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TRANSVAMPIRE FLAG

Haven’t seen a transspecies flag for my fellow transvampires sooooo here it is!

Colors are from the vampirekin flag with the transspecies symbol overlayed on top!

Anyone is able to use this flag, there’s no DNI on it even though I have a personal DNI.

#Transspecies #transvampire #transspecies flag #Flag coining #flag creation #Alterhuman #vampirekin #vampire

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"lies about being diagnosed. lies about needing a screen reader" ?? are these people reading your mind through a crystal ball or smthn

Its funny bc I've literally posted my diagnosis before. Like. I quite literally have provided proof of not lying. Ppl then shift the goalpost to say "oh well you doctor shopped/lied to your psych" like... 1. No I didn't I literally saw one psychologist and 2. psychologists can TELL when you're lying.

#scott answers

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So much species dysphoria bc im a vampire but I love garlic and i love being outside in the sun how can i ever be a vampire when i hate being insane and bland ass food...

#scott rants

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hey man I came from your instagram and I gotta thank you for standing up to support lesboys/turigirls and mspec gays/lesbians/gaybians/etc I always thought you were cool as hell and seeing that youre on tumblr AND youre this radical too?? Hope you have an awesome week dude, genuienly :3

Yooo thanks. I'm not as vocal abt this stuff on instagram bc 1. no one cares and 2. ppl there are mean, but like. I think cool identities are rad as hell and i love lesboys and turigirls and my mspec gay and lesbian friends

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I'm being so real with you all, stop trying to appeal to fakeclaimers.

I am diagnosed with DID, in treatment, have an extremely covert presentation, and pretty much ONLY talk about having DID online. I got the trauma to show for it, which I've been open about before, and I'm heading for final fusion. I don't get mad when people fakeclaim me and just shrug it off bc I know I'm not.

I still get fakeclaimed.

You're never gonna win. You're always gonna be faking in their eyes, whether you are or aren't. No matter how many qualifications you have, they will never believe you.

So just stop trying. Be yourself, be weird about it.

#scott reblogs #I couldn't have put it any better #fakeclaiming #system #did #osdd #plural #multiple

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Can we take "transspecies" back from the fucking radqueers pls?

#scott rambles #anti rq #anti radqueer #transspecies #alterhuman

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LESBOYS ARENT REAL KYS!!!

womp womp.

#scott answers #what did you think this was gonna do LMAO #stay mad

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First actual post, woo!

Y'all I cannot for the life of me find the actual post again- I just stole it off here and can't get it back now, but I did some art based on this photo!

(if you know who posted it, please tag them!!)

Anyway, here's this from my art class, thought I'd share

Mixed media- watercolor bg, oil pastel bench, melted crayon flowers

Size big (18×24?)

So theres that, happy S3 announcement everyone 🎉🎉

#scott reblogs #art #watercolor #oil pastel #crayon

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I was legitimately shocked today at how kids in my class interacted with the topic of intersectionality.

Most of them have never experienced intersectional oppression. Most of them never will.

Most of my school is a white upper-middle class school, so I wasn't expecting too much, but it astounded me the difference between the minority groups conversations and the majority groups.

We started talking about assumptions made about us based on our identities. A muslim girl talked about how its always assumed she's hateful or violent towards those of other religions, black students mentioned that they were assumed to be loud and/or dangerous. I myself brought up that it's assumed I am dangerous for children based on my trans identity.

Then a cishet white girl raised her hand. You know what her assumption was?

"People assume because I work out and eat healthy that I have an eating disorder."

Seriously? That is the worst thing people assume about you? People assume I'm a fucking pedophile. People assume that I am going to trans their children. And the worst thing people do to you is assume you're anorexic?

She said it with such confidence. I don't think she realizes the privilege that she holds.

#scott rambles #intersectionality #oppression

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Saw this on r/systemscringe so here's the boxes I check off :3 I'm only including the "faking x disorder" ones bc they'd claim that I'm faking them regardless (I am literally diagnosed suck my fat dick)

Diagnosed

Polyfrag

Number names (Only some alters though)

Autistic!!

Cluster B (dx BPD + NPD traits)

Effort into decor (I like things pretty)

Intersex (PCOS)

Subsystems

Programmed

It/Its pronouns

100+ alters (Idk my headcount but its over 100 for sure. Most are just fragments)

Physically disabled (likely hEDS)

Slurs (I'm a faggot)

Teenager

Still diagnosed with DID, stay mad.

#scott rambles #systemscringe #syscringe #fakeclaiming #ramcoa

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what in god's fuck is a lesboy or a cistrans person i have literally never heard those words in my entire life

So glad you asked politely and totally in good faith instead of being weird about it!

Lesboys in the most simple terms are lesbian boys. They may or may not identify as actual boys/men. Some lesboys are butches that like to be referred to with masculine terms, some are multigender or genderfluid, and some have an even more complex relationship with gender. The term is meant for people with really complicated relationships with gender identity that influences how they experience lesbianism.

Cistrans is a term usually used by intersex folks or multigender people. Multigender people may identify as a gender that is their AGAB and other genders, thus making them cis and trans at the same time. As for intersex people, we tend to have really complex relationships with our transition because our bodies don’t neatly fit into binary standards.

Hope this helps!

#scott answers #lesboy #intersex #multigender #cistrans

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Wait wait wait.

On the fatigue scale I'm always at like a 5-6...

that's NOT normal???

I'M SORRY WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME THAT THESE WERE THE PAIN, FATIGUE, AND MENTAL HEALTH SCALES???

Pain Scale transcription:

10 - I am in bed and I can’t move due to my pain. I need someone to take me to the emergency room because of my pain.

9 - My pain is all that I can think about. I can barely move or talk because of my pain.

8 - My pain is so severe that it is difficult to think of anything else. Talking and listening are difficult.

7 - I am in pain all the time. It keeps me from doing most activities.

6 - I think about my pain all of the time. I give up many activities because of my pain.

5 - I think about my pain most of the time. I cannot do some of the activities I need to do each day because of the pain.

4 - I am constantly aware of my pain but can continue most activities.

3 - My pain bothers me but I can ignore it most of the time.

2 - I have a low level of pain. I am aware of my pain only when I pay attention to it.

1 - My pain is hardly noticeable.

0 - I have no pain.

Fatigue scale transcription:

10: can barely move; can’t talk

9: can barely move; can talk

8: can move, but can’t do much more than watch TV

7: can watch TV and play a game on my phone simultaneously

6: can do work on my computer lying in bed

5: can get around the house, but definitely couldn’t go out

4: can run a light errand

3: can get in my 10,000 steps, making my fitbit happy

2: can do three or more activities in a single day

1: going clubbing!

Mental Health Pain Scale transcription:

MILD

1 - Everything is a-okay! There is absolutely nothing wrong. You’re probably cuddling a fluffy kitten right now. Enjoy!

2 - You’re a bit frustrated or disappointed, but you’re easily distracted and cheered up with a little effort.

3 - Things are bothering you, but you’re coping. You might be overtired or hungry. The emotional equivalent of a headache.

MODERATE

4 - Today is a bad day (or a few bad days). You still have the skills to get through it, but be gentle with yourself. Use self-care strategies.

5 - Your mental health is starting to impact on your everyday life. Easy things are becoming difficult. You should talk to your doctor.

6 - You can’t do things the way you usually do them due to your mental health. Impulsive and compulsive thoughts may be hard to cope with.

SEVERE

7 - You’re avoiding things that make you more distressed, but that will make it worse. You should definitely seek help. This is serious.

8 - You can’t hide your struggles any more. You may have issues sleeping, eating, having fun, socialising, and work/study. Your mental health is affecting almost all parts of your life.

9 - You’re at a critical point. You aren’t functioning any more. You need urgent help. You may be a risk to yourself or others if left untreated.

10 - The worst mental and emotional distress possible. You can no longer care for yourself. You can’t imagine things getting any worse. Contact a crisis line immediately.

Tag yourself I'm 4, 6, and somewhere between 1 and 10 depending on when I've last seen a chicken

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I think its time I change up the vibe of my blog... whta do yall think...

#scott rambles

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Having meltdowns in public is the most humbling and embarrassing experience.

#scott rambles #autism #msn autistic #autistic #autistic experiences

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BAHAHAH THIS GOT POSTED ON SYSCRINGE.

WOMP FUCKING WOMP BITCH KEEP GIVING ME SUPPLY.

You know its bad when you start splitting roblox alters.

#scott rambles #at least I'm not so pathetic i hide behind a screen #come on dont be shy #interact with me! #i know you wanna

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i hate to be that guy, but the idea that gender, sex, and sexuality are ontologically pure concepts that can be rigidly defined if we simply police our language enough (our english language, because of course) is—i cannot stress this enough—a total waste of time. you may as well spend your afternoons teaching a brick how to swim

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