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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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September is suicide prevention month. Reblog if your blog always supports anyone with a mental illness.
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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Across my side
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。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆
Character :- Inumaki Toge x reader
Genre :- Angst
There’s might grammar error here and there.
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The sounds of the announcement of the next train went inaudible in his ears as Inumaki eyes stuck on you, where you’re standing on the across of platform where he standing at. His brain screams for any movement or even actions. But, it looks like Inumaki’s body has its own mind; unable to move at all.
There you are, standing while the earphones dangling around as to block those noises. It feels like he’s stuck at the moment as he knew the pain that you’ve been through. But again. The ‘you’ that inumaki knew was gone in the past. The one who stands across the platform at the moment was a reincarnation of you.
He wishing to all gods that exist to give him more time, as much without blinking as he may, to see you once again, alive. As much he regrets back then, it was for better he thought. To keep you alive or even exist in his eye line was more than enough.
As the train goes; separating both of you. All he can do is mutter to himself softly, his eyes flooded with tears, waiting to fall to his cheeks. His heart cries in pain but he could only smile. But, it doesn’t change the fact that you are gone, again. Far away from his life.
“I love you till the universe dies & resets, then I’ll love you again in that timeline”
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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Hi do you have any ffs recommendations for yuuta?? I just wanna read more for my babie and there's way too little of him😭
I most definitely do, here’s some I really like by some amazing accs I follow
Waiting - @tsukiyuuta (I’m not a fan of angst but the start is so well written I couldn’t help but read it )
Healer s/o - @sunaify (I love the format and el is always so specific that’s easy to picture it all <4 )
Angst - @uwuwriting (Evie writes the saddest stuff and was the main cause of angst night but this is definitely worth reading if you’ve kept up with the manga^ )
Cute - @inumakilovemail (the valentines one is my second favorite but I loved bouncing back ideas for this )
Princess Au with a dash of nsfw content near the end - @sunauwwu (everything she writes should be checked out because it’s honest all amazing )
Yandere Yuuta - @aprosperlys (everything chou posts is poetry tbh so I definitely recommend checking the m. list^ )
Hardship - @queenofcurse (no no you won’t understand how much I adore this oneshot, I don’t care if it’s sad it’s just so amazing I kept rereading until I couldn’t see past the tears )
Please read their carrd !! - @yuutacrry (I love all the little posts and I’m so excited for the college au )
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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Across my side
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。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆
Character :- Inumaki Toge x reader
Genre :- Angst
There’s might grammar error here and there.
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The sounds of the announcement of the next train went inaudible in his ears as Inumaki eyes stuck on you, where you’re standing on the across of platform where he standing at. His brain screams for any movement or even actions. But, it looks like Inumaki’s body has its own mind; unable to move at all.
There you are, standing while the earphones dangling around as to block those noises. It feels like he’s stuck at the moment as he knew the pain that you’ve been through. But again. The ‘you’ that inumaki knew was gone in the past. The one who stands across the platform at the moment was a reincarnation of you.
He wishing to all gods that exist to give him more time, as much without blinking as he may, to see you once again, alive. As much he regrets back then, it was for better he thought. To keep you alive or even exist in his eye line was more than enough.
As the train goes; separating both of you. All he can do is mutter to himself softly, his eyes flooded with tears, waiting to fall to his cheeks. His heart cries in pain but he could only smile. But, it doesn’t change the fact that you are gone, again. Far away from his life.
“I love you till the universe dies & resets, then I’ll love you again in that timeline”
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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Across my side
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。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆
Character :- Inumaki Toge x reader Genre :- Angst There’s might grammar error here and there.
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The sounds of the announcement of the next train went inaudible in his ears as Inumaki eyes stuck on you, where you’re standing on the across of platform where he standing at. His brain screams for any movement or even actions. But, it looks like Inumaki’s body has its own mind; unable to move at all.
There you are, standing while the earphones dangling around as to block those noises. It feels like he’s stuck at the moment as he knew the pain that you’ve been through. But again. The ‘you’ that inumaki knew was gone in the past. The one who stands across the platform at the moment was a reincarnation of you.
He wishing to all gods that exist to give him more time, as much without blinking as he may, to see you once again, alive. As much he regrets back then, it was for better he thought. To keep you alive or even exist in his eye line was more than enough.
As the train goes; separating both of you. All he can do is mutter to himself softly, his eyes flooded with tears, waiting to fall to his cheeks. His heart cries in pain but he could only smile. But, it doesn’t change the fact that you are gone, again. Far away from his life.
“I love you till the universe dies & resets, then I’ll love you again in that timeline”
#rb
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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Across my side
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。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆
Character :- Inumaki Toge x reader
Genre :- Angst
There’s might grammar error here and there.
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The sounds of the announcement of the next train went inaudible in his ears as Inumaki eyes stuck on you, where you're standing on the across of platform where he standing at. His brain screams for any movement or even actions. But, it looks like Inumaki’s body has its own mind; unable to move at all.
There you are, standing while the earphones dangling around as to block those noises. It feels like he’s stuck at the moment as he knew the pain that you’ve been through. But again. The ‘you’ that inumaki knew was gone in the past. The one who stands across the platform at the moment was a reincarnation of you.
He wishing to all gods that exist to give him more time, as much without blinking as he may, to see you once again, alive. As much he regrets back then, it was for better he thought. To keep you alive or even exist in his eye line was more than enough.
As the train goes; separating both of you. All he can do is mutter to himself softly, his eyes flooded with tears, waiting to fall to his cheeks. His heart cries in pain but he could only smile. But, it doesn't change the fact that you are gone, again. Far away from his life.
“I love you till the universe dies & resets, then I’ll love you again in that timeline”
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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You know what sends me into fucking hysterics everytime I think about it?
What if Itadori got sick of Sukuna's nasty ass, no taste, 100 Year old jerky fingers and just started carrying around something to flavour them with?
Could you imagine? Gojo hands him a finger and Itadori just pulls out a Mcdonald's Sweet N Sour dipping sauce packet?
You know Sukuna's gonna be in his head like "THE LEVEL OF DISRESPECT? I'M THE KING OF CURSES?" While Yuuji just shrugs and adds more sauce "Well would the King of Curses prefer his fingers tempura fried instead?"
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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Don't go
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Character :- Fushiguro Megumi x reader Genre :- Fluff There’s might grammar error here and there.
Happy late valentines day!
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When the fun is over, it will always seem to end the same. Though Megumi knows it's coming, and somehow he can never seem to stop the pain. After many times reassure you, Megumi will be just fine with the distance soon separating both of you.
Time ticking away, slowly separating both of you. Megumi wants to scream how much he wants you to stay, but those three words are stuck in his throat. The way your eyes gazing at Megumi, so lovely makes him feel harder to let you go. As if he wanted to begin with.
The announcement about your flight awaits at arrival making Megumi feel desperate for you. Megumi not ready to you let you go but he doesn’t want to be the one to hold you back. Your silhouette is fading away too quickly for Megumi to bear. I shouldn’t cry. Megumi whispers to himself like a mantra; all over again as Megumi watching your figure goes further, leaving him alone.
As he walks home, his head was full of memories of you. It was short but full of meaning. His heart feels warm as he looking back at the picture of both of you at the back of his clear case phone. Upon the sound notifications on his phone startled Megumi, soon it was replaced by a big smile curve on Megumi’s lip.
“I’ll miss you. Don’t worry, I’ll be back as soon as possible. Love you lots.”
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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stUPID STUPID GAME WITH STUPID HUSBANDOS AND WAIFUS AND STUPID EMOTIONAL STUPID STORIES I HATE THIS GAME *proceeds to play it like a maniac*
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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✩⃛∗·⁽⁽◞Valentines Countdown◟⁾⁾·∗✩⃛
✩⃛∗·⁽⁽◞Sunflowers for… @tsukiyuuta
✩⃛ Okkotsu Yuuta
✩⃛ It’s sunny. Bright yellow petals complimenting the sun hidden away in the clouds and the never ending sky. He had spent hours stepping into flower shops only to walk out with a downcasted look on his tired face. Every arrangement of flowers duller than the last, he wondered if it had to do with his expression? Maybe the deep frown on his face was wiping away the color and making them droop sadly. It was at his final destination when he found them. Long stems sticking out from the vase like a sore thumb, they were the fiercest shade of yellow he had laid his eyes on. 
He treaded lightly, sunflowers resting in the junction of his arm while he searched for you. His pace quickened with every passing minute, he had to give them to you while the sun was out. He needed to compare what was brighter. The flowers, the sun, or the smile on your face when he handed them to you. Sunshine flowers because you reminded him of sunshine. You were warm and heated his skin, never failing to make his cheeks turn a lovely shade of pink. You made him feel fuzzy inside and your presence had him basking in the filling feeling of his heart beating against his chest. 
When he finally found you by the vending machines a wave of nervousness washed over him. Hands fiddling with the petals as he pushed them into your arms, “They reminded me of you”
The look on your face had him sucking in a breath. Nothing could compare to your smile.
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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Feel again
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Character :- Inumaki Toge x reader Genre :- Slice of life (?) There’s might grammar error here and there.
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Inumaki staring at the golden sky as its colors crashing with each other, creating a masterpiece that only exists at the moment. His heart painfully strings along with the thought of memories of you. Not every loss is a loss. He used to believe that whatever it is in life, there are just some things that we could not live without. But, again. We do realize that humans are dynamic. We can grow, evolve, adapt, and change. And sometimes people change too.
The lemon tea that once hot now turned into warm as warmth as your smile. And the fact that Inumaki couldn’t even say those words to you was one of his biggest regrets to the point he thought that his cursed speech was something to be ashamed of. But not to you, the only person who doesn’t scare or even care in the first place, to be around him even though Inumaki acted cold towards you at first. Despite almost the same height as Inumaki, you always tease him about heights.
Inumaki hated your smile. Because what he will remember is that smile that you gave him before you dissolve into domain expansion that you created in between the building to buy time for others to run away. Inumaki could feel his heart crack into pieces when he saw your smile, uneasy with the impromptu plan. Inumaki knows well that everything could go wrong. But, he trusts you.
In the end, destiny laughing at him. Inumaki's heart falling into pieces as you have gone like a wind. There’s no trace of you despite the enemy's body was there. Where are you? He thought, his mind goes wild for months, his heart screaming for you; thinking that you are alive but are you? “With time, the seasons would change and so will the heart.” That’s what others told him quietly, as a sign to erase you forever.
The sound of the chair in front being pulled away as someone sitting opposite the side of Inumaki. He could feel his world stop temporarily, his head went berserk as Inumaki sees a familiar face. His heart is confused about whether to feel a rush of joy or terror but one thing for sure, his adrenaline running high.
It was you, with the same smile shine bright at him.
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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He’s grown up 🥲
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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me, thinking that yuta would show up and save everyone in the shibuya arc:
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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!jjk spoiler alert!
im glad he’s back but...again gege told that he is pretty much indecisive person....hm at this point, who knows probably hakari suddenly shows up.
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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Guilt
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。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆ 
Character : Okkotsu Yuuta x reader
Genre : Angst (heavily inspired from aliteama’s blog where the angst train  happened)
There’s might grammar error here and there.
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For a brief moment, a train of memories rushed back, blurring his eyes while those flashbacks appear just in front of him. The day Yuuta confessed to you was the most memorable for him. The day that he called you as his significant other. ‘You told me you like the stars, but you’re the only star I see'. Yuuta thought when he saw you glistening under the stars. All he wanted was to see your smile shine the way it always does. But now, all he can see is that your body is lying on the floor, helpless with the pool of blood that he wishes not to be yours.
His knees trembling into the core, his heartbeats were uncontrollable. Apart from this, his mind is scattered in every place; try to blame others, but the katana that was kept firmly in his hand was full of yours. He heard screams everywhere, but his eyes are still on you.
The air in his lungs was clogged, choked by guilt. Another hollow hole appears in Yuuta's chest, knowing that the guilt would eat him alive. Tears trickled down his cheeks. But does that bring you alive? No. It is pity tears, tears flowing over nothing would never be turned back time. And lo and behold, the fallen hero falls into deep despair which is he has created for himself.
He craves the warmth, but sadly, not in this life.
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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It should have been a happy moment; seeing him after almost a year apart. It should have been filled with hugs and happy tears, long awaited kisses and whispered I love you’s. Instead the only thing you could feel was utter dread as your eyes found his, his dilated pupils making the beautiful blue of his irises turn into a bottomless pit. He stalked forward, determination in his step as his gaze landed on your kouhai laying on the ground, the sound of his katana getting unsheathed filling the heavy silence. 
“Yuuta what are you doing?” You moved in front of him, palms raised and soon making contact with his chest in a futile attempt to stop him. Your side burned at the sudden pressure causing you to let out a small whine, your boyfriend halting for only a moment to gently push you to the side, the darkness in his eyes being lifted if only for a moment. 
“Not now Y/N.” He walked past you, knuckles turning white as they gripped his blade and soon he was raising it high in the air, target locked and ready to be disposed of. 
“Yuuta no! Stop! He hasn’t done anything!” Grasping his elbow, staggering him for a moment, you pushed yourself in between him and Yuuji again, spreading your arms out in a protective stance, pleading with your boyfriend to stop this insanity. “He hasn’t done anything! He is a sweet kid, Yuuta please stop!”
“Innocent? You think he is innocent after what he did to Toge?” Never in the two years you’ve known him, has he ever been this angry. Even during Getou’s surprise visit back in your first year, his aura hadn’t been this dark. Okkotsu Yuuta was ready to kill. “Y/N. Move.” 
“NO! I don’t know what happened to Toge and we’ll deal with that later but you don’t know Yuuji! He is the reason we are all alive! Yuuta, he is on our side!!” The pain shooting through your body was becoming unbearable, your vision swimming as you screamed at him but you weren’t backing down. No. He can’t do this. You staggered back a little bit as your knees slightly gave out and before you knew it he was next to you, steadying you with an arm wrapped gently around your waist, eyes scanning your body assessing every single injury. And just by that you knew what he was thinking. 
Yuuji did this to you.
Sukuna’s vessel hurt you. 
As quickly as he came he disappeared taking his warmth with him. You didn’t think at that moment, you just moved. You weren’t as quick as Yuuta, you could never be as quick as him, you knew you couldn’t stop his attack this time. What you could do was prevent it from hitting Yuuji and without a second thought you did just that. 
There was no pain at first, only a numbing feeling spreading from your left shoulder to your palm. Then you felt something warm cascading down your front and back, coating your chest and slowly dripping to the floor. After that you couldn’t see in front of you. Everything was black, all noises turning into static, the buzzing in your ears drowning out Yuuta’s desperate calls. You could barely feel his hands pressing on the conjunction of your shoulder, his cold palms on your skin or how his breath fanned your forehead. You couldn’t see the tears rolling down his cheeks or how his white shirt slowly turned red. And above all you couldn’t hear his pleas. 
“Y-Y/N baby eyes o-on me.” 
“Y-You’re g-gonna be o-okay, please b-baby focus on m-me.”  
“I’m sorry I’m so so sorry.” 
With any last ounce of strength you had left, you brought your palm to his cheeks, brushing your thumb over his cheekbone in an attempt to wipe away the tears. 
“You have…a stubble ….w-when did….that h-happen?” 
He had you in his arms now, running towards Shoko’s tent or at least where he thought it should be. His mind was not functioning correctly, mission long forgotten as your wound continued to bleed out. He caused this. He is just like him. Just like Itadori. Pressing his lips to your forehead he let his eyes meet yours only to be met with a pair of hazy e/c orbs. 
“S-see what being a-away from you d-does to a man?” He could see the tent. It was just a little further. “I got you a souvenir.” He could see Shoko’s silhouette through the white fabric. “I hope you’ll like it.” Just a few more steps. “It reminded me of you.” Just a few more.
“….c-can….I….get….a clue?” It was barely over a whisper but it was there. You were still with him, you weren’t gone. You would be fine, Shoko would help you. She didn’t ask any questions when Yuuta placed you on a stretcher, a sad smile adorning his face even though you couldn’t enjoy it. 
“T-tell you what. You b-bounce back from t-this a-and I’ll a-also take you t-to that expensive restaurant y-you like.” Shoko didn’t even try to pry him away from you, knowing full well that he wouldn’t budge. 
“You….are….the b-best.” 
No, no he wasn’t.
Your grip on his hand went limp as your eyes closed, Shoko’s technique working over your wounds slowly leaving Yuuta in a deafening silence. 
Okkotsu Yuuta was once again utterly alone.
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@aliteama  @3rdgymbros​ @bluedelphinium​ I’m gonna go die now thank you very much.
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tsukiyuuta · 3 years
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Gege hasn’t given us their first meeting yet so I had to draw it myself
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