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Enjoy a new cover dedicated to my first year living in LA.

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QUICK RESOURCE GUIDE FOR THE LGBT COMMUNITY

Some resources are good for everyone

Anxiety

• http://www.adaa.org/ • http://youth.anxietybc.com/ • http://www.helpguide.org/topics/anxiety.htm

Asexuality

• http://www.asexuality.org • http://www.asexualawarenessweek.com

Bisexuality

• http://www.biresource.net/bisexualyouth.shtml • http://www.bisexual.org • http://www.pflagcentralcoastchapter.net/uploads/BisexualityResourcePacket.pdf • http://queerdictionary.tumblr.com/

Coming Out

• http://www.thetrevorproject.org/section/YOU • http://www.hrc.org/resources/entry/resource-guide-to-coming-out • http://amplifyyourvoice.org/youthresource/youthresource-comingout • GLBT National Youth Talkline: 1-800-246-PRIDE (7743)

Depression

• http://www.helpguide.org/mental/depression_teen_teenagers.htm • http://kidshealth.org/teen/your_mind/mental_health/depression.html • http://us.reachout.com

Eating Disorders

• http://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/find-help-support • http://www.helpguide.org/mental/eating_disorder_treatment.htm • http://www.eatingdisordersanonymous.org/

Family and Friends

• http://theparentsproject.com/home/ • http://community.pflag.org/ • https://www.genderspectrum.org/

Gay and Lesbian

• http://www.advocatesforyouth.org/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=730&Itemid=336 • http://www.advocatesforyouth.org/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=726&Itemid=516 • http://www.pflag.org/fileadmin/user_upload/Publications/Be_Yourself.pdf

Healthy Relationships

• http://www.scarleteen.com/article/relationships • http://www.breakthecycle.org/learn-about-dating-violence • http://www.thehotline.org/ • http://www.asexuality.org/home/relationship.html • https://rainn.org/ or call 1-800-656-HOPE

Homelessness

• http://www.ourtruecolors.org/ • http://fortytonone.org/ • http://nationalhomeless.org/ • http://www.aliforneycenter.org/

I Have A Crush

• http://us.reachout.com/facts/factsheet/do-i-want-a-relationship • http://us.reachout.com/facts/factsheet/maintaining-a-happy-relationship • http://gayteens.about.com/od/crushes/

In School

• http://www.stopbullying.gov/ • http://www.glsen.org/ • http://www.gsanetwork.org/ • http://www.campuspride.org/ • http://www.athleteally.org/

International

• http://suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html • http://www.befrienders.org/ • http://iglhrc.org/ • http://ilga.org/ • http://www.iglyo.com/ • http://transactivists.org/ • http://www.oraminternational.org/ • https://www.nomorefearfoundation.org/faq/

Mental Health

• http://www.nami.org/ • http://www.reclaim-lgbtyouth.org/ • http://www.aglp.org

Out and Proud

• http://www.glbtnearme.org/ • http://www.outloudradio.org/ • http://www.transadvocate.com • http://www.genderfork.com

LGBTQ and Religion

• http://www.hrc.org/topics/religion-faith • http://www.pflag.org/fileadmin/user_upload/Publications/Faith_Families.pdf • http://www.transfaithonline.org/ • http://www.religionfacts.com/homosexuality/index.htm • http://www.religiousinstitute.org/lgbt-equality/

Christianity-specific

• http://believeoutloud.com/ • http://www.gaychristian.net/ • http://www.gaychurch.org/ • http://www.welcomingresources.org/

Islam-specific

• http://www.muslimalliance.org/ • http://www.imaan.org.uk/ • http://theinnercircle.org.za/ • http://mpvusa.org/ • http://www.well.com/user/queerjhd/

Judaism-specific

• http://www.keshetonline.org/ • http://www.nehirim.org/ • http://www.jqinternational.org/resources/jewish-lgbt-organizations/

Self-Injury

• http://www.helpguide.org/mental/self_injury.htm • http://www.siriusproject.org/alternatives.htm • http://everyoneisgay.com/self-harm/ • http://www.safe-alternatives.com

Sexual Health

• http://www.plannedparenthood.org/ • http://www.scarleteen.com/ • http://www.sexetc.org/ • http://www.aids.gov/ • http://youngwomenshealth.org/ • http://www.youngmenshealthsite.org/ • http://cdn0.genderedintelligence.co.uk/2012/11/17/17-14-04-GI-sexual-health-booklet.pdf • National Abortion Federation Hotline: [phone]

Suicide

• http://www.afsp.org/ • http://www.save.org/ • http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/ • http://www.befrienders.org/

Substance Abuse

• http://www.samhsa.gov/ • http://www.drugabuse.gov/ • http://www.ihra.net/what-is-harm-reduction

TRANS* AND GENDER  IDENTITY

Gender Identity

• http://genderqueerid.com/ • https://www.genderspectrum.org/ • http://www.thegenderbook.com/

Intersex

• http://inter-actyouth.tumblr.com/ • http://oiiinternational.com/ • http://www.apa.org/topics/intersx.html#whatdoes

Trans*

• http://transstudent.tumblr.com/ • http://www.advocatesforyouth.org/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=731&Itemid=177 • http://www.imatyfa.org/ • http://www.wpath.org/

PLEASE REBLOG

source: The Trevor Project

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I wish you could understand how hurtful you are.

I wish you could understand that now I can never believe a thing you ever said to me.

I wish you could understand that the person I’ve watched you become is everything I was afraid you already were.

I wish you could understand that your actions towards me have been daggers to my memories of you.

I wish you could understand that I’m still in pain.

I wish I could tell you…but you wouldn’t understand.

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I wish you could understand how hurtful you are.

I wish you could understand that now I can never believe a thing you ever said to me.

I wish you could understand that the person I’ve watched you become is everything I was afraid you already were.

I wish you could understand that your actions towards me have been daggers to my memories of you.

I wish you could understand that I’m still in pain.

I wish I could tell you…but you wouldn’t understand.

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Thanks to You

I don’t know what was real and what was a lie

I don’t know when I became a burden

I don’t know who you really are as a person

I don’t know if you’re personality was an act

I don’t know what I did to make you trapped

I don’t know if any of it mattered to you

I don’t know if you were sad or relieved

I don’t know if anything you said to me was true

I don’t know how to move forward without constantly questioning every move I make with other people and who I can trust

Thanks to you I don’t know how to move forward.

#depressing thoughts #depression #post breakup #thanks to you #you ruined me #fuck you ryan #fuck everything you did to me #why cant i be happy #mentally unstable #still broken #post breakup thoughts #poetry #thats right im talking about you fuckboi_mcfuckerson

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Just because you can defend yourself doesn’t mean you’re right.

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I wish you could understand how hurtful you are.

I wish you could understand that now I can never believe a thing you ever said to me.

I wish you could understand that the person I’ve watched you become is everything I was afraid you already were.

I wish you could understand that your actions towards me have been daggers to my memories of you.

I wish you could understand that I’m still in pain.

I wish I could tell you...but you wouldn’t understand.

#depressing thoughts #post breakup #breakup thoughts #i wish i could tell you #depressed #you dont understand #you hurt me #you keep hurting me #ill never believe you

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Mulan: who is that girl I see? No really, who is that? Can I just go? Imma just go...

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If I Put You In A Box

Everything you gave me.

Everything we did together.

Everything to remind me of the good times.

Every picture, piece of paper, or necklace.

Then I would have more empty spaces.

The voids in my heart and mind would have twins in my physical world.

But I can’t put you in a box. Not yet.

Right now, I have nothing prepared to fill the empty spaces in my life.

As soon as I do, I will be ready to put you away.

#post breakup #depressing thoughts #depression #moving on is hard #i miss you #i hate you #i hate that im like this #breakup thoughts #ex boyfriend #thats right im talking about you ryan

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#she did that

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I Was Right

Everytime I told people things I noticed.

Everytime I saw something that made me jealous or uncomfortable.

Everything I predicted and guessed about who you are now and the people you chose to be closer to after I left.

People told me “You’re wrong. They barely hang out. She doesn’t like him at all. You’re making more of it. I don’t even see them talk. She definitely didn’t flirt with him when you were together. She’s barely paying attention to him. He’s the same, you’re just seeing the differences now.”

I was right. I WAS RIGHT.

And it doesn’t make me feel better.

Please stop proving me right and making me miserable. Please stop acting like you’re not a different person and chose the side of douchebag clique culture. Please listen to people when they tell you you’re being a bad person. Please just listen and grow instead of being this stubborn asshole that turns on friends and won’t listen to criticism.

Stop proving me right.

#fuck you ryan #might as well say it now #i was right about you #depressing thoughts #i was right #break up #i was right about everything

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self care is so damn difficult when you… don’t… care… about your own self

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it really pains me to see “cinephiles” who jerk it to the most boring films and defend them like “it’s not supposed to be enjoyed. it supposed to be appreciated” like why would I waste 2 hours of my life being underwhelmed when I could be having fun watching Jennifer’s body

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damn a bitch be feeling empty as fuck sometimes