#who are in a verge of a mental breakdown

[imagionary]

Unhinged Graham for someone on Twitter

(He hates Zak; AU stuff, as per usual)

#Graham is constantly on the verge of losing his mind in our AU #He tries his hardest to keep himself under control #but it doesn't really work too well and he ends up having psychotic breakdowns #he's not that bad of a guy once tou get to know him and he can actually be quite sweet and a charm #he's got something going on mentally he knows and he struggles with it so badly sometimes but he's so greatful Flint loves him nonetheless #Graham HATES Zak he wants him to explode #but it's probably because; although he doesn't realize it; he just hates how Zak is only 25 and has already signed his life away #now he needs to watch someone who reminds him of himself go down the same path of monotonous boredom and insanity that he has #life is a circle #ttcc #imagionary rambles #toontown corporate clash #toontown: corporate clash #toontown #graham ness payser #pacesetter #alpha pup #zak blazer #ttcc au #ttcc oc #sorry for writing so much in here #I love Graham and he's trying his best

[laceratedlamiaceae]

Looking at a transcript of episode 10 and I love how you can feel Izzy's fear just from reading this

And, um, in the meantime, maybe, you could, you know, polish things, or, maybe, swab the deck.

#aaaahhhh every time i think about how he was stuck dealing with a bunch of people who tried to kill* him and the only thing stopping them #was a complete mess of a man hiding in a blanket fort and on the verge of a total mental breakdown i just feel so many things for him #*i don't really think they would have killed him but i love the angst potential of imagining they were #our flag means death #ofmd #izzy hands

[death-by-sc0tland]

SACHA NO

#im on the verge of a mental breakdown the entire day this isn’t helping #dhawan!master #sacha dhawan #doctor who

[imperiuswrecked]

I'm so numb right now.

#what else is there to say #those who claim they want peace and democracy let this happen #they let this happen #maybe im on the verge of a mental breakdown bc these last few weeks have been so straining #i cant even cry anymore #im just empty #tw: genocide #palestine #current events

[apeshit]

my job is such hell you guys don’t even know and this is coming from someone who loves what they do

#the upper management works us like fucking dogs #and i have the least benefits because i just graduated but due to how insane the workload is my pto is nof sustainable at all #canto v #i know how to do everything my other coworkers do and im training new hires and im there pretty much every single day #because i cant afford to take pto really in case i get sick #and like if i dont get more pto i am legitimately about to quit i cant do this anymore #and it sucks because everyone is quitting this job #like we have such little staff #and i prefer to work in this specific field of radiation therapy #but man theres another clinic offering way more money that reached out to me #if i really wanted to i could definitely quit this job #i could still find a job in my area that is in my field. easily #but like i dont want to quitttt i havent even worked here a full year #i like my boss a lot #and we’re gonna get new machines and i like all the students who rotate through here and i know we’ll have some of them working here next ye #ar #but oh my fucking god im on the verge of a mental breakdown

[veloriium]

hes mental! i love him

#8:11 #8:11 game #8:11 fanart #811 game #akira art #im only about 2 hours into the first act #vittorino #vittorino fanart #i <3 blonde religious men who are on the verge of having a mental breakdown

[sappymix1]

like i don’t even know what to say in this email. sorry it took me a month to reply my entire life is falling apart and i prob don’t even need the information you sent really bc i’m going to kms soon

#who else feeling like they’re on the verge of an actual mental breakdown

[skinnamon39]

I want y’all to infodump about your ocs right now. their initial conception. how they’ve evolved over the years. their favorite foods. their horrors. anything, go ham

#I'll go first #so I have four blorbos and their names are #Em #Marine #Savitri #and Thymus #they are the only people who can use magic in a world where magic is a largely uncontrollable and mysterious force #em got to be a magic battery for most of his life #marine is a low-life thief still in the process of realizing she has powers #savitri is an aristocrat who may or may not be on the verge of a mental breakdown #and thymus is a kid living in the middle of nowhere #they have lived in my head for a couple years but only got names a few weeks ago

[sadaveniren]

hii, just wanted to check in and ask (carefully) if you're writing anything at the moment, because I miss reading something from you ❤️ no pressure at all, just letting you know that you're missed here!

Hello!! I am in the beginning stages of starting to write again!! I have a new job (which I love so much, like holy shit did you know it was possible to LOVE YOUR JOB?? I sure fucking didn't!) and I'm hopefully at the end of a lot of personal shit soooo fingers crossed soon there will be more fics by me 💚💙 I've missed writing so much so I'm happy to be settling into normalcy again.

#this fallow period has fucking sucked so much #but i can see the end of the tunnel~~ #and the struggle~~ #and me and the family are so much happier~ #and also almost debt free~~~ #which means that i'll be able to ENJOY MYSELF when i go to louis' shows this summer #instead of being on the verge of a mental breakdown #THAT'LL BE FUN #(and for anyone who might be worried or care no the personal shit didn't involve me the husband or the baby it was just... everything else)

[lotusarchon]

why are you so mad abt it?? u know im right its weird writing smut for nezha :/ how can you say yu feel bad abt the other things but not nezha??

Come say it to my face and stop hiding behind anons again, dude. I'm getting tired of your bull

#ᨳິ looking glass 𓈒 ੭ #lmk fandom #this is yours #god im tired and on the verge of a mental breakdown and this is the kind of shit i have to deal with #leave me alone fucking hell #i KNOW who you are you know

[sapphicmoonlightlilith]

.

#what if this is what kills me. what if i died on purpose now #*girl who forgot a very simple task she was reminded of a lot* #im normal. i mean im good. #im not at all on the verge of a massive mental breakdown for no reason im so fine im fine i promise #im good im fine im great actually #girls who are. good and normal. #posts that are SO DEFINITELY not a cry for help ahahaha. im FINE!! #im doing good!!!! #normal and regular!!!!!!!! #girls who are okay!!!! in the head!!!!!!

[rivrsong]

..

#dancer colleague abandoned me. he asked to switch classes bc he couldn't take our 5th graders any more #it's fair tho i don't blame him. and we still share shifts so!!! #he's the one that got absolutely bashed by the parents. took everything on himself leaving me out for the majority of the time #now im with teddy bear colleague who's only good at well looking pretty and that's it lmaoo #kids already told me he [dancer colleague] is out you're next #at the beginning of the school year nobody wanted this class bc of how problematic they are so we ended up taking them #they literally had three colleagues switching classes last year. then me and dancer colleague took them #and we kinda agreed to ask our boss to switch us out together but i am so so worried about a student with a delicate situation #and they're very shy and only now they're starting to trust me so i preferred staying with this class to see if i can do something about it #ah but dancer colleague was so nice today!! in the middle of the shift he came to check on me and asked me if i was okay 😭 #he literally saw me on the verge on a mental breakdown trying to handle 42 kids while teddy bear colleague was sleeping while standing... #and he cracked a joke and he was so so so nice you guys i melted #teddy bear colleague is. not it he can't handle kids for shit and especially not this class 😭 #i'm gonna go crazy doing all this shit on my own #nora purtroppo parla

[jcbmcdrmtt]

Sorry if I am not as good about tagging stuff for the foreseeable future. I shattered the screen of my tablet (to the point where there are chunks missing and glass dust coming off under your fingers and you can see the electronics under the screen), and I normally use that + a keyboard case to browse tumblr. I’m using my phone now which means a.) no physical keyboard, and b.) I don’t have as much battery life so my time is more limited. I do not see a point where I can replace the tablet or get it fixed anytime soon either.

All that coupled with the fact that I normally use tumblr in a browser, not the mobile app, means it’s a lot harder to tag things now, especially if I can’t just tap to apply OP’s/the reblogger’s tags because they didn’t add any or i don’t like what they used etc.. Tumblr mobile is honestly tiny and kind of crap on my phone browser - the keyboard makes the screen elements squish together and some things like tag rearranging are broken.

TL;DR: You may possibly see more untagged posts from me in the coming weeks. I apologize, understand if you unfollow, and just. Yeah. I guess I just wanted to explain myself as I normally pride myself on my tagging etiquette.

#i was so sad when it happened #it actually fell like 10 ft because I dropped it while going down the stairs #right in front of my sister and brother in law too #we all froze and they audibly gasped when i picked it up and the glass chips fell on the floor #i walked back to the kitchen to begin making my lunch and i could tell they were horrified because they just stood there in the doorway #in silence #they know how much i use/depend on/love my tablet i’m on it so much and i use it as my primary computing device #so they just stood there in horrified silence while i walked away and my BIL asked if i needed anything and i said no i’m good #and i sounded so normal???? which i hated because i was very much NOT okay like after they left i say in the living room petting their dog #and crying a bit #idk why my default response to situations like this is to pretend everything’s fine?? #i know HOW i can do- being in the closet for a decade will make you a great actor #but i’ve been out for ANOTHER decade now #i thought i had worked past that instinct #apparently not #fuck that took forever to type on my tiny ass keyboard AND i lost 2% battery while i did it #fuck this #i don’t even need the tablet that badly i can fall back to my ancient laptop for most things #but now i have to sit in my room alone to do all my tumbling instead of introvert socializing on the couch with my sister and BIL #i think i cried mostly because life just keeps kicking me #i quit my awful awful job on the verge of a mental breakdown and then proceeded to take a full fucking year to realize the trauma from that #was WAY worse than i had originally thought and i was straight up mentally no longer able to work in IT/computer programming anymore #i lost my apartment and i literally would have been living in my car until that got repossessed too and then been homeless #if it wasn’t for my family offering me financial support and a place to live #and i am SO privileged to have a support network that is both willing and able to help me out like that #but sometimes i have a panic spiral when i think about the fact that i could have EASILY become another statistic #another person who became unhoused because of mental health struggles at the perfectly wrong time #without my family i would have been living in a bus stop enclosure by now #it terrifies me how close i came to that. a homeless person came up to me and asked for money the other day and i almost started crying #both because of how scared i was that that could have been (and still could eventually be) me

[mitchievousness]

.

#you know what that dot stands for friends #its time for a bit of irl anxiety word vomit #haaaaaaaaaaa #ok so hi hello im gonna go back to school sem after dropping out for like a year #and im currently in the process of transferring colleges and ohmygod this is just so anxiety inducing icb im actually doing this by myself #i feel so lost in the new campus and i dont know anyone here and theres so many people who are also doing their own things and idk its just #so overwhelming being in this crowd and Talking to people and having to act like im not on the verge of a mental breakdown most of the time #the worst part is that im gonna have to talk to the dean about my grades and why i basically ghosted my classes and i cant just say that #'oh yeah haha covid hit me hard with depression and my social capacity is basically only always at 10% im not actually stupid im just menta #lly ill haha' #djsjsjskdkdkajd #i wanna burry myself in the dirt and be decomposed into mushrooms #im so scared what if i dont get in im gonna have to be a dropout forever and like i know theres nothing wrong with that but its just the #Asian parents and social expectations and pressure of a 'successful adult' and im already like 2 years behind and i can Feel the disappoin #tment/surprise of everyone when i say oh no i havent graduated yet lol and im just so tired i feel like im about to cry #HHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #ok im done gonna go take the entrance exam now o7

[softp3ach]

I saw some who said it should be reversed so I wanted to add:

- L is more apathetic than concerned

- Light is flexing false confidence convincing himself he can get out of this but is actually on the verge of a mental breakdown

#death note #light yagami #l lawliet #lawlight #I can see it working in reverse too though

[talaok]

i loved the hickey fic🥵

can i request a role reversal fic?

reader marks up joel and is unashamed about it

Pairing: Joel Miller x reader

a/n: thank you love, hope you'll like this although its been so long you probably forgot about this. and if you're interested, this is the fic they were referring to

It was just you and Ellie in the kitchen this morning. You were laughing about another funny dream she had last night, this one involving Joel trying to tame a gigantic sheep so he could ride it or something, she didn't quite remember the purpose, not that it mattered.

But as you both quite literally felt on the verge of tears from the image the dream was painting in your minds, the main character of said dream, appeared in the doorway, throwing you both a dirty look as if watching two of the three people he loved the most in this entire world didn't fill his old heart with pure joy.

"It's too early to be this chipper" he grumbled, walking to you to leave a quick kiss on your cheek as he reached for the coffee pot behind you.

A gasp sounded from the other sound of the counter

"oh my god what happened to your neck?!" 

And it was then, that Joel Miller, the unafraid, stone-cold killer of a man that he was, turned red from hairline to neck.

"O-Oh fuck I-" His eyes widened, his hand going to cover your work on his neck, but it was all useless, because the second Ellie's eyes landed on the smirk plastered on your face, she knew.

"oh my god ew" she groaned, rolling her eyes, her focus going back to the eggs on her plate.

"You remember Janine, that woman I told you about?" you explained, talking to her

She laughed at that, remembering your conversation about that woman who's always flirting with Joel.

"you filled Joel's neck with hickeys because of her?"

Joel wasn't even red anymore, he was turning purple, his eyes were wider than a deer's caught in the headlights, and you suspected he hadn't taken a breath since he first entered the kitchen.

"this..." you smiled, trailing your fingers on Joel's neck "is my own little way of telling her to keep her hands off my man"

Joel choked, he literally choked on his own saliva and just then, just when he was about to have a heart attack, Tommy entered the house, his eyes immediately going to the image before him with more than a little amusement.

"What have I walked into?" he grinned, walking over to the kitchen "And why does my brother look a breath away from exploding?" he laughed, his hands gesturing to Joel.

"y/n here was giving me way too much information that I certainly didn't want to know" Ellie explained, looking at you pointedly for the last part of her sentence, making you chuckle.

"About what?" Tommy asked

"About the work of art I left on your brother's neck"

"wha-Ohhh" he breathed, smiling like a smug bastard as he understood what you were talking about "Janine tried something again I presume?" 

"You presume right" you smiled, giving Joel a little kiss on the cheek and stifling a smile at how terrified he seemed "for the last time"

"You ok baby?" you asked, stroking his cheek

His gaze was on Ellie, his mouth parted in shock.

"You still with us man?" she asked, giggling softly, making him shake his head to try and get his mind to start working again.

And then, then the words came tumbling off his tongue, filled with what sounded like pure panic

"S-since when do you know what a hickey is!?"

Everyone in the room except him laughed, but when the shock on his features persisted, and Ellie regained her composure, she answered.

"I'm not a kid Joel, I know what sex is"

Another pang to his poor heart, 

he felt all the organs inside him twist into a knot

what the fuck was happening?

Did she just say-

"sex!?" he cried, looking a second away from having a mental breakdown "I-I never said sex- H-how do you even know- I- You- You're too young- I-I"

"ok ok ok" you tried your best not to chuckle, intervening before his heart really decided to stop "How 'bout we go outside for a moment huh? Take a few deep breaths? How about that?" you murmured, soothingly drawing circles on his back 

He looked at you then, looking every bit as disheveled as he sounded 

"y-yeah" he swallowed thickly, "I-I think that's a good idea"

He looked back at Ellie for a moment to make sure this wasn't a nightmare and he didn't just make that up, before you both left the room.

And as if on cue, the second you did, Tommy and Ellie started laughing like maniacs.

"I don't think I've ever seen him so scared" Ellie laughed, as Tommy sat next to her, patting her back

"Neither have I" he chuckled, none of them saying anything before an idea came to his mind.

a hell of a funny one

"ten bucks if you tell him you know what porn is"

#joel miller #joel miller smut #joel miller x reader #joel miller fanfiction #joel miller fic #joel miller fanfic #joel miller fluff #joel miller x fem!reader #joel miller x female reader #joel miller x y/n #joel miller x you #smut #pedro pascal #pedro pascal x reader #fluff #joel miller imagine #joel miller blurb #joel miller angst #fanfiction #the last of us #tlou #the last of us hbo #tlou hbo