#whatever is embarrassing in there is embarrassing for teen Ian not current Ian

[floral-hex]

Somehow one of my old high school notebooks ended up at goodwill and not only did someone buy it, but they found my phone number and texted me 😬😬😬 which is… not cool, but also they turned out to be nice, so whatever, I guess

#I got this and started kinda freaking out because I had no idea what was in it #and how do people keep finding my phone number??? #damn I kinda hate this digital world #anyway I figured out that one of my trash bags got mixed in with my goodwill donations a couple of weeks back #and some goodwill worker actually looked through all the trash and thought ‘yeah someone will buy this old used notebook’ #anyway they sent me a pic of a couple of pages and I’m prettttty sure it’s all just dumb highschool stuff for tv broadcasting #but they were nice and it made me feel nostalgic to briefly talk about it with someone so I can’t be too mad #I mean… I dunno #maybe it’s some bored teenager and they find this weird notebook and want to know more about it #not that there’s anything too wild in there #really I vaguely remember flipping through it before tossing it and I don’t remember anything eye catching #if it had anything I really thought was important I probably would have kept it #and it’s about 15 years old so I’m of the mind that it’s aged past my need to worry what’s in it #eventually you get old enough that the stuff you did in your teens feels like someone else’s bullshit #like… 15 years on I’m barely the same person #whatever is embarrassing in there is embarrassing for teen Ian not current Ian #but wow… I really hope they didn’t pay for that #or that they at least got a few laughs out of it #that would actually make up for finding my number #if someone else can even briefly enjoy some of my old dumb stuff then that’s pretty cool #but also… how’d they get my fucking number!? #bleghhhh #for a second I hoped it was one of my old poetry books. #I would love to get one of those back #I used to have so many notebooks of my poetry #but ya know dumb teen-to-twenties Ian had to get all moody and trash them #well… that’s life I guess #ok anyway sorry to bother you #mine #text

[sw1mmingfoolz]

so sorry about the late response, love. my cat was really sick last week and it was a worrying time for me. </3 but she's doing okay now 🌺💖 i'm still WORRIED THO :(

my gran had friends in Blackpool who owned a bnb and we used to stay there for a slightly cheaper price, i remember having my own little room and it was just so cute :c

glasgow streets are a mess tbh, they always have been. there can be a lot of fighting and stabbings as well. i will say glasgow can be friendly though like u can ask anyone for directions, and they'll do anything they can to help you <3 dublin is gorgeous but yeah very expensive. i feel like everything is expensive nowadays tbh :((((( feel like I'm paying to BREATHE ;-; aw DAN AND PHIL i love them SO much </3 i grew up watching them in my teens :( ed sheeran is currently performing here and i was so upset i couldn't get tickets <//3

love when people say that!!! 😂🙄 "the British accent is so HOT" like which oneeeeeeeeee 🤔🤔🤔 i was rooting for my moots to get svt tickets but i felt so sad bc i was like BITCH COME TO THE UK ;-; we're thirsty for gigs ksksksks , that's basically it, the rest of the world doesn't exist >.< i feel like the only concerts i know i can experience are british artists 🥺

agsjshs noooo i hope they're okay! can't stand seeing animals suffering bless :(

that is cute! i think we stayed in a super cheap place but i was too eleven years old to care lmaooo, it was me and my best friend in one room and her dad and his gf who my friend hated in the room connected to us. we watched embarrassing bodies til like 3am and ate pizza and it the show for sure fueled both of our EDs LMAO my main memory is a wholeass dick surgery coming up on screen which was the first time i'd ever seen one, i was beyond scarred 😭 thanks dr christian whatever your second name is, you're a british icon for sure

leeds is like that too, all the scary people are straight up kids for some reason agsjsgdh 😭 like it isn't bad just gotta stay away from certain areas especially in the dark! i mean no offense here but i didn't know there were people who unironically listened to ed sheeran agskdhd i feel it tho i was so jealous of american moots when svt and skz tickets went on sale, thankfully tho!! dpr tickets are on sale from monday and they're going to manchester and london because they know wtf a world tour is!! so i'll be ogglin my boys n tryna get ian to marry me and every other group i've ever enjoyed can fuck off for not knowing what world tour means >:((( hope you're doing okay!!

#you love to see it honestly I've an alarm set and everything #idk how quick they're gonna sell but i just feel like the answer is Fast #a/n #a: softforqiankun #mutuals #heather 🌸💞