#work has been crazy for me lately

[kagooleo]

doodlin some joh’s

#kagoodles #trainer kris #trainer ethan #trainer lyra #rival silver #green background bc I’m a spinach head lately. and a mustard green enjoyer bc i had some good potstickers that had it in the filling #kris to me should be a little cartoonishly malleable. a smiling smirker. like >:] #i also think ethan has a little unevolved natu on his team. purely for the “you can evolve when you feel like it buddy” vibe #been considering what to make team wise for the joh's but a fun idea i've got brewing is that lyra and silver Both have chikoritas #i know he canonically has a totodile but i have a fun workaround for the future that i'm workshopping a lil #when getting starters silver thought he stole the only chikorita in the lab. then when lyra comes in elm gives her a Shiny chikorita #12 year old absolutely devastated hammering fist on the floor mad but he gets over it (but maybe still a Little salty) #learns to mellow out a bit with his potato dino over time and the evolutions for both of their meganiums have different flowers/colors/type #i know i've been out the whole month i've been unfortunately stuck in the post midpoint of the sem where the workload is Crazy #been prepping works for an art show at my college And getting projects done for deadlines and it is. a Toll #but I will get One illustration done. i've been planning out lyra's dress for a piece and the second to last pic is the test for it

[dreamaboutwhathappens]

it’s interesting to see how taylor has always imagined her ideal partner as being courageous (“headfirst fearless,” “this love is brave and wild,” “you walked in wearing a football helmet and said okay let’s talk,” “don’t blame me love made me crazy if it doesn’t you ain’t doing it right,” “standing broad-shouldered next to her was a love that was really something….”) and how i think at first she thought that joe simply being willing to be with her felt courageous but then as she grew she realized that it wasn’t enough of that feeling because he wasn’t always standing broad-shouldered next to her, only when it was convenient for him. and that’s not fearless. that’s just doing what’s easiest

#i’ve been thinking a lot recently about love languages #and how not only are there the five that everyone talks abouf #but like. for me. i experience love through excitement. i’m excited about this! and if you love me then you should be too! #and how i show others i love them is by being excited about their lives snd interests #so i’ve been thinking lately that another love language (or maybe currency) is an emotion #and i think for taylor it has always been fearlessness #because she’s SUCH an innovator. about everything #her career and her work and her personal life and the industry and and and #so i think part of love for her is the enjoyment of trying new things!! and exploring how that can improve your life! #and i think that’s what she’s talking about all those times #and also why sweet nothing is on the denial playlist. oops. #(what she originally ran home to him for was the love that made her crazy. not sweet nothing.) #ttpd #random thoughts with grace

[formerlyz]

Apparently whenever my delayed sleep phase disorder acts up I just draw them sleeping now.

Redraw of one of my first Kazurei drawings!

#progress motherfuckers!!! #I’m so tired #my job has been crazy lately #and my work is very on and off (gig worker yay) #but when it’s on it’s ON #and I have to get up early but DSPD makes it so I can’t sleep till like 3am #so I’m just very sleep deprived rn but it’s CHILLIN #Anyway I’m still obsessed with this family #buddy daddies #kazurei #buddy daddies fanart #kazurei fanart #reikazu #reikazu fanart #also yes I did give Rei a wedding band #cause it’s my art and no one can stop me #my art #z tries to draw #my brainrot #I’ll probably redraw more of my older stuff tbh cause it’s fun

[architectural-sims]

Henford Hall -December, 18:39PM

#sims 4 #ts4 #ts4 build #so im kinda back again #this year has been crazy #i move to Paris in september 2022 to study there two semesters #then i came back to spain and move to a new city #well is not really new since its my hometown but i hadn't live there since 2015 and I missed it so much #and between work uni and RL things I didn't have much time to play sims #so here I am again but you know how inconsisten is this blog so dosen't expect regular posts lol #probably i will not have time to play in the future but who cares #now about sims #i've been trying to make some trees DR with new meshes but they refuse to show the correct textures in autumn winter and spring #I suspect it has to be something related to vertex paint or any information attached to the leaves mesh that i'm not getting in s4s #i'll be posting that later to see if someone can give some advice #also had a problem with a building deco for Hendford wich I converted from Cities Skylines #i'm really frustrated with s4s and me lately #well i think its enough for today #come back for more ted talks

[larabar]

quick random poll because this has been bugging me since frontiers came out

cutscene in question -> X

#if you have stuff to say please tell me i wanna hear thoughts on this #not to sway the poll but its felt like such a weird cutscene to me and not right for their characters #but i dont know if i have any reasoning for it #something about how maybe knux is too trusting ? but he really hasnt been lately #tryna work it out in my head. different situations sonics been in and how hes handled them #he kinda just rolled with merlina. then again she wasnt directly working against him at the start. same with shahra #maybe im getting a mix of idws sonic in it and thats whats rubbing the wrong way #its got a similar feel to the whole 'i can fix them' attitude he has toward enemies and rivals in those comics that just isnt my favorite #dont want to get into idw arguments but it does bother me #rraaaaaa ive gotta stop trying to analyze sonics character its gonna drive me crazy #rambles #sth #sonic frontiers spoilers #anyway this is just genuine curiosity and asking for clarification if anyone does think its in-character and why #i like hearing thoughts on this stuff #can you tell its midnight for me

[devotedlystrangewizard]

the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.

he never was.

#ramblings #incoherent beyond belief its 4 am #and im trying to avoid manga spoilers #might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything #actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers #manga readers know whats up #idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet #but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so #cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO #which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away #but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound #him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder #trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others #hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him #he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS #ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be #his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything #which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk #like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him #but. #hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late #both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR #also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot #the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it #CRAZY #if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga #ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY @zu-is-here!!!!

i can't believe i missed your b-day again!! i had to make you something this year and so why not draw the bean the legend, the sweetest baby ever as a gift!!! >:Dc

thank you so much for all of your sweet words and making your blog one of the most comforting places to be at!! hope you're having an amazing day<3333

#art #my art #my gif #my animation #fanart #gift #aim #sorry i'm a lil late! school has been a lil crazy with assignments and group projects lately and i only get some spare time the weekends #that and i didn't know how to draw something big and that doesn't need much time with a mouse hh :'Dc #i guess i went with a small gif because i've been waiting to make one with lil baby aim for sO LONG!!! look at him being so cuuute >:'Dc #(i technically had a whole different idea last year but i'll wait until i have a tablet again- #i wouldn't wanna limit myself when it's supposed to be a big surprise project >;)c ) #you're like- one of my biggest inspiration ever on this site so you know i had to doodle something at least!! #don't think i forgot about your amazing gift last year either!!! if you were so kind to draw me something and brighten up my day like that- #then you can BET i'll repay the favor!!! >:'Dc thank you so much again for your supportive comments and your sweet words #your presence is beloved by so many people around the world!!! no matter who passes by you always treat them with so much care #and respect!! your works have only improved throughout the years at an insanely rapid pace and i can't believe it's been 3 years now #you deserve all the praise and support and i wish you the best of luck in your future projects!!! have a nice day/night<3333

[comas-are-for-sleeping]

cannot wait for the amount of self confidence it would require to wink at anyone i caught staring at me

#i wore a skirt today #and like lowkey big step for me rn the gender dysphoria demon in my head has been goin Crazy lately ngl #(i wore it bc i knew i was gonna be talking to Hella trans people today) #anyway so like ppl were staring bc i was wearing a bomb ass fit yknow #i dont go to a fashion school any effort is lowkey crazy #also stg everyone decided to dress crusty today and i just was not aware of that #anyway #i just pretended they were staring at me bc they thought i was hot #or at least that i looked like a boy wearing a skirt #and yknow. it worked #i did not feel crazy self conscious #gaslighting myself until i believe that not everyone thinks im a piece of gum at the bottom of their shoe #but yeah i want to get to the point where if i see someone #but ESPECIALLY if its a straight (passing) guy #that i just wink #bc the POWER move that would be #like what are you gonna do about it #oh you like this face? kay ;) #rambles #gender stuff #(ig)

[jittyjames]

i'm scared to talk about them bc every time I talk about fic plans I somehow always end up hating them and never posting bc I feel like I've overhyped them and people are going to think I'm weird and cringe and suck, BUT I'm really excited about whump: the musical and I want to post my fics now but I can't :(((((

#just screaming to myself about these fics ig #not overhyping or hyping anything at this point anymore bc everything I actually like flops horrendously #I don't want to let people's reactions affect my work but lately I've just been like.... WOW MY FICS ARE A BUNCH OF SHIT #been in a creatively stunted hole since like #...mid october #one trick pony at it again ig #in the words of lin #come on brain think of things come of brain be so smart #I think writing academic papers like crazy at the end of the semester kind of burnt me out??? #like I feel like all of my work is lacking heart and idk how to fix it??? I feel like I come off as more clinical and formula based #idk this has just turned into a rant #someone give me advice pls #maybe I should write more riskily or something #BUT WHAT IS RISKY IDK #maybe I just need to have fun and write what I like and to hell with the rest of it

[rosicheeks]

hi Princess

i hope you are doing well

please tell us a little about your new job with the doggies!

#here are a few pictures from today 🥰🫶 #I have SO many pictures now it’s crazy #I should probably go through them cause I’m sure a lot of them are blurry but some are gems I must say #my favorite parts are probably when my yard is quiet and calm for a little bit (usually at night) and I sit down #and usually a bunch of them come rushing over to sit next to me #I can’t tell you how much I love it when a puppy lays on me or sits on my lap #it’s the best 🥰 #there are definitely a few challenges to the job but I’m sure I’ll be able to deal #the hard part is it doesn’t give me enough hours and I don’t think it’ll be enough $$ either #so I’m gonna have to find another job which really really sucks #I’m already so exhausted with this one idk how I’m gonna juggle another one on top of it #but I need to figure out a way to get my own car and move out of my parents place #I love my parents so much but why can’t they just let me be me? #my friend literally said it sounds like they’re putting me on a leash and that’s EXACTLY what it feels like #not gonna get into it but it’s been rough lately #life hasn’t been the best so I’m sorry I’ve been so quiet lately #haven’t replied to anyone in awhile #but thankfully work has been good and I’ve been able to meet some amazing angels 🫶🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️ #I just wish it paid better #also gotta figure out a way to wear my headset so it doesn’t trigger my migraines cause that’s been a struggle #really really REALLY hope one day I’m able to get my own puppy but at least for now I get to take care of other dogs 🥰🥰🥰🥰 #ask #thanks for asking 🫶

[you-expect-too-much]

It’s impossible to live, laugh, love in this weather 😩

#me #bi girl #my face #bi #bisexual #beach #beach selfie #this week has been chaotic #booked a spontaneous trip to Amsterdam #Got a piercing #went for a sea swim #got bornt #went canoeing #was late for work last night #Got crazy road rage #had a conversation with my dad last night where he started telling me how proud he is of me #wholesome and appreciated but entirely misplaced #met up with my bestie for my birthday #decided to move in together

[airbenderedacted]

I have college assignmrnts to do for tonig💥

#I DIDNT GET A LOT OF SLEEP BC I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP BEFORE THE SUN COMES UP FOR MOST OF MY SUMME R BREAK AND STILL NOW OFF OF BREAK #AND ON TOP OF THAY I WOKE UP EARLYISH BC THERE WAS CRAZY THUNDER AWHAHDBVDBBS #today's challenge: Survive #i landed the president's list for last semester again i wonder if I'm just burned out an need more of a break than just. a week </3 #bc my abilities 2 focus on work and get started on all my studies asap asap like usual has not been. happening anymore #for a few weeks Before the end of the semester too (esp since a lot of irl obstacles tripped me up BAD the last month of last semester agh) #so um #girl help lol! #the ADHD has been ADHDing bAD SO BAD lately and it's only the first week aaaaa a a a aaaaaaaa #(and yes im on meds i just keep focusing on the wrong thingms on them rn. + bad skin picking bc sadly my meds always make that Worse aieee) #dodes it sound like im tired. my mom says i must just be tired. um. mmaybe. #i think right now specifically i certainlly am tired but lbr that's largely bc of Situation (horrible at goign tf to bed all the time alwa #a #so crazy bro i suddenly become like a top student (straight As for days and i fr feel like im REALLY GOOD AT stddying what im studying) #and th4n suddenly boom . category 5 consistent executive dysfunctions event (triggered by so so many big assignmennst last term) #..ok when i phrase it as category 5 consisten dt executive dysfunctions event THAT DOES SOUND LIKE. WHAT BURNOUT PROBABLY IS oh no! #girl HELP haha hel p

[slimeciclecock]

Forgive me for the person I'll become when Missa releases all his new music <- delusional

#been on a missa kick lately which I've never really shared #been getting reeeeally into some of his music and lowkey getting a crush on him 😳🥰 #and like. who cares if its been a month or smth. im still very obsessed with that stream he did where he showed off music he was working on #like his voice is insanely good and im going crazy like. to this day i still dont know if he plans to release all that or if that was just- #-scrapped music. with how excited he was when showing music i dont think its scrapped? but idk #dont wanna get my hopes up but. gah #also im just gonna come right out and say it. missa sinfonia is fucking hot as hell #he's so insanely hot and attractive and the music makes him hotter and he's so funny and grhgrgjfrh #ive been a little bit a lot obsessed lately. oh my god how are you so damn attractive #ive kinda told myself that if i ever get a partner the first thing i would do is show him missa and make them fall for him like i did #he's like. handsome like a guy from my culture. does that make sense #missa sinfonia has malay guy swag #i think i can say that here yeah. ive spoken my mother tongue language here #sorry im reaching he just reminds me of someone irl. but also. missa is hot asf i need someone to shake hands with me #frickin. schoolgirl crush on a funny mexican youtuber #ive watched more missa videos than i thought i would and its embarrassing how giddy i would get watching like #i am in my 20s but i am resting my chin on my hand like 🥰 #brother I've fallen someone pull me back up i cant do this today

[essenceofarda]

hey would anyone like to see an update to Romance in Rivendell?? We're in a new chapter now heh╰(*°▽°*)╯

I'm taking time off of official work for the holidays and miiight just try to push out a few pages of RiR over the next week or so (★ ω ★)

#also i forget that my laptop can easily get those emoticon things and I'm OBSESSED! #Yes i'm thirty let me live haha #my life has been crazy lately #which is why i haven't been very active online or like.. in my actual work :/ #got diagnosed with a serious ED too which is like #okay great that I finally got a diagnoses it explains a bunch but also #yuck now i have something else to deal with :/ #anyway i don't want to make an official vent post about that bc too much detail might be triggering for some people #at least now i can get treatment for it i guess?? #delete later probs #or at least i might edit out the tags lol

[jaeyunsim]

HELLO I NEED FACECAM OF 231124 JAKE 😭

#also do they have a mnet stage with the relay dance outfits???? #the stylist finally woke up and worked #i finally have a bit of time to gif 🥲 #work and life has been kinda crazy lately #the life in question is me watching one piece day and night

[boobliker42069]

for art requesting... whoever from tgcf you think would fit the members of mcr (i guess in a modern au way but like. we're free balling SO)

BESTIE BAE U ARE SO REAL FOR THIS. it may come as no surprise to u that i have thought abt this subject extensively so here r my answers (please note these are Not the same with my tgcf modern hardcore au im working on rn but are very similar) (im insane) (details in tags)

#OK SOBBASICALLY my thought process going in was like strictly eprsonality and vibes based. to me xie lian is the lead singer no matter what #and hes my babygirl like gerard has mad gender like gerard (see: crossdressing like 27 times in the story) and hes the main character so he #gets to be gerard idc. then mikey is like way quieter and less outgoing than sqx BUT my thought process was theyre both well liked + every #body's little sibling and talented. like i think the way everyone was/is obsessed with mikey is kind of how i feel about sqx even if their #popularity in the story is far more complex than that idc to me its like everybodys kid brother = shi qingxuan #NEXT ok so ray toro obviously i had to give him a good character and IN MY HEART OF HEARTS i knew. he would get yushi huang #BECAUSE #SHE IS SO RAY CODED TO ME. i dont even wanna explain it its just like if ykyk #next up hua cheng my thought process here was literally frank is hot sexy and annoying as fuck u know wjo else is hot secy and annoying as #fuck. thats right. hua cheng #Boom gottem also grank works here ig if ur a granker #ESSAY OVER literally do not ask rocke about their interests u will be there for 7 hours #rocke art tag #tgcf #OK THINGS THAT MATTER ONLY TO ME BUT ALSO MIEKY COULD HAVE BEEN QI YING ESP BC OF HIS CRAZY AUTISM I DIDNT THINK ABOUT THAT. BUT UM #too late now