#with god you will never walk alone

[tabernacleheart]

When it got dark in biblical times, they lit lamps — not the brilliant LED lanterns you can purchase today, but simple pottery lamps, with a single wick and flame, casting just enough light to see a short ways ahead. Psalm 119:105 says, “Your Word is a lamp to my feet, a light to my path.” If we follow God’s will, we do not know what the road will look like in a few miles or years. God gives us just a pottery lamp’s worth of light, just enough to take a few more steps. You have to trust God with that kind of light. “The Lord is my light; whom shall I fear?” We fear the [dark unknown of the] future— but with God as our light, that small flicker banishes the darkness, and we are not alone.

Pastor James Howell

#psalm 119:105 #the lord is our light #light #trust in god #this shines a whole new light on it #pun intended #with god you will never walk alone #one day at a time dear jesus #reflect on this #pastor james howell

[whatkindofnameisella]

me when i promised myself i would be a normal person today but i think about "because fitz is dead, and she's all i have left of him or his father" and "i let them have him, and they used him" and "very softly he began singing to her. i tried to make out the words, but his voice was too deep. nor did i know the language." and "nik agreed with burrich's idea of when mornings began" and "if chade chose burrich, it is because he thinks him the equal of a hundred guards"

#AND ALSO KETTRICKEN BEARING A STILLBORN BABY ALONE AND GRIEVING. AND FITZ BEGGING HIS DAUGHTER NOT TO BE USED AS HE HAS BEEN USED. AND AND A #ND. I LITERALLY CAN'T WITH THIS BOOK IT'S DRIVING ME INSANEEEEEEEEE. #WHEN PATIENCE WALKS IN ITS OVER FOR ALL OF YOU IM NEVER GOING TO BE NORMAL EVER AGAIN. #rote #assassin's apprentice #robin hobb #books #everyone shut up everyone shut up right now. i literally cant take it oh my god

[catastrxblues]

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#okay i actually want to rant a bit 😭 - not advised to read this because then you might get brain damage #because oh my god??????? weird #(was going to write an entire diary but nvm here’s the gist of it) #basically i was coming home from this chem thing right #i used the train as i always do when it comes to this. and because the new station just got a shiny renovation it is now connected to the #new mall in front of it (we have two now it’s an addition to the first one). and guess what 😭 #i had to go in and get to the first mall because my dad said he’d just pick me up at the lobby instead of the bus stop in front of #the station entrance right. #and when i was on the elevator going up on a call with my mom about food orders 😭 #the guy i used to have a very very VERY heavy crush on in middle grade got to the elevator leading down just as i was on the landing 😭😭 #and i had to make sure i wasn’t hallucinating so as he was descending and his back turned to me i examined the back of his head and i’m #pretty sure it was him. curiosity killed the cat i should’ve remembered that shit because you know what my stupid ass did?? #i was already walking away on my way to cross to the first mall but then that curiosity got the better off me and i steppedonto the elevato #leading down 😭 and followed him out into (apparently) the fucking bus stop #oh my goddd I JUST REALIZED this is my the one moment help #except i don’t think he recognized me because i was never even friends with him lmao. wrote tons of poetry about him ✅ #actually had one proper conversation with him ❌ #i was delusional and kept alone with my thoughts living in my head do not judge me #but seriously even though i don’t really care about him anymore this would’ve been (unfortunately) SUPER important to middle grade me #she would’ve taken it as a sign or something and write like five pages about it #and i just keep thinking about that #funny how things change because IF YOU KNEW how many credits and exaggerated compliments i gave him in my old journal #oh you would’ve laugheddd #like i used to SPEND SO MUCH TIME pondering over him it’s so 😭 #i used to have an oc and i think i based it on my idea of him and then i think that idea of him was even the reason i started to TRY to #write poetically. and i used to relate every taylor swift love songs to him (esp the ones in debut lover and rep and fearless) IT WAS SO #FUNNY LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW #i think he did see me though. i put on this act as if i was searching for someone confused and then (my go to) pretended someone called me #and then i whisked off as if to find that someone #i’d like to think i look pretty cool though. not because of anything (def not my looks because i was SO TIRED from that extra chem lessons

[lycan-mutt]

desperately asking my body why i jsut got the most insane surge of being horny at 2 am. this cant be right man

#not like im Trying to go to sleep. but like. uagggggggggggghhhhhhhh now im THINKING aboutthings #theres like a list of things that would fix me. ive been thinking of tf today a bit. its Your fault (you know who you are) btw #something soemthing telegram stickers #anwyays #also thinking about fat as usual. being totally stuffed #i spent a significant amount of my day today being a little fuller than usual and my god. Ueagh (affectionate) #need to do it more i just feel weird walking around like that so i usually only do it when im home alone (is never home alone) #imgetting off topic though #need someone to fuck me or to let me fuck them because like #god #i just. hmgnnhjhtnbggnnghgghghrrgnghghrnnghhhmhmmgghgrgh #and yes: it can be kinky i literally dont give a fuck. hotter #send me asks or dms or something idfk just say things to me #lycan rambles

[talentforlying]

LET ME ASSIGN YOU AN AESTHETIC WORD.

CAFUNÉ. cafuné means running your fingers through someone's- perhaps a lover, hair. it's such an intimate, affectionate way of showing love. if you got this result, you're a romantic at heart; very sweet, delicate, precious wandering soul. aren't you scared of your heart being too big for your body? somehow, you remind me of that pretty coral pink that bleeds into a soft indigo when the sun is slowly setting.

what i'd like to tell you is that we can't save everyone, and that's okay. you're doing your best, and it's enough.

tagged by: @danversiism!! <3 tagging: you!!

#there's literally a post at the top of my drafts Right Now talking about how much of a romantic he actually is #under all the sarcasm and bullshit he's a genuine fucking softie. he Craves love. he gives it away freely. #cafuné specifically makes me think of when he first got back together with kit ryan #and one of the first things they did as a couple was stay in bed together for 3 days. didn't leave the flat #just had nothing more important in the world than being with each other and that's how he is in MOST relationships motherfuckers!!! #justice league dark's womanizing dickhead has rotted people's brains!! commitment issues my ass this man WANTS to settle down!!!! #anyway. VERY passionate about this if you can't already tell #( character study. ) A WALKING PLAGUE OF A MAN. #( dash games. ) ALRIGHT YOU OVERGROWN LARPERS! HERE! #idk it's always 'wrecked-looking husk of a man' THIS and 'wall-licking little cryptid' THAT and 'where's that gif of matt ryan in leather' #NAH MAN. bring me the guy who spent almost a full fucking day at the shops trying to find kit the perfect christmas present!! #bring me the guy who took a depressed god out to share a coffee bc the god just looked Too Fucking Sad to leave alone!! #bring me the guy who started singing the beatles in the bar & got everyone else to join in just bc someone seemed to need a leg up!! #where is the man who took abby arcane out dancing!! tucked her in!! bought her breakfast in the morning!! all because she seemed lonely!! #that's this motherfucker!!!!!! #and yeah he is ALSO a wrecked-looking husk of a cryptid who ROCKS a bit of leather but that other guy is still in there too!!!!! #idk. IDK. i feel many things about constantine's softness always being cut away by the sharp edges of his tongue and his suffering #40th birthday party constantine lives rent-free in my skull forever and you can never take him away from me

[todayisafridaynight]

‘Casting’ mine as hijikata really was perf cause similar to the actual hijikata i for sure thought he’d turn out to be a crazy dickwad but no he’s just genuinely pretty chill. Ignore the murders he’s MOSTLY pretty chill

#snap chats #did i make this post before. probably but leave me alone its been a while #both renditions of Fly came on the playlist so i am once again thinking about Him #no one tell the y3 fan club but i do prefer the ishin rendition more... #the pan flutes and shamisens tickle A Very Specific Nerve in my ear and make me see god #i like the y3 rendition tho obviously dont you EVER get it twisted #y3’s rendition feels as though it tells a story with its version too #so i guess i enjoy them both equally for different reasons... #ishin just has ESPECIALLT chunky guitars and if it has a chunky guitar ima bust #but no Main Point right. Allegedly despite hijikata’s whole Demon Title yeah #most people just report him bejng like. chill as hell. amiable even #like during my bedtie’s playthrough and even mine i kept thinking hijikata would snap since i never knew the story of ishin #but then we’re at the end and its like.... oh so youre just hangin with us.... epic... #still lame that his fight wasnt like. overly important like Awkward Use Of The Greatest Track Ever #but hey ill never complain about fighting mine or gettig to listen to a nut-worthy rendition of fly #ok im walking BYYYE

[tabernacleheart]

Isaac was well employed when he met Rebekah. He went out to take the advantage of a silent evening, and a solitary place, for meditation and prayer; those divine exercises by which we converse with God and our own hearts. Holy souls love retirement; it will do us good to be often alone, if rightly employed; and we are never less alone than when alone. 

Matthew Henry; Commentary on Genesis 24:63

#biblical commentary #i can attest to this #Genesis 24:63 #with god you will never walk alone #divine silence #prayer #matthew henry #talk to god #sacred solitude #this is so beautiful #isaac #Rebekah #words to live by #holiness #christian living #we have been chosen out of the world #this is very relevant to my life lately

[godsfavoritescientist]

you’ll always be my favorite ghost - Big God, by Florence + The Machine

[Image description: Lineless digital painting of Ford kneeling in front of the stone statue of Bill, hugging it and crying. He is in the woods, surrounded by birch trees, with beams yellow light streaming down from the treetops. The grass around Ford is shaded to be reminiscent of the shape of the portal.]

#original art #billford #god I havent drawn in ages let alone lineless art #i dont know how to draw tears or anatomy at All #I looked up 'man hugging dog' to find a good hugging-while-kneeling reference image. #sometimes you gotta say fuck it and draw the thing before the idea of it eats you alive #i'm writing a fic about ford confronting the statue. the feelings are just so Complicated #he is so angry and relieved and exhausted. #angry at everything bill did. angry that hes gone forever. angry at himself for spending any energy on thinking about bill #most of all angry at himself for missing bill. he doesnt even Miss Bill #he just misses the version of bill that he thought he knew pre-betrayal. but that doesnt make the complicated feelings any less real #i imagine he would avoid the statue for a long long time and then one day accidentally walk past it #and feel a ton of repressed feelings bubbling to the surface #and he would want to kick the statue or run away or yell at it but all of those feel so silly to do to a statue. basically a gravestone #so he ends up hugging it and feeling like an idiot for hugging it but he just has to sob for a little while #sometimes you gotta cling to the tombstone of your horrible toxic ex and sob about how much you miss them #and sob about how bitter and angry and lost and Tired you feel. there will Never be any Resolution. he's just. Gone Forever #i can picture him laughing through the sobs and muttering 'we'll meet again huh. as if.' #'i never want to see you again you asshole. and having the chance to meet again would be too good to be true.' #he's just So Heartbroken about it all. and he wishes he could get some kind of closure or something. but there IS none. #even if bill came back what would he say? nothing new. He would keep feeling no remorse about any of it. he would keep being horrible. #ford is kinda mourning the final tiny little irrational ray of hope in him that got crushed when bill died. #the irrational hope that maybe bill Could end up regretting what he did and become better and then he could have his best friend back. #the irrational hope that the betrayal was all just a bad dream and any second now he will wake up and bill will be benevolent and good #none of these feelings are things that ford can admit to himself. not even all these decades later. #but it Does Something To You to see your ex-closest-friend's tombstone!! #regardless of how deep and terrible the betrayal was. #ford so badly wishes he could stop having any kind of feelings about bill anymore. especially the lingering remains of fond feelings #but i dont know if those feelings even Can be completely gotten rid of. hes stuck with the knowledge that he feels upset about bills death. #and he hates it. he hates feeling upset about the death of an evil dream demon who tried to destroy his family and his dimension.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#listen. im just gonna rant abt something real dumb for a sec #the framing of missing 411 stories make me so annoyed. and if u dont kno. missing 411 stories are focused on ppl who went missing in #national parks or just out in nature with no real explanation. i dont even kno why i watch these videos they just make me mad #theyre not all bad but like mother fucker do u not kno how easy it is to get lost in thr fucking woods? #theyre like: this person was an experienced hiker. they wouldnt have just done X #like no. fuck off. it only takes one bad move. one bad day. one unexpected run in and boom that's it #its not that crazy???? its not magic or bigfoot. its ppl getting confused or disoriented and panicking #i mean. obvously not in every case but fucking im like 99% sure its not spooky stuff. its just easier than youd like to think to get lost #my little sister got lost in the woods when she was like 6. she took a wrong turn on a hiking path and walked so far my dad almost turned #back bc he thought she would never get that far but there she was. one tiny blip in a big big forest and she was on a path #its so so easy to miss one tiny point out there. this also goes for places out in the desert #like sure its flat. how could a person get lost in an open space? but no fuck u. ive gotten lost walking along a 50m flat transect #i looked up and for about a minute i wasnt where i thought i was. the heat and not drinking or eating enough can really mess with you head #ugh. i dunno. one of my lab mates has done more like serious outdoors stuff. like not going back to civilization for weeks doing field #work out in Colorado. and he says there is something weird about being alone out there. like some places have a call to them. a temptation #compelling you to do things u kno r bad ideas. but i also pressed him and it seems to come from a lack of othet ppl watching you #like a lack of socal constraint enables the temptation to make reckless choices. so like i dunno it sounds more like a human thing #than the supernatural but like what do i kno? anyway. missing 411 stories make me man #mad. god. there was one i watched where the guys were like. hm they seem to happen around weird places like swamps. or around bad weather #events. so maybe these places or events cause disappearances to happen. like fucking no! do u hear what ur saying????? #the disappearences occure around places that are objectively difficult to search under conditions that delay search effort????? is ur brain #broken? the bad conditions make it hard to find ppl so u find less ppl and theyre marked as missing. jesus christ #anyway. its baffling to me. but i keep watching thr videos. probably bc i have nightmares about running into wild animals out in the woods #so im searching for like. god what not to do if i get lost in the woods. when what i shoukd do is watch survival videos rip #unrelated #ugh. also ive done some work in a national park where u would think its super super hard to get lost but our fieldwork got delayed bc ppl #had to go do search and rescue and the person was dead by the time they were found. i dont kno the details but like its a thing that #happens. its not that crazy #not to mention all the dumb fucks who fall of the cliffs every year down where i grew up. every fucking year. it happened to one of our #neighbors. he was at the bottom of this cliff for a whole day and survived. i dunno bad things happen everyday. u r not immune

[abyssalpriest]

Working with Leviathan be like

Leviathan: *completely both rewrites a severe trauma trigger back into something neutral and freeing, and further reconnects me to the Sky and myself off plane and pre-incarnation in the space of 24 hours* yeah nice, anyway we should play video games now I'm tired

#ramblings // #Emphasis on he works over the span of months but he really is a uh... A pool of water that doesn't drip into your mind until you open the #door. And you think you will be drowned when you do but he is so soothing. And he walks with you #And sometimes what he walks you through is really painful and it's like what the actual fuck am I doing but he stays there like #duh it's what I said would happen it's fine trust me #And you do and then it's like. Holy shit. Look what I walked through. Hope you're proud of me #leviathan // #ramblings // #Anyway. Friendship ended with Despise A Certain Game now Ending Of The Game Where She's Soothed And The Rain Fades is my friend #And. I didn't realise how much I'd become afraid to talk about me. I talk about Leviathan all the time as the sky but I don't.... Like #talking about myself as a part of the day sky and what that means. I have. Thanks to him. Had gateways opened to astral memories #that I was too scared to touch and.... I'm.... I think I'm ready to start recorroborating my info between brains in astral and physical #bodies..... I think..... I'm ready I'm... I am So fucking End Of Game Where Rain Fades right now and that makes me want to fucking bawl my #eyes out because a) I wasn't allowed in the cult I was in to go near that part of the game bc they told me the character there was alive and #she hated my guts and thought I was disgusting. And b) god the storyline involving her is just so so so so so relevant to my life post-cult #:( you know. Just :( #Diary // #The child returns to her mother the cycle is done the rain clears the ocean is infinite the workings of the cult I mean church are undone #And that doesn't scare me anymore? The cult was so.... Had me thinking that any time that game was brought up they were in control of it #and they would see me and it was their game and they made it alone and I could never just enjoy it as a video game.... It #Still hurts a little but leviathan walked me through allowing it to be neutral and admitting that I see myself in it. Because I tried my #hardest to not admit that thinking that if I did they'd be in my head but mo #No* it's... Its a communal thing. It's allowed to be relatable to a wide audience for neutral reasons. I don't have to break down when I see #it. And I'm allowed to talk about the Sky and I'm allowed to talk about where and when I met Leviathan and I'm allowed to not hide what I do #with him because others may take it as gross exaggerations for bragging rights - I'm allowed to be neutral. Just because at one point in my #life I thought astral projection was only for a select few does not mean now that I do it I have to hide it in case someone like me #takes their insecurity so far that they see my neutral declarations as an attack on them............. Anyway #The Day Sky. My beloved. You mean so much to me. I won't forget my purpose in this incarnation I will not hide it #Thanks Lev #I love that arguably calling him Lev is more controversial than calling him Tengri but it's Not just a nickname lmfao

[lunarsapphism]

my little brother needs to be severely humbled i swear to god he is the most cocky and egotistical little kid ever and has recently developed this "tough guy" persona and it makes me want to fucking punch him ❤️ i fucking hate it here he did not used to be like this

#this bitch is afraid of the dark and afraid of being alone etc etc but he literally refuses to admit either of those things #and wants to watch a horror movie but the ones we showed him the trailers for he didnt think looked scary enough #like are you fucking serious. we just showed you the most scary movies we could find that arent rated r #you wont go in the fucking pool by yourself and you think those look boring? #you turn every single light downstairs on when its night and youre walking to the bathroom #and youre telling me that none of those movies looked scary enough for you. #fuck off you stupid little fuck i hate you sometimes. #we literally had to take away his stuffed animals when he was like 7 because he was afraid of them bc his bio mom let him watch annabelle. #there have been soooo many instances of shit like that i swear to god that kid is afraid of everything #but no. apparently hes big and tough and unafraid now. (he isnt) #god. #13 year olds fucking suck i hate them i hate them. #i know that being 13 is hard but holy fuck. good fucking god. #also im never mean to him pls let this be known. i am always kind and considerate even though hes a dick to me constantly #holy fuck though. #aiilov-personal

[adammilligan]

wait sooooo how many years WERE there in between the creation of michael and the creation of lucifer. how many years did michael spend being the only one of his kind. maybe that's why he's so distant about it when it comes to any love he has for the other archangels. none of them or the angels for that matter have ever known what it is to be alone like that. michael might not have been actually alone because god and the darkness were there and maybe he wouldn't even recognize the loneliness for what it was back then because it was all he ever knew and he had nothing else to go off of and he WAS created to be a good soldier and loyal son so maybe it never even occured to him. but maybe after everything when it's just him and adam down in the cage and all the other archangels are dead he's like ah. so that's what that was

#thinking about the diner scene and how he says. my brothers are dead. my father never returned. in so many ways i'm alone. #and how the line about his brothers is such a contrast from the way he actually acts? #the only one he seems to have strong feelings about or loves at all is lucifer #and even then. he berates him every chance he gets he locked him in the cage he calls him a monster he refused to walk off the chessboard #with him. etc etc. he seems to hate him much more than he ever loved him #and he never even makes mention of the other two outside that one single line! #and i'm kind of wondering if it's because he has the unique position he does. because he knows what existence was like without them #to them michael has always been a fixed position in their lives. the perfect soldier. the good son. even when he was playing the role of #big brother those two characteristics would've taken precedence. but michael watched them be created! he knew what life was like #without them. god (and the darkness) was the only fixed position in his life. #so maybe that distance comes as a result of that. because none of them have ever carried a fixed position in his life like god has #and it makes swan song so interesting. because lucifer WAS ready to throw everything away for him! he DID want to walk off the chessboard #with him! but michael barely even considers it. he fully rejects the idea. he's lived an existence without lucifer before #and if doing so again brings god back? brings paradise about? hell yeah he'll kill him! raising him be damned! #imo it also kind of sheds some light on his line 'you are no longer a part of this story!' #because it's like oh you ADMIT this is a story? one that ends with you killing the brother you raised? for your father? #for the one person you've never known life without? #ahem. anyway. sorry it's 9 am #kate rambles #michael

[swiss-army-fangirl]

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#i think one thing i really hope to get through to my parents when they visit me is that. my job market is Not their job market #i keep thinking of their frankly Awful ‘advice’ of ‘apply even if you’re not qualified’ #like. do you HEAR how stupid that sounds? ‘walk into a law firm and say ‘hire me’ even though your degree is in. culinary arts’ #it’s like that! #when i skip out on an application because i’m not qualified i’m not being timid or lazy #it means i DON’T have the required experience OR that hiring me in that job would result in a POORLY DONE JOB #i cannot in good faith apply to a position who’s expectations i cannot meet. #much less an engineering position where that could lead to dangerous situations #it doesn’t seem like they believe me when i say no one in my field is hiring. and then i get hit with ‘well you chose to stay in fairbanks’ #yeah god fucking forbid i want to give myself the stability i NEVER HAD growing up. i’m the villain for wanting to KEEP the life i worked #so hard to build for myself after having to Leave it over and over and OVER again. that makes me selfish and you want to say i’m acting out #or disrespecting you. no. i want a Life that’s My Own. that i’ve made with my own two hands and my own decisions. #i just want someone to hire me so they can leave me alone. i’m so tired of being made to feel like i’m falling short #vent post #can you tell i’m 💫hormonal💫

[seasaltbaptism]

nina niiina nina nina i have Not been able to stop thinking about that post u made about hominy & malius where they discuss him being a god. like i cannot stop thinking about him saying that to be a god he has to be worshiped and cared for, they have to be believed in, and idk something something cannot stop thinking about the possible implications of the both of them eventually caring for each other, believing in each other, and by his definition of what it means to be a god, this makes them each others god IDK IDK i am just going crazee thinking about them and im shaking ur shoulders about it bc it's been in my head since & i wanted to SHARE !!!!!!

i am so glad we are both on this boat together bc i am always thinking about these two. i love love love your point here! ‘ both of them eventually caring for each other/ believing in each other , making each other their gods ‘ i am losing my mind at this perspective! !! HEATH you are so genius dude, like thinking about the two of them going through the motions of trying to restore malius but something something isn’t working and he’s still stuck , , , , ,

i want you to know in my original outline for this story malius doesn’t break free simply because he regains his memories , he breaks free of the sword and inhabits a body hominy chiseled ,,, i never decided if it was clay or solid stone but i had a scene written out late into the story involving some of her blood, her washing the finished piece down in fresh water , it’s a whole thing. from her hands , a new body for him was created , no mere immortal could do that , oh no that was the work of a divine ,,,,, they so intertwined they ascended above all else together it’s insane it’s all insane i love thinking about these two and the themes of rebirth , intensity, teeth, blood, loyalty, fealty , the intimacy of surrender , the destruction of each other’s enemies, the sacred act of unification physically, spiritually, if it’s true worship and care that created a god, then malius had long since created an alter space for her in his chest that he’d gladly open and show her.

#JUST THINKIng abOUT THESE TWO DRIVE ME UP A WALL IM WALKING BACK AND FORTH WAVING MY HANDS IN THE AIR #like hominy thinking she’s just getting stronger bc malius trusts her more with the piwers he has #but it’s malius loving her so fiercely he refuses to let her die he refuses to leave her body broken #he refuses to leave her alone in the valley of shadow and death #he will carry he HE does carry her #all the while it’s it’s his love and devotion to her that makes her stronger #HEATH IM THROWING THINGS #people mad with jealousy and envy and want possession of the sword bc the sword holds power right? #some people think they’ve got it figured out ‘ you must win the favor of the sword to wield its power ‘ #they’re ALL WRONG ITS THE GODS LOVE #THE GODS LOVE AND DEVOTION ( AND MAYBE BLOOD ) IS WHAT CREATES A GOD #THE AGONY OF ASCENSION SOOTHED BY HANDS STAINED WITH BLOOD BUT OH SO GENTLE AS HE ROCKS HER #HOMINY SO CAREFUL AND SERENE WITH HIS WEAKENED BODY SO UNLIKE THE MIGHTY GOD PEOPLE PRESCH ABOUT #BUT SHE KNOWS SHE KNOWS HE IS MORE THAN HE SEEMS SHE WILLS IT SO WITH KISSES FILLED WITH FRESHNESS & HONEYDEW #HEAAAAATH YOURE SO RIGHT THEY REMADE EACH OTHER THROUGH DEVOTION AND LOVE AND CARE AND TENDERNESS & BELIEF #ALSO RAGE AND REVENGE AND SLAYING EACH OTHER’S ENEMIES AND SEEKING JUSTICE IN THEIR NAMES #OH IM NEVER GOING TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS EVER EVER EVER EVER. #* answered #* ocs: malius and hominy #edeemir

[mikiruma]

tbh if i wasnt set on trip being not just the last saint rescued from his nightmare sim, but also being utterly convinced it was just real life up until he gets spit out of his goo pod, i would incorporate the canon sim somehow. most i can believe is him finding out it's a sim IMMEDIATELY bc him??? marrying shaundi???? LMAOOOOOO you're gonna have to try a lot harder than that, zinyak

...... though i could also split off that version of him. i mean fuck it. all the other game versions of trip exist simultaneously in the sim (at least post-nightmare) so might as well add to the pike. i think an ultra-stealth goody-two-shoes trip would be interesting to work with

#talking #saints row #trip #god i havent thought about this guy regularly in ages #kind of miss fixating on sr .-. theres a lot of ideas i had that i just never got around to working on #anyway imagine he walks downstairs for breakfast and sees shaundi and he just starts crying laughing #like dude........ i love shaundi and i night be gay as hell but THIS is your idea of psychological torture???? #might* jesus. do you have ANY idea how many spelling errors made by my autocorrect ive had to go back and fix. in this post alone