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[ald-skinty]

day 10 🪷

I forgot to do it yesterday 🫢

I was in a really bad pattern of being unable to cook for myself (neurodivergent things) and so every weekend I’d order food and eat wayyyyy too much so that’s been hard not to do haha

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinsp0 #thinspo #thinspiration

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day eight 🪷

honestly, people always tell me that I’m not as big as I think I am and that despite being bigger, I still have a nice figure. it’s usually just been my mom making snide comment from a young age. but my biggest critic has always been myself

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinsp0 #thinspo #thinspiration

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day eight 🪷

believe it or not I don’t actually have a workout routine at the moment. I walk the dog quite often but he’s old and can’t go too far. I have a desk job so I don’t get too much activity during the day. thinking about implementing a routine soon though

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinsp0 #thinspo #thinspiration

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day seven 🪷

they don’t know that I am doing it currently. my mom has always been a so called ‘almond mom’. she’s always been at a high weight herself and so her food fears and diets have always been projected onto me too. if she saw me lose the weight she’d be too happy to realise how I’d done it.

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinsp0 #thinspo #thinspiration

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day six 🪷

in the past I have been quite bad for binges. I think I was in the mentality that it’s only one time, it won’t ruin anything. But it would ruin it because I’d do it like twice a week.

this time I haven’t had any binges. I know now that it’s not worth it. weight loss is too important to me to give it up to binge eating.

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinsp0 #thinspo #thinspiration

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day four 🪷

I want to lose weight because I have always been the bigger girl. We live in a society where I will be taken less seriously and will be less desirable because I am the bigger girl. And I’m sick of it. I am going to change it. I’ve been so much more determined than during my last relapses.

I guess I’m doing it for myself but in the end, I’m doing it to appease society also.

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinsp0 #thinspo #thinspiration

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first thinsp0!

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fav thinsp0 🙏🙏

(not my pics, dm if u want it to be taken down)

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day four 🪷

my biggest fears would be loose skin, pretty sure that’s a guarantee with my sw, and my body not looking how I envision it. I’ve always been a big girl, the last time I was a “healthy” weight I was around 11/12, so I have no idea how my small body would look post puberty :(

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinsp0 #thinspo #thinspiration

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I don’t want to jinx anything because I know it won’t last long, but since I’ve started restricting again to around 500-700 calories, I have had so much more energy!

Did anyone else feel this?

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinsp0 #thinspo #thinspiration

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day three 🪷

my biggest thinspo pic I’ve always doted on since the age of 15

my favourite features are the effortless thigh gap and the curve of the waist. even though I’m huge right now, I still am lucky to have a smaller waist so I could only dream of how it’s going to look when I’m ✨skinny and dainty✨

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinspo #thinspiration #thinsp0

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⭐️WHY YOU SHOULD LOSE WEIGHT⭐️

Be able to buy clothes without worrying too much

Be more confident

Move more comfortably and work out without feeling embarrassed

Fit in standards; not be a fat friend

Eat in public without judges

Be able to eat high cal food from time to time without fear of being judged

Not be afraid of changing in front of others

Look better on photos

You can be picked up or sit on someone's lap without crashing others knees

Look taller

Have pretty hands

Not be pushed away because of your weight

Oversize clothes look good and cute on you

Be proud of yourself

Be treated better

People will compliment my achievement

Food will taste better, you will appreciate food more after long period of not eating it

Not be ashamed of your thighs after sitting down

Not being afraid to step on scale in front of others

Less hot in summer

Look better when you dance

Be faster

Take less space in public

Not feel hungry after eating less

No more knee pain

Look younger

Not getting tired after simple tasks like walking up the stairs or faster walk

Less sweating

Pretty jawline, changed face

Beds, chairs, floor won't make noise because of your weight

Feel more worthy

People will take your opinion more seriously

Friends met online won't be disappointed by how you look in real life

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day two 🪷

h 174cm 5”9

I don’t mind my height I suppose. The only downsides I can think of is not feeling as dainty as some smaller people and having larger feet :(

#ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #thinspø #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinspo #thinspiration

[ald-skinty]

day one 🪷

sw 248lbs

cw 246lbs

cgw 230lbs

ugw 140lbs

h 174cm

daily intake goal 800 kcal

#ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed diet #thinspø #tw disordered eating #thinspo #thinspiration

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maybe if I lost some weight, he’d want to be with me sooner

#ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed diet #thinspø #tw disordered eating #thinspo #thinspiration #ana trigger

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🪷 sage green inspo 🪷

#thinspo #thinspø #thinspiration #ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating #ana trigger