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rqpawz · 23 days

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(,,>ヮ<,,) : transwildnesssurvivor — a trans - id term under the transtrauma / transharmed umbrella where someone feels as if they should've gone through wilderness survival camp , or desires to go through wilderness survival camp .

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sillyfreakx3 · 1 month

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°• Some song recommendations for transgroomed/manipulated/abused folx, or generally those who want music about abusive/toxic/manipulative relationships :3 (focusing on like what transgroomed is like for me)

• "hands clean" by Alanis Morisette (90s pop about groomer grooming, and how he just got away with it and kept his metaphorical hands clean)

• "i threw glass at my friend's eyes and now I'm on probation" by Destroy Boys (punk rock, about the complicated feelings of both hating your groomer and wanting to stay with them) (THIS IS SUCH A GOOD SONG LISTEN TO IT PLEASE)

•"i hope you're hungry" by Sodikken ("misery meat" on some platforms) (weirdcore-y, using a nice cannibalism metaphor for letting yourself be abused in a relationship) ("people eater" is like the song that goes with it which is from the POV of the abuser)

•"i miss the misery" by Halestorm (metal/rock/idk genres, about missing the abuse of an abusive relationship)

•"vixen" by Destroy Boys (punk rock, sapphic, "trouble waits for a victim/I wouldn't mind being yours/seduce me, I'll come back for more")

•"all you wanna do" from Six the musical (about being groomed and manipulated multiple times, every time thinking the guy is the right one for you but they all just want to use you + like humour as a coping mechanism??)

•"drown me" by Junie & TheHutFriends (very weird /pos, about being in a toxic relationship but wanting that? Idk how to explain it it's very non-literal, also stuff like "would you like to see my world" "i see why I've never felt this way before".)

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theghostfacedapprentice · 2 months

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guys what if I made a rq closed species :o

#radqueer #pro radq #pro radqueer #rq 🌈🍓#pro rq 🌈🍓#rq safe #rqc🌈🍓#rq community #radqueers please interact #rq please interact #radqueer please interact #radqueer community #transharmed #cistransharmed #transabused #cistransabused

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rq-fritzzz · 10 days

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﹒ ︵︵﹒︵︵୨ ꒰WELCOME TO THE MANOR…꒱ ୧︵︵﹒︵︵ ﹒

welcome to the manor, we're a transharmful/transharmed server. We have a small focus on TransN4zis as there arent many places for them. We offer a safe space for Radqueers, [Blank]queers and any TransID folks. We have roles for nonhumans, regressors, paraphiles, etc!

What do we have..?

╭・✦•┈๑⋅⋯ ⋯⋅๑┈•✦ ﹕・ Pk for systems, tupper for anything else ﹕・ Many channels to keep things organized ﹕・ Roles to exepress yourself ﹕・ Rewards for boosters ﹕・Cool emojis ﹕・ A gothic manor theme ﹕・ Simple but aesthetic layout ﹕・ A verification system to keep trolls out ﹕・Para channels, inculding a para simping channel ﹕・Trace, transage, transid and other chats! ╰・✦•┈๑⋅⋯ ⋯⋅๑┈•✦

So why not join? We wouldn't want you to stand in the cold rain…

PERM INV LINK - https://discord.gg/qUVj53zDBR

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clowninguhround · 1 month

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Angel4angel qpr, 10/10, highly recommend. Never have two perfect beings made such a perfect unison. Throw in a transharmed4harmful dynamic, and that's basically icing on the cake. Bonus if one or both of you is a narc because talking about how unparalleled the divinity is gets 10x spicer when you know you're better than anyone else

Anyway, this is about my darling kitty boygirl angel ghost, I love echo dearly

And I'm conspiring to eat your partner alive if I get the chance so you're all mine

Happy 4/20, everyone!!

#rq 🌈🍓#transgod #transharmful safe #pro transharmful #transharmed #transx #pro transid #rqc🌈🍓#rq 🍓🌈#transabused #transage #transharmful #pro rq 🌈🍓#rq community

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icyredrose · 2 months

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someone should definitely absolutely not come harm/abuse me in my asks and give me euphoria

~~god please do~~

❤️

Edit: I’m like a dummy and tried to use discord formatting for a strikethrough hehe the god please do is supposed to have a strikethrough

#radqueer #pro rq 🌈🍓#pro radq #radqueers please interact #rq community #rq safe #rq 🌈🍓#rqc🌈🍓#transid #transharmed #transharmful #transid please interact #para safe #paraphile safe #Transabuse #transabused #Pretty pwease

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nervoustypewriter · 2 months

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Mmmm. The possible transabused(?) thoughts are huge RN. Someone just like. Please hurt me. And force me to do stuff I don't want to. Make me scared of you so that I'll have to comply.

#nervous rambles #Might delete later. But I will keep this up for a while.#pro radq #rqc🌈🍓#pro rq 🌈🍓#radqueer community #radqueer please interact #rq 🌈🍓#rq safe #transabused

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theghostfacedapprentice · 2 months

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Omg omg omg omg I should not be interacting with her she is so bad for me But also my cistransabused ass is loving it tho <3 Like yes, retraumatize me, I need my pain to be worse <3

#radqueer #pro radq #pro radqueer #rq 🌈🍓#pro rq 🌈🍓#rq safe #rqc🌈🍓#rq community #radqueers please interact #rq please interact #radqueer please interact #radqueer community #transharmed #cistransharmed #transabused #cistransabused

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a-temple-littered-with-feathers · 21 days

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Transgroomed and Transabused consang brain is making up scenarios!! Wish i could transition but i dont have a dad or big brother :(

#radqueers please interact #transid please interact #pro radqueer #paraphiles please interact #endos please interact #pro rq #radqueer #pro transid #radqueer community #transgroomed #transharmed #transabused #transseverity #technically transseverity

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clowninguhround · 2 months

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Hey can I come over and be weird and act strange and ask you very personal questions and dump unsustainable amounts of affection on you?

I promise this won't end in manipulation or severe emotional trauma for either of us

Considering Love Obsessed Personality Disorder (MUD) just because of this feeling I have to be obsessed unreasonably with anyone who is willing to tolerate me

#medically unrecognized disorder #pro transid #rq 🌈🍓#transpersonality #paraphile safe #medically unrecognized sickness #transseverity #transx #obsessive love #pro radqueer #proship #transage #transharmful #transprogrammed #transabused #transharmed

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cakebra1n · 22 days

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ough. blog or something. woe; transharmed be upon ye. /silly

TransIDs ; transgroomed, transprogrammed, trans🍇ed, transdarling, transstalked, transRAMCOA, transtsundere, transplural, pinkamian, transinterceleb, transvtuber, transimmortal, transshapeshifter, transslashautism, transshapeshifter, transslashhypers3xual, transwasian/transjapanese&transfrench, permah0rny, permaw3t, permasleepy

CisIDs ; cisADHD, cischronicallyonline, cisparanoid

TransTrans/IterIDs ; itercannibal, iterqueerbian, itertransgirl/FTF

Paras ; iterconsang, iter💀, iter🐾, iter🗺️, cismaesioph¡liac

Other ; I actively want to be bullied nd treated badly. I love it when people are mean to me. I realllyyy like the idea of being taken advantage of while under the influence. I'm a switch. Autistic about Vocaloid, specifically Hatsune Miku, and Rain World. I write in my spare time. I actively encourage weird/creepy/parasocial asks!!

Age ; My chrono age is irrelevant. I am a transimmortal being and do not have a set "age" in my head. Treat me as an equal to you in my mental capacity.

and finally..... the anon list.....

Anons ; none !!

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transcest · 29 days

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thinkinf of my big brother helping me transition 2 transabused n transraped . . . ngh

#transharmed #transabused #transraped #consanguinamory #consang

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theghostfacedapprentice · 2 months

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I wanna push her, I wanna fuck with her and push her buttons until she snaps at me... <3

#radqueer #pro radq #pro radqueer #rq 🌈🍓#pro rq 🌈🍓#rq safe #rqc🌈🍓#rq community #radqueers please interact #rq please interact #radqueer please interact #radqueer community #transharmed #cistransharmed #transabused #cistransabused

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clowninguhround · 2 months

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Cisharmful experience:

Sometimes I like to be a total bitch to people, for any reason I feel like really, and sometimes when they put up with that kind of behavior from me I start to like them a lot, and even fixate on them

Current example, I was playing around with one of my friends and I body checked them, I'm taller but we're about the same weight so I thought it would be fine, but they ended up on the floor and bruised. They wouldn't leave me alone about how mean that was, and how horrible I am for being hurting them. Fuck I have the biggest crush on that pathetic little thing, they're such a needy, moody, dumbass and threatening to put them on the floor again is the highlight of my day

#transharmed #transharmed safe #transharmful #cisharmful #pro transharmed #transabused #transprogrammer #rq 🌈🍓#pro transid #paraphile safe #pro radqueer #proship #pro consang #anti conformity #transage #radqueer

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sillyfreakx3 · 1 month

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TW: manipulation, abusive relationship, grooming in the manipulation way

(also I think this counts as romanticising them, but still portrayed as negative just in the unreliable narrator way)

Self indulgent transgroomed scenario that AAAAAAAA /pos ;w;

I want to talk to someone friendly and nice. But then they would slowly start toeing boundaries. I might notice and ask them to stop, and they would apologise, maybe draw back a bit, but return to their previous behaviour within a few days. They'd keep gradually going further and further, but it's normal to often be uncomfortable in relationships, right? We'd be talking about something I like, I'd be stimming with happiness but then they'd suddenly say something uncomfortable, that'd make me fall silent. My hand would start shaking in that awkward, nervous way, and I wouldn't know what to say or how to react. So I'd just laugh nervously, or try and do whatever I thought they wanted me to do. It's my fault for not being good enough at socialising, that's the only reason why I'm feeling so uncomfortable and why there's so many ups and downs in how I feel around them. Whenever I did something wrong, made a mistake in how I should act around people, they'd point it out. I mean that's good, it's fair if some of my behaviours are weird or are making them feel uncomfortable. They'd point out stuff I knew were problems, like forgetting to answer messages or rambling about a boring topic for too long. But they'd also tell me stuff I didn't realise were so weird and uncomfortable for others. And soon I'd realise that it's normal to do whatever they want, and that I'm a bad person if I try making a scene about something. I've always had problems with being too dramatic, and I can't let this happen here. I'd just go along with whatever they said, even if it would have been unthinkable to me just a couple months ago.

#So basically an abuser playing off my insecurities about socialising yayayay #Also while writing this I've realised I may have been cisgroomed in a way lol.#Like I've been wondering if i can call it that for a while but thinking more about how the manipulation inherent to grooming works ...#But yeah this is basically a very self indulgent piece of writing! :D #Writing works so well it put me in the right like mood/mindset where i feel the emotions i crave XD #And also have not been manipulated in this way so this is just a nice scenario :3 #transgroomed #radqueer #transid #rq 🌈🍓#transharmed #transabused #transmanipulated #transid please interact #transx please interact #rq safe #radqueers please interact #Also purposefully very vague about what I'm doing lol #Aaaaa I'm kind of nervous posting this for some reason ;_;

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