#we going to therapy bitches 🎉

[markesackett-theboxsf]

I had to post my first “Thirst Trap” Photo ever! 😜 I have been through some shit this last year and a half, and I’m not gonna lie, it’s been a bitch. The great news is I just played my Drums for the first time since being attacked in December, my wrist is sore but it was fun, and my hand held up. Second, today I weigh 269 friggin’ pounds…down from 299 in December and 375 a few years back, and tonight I am full of energy and optimism. I do my hand therapy 2 times a week and my hand and nerve exercises daily. Business is finally, and slowly, starting to recover. Melanie @decowitch and Israel @israel_srs continue to support me and help me run everything and @picpocketwearables is moving forward, so I am excited to see our first clothing samples next month. @reflectur_com continues to Design and Create amazing work for our Graphic Design and Branding Clients. Finally @theboxsfmercantile and @theboxsfevents are going to be featured on a well known Television Show in Filming here in early August! September 8th I’ll have another major Surgery on my Left Wrist to restore the nerve that was severed in the attack, and September 9th I turn 65! 🎂 so drumrolls please! Here we go!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉👨‍🎨 ~Mark E. Sackett (at The Pressroom and Mercantile at The Box SF) https://www.instagram.com/p/CfdF6kQr6QL/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[thinslxx]

Rant lol

Tw for mental health issues in general

Been thinking about my friendships lately. And aside from the fact I consider a lot of people "friends" but in reality I don't talk to anyone. The only person I actively interact with everyday is my gf. Me and my best friend are SUUUPER close but we don't text much since we prefer seeing eachother in person. And the other friend, welp she is rlly nice and kind, I met her through my gf. Stil we don't talk unless she needs some advice which I'm fine with completely. But when none of them are active I just dont..speak ? to anyone. Despite being the class president I don't have much of a connection with my class. It's weird ig, they see me as a figure or responsibility (lmao) so they have picked me to be the class president for 3 years in a row. Which is cool great, but I have a hard time actuALLY interacting with them. I do have a small group of ppl I hang out with at school but most of the time I'm left alone or well left out. I even stopped responding to my name (deadname but I still have to respond to it at school) cuz I know no one is calling me, they are calling the other girl in my class with the same name. I just stopped turning around after enough times where someone called out my name but they meant the other one. I have also become really quiet, before I came up to people and initiated a convo..now I'm just at my desk drawing reading or on my phone. Also I have definitely noticed a shift in my behaviour when it comes participation in class. Before I was the bitch that would raise my hand before the teacher even finnished their question. Now I'm barely raising my hand or even listening to the professors. It's weird how much I changed cuz of everything that happened in the last year. Damn everything from completely destorying the relationship with my parents, anxiety and OCD therapies, forcefully coming out as bi to my parents, almost getting disowned etc. Sigh smh really this was THE year. I'm surprised I haven't killed myself like I'm in awe rn. impressive.💅 Honestly it's so fucked up that the only thing I hold comfort in is self destruction and my gf. But since she moved away I don't really have that either. I miss her so bad. I just want to hug her and hold her so she doesn't leave. Lmao messed up much ? I don't mean it in a possessive way🙄 I mean it in a please don't go way. But life is life Ig. All I can do now is lose weight and starve so i can be skinny and beautiful for real when she sees me again. My mum took a pic of me and my sister yesterday and I felt like ✨ throwing up ✨ when I saw myself. Disgusting. Not to mention we be celebrating 6 years of disordered eating 🎉🎉 I haven't had a normal eating day since I was 12 years old u know like a mentally ill motherfucker.

Welp this was a while bunch of thoughts. Stay safe guys please take care od yourselves the best u can ! I'm here if someone needs to rant/talk about anything, DMS always open as u can see I need friends as well💃💃

#tw #thinn #thinnn #thinnsp0 #thinness #edmeme #notpro #ed not sheeran #tw ana stuff #tw ed #thinspo #ed #eating disorders #eating disorder

[kleptic-writes]

Sometime Next Season

Lena: *ignores Kara because she’s Smad™*

Kara:

#we going to therapy bitches 🎉 #supercorp #kara danvers #lena luthor #kara x lena #supercorp endgame #supercorp incorrect quote #supergirl