#txt did it again everyone

[agustdiv1ne]

here are my thoughts about each song that absolutely nobody asked for but i don't care 🤣

ok GROWING PAINS??? THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN I'M FALLING TO MY KNEES I'M WAILING BC THIS SONG IS EVERYTHING TO ME. i loveee rock music and this is also reminds me a little of what i used to listen to when i was in the deepest trenches of my middle school emo phase (and continue to listen to bc my emo phase never truly left me),, THE GROWL. BEOMGYU FUCKING GROWLED. ME WHEN. ME WHEN. ME WHEN. *INSERT WEREWOLF MEME* i am just. obsessed. absolutely Obsessed. ALSO YEONJUN'S HIGH NOTE????? ACTUALLY FUCK OFF I'M ON THE FLOOR

chasing that feeling is very 80s new wave and it is Everything to me. i could go over everything in the mv but i'm j gonna focus on the song for now. i love the route they took for the tt, it's very like. dreamy? to me?? and laid back and yet it sounds like it would be part of some action movie????? like hero training scene montage and BOOM CHASING THAT FEEEEELINGGG in the background idk...the synths are making me ascend i swear to whatever is above whoever added those synths in the instrumental deserves the best fucking head of their lives. beomgyu opening fairy, bro always makes sure to EAT THAT OPENING BROOO I LOVE HIM. AND THEN TYUN HIGH NOTE WOOOOOOOOO that Healed me...and hyuka's "come and kiss me" YEAH. YEAHHHH. can u tell i'm obsessed w this tt yet???? i need it tattooed onto my ear drums right now

DREAMER MF DREAMERRRR BROOOOOOOOOO i've been waiting for an rnb song like this from them since 20cm i fucking swear. and this just. BLEW ME OUT OF THE WATER,, their falsettos are so mf pretty esp soobin's like his voice was just made for this song bro. i swear. and then we got beomgyu's falsetto too?????? wow. wowowowow. i need more rn. AND THEN YEONJUN BROO CAME IN W THE "LET ME BREAK IT DOWN FOR YOU" AND I'M DYING. LIKE ACTUALLY DYING PLS DO NOT RESUSCITATE

ahahaha deep down is like. so chill and i loveee the beat omfg. like this is a song that i am going to play when i go on late night car rides, bass boosted n everything bc the beat. the BEAT. i need it injected into my veins immediately,, def not like. my fav off this album but i still enjoyed it ^^

ok happily ever after has me in a chokehold rn. i'm being so serious. it's so fun and catchy it's like a little earworm that i can't get out of my head!!!! it makes me wanna dance and sing and AHHHHH. the beginning "oh ma gawd" that was so cute...def my pick me up song bc it's so cute n fun n i definitely didn't expect to like it as much as i do <3 the power of txt <3333 LIFE IS NOT A FAIRYTALE!!!! also soobin's falsetto got me again i'm ascending yet again my friends...i feel like this song is encapsulated by the ✨️ emoji pls don't ask me to elaborate.

SKIPPING STONES. MY ABSOLUTE FAV OFF THIS ALBUM. THERE IS NO COMPETITION I FEAR.....it's very reminiscent of music i'd listen to while growing up esp the songs my dad would share with me...idk why but that connection just makes this song so much more special to me. also sounds kinda like a day6 song and as someone who loves day6 i needed this!! i love the rock influences so fucking much guys i am so obsessed with this song,,,, i need more songs like this immediately. asap. ALSO hyuka's high note. guys. guys. what the fuck. he is such a talented man i cannot rn

as if i could forget about blue spring — when i told u i started crying??? yeah, i started crying right when it started playing. i love them so fucking much u don't understand 😭😭😭 idk why they autotuned my men like that towards the end tho,, but yeah. this will be my official crying song for the foreseeable future 😁

and then. chasing that feeling english version??? hello????? i typically don't enjoy english versions too much but this one is so good omg. i def like the og more but i did enjoy it and it was a nice lil surprise!!!!

i could keep writing more but i will leave it at that. i'm sorry if u read this far u deserve financial compensation for being so strong

#me when i write an essay abt the album #my god #this album is right up my alley #i wish i had melatonin bc i don't think i can sleep now #the adrenaline rush is still going #txt did it again everyone #ashlee's bs

[crownrots]

#oc txt. #c: hattie #c: mary ellen #hattie being able to make it back to her own vault just in time to be with her mom in her final moments is 🤕 #she’s not the overconfident self assured put together person she was when she left however long ago it was #and her mother isn’t the hyper independent stoic emotionally constipated woman that didn’t even hug her before she left #her mother really did believe that this colony that had supposedly been growing since she was a girl WAS her kids’ only hope at a future #they knew for years that the vault was running out of supplies and falling apart #she was getting older and really didn’t think a future above ground was for her or her husband or the other adults that had grown up there #it was for their kids. #bc the vault wasn’t going to be able to sustain them for much longer #it’s why she pushed her kids so hard and pushed them away even harder #bc it made sending them into that world ‘easier’ #she wouldn’t miss them as much and they wouldn’t miss her #sending her twins up there (her first borns) years prior was HELL #and she dreaded the day hattie was old enough to be thrust out there and even debated whether or not she’d even go through with it #so seeing her now … especially in the state hattie is in when she returns #she feels guilty but at the same time proud? because despite it she knows hattie had and HAS what it takes to survive up there #and seeing tj??? she doesn’t know if the twins made it to the colony or whether the colony was even real operating ect ect #so she’d never get to see them with her grandkids if they had any #she at least gets a slice of what could have been if things were different #it’s good that hattie gets to tell her truth of everything #it’s good that hattie gets to reconcile and be the last thing she sees before she passes #it’s all mary ellen ever wanted … to see her girls again #and in her mind if hattie made it … then she knows the other two did too #and i think for hattie she was just on the cusp of giving up and throwing in the towel #but she’s got people relying on her and she’s not a quitter … was never allowed to be #and i think by now she’d be searching for them less for herself and more for her parents #the least she can do is find out if their sacrifices (and the sacrifices of everyone else) were warranted

[spartalabouche]

i miss when tv shows and movies didnt need to justify the logic of the universe and lore to exist. why do we need to know why something is so so small or how goblins exist or why magic is real. why cant we just live in the moment. everything is too obsessed with making sense. just be sillay

#txt #gekkering #i watched labyrinth again earlier and am now listening toa vixeo on the evolution of polly pocket #and im just thinking about the way that they did not bother to explain the goblin world snd the labyrinth and shit. #but in silly fantasy stories like that now its like well you see it makes sense because the cellphone is magic and can summon the Beasts or #they have Powers that makes them special and thats why they can do something #why cant everyone be special. why cant we live in a world of whimsy. why do we habe to know evedything #is this comprehensible at all #i wish we could just suspend our disbelief like we used to

[paellegere]

sam's decision to prevent lucifer from going back through the portal was genuinely so dumb. not because i think it was a bad character choice (there's precedent with the loki episode so whatever), but because he, lucifer, and everyone else knew that they were opening the portal again. so this petty revenge was going come back to bite him in the ass no matter what. it's a bizarre oversight on his part, to think he can get away with that without retaliation because they were opening the portal again. they're going to have to see lucifer again.

he should have saved the revenge plot for after they beat michael. wait for lucifer to think he's gotten off the hook, then when his guard is down and there's no other threat looming over them, then lock him up in the apocalypse world (still a dick move to subject the people of that alternate universe to him, but whatever sam is selfish enough for that). you could have gotten away with it. instead you were so dumb about it.

#liveblogging: supernatural #13.22 #like what did you really think would happen here. like be real #even if lucifer DIDN'T team up with michael he would have waited around until the portal opened again to get payback #there was literally no way for this to end well #btw i still hate the apocalypse world. just need everyone to know this. it's an important aspect of my personality. apocalypse world hater #.txt

[adelle-ein]

saw some old stuff i wrote about 3h and man. i really used to love that game huh

#fandom killed it and spat on its corpse #genuinely that was the worst fandom i've ever been in the middle of. nobody was immune from the consnat fucking discourse #the moral judgements the racism the misogyny the homophobia the ableism the raw INSANITY #i've never seen a fandom so obsessed with ''morally ok to like these characters/morally evil to like these ones'' #and ofc everyone had their own list that they would then frantically alter to please each other and it was just insane #still is but i refuse to interact with it anymore #but yeah i can't even stand to look at claude anymore i used to love him but now. eugh #i just associate him (and almost every other character) with the Discourse and the ''if you like hilda kys'' types #don't even get me started on bernadetta and the number of so called friends who treated me like shit for being hurt by her portrayal lol #or the number of again so called friends who would bully people for not liking ede/leth #just. horrendous. horrendous fandom #i pretty much only care about flayn now #not that she didn't get her fair share of disk horse but like. it was never the quantities that almost every other character did lmao #other than the people talking about how she was a disgusting nepo baby they wanted to stomp to death or w/e. there was a lot of that #txt

[burymeinblack2022]

MCR NEW MUSIC TRUTHERS WE WIN AGAIN IF GOD HATES EMOS WHY DO WE KEEP WINNING BITCH !!!

#txt #MCR #i'm literally shaking so much #we did it kids we did it #wow anna said something #pardon the fuck #mcrxx #return #mcr return #the foundations of decay #welcome to the circus #anna's shitposts #shitpost #again !! i was right again !! abt them coming back when everyone was saying it was impossible #and this !!! i did that bitch yall should listen to me #american rock band my chemical romance #mr chemical romance #greatest hits

[baekuras]

Got special worm and I love how literally everyone is like "Keep that thing away from me!!"

everyone

except for Gale

well if I ever need someone to sprout tentacles I know who to ask I guess

#txts #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #i also was feeling very salty/sassy during that session tbh so I did just wanna drop it in front of the emperors feet and leave that plane #i didnt so now it gets to rot in the chest with all the others #there are....so many worms in this box #i stole a whole shipment crate of worms nevermind the ones i took out of heads! #tadpole rave inside the camp chest #look-in one session I had the dear lich queen want me to do her bs #then the emperor and shortly after i met Raphael again #i swear to god if anyone tries to bother me into a stupid #pretty sure if anyone else tried to bother me into making a stupid decision i will take the worst deal and burn down the world thx #everyone: you must work with ME to save the world...and also like give me power in one way or another #me about to let the world die out of spite: uh-huh #i do wonder...if I just long rested for like months in game time.....would the world end? #i doubt it #but it'd be kinda funny

[oscill4te]

these attachment issues are so sexy (sarcasm)

#i know it is cringe to post about exs online but i sort of miss them even though (disgusting tmi rant) #i also keep thinking about how our age gap was noooooooooot okay #even if people think 20s and 40s can be “happpy” im like okay but in most cases no.. #i wanna say all cases but :/ i cannot speak for everyone. only for my own experiences and seeing other ppl going through this #30s and 50s? sure. #20s and 40s just feels weird looking back on it tho #the whole thing makes me feel gross and like a dumbass for falling for it lol but you live and and you learn #txt #i shouldn't be talking about this at all but :p #i did emdr therapy for this and it set me back so far like yeah im never getting into a religion again #and just stopped therapy period bc it just. idk. i always stop going #i meant relationships for the tag not religion uh. typo #lol. “never getting into a religion again” i mean relationshipp #my attachment issues make me miss the relationship tho bc we were both clingy.. it was nice

[firebuug]

my OCs being a main source of motivation and self exploration for myself is really funny bc then I end up with facts such as "through a really long game of dominos my friend recommending me a $25 game on steam about monster management ended up with me pursuing my education degree again". that's not rlly something I can bring up to my future colleagues i don't think

#i wanted 2 be a teacher as a kid but ditched it bc of how bleak everyone made it out 2 be + no passion #but then lobcorp introduced to me silent orchestra and i was like ooooooh #and i made an oc who got attached to it and went ooooooooh #and he went into music education cuz i thought hed make such a good professor and i went oooooh...wait....i remember now...... #and then i went wait i really like music........i have passion for teaching....wait....my ocs did it again...they revealed my passions again #LNFOAHDKF it happened w band au too it made me less scared to pick up learning guitar #it will only keep happening agaon #next up on firebuug textposts MY OC MADE ME GET A DOCTORATE DEGREE?!?! #txt #it all started w me like age 9 wanting bangs cux my oc had them...lawl

[17yearcicada]

goodnight!!!

#today was actually not that bad and now i'm upset that i was wrong lmao #did not end up going over to the festival today but i'll poke my head over there tomorrow most likely... #oh i ran again today!! it hurt 👍 but also hooray for runner's high everyone give it up for runner's high #goodnight <3! #.txt

[areyoudoingthis]

I understand 100% of nothing

#my plans for today were coming home straight from work and taking a nap before my doctor's appointment #instead they involved staying an extra hour at work because there was chaos with my first years #some of them were being absolute shitheads to one of their classmates who's adopted and has two dads #and a coworker made me reconsider my entire understanding of the universe by informing me that the former principal that i thought the #world of and who made me fall in love with teaching again is apparently being an asshole to everyone now because she quit (on purpose. #because she wanted to. because she became a school inspector) and the school has a new principal #which like?????? what did you think was going to happen??????? #what did you expect us to do?????? #what do you mean you care more about your own ego than about the children you taught me should be the center of everything we do #i don't even know how to begin processing anything that happened today #and my coworker was a shithead too on top of everything else cause she was like what school are you working at???? how come you don't know #any of this???? #WELL WAS IT ON THE NEWSPAPER CAROL #how the hell was i supposed to know no one fucking told me #and I'm upset that no one bothered to inform me the school and therefore us as teachers are apparently under attack #i don't need the stupid gossip but someone should have told me I'm apparently working under hostile circumstances and parents may randomly #decide to pick on me #I'm just so mad at everyone grown ups are the fucking worst kids are absolutely right #anyway i didn't need to see my therapist about my parents being assholes but i need to talk to her after this #alex txt

[dihalect]

just finished death note

#txt #edit. i don't think i liked the ending #spoilers ahoy. nesting nesting nesting nesting nesting nesting nesting nesting nesting nestiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnng #ok. ngl i was kinda rooting for light for the entire series. OBVIOUSLY murder is bad #but in the context of this work of fiction. the world is so much more interesting with kira #and after everything the world just. goes back to normal? after all that? come on #i understand the point they're making about the futility of everything light did. but that doesn't mean i like it #i would have been much more satisfied if everyone else in the task force/spk had died and light got to keep kira'ing #also. i havent read the manga but i did read about the differences between its ending and the anime's ending. #in the manga light starts groveling and mikami renounces him bc of it. and then light begs ryuk to kill him. #ryuk writes light's name in his death note (full circle) and light panics and spends the next 40 seconds saying he doesn't want to die #in the anime‚ light gets shot‚ but mikami slip'n'slides himself and light runs away. #as he starts to run out of strength‚ ryuk writes his name in the death note (again‚ full circle) #i think having him run away is a bit more pathetic. so it might be more effective at communicating how light is ultimately just some guy #some guy who fucked up and played god and paid for it #BUT him running away removes him from the rest of the story #in a way that i feel detracts from his journey #idk i feel like it'd have been more poetic for him to die there in the warehouse #also. the thing about all the fake notebooks was confusing #apparently the manga has an epilogue where matsuda explains his theory that near controlled mikami with the death note #and that the 'yeah we copied his entire death note down to the molecule overnight' thing was just a lie #idk i feel like that loose end was just. presented to us and never tied up #not quite a loose end. frayed. whatever #EDIT edit. light hallucinated seeing l as the last of the life drained out of him. BITCH

[old-knightsvow]

just cleaned my followers list for the 1st time since i made this acc in 2018. i can now proudly say "i don't even have 100 followers :(" when people are mean to me

#txt #i DON'T think any mutuals got caught in the fire but um. i'm a bit of an idiot so if i did sorry. i'll find you again i prommy #kept everyone i kind of recognize though. like even if we aren't Mutuals there r ppl i remember seeing in my notes from time to time and im #like oh that's them! so yeah...it was mostly inactive accs

[impulstor]

ive been out here being emotional about tango since the start of 3rd life im glad other ppl are crying over him too. he's everything 2 me

#.txt #in. in the first season . he was so alone. he died alone because everyone had already choaen their loyalties and left him behind. #in season two he finally had a solid partnership he had skizz and then they formed team best and then bdubs killed him and betrayed him and #he wasnt alone but wasnt he? #and now he has jimmy and hes not alone and hes not well off but it doesnt matter because he cares about the people around him more than #anything else every time. hes so. #and for the first time since the start he has someone as dedicated to him as he is to them who wont let him die alone again #he just doesnt want to be alone and. he isnt #jimmy was able to reach him and calm his anger because he did so with the intent of saving HIM and protecting HIM and not just telling him #to accept the short end of the stick. calm down. one life doesnt matter that much does it? we dont need to fight #tango isnt alone and im crying over it . goodnight

[dreamertrilogys]

i just think it was REALLY funny how i sort of always knew i was bisexual/trans/gonna end up with he/him pronouns like from the start but it still took me 14 years and a lockdown to like. allow myself to be bi

#thinking about my own repression again….. LIKE i thought everyone was at least SLIGHTLY bi but some ppl just made the conscious choice to #‘stay straight’ so therefore i could do that and be straight right. but like i knew i was attracted to women the same way as i was #attracted to men and shit but also like. what you must understand is that i wasn’t just gay person repressed i was just repressed in GENERAL #i wouldn’t ‘let’ myself be attracted to anyone regardless of gender for so long. and then i sort of always knew i think but i was like #whatever i can like everyone but if i CHOOSE to only be attracted to men it’s fine right. and then i realized if i liked women and had #already admitted it to myself. and if i still just stuck to men . i could still identify as bi right like it wouldn’t change anything #<- the still stick to liking (more like admitting to myself to liking) men was the whole religious aspect of this i tbink btw it has nothing #to do with like. bisexuality obviously #anyway it sure was something. don’t even get me started on my GENDER CRISIS #.txt #actually on second thought i was WAY more normal and well adjusted about my gender. i think after i decided i could be bi i was like fuck it #and did whatever the hell i wanted. one (1) year to go from deadname + given pronouns to new possibly my forever name + def forever pronouns #is actually not that bad i think. like i changed pronouns around a lot and like. slowly went from she/her to she/they to they/she to all to #he/they etc etc all the way to he/him. but like i feel like that’s fairly normal. probably #gender diary