i have my issues with strange new worlds but i like how it refuses the binary of queer joy or queer despair in favor of something we can all love: queer malice <3 i donāt want a cute lil baby gay couple or another sad lesbian, i want jesse james keitel in some kind of sex turtleneck situation shooting everything in sight and purring āyou are half human and i am nonbinary and thatās sort of the same thingā into mister spockās ear purely so he will let his guard down and they can break sybok grayson out of space jail
when owen cuts himself open and basks in the glow of the pink opaque inside of him as a reason to keep on living. yeah. whatever fuck off fuck ofc fuck off
I Saw the TV Glow is such a uniquely, devastatingly queer story. Two queer kids trapped in suburbia. Both of them sensing something isnāt quite right with their lives. Both of them knowing that wrongness could kill them. One of them getting out, trying on new names, new places, new ways of being. Trying to claw her way to fully understanding herself, trying to grasp the true reality of her existence. Succeeding. Going back to help the other, to try so desperately to rescue an old friend, to show the path forward. Being called crazy. Because, to someone who hasnāt gotten out, even trying seems crazy. Feels crazy. Looks, on the surface, like dying.
And to have that other queer kid be so terrified of the internal revolution that is accepting himself that he inadvertently stays buried. Stays in a situation that will suffocate him. Choke the life out of him. Choke the joy out of him. Have him so terrified of possibly being crazy that he, instead, lives with a repression so extreme, it quite literally is killing him. And still, still, he apologizes for it. Apologizes over and over and over, to people who donāt see him. Who never have. Who never will. Because itās better than being crazy. Because itās safer than digging his way out. Killing the image everyone sees to rise again as something free and true and authentic. My god. My god, this movie. It shattered me.
āSine qua non,ā as they say. Ā Without which not.Ā Those things we deem essential without which we cannot bear living.Ā Without which life in general loses its specific value.
Hey, hey. Look at me. Have you read every book on your shelves? Every book that strikes your fancy in bookstores? Every book on your list at your local library? Bet you havenāt. Bet there are tons of stories you havenāt yet gotten around to. Stories you donāt even know yet you need.
Your stories are like that for other people. Your readers may not have found them yetābut they will. Thereās time. Thereās always time. Keep writing. Keep sharing. Youāre on someoneās TBR. You always will be.
Why ya voting for Timm when he only sold out Cassian bc he thought his gf was cheating. Nurchi did it for the money. You think that was the first time he sold someone out? Be so for real please
ROUND THIRTEEN CATEGORY: Most Likely to Spill the Beans
Two will win and go into the yearbook. Who's it going to be?
Round Fourteen Category: Best Facial Expressions
NOMINATE NOW (and maybe provide a screenshot or suggestion of when I can find a screenshot? for fun?)
van knowing shes in a story is such a good idea for a psychological horror type thing. knowing that theres some greater being controlling her and everyone elses every move and knowing it takes joy in their suffering but not being able to do or say anything about it
If it's going to happen to anyone, it would definitely be Van.
Taissa's Other possibly also understands she's in a story, but she's less concerned with the implications and more interested in meeting her own goals.
Does anyone have the fucking tiktok video of the overly enthusiastic rich bearded guy showing off his new hiking shoes in his Mansion and the Woods, but then another dude duets with it to make it look like he's escaping from being held prisoner please please