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If any of you want a character like this, highly suggest the game Red Dead Redemption because oh diddly darn that’s full of people like that, mainly the leader of the gang, Dutch Van Der Linde, and his dive into fucking up and leading to his mental health deteriorating and it makes it amazing to play/watch.

let your character fuck up. please. let them fuck up on a scale so massive that this particular thing cannot be salvaged. let their fuck up have permanent consequences. and stoooooooooooooooop having them being the smartest person in the room who always has a sharp comeback to put their enemies down, and who always handles their enemies with grace or at least an air of superiority that s justified because they’re so cool and smart and clever™ let them bleed for their mistakes, let them MAKE those mistakes, and let that bleeding be ugly and disgraceful. let them suffer for their own mistakes, and let them suffer in knowing that they cannot fix. and let other people hate them for the shit they’ve done, and for once let the haters not be ‘petty bad people’. Let the haters be right.

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How To Write Grief by Diana Wallace Peach

Common Physical Reactions to Death

Tightness in the forehead, throat, or chest

Dry mouth

Breathlessness

Nausea and/or a hollow feeling in the stomach

Weakness, fatigue

Sleep disturbances, dreams, and nightmares

Appetite disturbances

Disbelief is often a first reaction upon hearing of a death, especially if the death is sudden. Disbelief manifests as an initial numbness, a surreal sense that this can’t be happening, that the world has stopped making sense.

Internal/External Coping: Your characters’ reactions will vary widely. Some will express themselves externally, others internally. This can be a source of misunderstanding – the less emotionally expressive characters accused of coldness or indifference, the more openly expressive characters accused of wallowing in self-pity.

Social Immersion/Withdrawal: Some characters will desire immersion within their social network to gain support or stem loneliness and fear. Other characters may avoid interactions, needing time to process and reflect in solitude. Many will fall somewhere in between, appearing fine until the brittle walls of control collapse at a word or gesture.

The Rollercoaster: Most people will dip in and out of grief, able to handle it in small doses before backing up and regaining emotional control. Your characters will function and grieve, function and grieve.

Reminders: Some characters may avoid reminders of the deceased, finding that places or objects trigger painful feelings. Others may have the opposite reaction—desiring to visit those places and carry keepsakes.

Active/Passive: Death generates a sense of helplessness. Some grieving characters may resort to intense activity (cooking, training, working, painting the house, or shopping). This is a coping mechanism that counters the loss of control. Others will feel lethargic, distracted and forgetful. They’ll have trouble focusing or wander in a fog without the will to complete the simplest tasks.

Spirituality and Religion: For some characters, death may challenge spiritual or religious beliefs and shake faith to its foundations. For others, spiritual or religious beliefs may be or become the lifeline that sees the character through.

Conflicted Relationships: These are relationships shaped by a tangle of positive and negative experiences, wishes, and emotions. Characters are grappling for balance and control, for respect, love, or approval. Death ends all chances for a satisfactory resolution. The feelings left behind are a stew of love, anger, regret, and guilt.

Recklessness: Though recklessness may appear as a death wish, it might actually be angry defiance, a wager that death can be beaten at its game. Characters may also put themselves at risk to make up for a failure to protect others or guilt at their own survival.

Anxiety, insecurity, and panic. Unlike recklessness, anxiety can be paralyzing. A shattered world can leave a character with a heightened sense of mortality, a fear of surviving on one’s own, or an aversion to taking risks.

Characters may feel relief after the death, particularly if the deceased suffered. Relief and a sense of liberation may also occur at the end of conflicted relationship, the battle finally over. Guilt frequently accompanies the sense of relief.

Guilt: Guilt is very common and often completely illogical. All the “I should have’s” and “if only’s” roll through the character’s brain, especially in cases of suicide.

Anger: Anger generally has four sources:

Justified anger at perpetrators and the failures of individuals and institutions. This is fertile ground for thoughts of revenge.

Lashing out at others in response to feelings of helplessness and loss of control.

Anger at one’s self for an inability to prevent the death.

Anger at the deceased for dying, for not fighting harder, not making better choices, or abandoning the survivors (like guilt, this anger isn’t always logical).

Unexpected Death: Death out of the natural sequence of life is generally more tragic than death after a long life. Sudden death is frequently harder to deal with than a loss that’s expected. Death by a purposeful or negligent hand is often more difficult than one by accident or illness.

Previous experience with death can prepare a character for new losses and soften the sharp edges. At the same time, if previous deaths weren’t fully processed, new losses can trigger unresolved emotions and complicate healing.

Delaying grief: Death and grief make characters feel vulnerable. In dangerous situations, it’s common for grief responses to be suppressed or delayed. Then once safe, the emotional blockade opens. If that safe haven for grief is a long time coming, consider that feelings may bottleneck, turn in on the character, or explode.

Children’s Grief – Don’t forget that babies, children, and teens grieve too!:

Babies experience a sense of absence in their lives. They also respond to the stress of the adults around them.

Little children and teens experience the SAME feelings as adults including guilt – believing that they somehow could have prevented the death.

Children also dip in and out of grief, cry and whine one minute, then play and laugh the next.

Children and teens tend to regress to younger behaviors.

Children will frequently delay their own grief until they see that the adults are handling it well and it’s safe to grieve.

In an attempt to fit in, teenagers will frequently hide their grief. Teens may not talk about their feelings with their parents, but will talk to another trusted adult.

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Hizashi: Don’t worry, I got a plan

Nezu: Alright

Hizashi: TraitorSayWhat?

Aizawa: Excuse me?

Hizashi: What?

Aizawa:

Nezu:

Hizashi:

Hizashi: No wait-

#uno reverse card

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Posted by Horikoshi's assistant 2 hours ago on Twitter 4/20/2021

Their handle is - nstime23

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAKUGOU KATSUKI!!

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Shouji aka the human bird perch.

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Okay so, not really related to my tumbr or whatever but my laptop is broken and my family can’t afford a new one so I sadly won’t be able to edit/draw or possibly even write fanfic anymore. Sorry about that, though there’s so much BNHA stuff on tumbr, I think you’ll be okay without me, don’t worry!

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deku bunny ears 2.0

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Katsuki baby you can’t just steal a dragon hatchling like that

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Damn, y'all remember when Bakugou gave Kirishima his jacket in canon???

Cause I literally can't fucking forget.

#he what #bakugo is a big softie when it comes to his shark #Kirishimaaaaaa

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Asexual!Alastor dressed in Asexual attire (whatever that entails)

Was a lot of fun to make! I may or may not have almost made the black parts of his hair grey, but I realized he looked like an old man, so be lucky you didn’t end up with that! The smile needs work, as a few other things too, but I enjoyed creating it!

#asexual #asexual pride #asexual alastor #alastor #hazbin hotel #hazbin fanart #hazbin alastor #it's the kind smile that doesn't look right #I can't draw smiles #but I'm trying okay #hazbin edits

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Sassy Shigaraki

#look at the sass on that guy

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Are you still doing palette swaps? If so, maybe Kirishima and Bakugo? Your artstyle is so good so I would love to see them

Yup, here they are!!

I always thought these two would look good in each other’s colors and I was RIGHT

#damnn #it works so well and looks amazing #Bakugo somehow looks even more intimidating #Kirishima flawlessly still looks like a puppy

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To my mother,

Maybe you saw this coming, maybe it was obvious, maybe you were waiting for me to say something. I never wanted to because I was scared; scared of change, scared of anger, scared of losing you. I'm still unsure, but I'm desperate, and lonely, and depressed because of it and I'm bursting and I need you to know.

Every single day can be a waking nightmare. Looking into the mirror and not seeing yourself, hearing your name but never truly hearing yourself, putting on clothes that make you want to scream "this isnt me!". Begging, begging the world that you'll wake up and you'll be what everyone sees you as and you'll be content because there's no more tears and no more resentment and no more pain. No more bitterness and no more overthinking because everything will be silent.

But it's not like that. No, I wake up to this person who people say is me but it doesnt feel like me, doesnt look like me, lives a life I didnt want for me. I scream for it all to be a phase - teenage hormones, people being people but no. No pain lasts this long, no phase should ever equate to this time. Since I was nine - I've felt this way since I was nine. The day I became a woman, the day I was supposed to grow into a young lady the day I was supposed to separate from androgynous genders and the male equivalent and become "me".

But it never was me.

I tried, oh how I tried, but each step felt like nails and each attempt stomped my confidence and my pride and who I really was. Perfume and necklaces, pretty dresses and high heels. No - "I must be been a tomboy", I'd thought, rummaging around in the darkness for something to save me. To help me, "that's why I feel this way." But it never was true and I was foolish to ever begin to think that that was who I was. That I wasn't an anomaly, that I wasn't me.

Remember when that man called me a boy? I felt like me, like a little sliver of me had crept through and he had seen it, and called out for it. You laughed - you said I was a girl, that I would always be a girl but you weren't right. I cried that night, hugged deep in bed away from prying eyes and whispering voices of who they thought I was. I was never asked what I was, what I wanted to be, I was given and I received and there was no conversation about it all.

It never goes silent; I can never live a life of silence. Of contentment. My mind is spinning, my thoughts jumbled with only one thing: Distress: Leading me by the hand, blindfolded, through a sea of who knows, gripping tight and not letting me out no matter how hard I pull and we're going deeper and deeper and away from what I want and I just want to let go.

I just want to be me.

I want to live.

I want to breathe.

I want silence.

I want to be happy.

Is that so hard to ask for?

#trans pride #trans #trans man #was thinking of using this to come out to my mother? #original content #lgbtq

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Iida, saving Bakugo: I need a different personality. I need to blend into the scenery, I need to look... natural.

Also Iida: WE'RE JUST A FEW SCOUNDRELS CRUISING FOR HOT GIRLS

#bnha iida #this scene made me laugh so much #bnha iida tenya #bnha tenya #bnha tenya iida #bnha incorrect quotes #incorrect bnha quotes

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No one:

No one at all:

Not a soul:

Dabi: Bitch.

#bnha dabi #bnha incorrect quotes #incorrect bnha quotes

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Shigaraki: So... what do you think?

Dabi: Well, you smell bad, you look bad, you act bad, you speak bad, you're overall a piece of shit... Looks good!

#bnha shigaraki #bnha tomura #bnha tomura shigaraki #bnha shigaraki tomura #bnha shigadabi #bnha incorrect quotes #incorrect bnha quotes #bnha dabi #I love my wrinkly boi don't kill me