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@aconstellationofmemories I TAKE BACK MY THANK YOU HOW THE HELL COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME??? TO MY FEELINGS???? UGH YOU SICK WOMAN 😭😭😭

The one thing you write for Miraxus week and it's fucking angst are you kidding. I'm shedding tears rn and it's been like 3 minutes since I finished. Like wtf. Still loved this with my whole heart like wowwww, but I just want to kick your ass personally

Of Nightmares and Promises Chapter 4: Laxus

Miraxus Week 2021 Day 1: Wink, Day 3: Star-crossed Lovers, & Day 4: Winter.

What should I say, wouldn’t she be surprised

I waited so much for today.

I’m about to go see you.

In this coming season, I’ll come to you.

Everything that passes by makes me nervous as if they are new to me

Even the scenery that seems like it will overflow

It feels like today’s gift, it makes me happy

- Super Junior-K.R.Y. - The Way Back To You

Laxus clutched the side handles, his limbs shaking as he disembarked the 2-hour train ride from hell. The world spun; vomit threatened to rise to his throat; yet he forced himself to put one foot in front of the other, out the open door to his reprieve. I dare you, he mentally challenged his supposedly non-existent motion sickness.

An eternity seemed to pass before – at long last – his feet touched solid ground again. Slowly, his head stopped swirling and the turbulent waves inside his stomach began to settle.

He sighed in relief.

Over.

His torture was finally over.

Opening his eyes, he caught a child glancing at the train, then at him. The boy regarded him oddly with furrowed brows and pursed lips, as though he was a weird specimen who had just emerged from the train. Perhaps he had never seen someone as handsome or bulky as him?

The boy’s eyes glinted with undisguised amusement and then – in a completely unexpected move – burst into giggles beside his clueless mother.

Belatedly, the pieces clicked in his mind. His cheeks flushed with heat. Indignation flared in him at the growing awkwardness he felt. He was Laxus Dreyar, for God’s sake.

A distraction. He needed a distraction.

Clearing his throat, he pretended to search inside his sling bag. His fingers brushed against the polished wood of a pair of chopsticks and the silk encasing it – the unofficial reward from his mission.

“Why two pairs?” he asked, reluctantly accepting the two sets of silk-covered chopsticks from the requester’s mother.

“One for you, one for her.”

“W-who?” He had never mentioned anyone.

The elderly lady simply eyed him sharply. “You know who.”

Only one person came to mind for the symbolic gift. A fluttering sensation stirred up in his chest; his heartbeat picked up rhythm at the prospect of giving the gift to its owner. Growing up as a Dreyar, there were very few times when he lacked confidence. His arse of a father denied him that luxury. Yet, all at once, foreign insecurities and doubts assaulted him.

Was the item too simple? Would she like it? What if she rejected him?

He gave himself a mental shake. What if, what if, what if – they would go on forever if he entertained the possibilities. No longer would his cowardice or hesitance stand in the way between them. Life would not merely happen to him – he would make life happen.

A small smile graced his lips as anticipation bloomed over meeting her again.

I’m on my way back to you, Mira.

____________________________________

“I see you from afar

Like this season, you’re so beautiful.

Passing the time I missed you, I come back to you.

I’ll come see you, yeah.”

- Super Junior-K.R.Y. - The Way Back To You

Sunlight streamed in between the pink cloud of gently swaying sakura branches. Fragrant petals of youthful rosy shades slowly descended with the soft nudge of a breeze. Under the shade of those scenic trees, he found a woman who was just as beautiful as them, if not more.

Kindly read the rest (because Tumblr has a new word limit) on AO3.

Chapter 1: Juvia | Chapter 2: Gray | Chapter 3: Jellal

Of Nightmares and Promises is a collection of oneshots with nightmares and promises being the central theme. Although Chap 1 and 2 are twoshots, it is not necessary to read them in order.

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Omg just-

YES💕💕

MIRAXUS WEEK DAY 7: WITCH

Another AU, where the most loved women of the kingdom seduced Lord Laxus in order to end the witches hunting. She was caught and end up burn but not without letting “The Heir”.

I’m really enjoing the promps

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This added like 3 minutes of smiling and ectasy before I had to confront all my work again. Thank you so much Min, this was beautiful and made me feel so much better!😭😩💕

Of Nightmares and Promises Chapter 4: Laxus

Miraxus Week 2021 Day 1: Wink, Day 3: Star-crossed Lovers, & Day 4: Winter.

What should I say, wouldn’t she be surprised

I waited so much for today.

I’m about to go see you.

In this coming season, I’ll come to you.

Everything that passes by makes me nervous as if they are new to me

Even the scenery that seems like it will overflow

It feels like today’s gift, it makes me happy

- Super Junior-K.R.Y. - The Way Back To You

Laxus clutched the side handles, his limbs shaking as he disembarked the 2-hour train ride from hell. The world spun; vomit threatened to rise to his throat; yet he forced himself to put one foot in front of the other, out the open door to his reprieve. I dare you, he mentally challenged his supposedly non-existent motion sickness.

An eternity seemed to pass before – at long last – his feet touched solid ground again. Slowly, his head stopped swirling and the turbulent waves inside his stomach began to settle.

He sighed in relief.

Over.

His torture was finally over.

Opening his eyes, he caught a child glancing at the train, then at him. The boy regarded him oddly with furrowed brows and pursed lips, as though he was a weird specimen who had just emerged from the train. Perhaps he had never seen someone as handsome or bulky as him?

The boy’s eyes glinted with undisguised amusement and then – in a completely unexpected move – burst into giggles beside his clueless mother.

Belatedly, the pieces clicked in his mind. His cheeks flushed with heat. Indignation flared in him at the growing awkwardness he felt. He was Laxus Dreyar, for God’s sake.

A distraction. He needed a distraction.

Clearing his throat, he pretended to search inside his sling bag. His fingers brushed against the polished wood of a pair of chopsticks and the silk encasing it – the unofficial reward from his mission.

“Why two pairs?” he asked, reluctantly accepting the two sets of silk-covered chopsticks from the requester’s mother.

“One for you, one for her.”

“W-who?” He had never mentioned anyone.

The elderly lady simply eyed him sharply. “You know who.”

Only one person came to mind for the symbolic gift. A fluttering sensation stirred up in his chest; his heartbeat picked up rhythm at the prospect of giving the gift to its owner. Growing up as a Dreyar, there were very few times when he lacked confidence. His arse of a father denied him that luxury. Yet, all at once, foreign insecurities and doubts assaulted him.

Was the item too simple? Would she like it? What if she rejected him?

He gave himself a mental shake. What if, what if, what if – they would go on forever if he entertained the possibilities. No longer would his cowardice or hesitance stand in the way between them. Life would not merely happen to him – he would make life happen.

A small smile graced his lips as anticipation bloomed over meeting her again.

I’m on my way back to you, Mira.

____________________________________

“I see you from afar

Like this season, you’re so beautiful.

Passing the time I missed you, I come back to you.

I’ll come see you, yeah.”

- Super Junior-K.R.Y. - The Way Back To You

Sunlight streamed in between the pink cloud of gently swaying sakura branches. Fragrant petals of youthful rosy shades slowly descended with the soft nudge of a breeze. Under the shade of those scenic trees, he found a woman who was just as beautiful as them, if not more.

Kindly read the rest (because Tumblr has a new word limit) on AO3.

Chapter 1: Juvia | Chapter 2: Gray | Chapter 3: Jellal

Of Nightmares and Promises is a collection of oneshots with nightmares and promises being the central theme. Although Chap 1 and 2 are twoshots, it is not necessary to read them in order.

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THE AUDACITY!!

I over did it and I LOVE IT

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MIRAXUS WEEK Day 2 : Master

They are BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS, PERFECT!!

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MIRAXUS WEEK DAY 3: Star-crossed lovers

Yeah ep 48 when this idiot got expelled, but “thanks” to him her powers were reactivated in the some way. Here Mira is thanking him for that.

EH Laxus always so extreme

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she loves winter, he doesn’t. but he loves her, so whatever

I’m trying to jump on an outgoing train 6_6 

miraxus week, day 4 “winter”

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MIRAXUS WEEK DAY 4 : Winter

As teens they are a BROTP, all that respect for each other got to come from somewhere…

I loved his sweater by the way

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@miraxusweek #miraxusweek2021 » Day 5: Poison

Title: Scar of Life Summary: Laxus wanted to forgive himself. But forgiving and forgetting were two different things. And Mirajane had no problem dealing with demons and poisons, even if they were deep inside the heart. FF.net: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13824816/1/Scar-of-Life AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/29609220

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MIRAXUS WEEK DAY 5 : Poison

Mira : “Poison? That’s merely a dessert for a demon like me <3”

Yes, Mira could have helped in the healing of Laxus. How she gonna help is up to the demon…

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MIRAXUS WEEK DAY 6 : BACKSEAT

Well, I started by a nice date but then my mind saw a celebrity/ Bodyguard AU

Laxus’ a thief that use the position of bodyguard to stole the codes and and jewels and helps Mirajane Strauss, The Diva with her special needs.

By the end he falls for her, she told him she knew is plan but keep him cuz he knows how to please her. 

I love the lights work still have to train

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Fairies and Dragonflies

Warning: If you didnt read the previous chapters you will be so fucking confused so best to go back with this link: https://my.w.tt/nw0KOnbfRcb

Now onto the trash dump!

Chapter 8: Trouble for Both

You gotta be kidding me." Gray grumbled in disbelief. He still tightly clutched the newspaper that headlined what could either make or break his career.

It was about 9 in the evening, and he just trudged through his door.  Gray flopped on the couch, his limbs sprawled any which way. He was the personification of a mess right now.

The talk with his manager, Mr. Kyoji was unusually awkward and gruesomely long.Gray wasn't usually one to formally apologize but if it saved his ass from punishment, it was worth it.

He never knew what the protocol was for this type of situation, fraternizing with a rival band. He guessed him and Juvia could always vouch they were just hanging out as friends. But either way rumors would start, considering it was just the two of them. Plus he didn't have the most squeaky clean record involving females.

Either way, it damaged Juvia's career the most however you looked at it. The public always seemed to target women the most when it came to romantic endeavors. Not that there ever would be one between them now.

Gray chuckled horsely as he thought back to 3 days ago. So much had happened in so little time, that he never even got to  process Juvia's rejection. Not that it was a proper one.

It seemed like everything was going great at first and then it was as if she completely changed into a different entity. She became snarky and he dare say bitter. It didn't make any sense to him. Why would anyone ever be bitter with him? Well he had a few reasons but its not like he even knew the girl for long. The scene kept replaying in his head, although he knew it was useless to think about it now.

The more he thought about it the more he got pissed. Who the heck did she think she was? He hadn't done a damn thing and he definitely didn't deserve to get verbally trashed like that. It all just left a sour taste in his mouth.

"That girl...whats with her." Gray mumbled to himself more than anyone.

Gray rested his eyes as he only took in the sound of his own breath. He hated when it got like this. So quiet. He honestly despised when it became so stilled, as if the world stopped spinning. He hated it, as it felt like there was a missing element. In his life, his home and even maybe his heart. Although Gray would never admit it , even to himself.

Gray's stomach grumbled ferociously and it reminded him of his lack of food from today. Gray's contemplation of whether to order pizza became meaningless, as a ring echoed throughout his apartment.

"Unknown number huh?"

Gray pressed reject and slouched back into his couch, again trying to create the somber mood once more. Once again the phone rung, and with the same unknown digits.

Probably some crazy fan found out his number, although he couldn't imagine how. Guess he had to change it once again. Unless it was...

He did give his actual phone number to Juvia, even if she didn't give hers. He picked up almost a little too quickly and tried to sound as natural as possible.

"Hello?" 

"Is this Gray Fullbuster?"

Anddd not Juvia. As he reached for the decline button, he couldn't help but recognize the voice in his subconscious.

"Who the hell is this?"

"Um Lucy Heartfilia? From 'Fairies'. We were introduced after our concert-"

" Wait which girl were you again?? The red haired hot one?"

"What- no! I'm the blond one! This is already irritating..." There was a discreet groan at the end of the line before she cleared her throat and took on a more stern tone.

" I'm calling because I wanted to ask about the day you went out with Juvia."

Well this was not what he was expecting.

"Oh thank god. Thought this call was because you wanted to hook up or some shit."

"I really want to hang up right now, but I need answers. Tell me what happened before you end up on my shit list please."

"How about this- you tell me who gave you my phone number. I deserve to at least know that much."

He could feel the girl roll her eyes even over the phone.

"Can't say."

" You can if you want answers. What's it gonna be blondie?"

" Fine. It was from the paper in Juvia's....purse."

"Wait. Don't tell me you stole her purse and took my phone number? The hell-"

"I didn't steal! It was just sitting there! And I remember you giving her yours on that tiny piece of paper."

"So...you stole it."

"ANYWAY! Can you answer my question today please?"

Gray scratched his head, contemplating on how much to tell her. The event was a bit embarrassing, even for him. Not like all his dates ended that badly.

" To be honest, not much. We went on a date and things were going well. Then she just freaked out and blew up at me when we were heading back. That's all really."

There was no answer on the other end.

" Hey are ya still there??"

"Yeah dummy, do you hear a beep? And wow. Juvia looked totally not into you when you guys first met. Surprised she even agreed to a date."

Gray could feel his cheeks burning in embarrassment.

" Well I sort of saved her life, so it would be nice if you just shut up."

Lucy frowned as she twisted her blond hair in between her fingers. A quirk known to all her closest friends when she was in deep thought.

" Another thing. I have only seen Juvia get pissed once in my entire life. And I've known her for 3 years."

"You known her for that long? Was she as difficult back then as she is now?"

"You must have said something really dickish. I swear to God if you said anything to hurt her feelings-"

"Of course not! If anything I'm the victim!"

" Yeah, well explain why Juvia hasnt come out of her room for 3 days, except for practice!?"

"How the hell would you know that?"

" Juvia, Levy and I all live in the same complex. So I know-"

"That's fucking weird, just saying. What are you, her babysitter?"

" You know what? I don't need to take this shit. I'm hanging up!" Lucy seethed.

"And make sure you give my number back to her so she can apologize whenever."

The only thing that met his voice was the sound of continuous beeping.

Great. That girl had to call him, demanding answers and make him remember the incident all over again. Gray frustratingly glided his fingers through his frazzled hair. Not like he wasn't already thinking about it, for some unexplainable reason.

What bugged him in the back of his mind though was a bit unsettling to him. Why did Juvia even keep his number if she really hated him that much? In fact, she could have threw it away as soon as she had gotten it from him.

He wondered if she would have called him first if he just did absolutely nothing. Gray cursed under his breath before he trudged up to the bedroom. Feeling the coolness of the newly washed sheets gave him temporary comfort to the ache in his heart.

At times like this, he could still hear the softness of his mother's voice. It plagued him so, but at times like this he appreciated the soothing voice setting his mind at ease. Hearing a voice that you knew you could never touch, felt eerie at times. But when he would try to recall the appearance of the voice which beckoned him so much, there was always nothing.

#gruvia #fairytail #gray fullbuster #juvia #juvia loxar

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Dragons and Fireflies

Waitttt! If you havent read the previous chapters I wouldnt advise reading this. Here's the link for the rest of the chapters if you need to go back. https://my.w.tt/gYNayRx9rcb

Since the ones on my tumblr...are forever lost now😔 Anyway those who read it please enjoy!

Chapter 7: Buried Memories

"Juvia is so sorry, Anna~sama. She never thought things would turn out so...complicated."

All Anna could do was carress her temples in order to calm herself down. After all she was getting older, and she couldn't let such things stress her out anymore. Unless she wanted an early grave dug of course.

" It's quite alright Juvia. It isnt as big of a deal as it seems."

Juvia couldnt help but breathe a sigh of relief at her reassuring comment. She would never forgive herself if she ever endangered the bands success with her selfishness.

"Oh thank goodness-"

"If you clean up the mess you made."

Juvia's heart stopped as she held her breath. As she took in her words silently, a million questions popped into her head. That she was too afraid to hear the answer to. What on earth did she mean by that? And the bigger question was how could she possibly even fix this mess? Anna's eyes softened as she met Juvia's worried ones.

"We need to figure out how the public would take this whole misunderstanding first and then address the situation publicly. Thats the smartest thing to do at this moment. Until then I will discuss the predicament with the Dragonflies manager."

As Juvia listened for the click of her door, she could finally breathe a sigh of relief. She had known when she had seen the photo in the paper, things would get bad. But she never thought this bad. And now the world was convinced Gray Fullbuster from the popular band 'Dragonflies' was her secret lover.

It was even worse they were competitors, both fighting for the top spot of best band. Why did she do it? Get involved with Gray Fullbuster? Her reasons were something personal to her, close to her heart that was from the past that she so desired to forget. It wasnt his looks or anything, although she couldnt deny his attractiveness.

She knew the rumors were true, after all she had seen for her own eyes the damage he could do to a woman. And she wouldnt be one of those who was affected by his charms. She refused to. She was the one who was going to teach him how women were to be treated, and not as playthings.

She was going to do it...for her. But she messed things up because of her anger, and now look at what happened. Her head was pounding with past emotions steadily creeping back from their place pushed deep down in her heart. It made her clench her fists in irritation and helplessness. Maybe she hadnt changed from all those years ago. The nightmares also flooded back to her, making her freeze in her own body. She shook in frustration with herself.

Did she even change at all? No, she wasnt that naive girl from years ago anymore, and she would never be again. Too much had happened for that. She never thought this would go so far, and affect her friends though. Her bandmates meant the world to her, and she would never hurt them purposely. After all, they saved her from her wretched life, after she had fallen so deep into despair. Gajeel...

She felt tears well up in her eyes before she couldnt help but scowl at her emotions getting the best of her once again. She chuckled dryly. She never was one for hiding her emotions, and her faces always told the world how she felt. She despised that with her entire being.

Although with Gray, it was easy to hide them, and she doubted he cared about them anyway. Thats why he was so easy to manipulate at the time. Its not like Juvia wasnt worried about her image at all. In fact it was probably tainted just by even being seen with that womanizer.

Her image in the band was supposed to be the innocent but sexy one, and men went crazy over it. Her merchandise being the most bought out in stores. She remembered when Lucy made a fuss about it, chastising Anna of giving her the wrong image for the band

And Juvia couldn't help but muffle her laughs with her hand in the background.

Her heart warmed at the memory and it made her clutch at her heart thinking of losing that small happiness. They were just taking off and already making merchandise, because Anna was sure that they would become a success fast. Juvia couldnt help but wonder that maybe Anna had made the wrong choice letting her into Fireflies.

"Juvia? Juvia! I have been calling your name for 5 minutes now!" She jumped at the sudden noise and swung her head up. She thought she had locked the door.

"Ahh Levy-san. What do you need?" Juvia asked exasperated.

She tried to wipe her stray tears quickly, turning her face in embarrassment. She hadn't even noticed she had cried. Levy did nothing but stare at her for a minute, before walking over and plopping down on the couch right beside her.

" You know, the girls are really not upset or anything. If thats what...you're crying about?"

Juvia looked into her cocoa irises and Levy met hers. They were full of worry.

"Honestly Juvia is fine. She just...regrets causing you guys so much trouble." Juvia tried to put on a smile but it came out as an obvious grimace.

"You really didnt. After all anyone who doesnt know that females have sexual needs too, know now."

"Huh???"

"Sexual needs? I read it in a reproduction book too. Apparently women have the most urge for it during pregnancy. Wait could this be-"

"Oh nooo Levy-san, this incident has nothing to do with...that."

"Oh. So not at all? You didnt...do anything?"

"Heavens no. Im not that kind of girl." Juvia gave her a reassuring smile, while Levy wiped her brow in relief.

"Cana lost 50 bucks today." She smiled staring a little too hard at her lap.

" What do you mean Levy-san?" She was beginning to feel suspicious.

"Well umm..."

"Levy..."

" Alright, alright! The girls made a bet about if you slept with Gray or not. Of course I bet that you didnt, but Cana got into my head and made me think things...something about girls needing devouring too. So I read up on it and..."

Juvia stared in disbelief as Levy squirmed under her gaze. A giggled echoed throughout the room, making Levy jump in surprise.

" Of course she did! Cana-san is always talking about things like that."

When Levy saw the laughter wasnt of anger or irritation, she laughed along too.

" Yeah, and Lucy chastised her for even thinking of you being so careless. She said' Juvia would only do dirty things like that when she's married.' "Levy took a breath before she continued.

" And then Cana said 'Listen hunny, if you have a good sex life, all the worries go away. Thats why I have no gray hair yet and ole Lucy does.' "Levy couldnt help but chuckle at her own impersonation of Cana.

Juvia laughed at her words. She wished she would have been there to hear the rest but she had been stuck in her room, hiding for at least two days. Levy placed a small pale hand on hers.

" Dont hide from us, ok Juvia? We miss you." She then gave her a tight squeeze, wrapping her arms around Juvia's whole body.

Juvia sat there, stiff as a board but she hugged her back silently. She allowed some tears to slip down now. After all this was a special moment. She had forgotten her friends were such kind souls, and they would be accepting of just about everyone. That didnt mean Juvia could just accept herself whole-heartedly though.

She would always be dirty in her own eyes. As she waved goodbye to Levy and she heard the click of her door, she laid back and stared at the white of her ceiling. What did Anna mean 'clean up her mess'? And what would that entail?

#gruvia #gray fullbuster #fairytail #levy mcgarden #juvia loxar #fanfics

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OMGGGG BEAUTIFULLLL😭😍😍😍

Happy Miraxus Day !!!!!

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It’s my birthday

and I decided to celebrate it by posting this sketch. Happy Miraxus Day!

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P.S also thank you so much for the birthday wishes 😭💜

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Mirajane : hey, you wanna hear a joke ?

Laxus : No.

Mirajane : Yes you do. Okay, here it goes...

Suggested by @fababyzz

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Omg I love this😍😍❤😭

Early Night

Request from @indigotsubaki for Mirajane using Laxus as a makeup dummy. 

.

It was one of those stagnant kind of days where not much was going on and the bar was all but dead. Mirajane enjoyed those days, as she did most, for specific reasons dealing with the less stress load and not as much risk of injury do to a bar brawl, but overall, it made for a rather boring day.

When Laxus happened into the hall, she did perk up some, as she often did at the sight of her occasional date, but when he approached the bar with something of a question on his tongue, she knew she was about to have the misfortune of turning him down.

“I’m sorry, dragon,” she remarked before he could even make his offer, standing where she had behind the bar, wiping it down with a cool rag, “but I have to work today. And tomorrow. And the day after, actually-”

“Mirajane,” Kinana quickly butted in. She was rare to do this, especially when the woman was having a rather private conversation, but the bar was so empty that day that she heard her across the room and rushed right over. Serving tray under one arm, she stood before the bar and off to the side of Laxus as she insisted to her mentor of sorts, “I can handle everything here today. You more than deserve a day off.”

“What? No.” The older woman frowned. “I don’t want to leave you here all by yourself. Just so Laxus and I could go on a date?”

“I haven’t,” Laxus spoke up then, perhaps with a bit of a grumble as he glanced back and forth at the women before him, “asked you for a date, you know.”

“O-Oh.” She beamed though, Mirajane did, up at the man as she remarked, “Did you not get to that part yet?”

“No,” he replied though, just as quickly, he was shrugging some as he said, “But I was going to ask if-”

“Go, Mira.” Kinana seemed rather insisted. “Everything will be fine here. Promise.”

“Well,” the other woman sighed as she mulled it all over. “If you insist-”

“I really do.”

“Then-”

“I still,” Laxus complained in his monotone way, “haven’t asked to even take you out, you know.”

“Oh, dragon, then go ahead and ask,” Mirajane suggested with a bit of a giggle, as if he were the dense one.

Someone in the bar was calling out for a refill then and Kinana turned on her heel to take care of this issue, leaving the pair alone. As Mirajane stared up into his dark eyes though, Laxus only snorted.

“If you must know,” he began as she quickly moved to untie her apron and toss down the rag in her hand, “I actually just wanted you to come by my place tonight after work.”

“Your place?”

“No hard plan,” he assured her. “To just…be together.”

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