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i keep looking at this picture (it's my lock screen) like........ not even nuclear fission could pull me out of him................

#piston him so long and so hard we invent clean energy #omg who said that

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I just didn't understand how people are attracted to people that act like kids like I'll see a grown woman fictional or real talking like a toddler and it's literally grating

#right like every time i see an errant clip of a vtuber acting like a baby i want to throw up

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ik i said im not gonna be shady abt it anymore but im gonna pause on the personal growth to say hakyeon must be broke or something bc why is he hanging out with vixx all of a sudden 😭😭😭😭😭 like look who came crawling back just bc the rent is due!

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please send me the energy/power/bravery/audacity to communicate my feelings to my friend who i met on hinge but we are not dating because we are friends but like in a ‘id rather be friends before dating’ way i know i need to be an adult and be like “hey i like you so bad” but i really do notttt want to. but i feel like we are both first move averse (2x virgo venus… oomf is literally a libra/scorpio cusp also) so i know im like. i gotta do SOMETHING. i hate it here let me out

2 virgo venuses (cautious. full of loyalty but shy in giving it out) and one is a libra (would rather die than make a first move into something serious and make a social faux pas or do anything to be disliked)....................................................................................i am sending you SO MUCH LOVE. SO MUCH POWER. SO MUCH ENERGYYYY. YOU GOT THIS. LETS STOP THINKING AND START DOINGGGGGG YOU CAN DO THISSSSSS. YOU MAY NOT EVER FEEL BRAVE ENOUGH BUT DO IT SCARED ANYWAYS!!!!!! GREAT THINGS COME FROM DOING IT SCARED!

#thats me laying hands on u and injecting power into you #asks

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i should have spoke my words cause when you mentioned you were thinking of doing a theme around romeo and juliet my brain went straight to he's soooo mercutio like the whole drama of him!! oh how i would love to see him do the, a plague on both your houses scene

OOMF TO OOMF CONNECTIONNNN

^our minds. but the moment i saw those pics i thought of mercutio 😭😭😭i remember watching romeo + juliet (1996) in english class in high school and something abt mercutio was just sooooooo. the coolness the acceptance of his tragic death like its leo coded. plus he loves to play a character that dies lollllllll we need him in a shakespeare adaptation ASAP!

#i REALLY wanna do a tekken 8 theme but the romeo juliet idea is just screaming at me #ill make both and then swap out at some point lol #asks

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“voting for biden is harm reduction” lmao for who exactly??? u think u can’t get touched or u deserve it less than the people who have suffered under his policies???? is that ur version of “allyship”??? it’s not an issue until it can possibly affect u personally???

#atp liberal dems keep saying harm reduction as means to comfort themselves bc it is NOT reality

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sniper at a PEACEFUL protest at a college but im supposed to believe voting blue will stop fascism? okayyyyyyyyyyy

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i don't think ill ever truly 190% believe in astrology until carl jung visits me in a dream to explain synchronicity. like wdym it's all connected in ways a human being can't even rationalize

#my problem is that i keep trying to rationalize #i want to fabricate my own synchronicity and that's just not gonna work lol

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back to thinking astrology is real. back in december when the agony was starting up i cast a horary chart asking when a new job would come and it said my emotional side was deep in the throes of misery. that i was being obsessive. focus on surviving. everything is on fire. earlier this week i cast a chart if i would get this job and it's almost the exact same chart but this time a planet is right there in the one itty bitty spot that is considered an oasis of good fortune in the midst of the chaos!

#im still skeptical over horary but i will admit that gave me chills

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but also how can i move forward if i keep waiting around for the perfect opportunity that isn't guaranteed to come

like there's no price to pay for happiness but also i have a car note

#idk u guize

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like there's no price to pay for happiness but also i have a car note

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a job i interviewed for called me presumably with a job offer and the pay is so low initially where i would be suffering seriously but i would be out of this job i hate now where i am suffering seriously so idk what to do

*living pay check to pay check* should i take a 50% pay cut 🤔

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*living pay check to pay check* should i take a 50% pay cut 🤔

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i had a dream last night that i was either attending or giving a lecture that was breaking down why the losing game choreo is so good. all i remember was someone slowing down the one part where he does the neck thing and the speaker was like 'look at that. he's even serving cunt with his neck. this is serious shit TAKE NOTES'

#and my consciousness was agreeing with everything #dream log

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@leo_jungtw

Present for st

#STILL NOT OVER ITTTTTTTRRRRRRRREER #the biker gang au ive put him and me in..... in my mind ofc!