#writing a counter response for my eeoc charge

[caterjunes]

me: okay brain. listen. we're almost out of milk. we have to order groceries. can we please figure out literally one real thing to have for lunch, brain. one thing that is not "apple and peanut butter," "a smoothie," "yogurt & granola," or "chips and salsa." anything.

brain: what if we died instead

me: no we're not doing that anymore. can we try a bagel?

brain: DISGUSTING. die.

me: no bagels, fine. how about a sandwich?

brain: with what on it

me: uh-

brain: IMPOSSIBLE. think about how awful that would feel in your mouth.

me: i don't want to-

brain: Think About It.

me: ...yeah that would feel awful. do you have any ideas?

brain: die. die. die.

me: please stop

brain: no. die. die. die.

me: apples and peanut butter it is i guess

#personal #keeping it fun and funky fresh #matty's mental health #suicide mention #disordered eating cw #this sucksssss #*raps on side of head* WE'RE NOT DOING THIS ANYMORE OKAY?? #unfortunately placing this grocery ordered used up literally all the executive function i was reserving for like #writing a counter response for my eeoc charge #refreshing myself on a grievance case i'm helping with this afternoon