHHHH

the second picture! oh, my God! i didn't see that picture on my timeline so thanks so much, op! p'book does look like a fairy there :( he's so ethereal... they're just absolutely stunning yesterday and i feel you! no one's going to recover from this cute event :(

that part when they were holding hands while looking into each other's eyes? i mean i shouldn't be romanticising that into something romantic but goodness lord— the whole freaking zoo is roaring in my belly. goodness. just good gracious. have mercy on my soul. my best friend and i don't act this way so are we doing it wrong or what???

op op! also, p'force saying he wants to take p'book's picture first with his camera??? i can feel his giddiness in wanting to share that happiness with his best friend :( why is that so endearing oh, God. i'm actually recalculating my life decisions because are they real? this domestic, understanding, trusting, loving, tender, genuine, chaotic friendship exists in this cruel world??? oh, my.

and this one :'( p'book upgraded p'force's status from friend to best friend :( it's so sweet! knowing how reluctant p'book was to have anyone close to him years back, but now, he openly said p'force is his best friend and he loves p'force— it's so overwhelming. it feels like all efforts p'force made to befriend p'book are worthwhile. <'3

speaking of slow burn, they need to have another project next year with that genre because it's going to hurt so deliciously and we're always down for some forcebook slow romance au ahhhhhh

#i feel you op #i feel your excitement to my bones #yesterday was magical too #they looked amazing #we're just gonna pretend it was a wedding event #hahahahaha #personal #na answers

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ais-little-teacorner · 3 years

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Hi!! It’s super rare to see someone write for Re:Zero! By any chance, could you maybe write about an enemies to lovers relationship with Natsuki? Some fluffy content would be appreciated too ;; (I’m so conflicted about this man i swear)

<<heyho!! hell yeah! i´d love to write about re:zero! i, personally, love the anime and books, but i never see any fanfics/... about it:( so thank you for requesting, i´ll do my best to write for protagonsit boy!>>

Subaru with an enemies to lovers s/o

character(s): Subaru Natsuki

franchise: Re:Zero; Starting Life in Another World

warnings: implied d34th?

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

♡ this man, istg

♡ i get, why you are conflicted, he´s a dumbass, but a good one;p

♡ so usually, Subaru does not, quote on quote, hate people he first meets

♡ ofc, with a few exceptions, like when you kill people important to him

♡ meaning, with you, he did not hate you from the beginning

♡ like with everyone else, he was a little wary of every new person he is meeting, which makes sense due to the,, special situation he is in

♡ but he did try to befriend you! one, to see what kind of person you are, if you are an amazing person or more on the sketchy side

♡ two, a new companion is always nice and will always help him, so why not:DD

♡ so he went up to you, building up courage

♡ ,,aaaand continued to produce the cringiest small-talk ever made by mankind

♡ "soo how do you like the weather?" "what are your hobbies?" "haha, have you heard this funny joke?"

♡ yeah, you did not approve

♡ so you made a mean comment, and left

♡ did you just leave him? while he was midsentence of his amazing joke?? how dare you.

♡ however, this did not make him hate you, of course

♡ much rather, he would try even harder from now on, energetically, but respectfully since you seem to not like him that much:´)

♡ Subaru kept on talking dumb crap towards you, like he does to Ram, but you did not budge

♡ and you kept being mean to him

♡ so he started to care less

♡ if you don´t wanna be part of the (actually not so) amazing Subaru´s journey in another World, then that is your problem, peh>:c

♡ well, that being said, it started to become his problem, when you started to become part of the reason, why he dies in alternate timelines

♡ of course, you can´t influence what brings you to do certain stuff in certain timelines

♡ but you just didn´t want to make it easy for him

♡ and specifically this timeline was a nasty one, since he barely got any support in this situation and he had no clue, how to survive

♡ you would be his only saviour, but everytime when he just seems to acchieve his goal to survive

♡ you go and (may or may not be metaphorically) stab him in the back

♡ and he started to loose his mind because of this

♡ he was already trying, what else is he supposed to do??

♡ so in the end, Subaru just got extremely annoyed at you and could not stand being in the same room as you

♡ he tried to survive in this timeline alone for multiple tries, but realized quickly, that he may or may not need your powers

♡ if you would cooperate that is

♡ but Subaru is stubborn and proud and you seem to be too

♡ so be prepared for a long time of you just sneering at each other for no reason

♡ but then, all of a sudden, he did it

♡ he ended up in a serious conversation with you

♡ ill let you choose the topic, that made you change his mind over accepting his presence, something close to your heart, but it made you think

♡ is he actually a good person?

♡ eh

♡ for you it was worth giving it a shot

♡while, well, for Subaru Natsuki it was about the 8th one

♡ he still complied, when you proposed to team up with him against whatever is up ahead

♡ and you smiled, when he said yes

♡ wait, why is his heart beating so fast all of a sudden

♡ why is Subaru hugging you now

♡ why is his face getting red now

♡ nonono

♡ this dude is in deep, deep denial and maybe you are, too

♡ and during the fight, or whatever you have to accomplish is, he realized, how reliable you can actually be

♡ you were a huge help and he really grew a liking on you

♡ so when he finished his task and basically got a new savepoint, he tried learning more about you and genuinely spending time with you, not only to win an ally, but to win you!

♡ naturally, after a very long time, which was, of course, longer for him than for you

♡ he confessed his feelings to you, being super overdramatic

♡ you were a little confused, but told him, that you loved him back

♡ from this point on, Subaru probably acts really simillar in front of you, like how he acts around Emilia, especially in the first season

♡ but sometimes, the old dislike just comes up again and he startes to tease you, or complain a lot about you,, in front of you,,

♡ that´s of

course all in a loving way

♡ both of you started off not all so positive but are now in a super helathy relationship

♡ don´t get me wrong, Subaru is still the same huge dumbass

♡ but a loveable one!!<3

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

<<ayyee! i hope you liked this! it was actually a lot of fun to write for re:zero, i thought id be more helpless, cos i havent seen lots of fancontent for it, but no, it was really cool! thank you for the request, i hope i did what you asked fooorr, love love>>

#x reader #subaru natsuki #natsuki subaru #re:zero #re:zero starting life in another world #re:zero x reader #subaru x reader #natsuki x reader #re zero #rem

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