#twili speaketh nonsense

[tired-twili]

Submitted my portfolio to my dream school yesterday:) I'm abt to die I'm so nervous

#but heres hoping for thr best! #its not stressing me out as much today so thats good fjnfndnwjw #twili speaketh nonsense

[tired-twili]

A friendship between a Fluff writer and an angst writer is the funniest thing.

Fluff: "yeah person A and B have been through a lot, but they were constantly there for eachother and they eventually get a happy ending!"

Angst: " yeah but what if A died..."

Fluff: ...0-0

Angst:..."what if B killed them👀"

#based on true events #and the worst part is I kinda dig the angsty idea #its a battle of wills at this point #twili speaketh nonsense #writing #writing funny

[tired-twili]

Maybe Meant to Be is honestly such a breath of fresh air. We've already got a wedding, no miscommunication, no love triangles, just two dorks falling in love. I'm thriving.

#I could see a Zelink modern au like them frrrr #maybe meant to be #twili speaketh nonsense

[tired-twili]

Reason 437 why TP Zelink is great

Their colors are complementary✨️ and my color loving brain thrives off of that

I could honestly talk about them for hours

Pls let me talk abt them for hours

#I just think its an important thing to know #thier designs just fit so well and Im never going to get over it T-T #zelink #tp zelink #twili speaketh nonsense #loz #twilight princess #zelda #why tp zelink is great: an essay by twi

[tired-twili]

Me when the fandom I obsessed over for so long just doesn't hit anymore

#like it feels so sad man #im trying to do a secret santa fic and i just cant fnfnsjjw #the blorobs dont blorob as much anymore #rip to the time when i could crank out zelink fics like they were nothing #twili speaketh nonsense

[tired-twili]

Just wanna say thanks to all the haters. Saw somone diss tp zelink and now I'm going to go write 100k fic abt them just for them :3

#tp zelink #twili speaketh nonsense

[tired-twili]

love how each Fandom has thier own "No beta we die like ____" in ao3 tags. It's a copeing mechanism but a funny one

#everytime i read a fma fic its like T-T #iykyk #just saw one that said we die like anyas stability #like fjdjjsjsjs yeah but #ao3 memes #twili speaketh nonsense

[tired-twili]

I genuinely love when your freinds are in different fandom and they gush to you abt their silly little guys and you have no context of the silly little guys but it makes your freind so happy and then you get to send them things you find of the silly little guys and they get to gush about them a little more

#people are cool somtomes #twili speaketh nonsense

[tired-twili]

How am I supposed to be normal about OOT Zelink when they fit so well together. Shared trauma is stronger than superglue, and the hurt/comfort thoes two radiate...its suffocating.

#crying in the corner over them rn #Im not normal about them ok #idc abt my wip pile #it belongs to them now #twili speaketh nonsense #oot zelink

[tired-twili]

Online friendships really are built differnt.

I'm over here screaming about murderous bioweapons, she's over there screaming about singing anime boys, and somewhere in between were having an in depth conversation about cake pans and making plots to fics we'll never write.

It's the solidarity✨️ go give ur besti a hug

#the duality #when your in totally seperate fandoms but it just works?? #but then ur both still feral for the ship that initialy brought u together #its been years and I still dont know how were both still sane #twili speaketh nonsense #when it hits u in the face how lucky u got #this is a reminder to go tell ur friends u love them

[tired-twili]

I personally don't believe the sequence of an enemies to lovers type situation should ever go argue argue "I hate u" we kiss and it gets steamy or whatever. Instead I think it should always go argue argue "I hate you" you punch me, omg that was hot, now I kiss u but wait jk I actualy stabbed you

#bcs yes #enemies to lovers #somthing special abt them #twili speaketh nonsense

[tired-twili]

Just had a terrible thought

What if for whatever reason, Zelda gets badly injured and Link then has to put her in the shrine of resurrection over the extent of totk...I rlly hope not. She deserves to just bum around at home. Link coming home after a long day of collecting years "honey I'm home"

Nintendo,,,pls do this,,, pls for peace of mind

#thoughts are spiraling #twili speaketh nonsense #tears of the kingdom #someone stop me pls

[tired-twili]

Its,,,been almost 6 months since I updated my fic,,,,

*sobs*

#when u forget how to wright #no i will not be undating it soon #i want to #but physically cant lol #man #twili speaketh nonsense

[tired-twili]

Been awake for 2 hrs and today just isn't the vibe, so I'm gonna rant abt oot zelink✨️

I still have to play mm so I don't really knows what happens there but~

For many reasons I like to think Zelda kept her memories as Sheik, or can vaugly remember them. Can you just imagine that maybe Link tries to help he remember, leading him to talk about it and eventual learn to work through some ✨️trauma✨️ I'm soft for it.

The boy was down bad for Sheik too. And at that point it may have been "I've been alone all this time, pls I need a friend" ...:) but let's be honest here

Links just a Lil boy from the kokiri forest~ obviously he's not going to know how to act once he hits the cities. And yeah, he defiently picked things up along the way, but what it everyone once in a while he slips up and goes back to "default mode", like what do you mean it's not normal to climb to tall places where adults shouldn't be? I dunno but it'd be cute if Zelda just kinda goes along with it.

👏lots👏of👏cuddles👏. They both need them and deserve them~ need I say more. Link and Zelda are always just a couple of touched starved individuals, but this pair in particular seem like they'd both hate being touched, but absolutely crave it at the same time.

#fr just want to go back to bed dnjsksjw #just gotta remember ✨️violence is the answer✨️ #jfksksks wish me luck today should be interesting #twili speaketh nonsense #oot zelink #zelink #headcannons #loz #oot #link oot #oot zelda

[tired-twili]

This is totally a rant post bcs I don't have a sane voice of reason in my life that I can go to for advice :) this is just me having strange "friends"

So yeah, if u didn't know I just graduated hs and yeah, teenagers can be pretty crazy. Most of these freinds I've had since young or early high school and they've been my "close freinds" the past couple of years. Ofc my fam loves them and all hence why I don't feel comfortable talking abt this to them, bcs they'll say I'm overreacting, which maybe I'm am 💀 I just can't take much more of this.

Anyways, it's not that I don't get a long with them, it's just I never rlly had much in common with them. Over the summer they all really want to go to concerts, festivals, ect ect together. I was on the fence abt these things bcs I often have anxiety attacks in crowded places, but I decided that maybe I'd go to one or something. Yeah no, for the concert they were trying to get me to go to it was abt 200 buck and I wasn't abt to pay that much just to have a miserable time. Ofc they were upset abt it but I felt embarrassed and didn't want to explain that I didn't want to go bcs of anxiety (which was on me tbh) but this is only one example but it rlly made me think that it's just not worth it to hang out with them?

I also got added to a snap group, with them in it and they were sending a bunch of vids hanging out. I wasn't rlly offended that I wasn't invited since it happens a lot, but I wasn't exactly happy to be spammed of notifs from them. Maybe this is just me but I don't rlly care to added to chats just to have to watch you all hang out without me? There was other girl in the chat that wasn't with them which makes me feel like it's less wierd, but?? Idk. It's complelty fine that they are, cus like I said, they like to go out and do stuff and it's not really my thing.

All in all I just,,,rlly don't like hanging out with them 💀 half the time it's not rlly fun and I end up going home with anxiety. I've tried to share some of my interests and it rlly hasn't gone over well haha. I introduced them to RE 8 on Halloween since they wanted to play a scary game. One of the girls said it was lame compared to the other game I showed them a differnt time (little nightmares 2 lamo) and they were on thier phones chatting ect for the rest of the night. Which I complelty understand that video games aren't for everyone and in no world do they have to enjoy it, but it still kinda hurt my feelings listening to her make fun of a game I rlly like and then them compellty do thier own thing (I had a blast tho I just played while they talked or whatever lmao). My one super nice freind tho said we should get together a differnt time and she genuinely seemd a bit interested but fjdjjsjs idk.

I do get a bit tired of being the "afterthought friend" but at this point I don't rlly care. I'm going to be heading off to college soon and I honestly don't want to keep in contact with them. They're have been a lot of other things like one of them not having respect for other people's time and stuff but that's a whole different topic.

By no extent are they toxic or anything, we just don't rlly get a long that we'll, ya know. I guess I'm just wondering if I'm being too quick abt wanting to distance myself from them?? Idk man

#twili speaketh nonsense #rant #me not making sence for 2k #dont read all this lmao #I just dont know how to human #tldr

[tired-twili]

Appreciation post for people who leave theorizing comments on fics. Because, as an author who doesn't know where a fic is going half the time, you guys are the best.

Tfw you see a comment and it flips the switch to an idea for the most beautiful and polished ending✨️

#its a little nugget of happienes fr #twili speaketh nonsense