#this is beautiful you did a great job

[pamouche]

If I was able to choose, I’d choose you. Because you’ve always been my number one since the start.

- ayan to akk (in the first trailer of THE ECLIPSE)

#why does it have to be you ?😭😭😭 #i just watched the first trailer and it was soo good #there were so many lines from the novel it made me cry #the shots. the song. them. ayan’s hair…this was too much to feel #i’m so sad that we were robbed of beautiful moments #i keep rewatching the trailer just to see how beautiful it was lmao #but FK did a great job in the current series!!! #akkayan will always be missed :(( #i also started reading the novel and it’s really good #<- that’s why i still can’t get over them hence my latest edits of akkayan #akkayan #akk x ayan #the eclipse the series #theeclipseedit #the eclipse #asianlgbtqdramas #firstkhaotung #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #my edits🌱

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

job applications: this is entry level! anyone can apply!

job applications: ...as long as you've done at least six months of highly specific work, or have this exact degree, or if you kissed a chicken during the last moon of 2012-

#im back in the trenches bois its Not Looking Great #gonna apply to this stupid thing anyway but #it looks like stockin grocery store shelves is the way im gonna go #unless i get Very lucky or manage to bullshit my way into this job #college isn't necessary but Man a lot of places want you to attend. no <3 #but noooo instead i have to like. work. till i die. and never make enough money to live comfortably. sigh #sometimes i think to myself 'i should make video essays on youtube and see if that goes anywhere' #and sometimes i think 'i should scribble up things that people would buy and make a shop' #and sometimes i think 'what if i killed someone with a stick. would that be fucked up or what' #absolutely unprompted #AGHHHHHHHH THE BOXES WE AS HUMANITY HAVE LOCKED OURSELVES INTO IM GONNA LOSE IT #i was born to be a handsome decoration / weird little artist for eccentric wealthy people #i was meant to drape myself across a beautiful philanthropist woman's lap and doodle lil animals for her #while she rambles and feeds me grapes #yk. if i did make a shop i could have an extra section for small crochet things #coasters. small hand warmers. tiny shapes. simple cat toys. that sorta thing. quick and easy stuff #i could make them w/ specific colors so that they're subtle fandom themed #i literally have a coaster in damian's robin colors... a black/red SB square... #hm. thinking #oh shit i gotta work on that new commission sheet #OH NO. I FORGOR SOMETHING I SHOULD NOT HAVE FORGOR. I HAVE MADE A LITTLE FUCKY WUCKY #excuse me everyone i have something to finish

[lunarharp]

figured i'd do this again..bit early i guess..

#to cheer me up.. i feel bad atm.. these things don't even make me feel very good tho bc i'm such a narrative/sketch-based artist.. #but Proper Beautiful Finished Pieces are what grab attention and look good at the end of the year all neatly lined up lol..... #so looking at a “yearly review” where i can only choose 'the best image of the month' (??) is like...What have i even been doing... #i did a month by month look back on twt for myself instead..but even that doesn't express the quantity of comic-based stuff.. #that i do put a lot of time/heart into..but alas i feel bad bringing even them back..RTing/reblogging my own art simply feels bad lol.. #AND WHY IS IT ALL B&W...trying to accept that i LIKE doing that and sketching and scribbling..not like i'm trying to like..Get Artist Job.. #this year was so profoundly lonely at times bc i spent all my time drawing instead of socialising and trying to find friends.... #please please please have achieved more of your dreams in the future so you can look back at 2023 and think.. #It was good that happened so that it got me further to the future. Or whatever i guess..................... #regardless i did have a great amount of fun drawing and improving this year and dwelling deeply & heavily on witch hat atelier. #art-wise and emotionally....march july & september were the best months i think..AUGUST WAS SO WEIRD SUMMER IS SO EVIL ALWAYS. #thank you very much if you are reading this for enjoying & leaving nice tags & such like <3 i've realised how fulfilling that is to receive #really keeps me posting stuff here instead of keeping it all to myself in my head #i wish everyone in this world could have a safe and happy end of year. i wish living in this world were easier

[whatsanameanyway]

wanted to do some ddvau fanart bc i love the series and these guys are everything to me

au by the amazing @kitsuneisi and @xmaruu11 you guys are amazing

#ddvau #ddvau fanart #desert duo vigilante au #grian #gtws #tangotek #bit of backstory #i looove ddvau tango's design and its beautiful and i love him and i wanted to draw him #however. i felt like just him wouldnt be enough to tag the thing as ddvau so i decided to draw cg and hg #grian came out kinda mid but its fine #however. then i popped off so hard with that scar #that genuinely might be the best thing ive ever drawn #i think i did a great job on the anatomy and coloring and everything #hes beautiful #i have never been this proud of a drawing #ai could never match the joy i felt at every stage of drawing him #so yeah tldr drawing a pretty shirtless guy made me realise i want to keep drawing always and forever for the rest of my life #thank you ddvau thank you minecraft #'why is he shirtless' why would u even ask that question #my art

[spider-shoes]

my mom (studied at one of the most prestigious culinary schools in the world) said my apple pie was perfect thats it guys ive made it this is my peak

#she was like yeah the spice is perfect the crust is beautiful you did a great job #and i was like okay. nothing i do will ever top this

[deathsmallcaps]

Ok I’m probably not the best person to say this, but I’ve been seeing a lot of (as of right now) accurate insults on how the CGI approach for the Live Action Little Mermaid movie, but please be mindful that you don’t take things too far, and *especially* don’t start going after Halle Bailey (Ariel’s actress) and to a lesser extent, Ariel the character.

Antiblackness is still an issue in a lot of fandom spaces, and it doesn’t just come out as using nasty slurs or stereotypes. It manifests as drawing Black characters lighter and/or with more white features, it comes out as removing Black partners from ships, and it starts out as plausibly deniable insults that get the door open to microaggressions and outright nasty comments.

I’m not saying that all discussion of the movie should be stalled, or even if it turns out to be an artistic failure, that it doesn’t merit discussion. I’m saying that you shouldn’t extend your vitriol to the characters and actors.

If you really feel the need to insult her, it might be worth a little introspection. Ask yourself, “Do I resent that they changed Ariel, or that they changed Ariel in this way?”. You’re not irredeemable if your personal answer isn’t kind. Just be more careful, try and observe how that sort of world view affects your behavior to others, and then course correct.

A lot of little kids would love to see another Black Princess. A lot of little kids would love to have a Black mermaid as a main character. Hell, a lot of adults would love those too. Black fantasy characters have long been excluded, transformed, killed, merely in the background, relegated to stereotypes, villainized and have hardly ever in the spotlight, especially in major productions.

Don’t make it harder for kids (and adults!) to see themselves on screen. Don’t ruin their wonder. So don’t make unkind comments. Keep it to yourself. Frankly, Halle looks beautiful, and I can’t wait to see the sparkles in her fans’ eyes as she swims across the screen.

#live action little mermaid #the little mermaid 2023 #Halle Bailey #I’m a white girl but the concept of a Black Ariel is near and dear to my heart #my best friend in elementary loved H20:Just add water and introduced it to me #and she dreamed (at least half then #we haven’t kept in touch) of ordering herself a mermaid tail to swim around in #and I really hope that she has. if she didn’t fuck up a year of college like I did (she was damn smart so I doubt it) #then she’s likely just about to graduate #M I hope you get a great paying job and can order yourself a beautiful quality tail and live out that little girl dream #you deserve it. I don’t think you had near enough #black girl Magic growing up. miss you #i doubt you’re on tumblr but just in case you’re wondering #‘is that me?’ I’ll give you a hint: #I used to say floober doober instead of cursing when we played Mario kart #I mean I did start cursing heavily later. but at first I said that #in any case idk if you’re still into mermaids but we both know you would’ve loved to watch this movie when you were little #this was both spurred on by all the flounder posts I’ve been seeing and ‘A Song Below Water’ by Bethany C. Morrow #one of the main characters Effie works as a Renaissance Faire mermaid and she talks a lot about #how people write fiction about her character but whitewash her or body swap her or would rather do self inserts #or the only comments made about her beauty are just about her tail and never about her Black skin or features #and how she (and her Mom before her death) were usually the only Black characters at the fair #and how she feels so beautiful and incredible being her mermaid self #also again I’m white so I don’t have personal experience but my younger brother is mixed #and he’s always been really lowkey about his feelings but #I took him to see Into the Spiderverse when it first came out #and he’s loved it since #here was this (adorable - don’t tell my brother I said that lol) lanky smart awkward hurting courageous Black boy on screen #and I can see in his heart how he’s been affected by it. he’s not a super fan or anything but I can just tell (big sister thing.) Anyways I #really hope that joy will happen more and more for everyone.

[gottagobackintime]

"Is he here?" "Who?" "Oh, don't give me that. I've seen the way you look at him. My husband, that's who." "Lomper?" "Oh, so you do know." "Mate, you just told me." The Full Monty Episode 4: Homing

#the full monty #the full monty 2023 #paul clayton #hugo speer #emily bevan #the full monty series #the full monty spoilers #the full monty series spoilers #the full monty 2023 spoilers #gottagobackintime gifs #when she said that she knows that he's bisexual I went ''OMFG!!'' #like not only did she say the b-word she smiles and she's clearly supportive of him #and she doesn't have a problem with him hanging out with his ex #I almost cried it was beautiful! #but seriously I love the movie so I was a bit worried you know #but I honestly think they did a great job and it made me laugh and it broke my heart #I so want another season of this show I loved it so much! #also it has five queer characters in it which is a lot for a show that's not an exclusively lgbtq+ show #I loved the new characters I didn't find a single character annoying which is rare for me #I was a bit sad at first that lomper and guy weren't still together but I got over it really quickly and now I absolutely love that decisio #I would have liked to see more of tom wilkinson in it because I love him but I suspect that there was something going on #that made it impossible for him to be in it more #but yeah I love this show

[running-in-the-dark]

sooooo

I'm 32 now

when can I expect to finally grow out of getting obsessed with men people stuff? I'm waiting....

#I doooo not want it #it's embarrassing #can it stop please #BUT also can I not feel depressed and like an empty shell when it's not happening #I mean I can handle it when it's things. hobbies. shows. whatever #sure it usually ends up being expensive as fuck but #at least I don't go around humiliating myself by talking about nothing but a random guy for months on end #how embarrassing! I think a man is hot! I must jump off a cliff immediately #but whyyyy can't I be normal about it at least #other people get obsessed with normal things! like. idk. anything else #soo anyway the opening narration for the texas chainsaw massacre is great isn't it? he did such a good job :) what a nice voice :) I am not #going to be weird about this man any longer :) no I won't! I'm normal about him! I don't want to bite him or chew on his face or anything #like that. just normal things. uh. sex? that's what people usually want. yeah fine that. I mean I do. want. oh I think I'm doing it again #haha no it's fine I just think he's neat (he's the only person on earth no one else exists anymore he's so beautiful oh my god have you seen #his little face he looks like a cute little potato I've never seen anything prettier in my life haha I need to run my hands through his hair #and have you seen how tall he is and he's so cute and I need to. be taken outside and shot. god. #I keep. shrieking. every time I see him. at such a high frequency that it hurts my own fucking ears. because. I can't believe that he exists #I'm. so. stupid!!!! #annnd repeat this every time this happens blah blah blah i should jsut delete this blog right now oh my GOD.

[jessejessejesse]

Actually sickening that i cant tell anna gunn just how much i love skyler white

#i recently read her ny times article and it made me so sad #i hate how even now people will say stuff that is intended as a defense of skyler? or anna gunn? but it just feels wrong #when they say that anna gunn did a great job bc we as the audience are supposed to hate skyler #like. are we really #anna gives a beautiful and powerful performance as skyler white and you can be annoyed with her at times ig but at the end of the day #skylers actions are so justified shes so . consistent #my 2nd favorite character in brba right after jesse :(

[theoakleafpancake]

Okay so I never made a complete reaction to the rest of The Seven Stars so here are the remainders of my thoughts:

Note for future self, Sera: kidnapping children is not good

BRAEDEN YOU LITTLE —! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN????

The tension between those two is unreal

Disrespectfully, Doddman, please shut up

Braeden, betrayed by Thorne. Braeden, betrayed by Rowena. Braeden, BETRAYED BY HIS OWN UNCLE???????

On one hand, those African lions Jess always wanted to see? Great. On the other hand—WHY IS THERE A MEDIEVAL WARRIOR AND AFRICAN LIONS ON BILTMORE GROUNDS??????

KINSLEY. BEATTY, DON’T YOU DARE. I WAS JUST STARTING TO LIKE HIM.

THREE TIMES????? ISN’T ONE STRIKE ENOUGH?????

BEATTY I DIDN’T KNOW YOU HAD IT IN YOU

“I just killed Joan of Arc!” what.

THE STATUES

MR V IS GOOD AGAIN

THE STATUES ARE ALIVE????

Doddman. Go AWAY.

Mirror dimensions, spirits, reflections—amazing

Braeden nO

Okay so like why are the statues attacking everyone if not everyone decided to be an idiot and hunt down animals…?

Oh no Diana’s here. You are officially good as dead

JESS BELOVED

Need I mention how much I love and hate Braeden’s willingness to always sacrifice himself?

That stupid deer. I hate it.

OHHH THE ANGEL. IT CAN’T CONTROL THE ANGEL. HA.

The seven stars. I get it now. 

Braeden. I love that you love her. But please. Stop. trying. To. get. Yourself. KILLED.

Noooo I actually liked Mr. Pratt : (

Vanderbilt, you’re the one that raised him. You raised him to jump off trains and use school money to buy a horse

OHHHHHASHIYDSIUHDSUHIHOSIOHJDIJSCIHOOIHCSJIHO. THEY SAID IT. THEY SAID THE THING. THEY SAID IT. (the thing being i love you)

oh yeah btw Kinsley is still alive if anyone was wondering

#this was a whirlwind #there were several times where i wondered about my own sanity #beatty you did a great job writing this #i love his plot twists and this one has got to be my favorites #it felt like some sort of psychological thriller #no one knew what was going on #no one knew how to fix it #it was beautiful #robert beatty #serafina series #serafina and the seven stars

[shikai-the-storyteller]

Eret is one of the BEST LORE people on the DSMP that lore stream change my frickin brain chemistry

#i talk #dsmp #dsmp talk #Eret's especially good because I feel like a lot of people default to letting Wilbur lead #which isnt necessarily a bad thing! #But Eret does a great job holding their characters acountable for both their deeds #and both their faults #beautiful dynamic between c and ccs today #Eret you did amazing #Wilbur did too! #but I have been SO STARVED for Eret lore

[cass1x1]

not to be r*mantic on main but i was looking back at our wedding photos because of a thing i needed and i just

it's literally perfect holy shit

#hey wow you did a great job #real talk #i don't remember if i shared many photos of our wedding but wowza #the thing i am doing needed pics of our bouquets too and like #they were so beautiful #it's been like 8 months and i think NOW my brain is like #the girlfriend #(wife hehe)

[evilweasel]

does anyone wanna know about my self insert fanfiction I wrote when I was 11 about A Little Princess. By Francis Hodgson Burnett. Written in 1905. Where I was a time travelling vampire princess.

#and GUESS WHAT #me and sara crewe??? besties #sara was SO intrigued by this new person who came to the seminary. who are they. where did they come from #i described myself as having a “quiet and intelligent” voice. i cannot #btw all i said was “hello”. but quietly. and intelligently #ooouhhh im so mysterious i take lessons by private tutor and am never seen....... sara's so confused and intrigued..... #and then i overhear her telling a story one day and im like “wow you kind of suck. wheres the action and tension?” #and sara is so offended shes like “i want to tell stories about beautiful things” and im like “yeah ofc YOU would” #and then she kinda has a grudge against me except shes too polite to hold grudges so shes just vaguely annoyed whenever im in a room #i mention her cool brown eyes meeting my misty grey ones like. every other paragraph #and then she walks in on me feeding from a DEAD BODY from the MORGUE which are the SECRET PACKAGES ive been taking in my room the WHOLE TIME #im feasting on an ARM and then i have to lock her in my room and swear her not to tell the other children #and she thinks im evil at first and then realises im good and that i had a point actually about her stories and is flattered i think shes as #beautiful as the stories she tells #in hindsight this is the gayest thing ive ever written. mad crushing on sara crewe #and also myself and my intelligent misty grey eyes and offputting demeanour and beautiful silvery hair. all things mentioned multiple times #im actually so disappointed i didnt write more #also. the entire fic my name was Sapphire #very period very 1800s slay. self insert is doing a great job at fitting in #i sucked so bad at naming characters. thats not even the worst one. the worst one i cannot disclose #weasel words

[krystals-krystals]

#i need to recharge my positive #smile #hi! #I'm glad you are happy #giving out good vibrations #hugs #you look great today #how beautiful is life #you did a great job #thank you #you make me smile 😃 #kitty face to face #my kitty just went face to face with me #can't bring me down

[maverickmongrel]

I need to listen to the boy and the heron ost a few times then go back to the theaters and watch it a few more times and then maybe I'll calm down

#the fish gut animation was beautiful #im very not normal about the original title being called how do you live #i watched it in japanese but i heard robert pattinson did a great job playing the heron good for him

[a-firefly-faerie]

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#im so serious you probably do not want to read this i just needed to verbalise my words and be embarrassing #like dont read this. its a vent. its a depressing post. just scroll on and be happy today #........................................................................................................................................... #no because i actually dont like being alive. like this is the worst. #i can talk up and down about how beautiful the earth is and how lovely nature is and how great people really are #but it doesnt matter when i dont have the courage to go see any of that or the means to actually travel to places that are beautiful #not even if theyre in my area because the city isnt walkable #but i still have friends who i talk to every single day and i have things set up so that i am actually speaking to people like dnd #or watching stuff with zhari or even impromptu things like playing games and having people watch or multiplayer shit #and thats all well and good but i always know for a fact that i am going to fuck it up and i dont know how to curb that #i dont have money for therapy i dont have a job that works me consistently the resources that i have found dont work for me #and i know this because i have tried for years to be a better person and theres just nothing in the world that could ever make me good #like im not a fun person to be around right? im not kind and i dont know how to speak to people and im generally awkward and mean #i can swear to myself that ive changed that im better that im not the person i was when i was 14 but i havent changed. im not better #and i dont know how to be better #i dont provide any value to the people around me. at all #im just baseline a piece of shit and sometimes i do a nice thing for people sometimes im NICE and it makes people think that im kind #but im not i just did a nice thing and that doesnt make a kind person #we can try and coddle me forever and ever but we all know that its not going to be long until You know. It's all over #as in im alone again as i should be #i dont think i really care about people leaving me anymore because to be so real i deserve to be alone #i should be isolated until im no longer a piece of shit who cant be a normal kind person #and if that point never comes then like well . but its been so long and so much time where ive been this way that its like #we all know the day is never coming that ill be better than this #i really should just extract myself from people's lives already. like i need to be someone that people hardly know or speak to #it would be better that way for everyone involved #and people can come back and be like 'oh dont trust your thoughts when youre going through seasonal depression' #'dont trust your thoughts when its late' but i feel this way all the time it just gets more intense in the summer #i dont just become a better person when fall hits this is a consistent thing with me that im a piece of shit #and EVERYONE knows it