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Just me and my loyal guard dog enjoying our lazy morning

pretending to be a rich single house-owner while dog-/house-sitting for my aunt

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pretending to be a rich single house-owner while dog-/house-sitting for my aunt

#drinking expensive tea on the balcony looking upon my fancy garden #having the time of my life

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didn't really work :))

I finally understand why people do workouts to destress

#went on a walk #almost cried #went back home #immediately on edge again #it was nice while i was out #i think i just need to retreat to the woods on my own for a few days and ill be fine

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I finally understand why people do workouts to destress

#have been doing workouts everyday this week and took a break for the weekend bc i didnt want to do them in front of my family #the amount of anger that just came from nowhere- #literally was about to destroy something bc of nothing #never gonna spend days at home soing nothing while my family is also there again #could not be worse for my mental health #i really want to punch something but our punching bag isnt hung up and my sister is in that room anyways #so im going on a walk/run

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Gonna go cry bc of math

#its gonna be my last math test ever but god please just let me get an average grade on this one #why does it have to be so hard

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send me a stray kids song and i’ll make you a movie poster – drive for @klopez01 hi-res downloads available on my ko-fi

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When you're so touch starved instead of sleeping you try to think if ways to get hugs without directly asking for them

#i wanted to sleep but my mind was like #no. #youre gonna suffer #ive been scheming for half an hour

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i don’t need to put my mental disorders in my bio you can easily infer that there’s something wrong with me

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I am ✨fucked✨

#it is currently 1:16 am and i have to get up at 6:30 for school #:))) #god i hate myself

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How do you tell a friend that's def gonna be offended that they should stop being so classist

#and i hate confrontation #but this bitch is really pissing me off rn #like okay i dont have a camera at my doorbell #you have seen the fucking apartment i live in #i share a room with my sister #just bc you parents own a successful company and you're an only child doesnt mean you can just be so rude/oblivious #about how other people live #and shes always like that about stuff that doesnt affect her #like she obv understands what its like to be at a disadvantage bc you're queer and have mental health issues #but ofc poor or homeless or fat people are disgusting and its their own fault #like hoe just stfu please if you cant say something nice

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If I die tonight tell my friends I love them

#i have a damn high fever el oh el #38.6°c what a slay

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everything hurts

#having a cold SUCKS #hatethis

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I'm so drunk that I just wanna sleep I could probably sleep on this bench rn even tho the music is really loud and ppl are screaming

A nap would be so great rn

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I am a bit drunk and this party isn't really a vibe

I had more fun walking around outside with my friend

I kinda wanna make out with this one dude mc he's been staring at me

But I kinda wanna make out with the friend i always make out with at parties but she's not here yet

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“too much love” - photo sequence by katja kemnitz

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Oh the sensory overload is HERE