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bpd culture is catching yourself in the middle of an episode but not being able to stop because your emotions are too strong to the point it physically hurts to ignore

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BPD math: they said I can come “if I want” instead of “you should come” so that means they hate me and they wish I was dead.

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borderline personality disorder is known for making it hard for people to manage their emotional reactions. most of us with bpd were punished or shamed as a child for being emotional. our feelings & thoughts were never valid & we never learned how to control our emotions. since we never know what emotions or reactions are correct, we just end up with too much all at once & boil over. we were never able to understand if our feelings were correct in certain situations, which makes things much, MUCH harder.

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Shoutout to people with bad work histories due to disability.

People who can’t stay at one job.

People who can’t get a job or work.

People who can only work part-time or need a lot of sick days.

Our value is not determined by our ability to work.

[a-random-daydreamer]

"people with (disorder) not bad cause not feel empathy, can still feel compassion/sympathy/etc.!" but what about people who not feel those? i dunno, am just think, maybe not bad because choose not be bad people. even if bad, still deserve understanding, yknow ? to get better.

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I haven’t seen anyone make a post like this so here goes

this is a post for all severely depressed people who can’t channel their depression into anything “creative”, who have abandoned their hobbies for months or years because of the lack of energy and motivation, for those who keep rewatching old stuff over and over because getting into new things costs energy, for those who struggle having and keeping interests because the fog in the brain makes everything feel dull and nothing feels special. For everyone missing the pre-depression days of binging a show or obsessing over a video game or having it inspire you. It can be hard being on this website full of creative and passionate people (no shade) talking and sharing interests when you don’t even see the point of getting out of bed. All we can do is hope it’ll get better one day. Let’s not lose this hope. It will be okay, it has to. ❤️‍🩹

[a-random-daydreamer]

yeah i’m fine *smashes head into table repeatedly*

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[a-random-daydreamer]

I'm like if a girl who didn't do much was still experiencing burnout

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- Evelyn Waugh, from Brideshead Revisited (1945)

[a-random-daydreamer]

Para // Nathaniel Sangster

“Rule number one: do not show weakness. As far as anyone knows, you are emotionless. This has been the most effective buffer for pain I have ever used.”

[a-random-daydreamer]

Dissociated to survive

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bpd feels like you’re constantly begging for affection because normal amounts of affection doesn’t feel like enough

[a-random-daydreamer]

bpd girls are dangerous because she disappears for a week and when you talk again she changed so drastically as if she'd been through 3 different wars, witnessed horrors beyond human comprehension, died in the last, got into hell where she was tortured for a time period which seemed like a thousand years then escaped and climbed up from hell just to resurrect but in reality it was just her being alone in her room with her own thoughts for a week

[a-random-daydreamer]

People without BPD (Borderline Personnality Disorder) will never understand the shit we’re going through every second of our life.

It’s always «you’re acting so fucking crazy and paranoid»

but never «what happened for you to react like this?»

[a-random-daydreamer]

Ever since I went off my antidepressants, my MaDD has come back full force

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