wisdomfinder

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i hate always initiates things. i hate it more when they've done something wrong to me and act as if they've done nothing--so ending I need to just accept things--and it still me that need to do the initiatives huhu. i want it to stop. i need to prioritize myself.

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i love valentine's. it's so nice seeing people happy and in love.

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mixed feelings

tired.

annoyed.

happy.

scared.

nervous.

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i wanted to skip my online class tomorrow bec my mind is clouded. i am not fine psychologically, and for sure i will learn nothing tomorrow and just waste the 3hrs. to tell u honestly, i only enter my online class because of attendance, nothing more.

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i don't enjoy studying anymore. it's not worthwhile. i feel anxiety more than enjoyment when i think of uni. i don't get excited anymore even though my sched this sem is not tight in comparison from last sem

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love this moment

windy and quiet afternoon.

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hihi got to see my new crush for 3 consecutive days...my heart is full :)

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september

tiireeed. sleepy. hungry. dehydrated. headache. poor gut health. acne.

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nighttyy

#Spotify

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my problem with making decisions is that decisions invite judgment and criticism and I cannot handle judgment or criticism. I want to do everything in secret and I don't want to know anyone's thoughts about it

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oh same and sadly I'm actually good at it.

one of my toxic traits is experiencing immense pain and just not telling anyone at all

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not trying is worse than failing.

"at least I know I tried."

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Yess gurl he is. 100% YESS!

#joseph quinn #eddie munson

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Supposedly I am not going to log in my tumblr anymore that's why i downloaded Reddit--however idk how to use it at all so I gave up and decided to just log in again my tumblr.

No regrets at all hahaha this is my comfort space afterall :))

#reddit

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I knew it people on tumblr are also obsessed on Joseph Quinn hahaha who's not, right???

Idk but I really want him on the show huhu give us miracle stranger things 5 hahaha

#eddie munson #chrissy wake up #joseph quinn #stranger things

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haha just got back here in tumblr after a long time cause y not hahaha. I read my previous posts and I'm kinda surprised how mature I am and not realizing it back then not until I read those posts again.

Also, not much happens. Oh, i lose some weight hahaha but yo-yo is real :(( so I'm trying my best again to motivate myself to be fit.

And still life is hard. Problems everywhere but still find something that will cheers me up.

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I am sad. I am angry. And I hate this feeling because although I am aware of what's happening--I still can't control my temper. Negative emotions controls me.