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Logging out for good. Packing, so I can take my massive victim complex with me. <3

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@sensitiveandhungry, @yrhome, @hee0soo, @minnnie-binnie, @zoe8stay, @bbyquokka, @imafivestarkpopstan, @lino-jagiyaa, @notastraykid, @alixnsuperstxr, @moon0fthenight

Dear people on my taglist, this is the last time I'm tagging you. I'm closing this account. I won't delete anything, so don't worry about losing access for re-reading. Thank you for all your support. <3

Alyszaen

12/12/22, 02:05 am - 09/09/23, 06:12 pm

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Alyszaen

12/12/22, 02:05 am - 09/09/23, 06:12 pm

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© 볼빵빵 쿼카몬 | preview

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HAN / 『SUPER BOWL』 FAN GUIDE VIDEO

[alyszaen]

I read a lot of your posts and I really wanted to thank you for making so many of your reader characters nonbinary. I feel so seen. There aren't a ton of writers out there who try to be this inclusive. And I noticed that you mentioned a pressure blanket once, or noise cancellation. Your autism-coding a ton of your characters. And in you're fics with panic attacks you always use a different method to calm the character. I actually didn't know one of the methods and it really helped me.

Thank you for being such an inclusive writer. I feel safe on you're blog. Keep doing what you're doing. Your saving people. ❤️

(PS I'm polish so sorry for any mistakes in my english.)

I am truly speechless. A moot of mine also once thanked me for autism-coding my characters, but I genuinely didn't know how BIG of an effect it had on multiple people. I make an attempt to make my fics as inclusive as possible. That's why you have never seen any of my reader characters be written as "blushing". I don't know if the people that read have a visible blush. Maybe they're a different skin-colour than me, or they cover acne with makeup and you can't see their face-colours change. And for the grounding - I actually struggle(d) with panic attacks before, so I attempt to add actual methods in there, so that people may get some possible ideas as to how help themselves. It's also why I always use different methods - I'm trying to cover as many possibilities as possible.

I am thankful for your message. I try hard to be as inclusive as I possibly can to make as many people as possible feel safe and welcome. To know that that did happen for you makes me incredibly joyful.

<3

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☆ — Put this star in the inbox of your favorite blogs. Its time to spread positivity!!💌

:( i love YOUR blog more tho >:(

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Squeeeeeeeeeze!!! You've been given a hug! Send this to all the people who you think deserve a hug. Let the hugging begin! ♥

<3

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Oh god.

I wasn't expecting this at all. It's the middle of the night right now, so all emotion is heightened.

I genuinely shed a tear over this. To know that I made an impact on you with my personality when most people consider it "too hyper" or "too high energy" makes me feel so loved. When you first followed me back I lowkey bragged to my moots. I was like "omg y'all know bbyquokka? yeah that one! She followed me back sjdjsjjs" (I'm not even joking omg)

The times we were able to both freak out over hanji or just quietly support eachother with reblogs or checking in on discord make me so incredibly happy.

I'm really glad that you started writing. <3

this is five days overdue but–it's been one year since i started writing!! (5th august 2022)

i wrote stormy night on a whim. i had the urge to start writing for skz (and in general) so i posted the fic and decided that if it was received well, i would continue and if not then at least i tried and well–one year later, here i am still ! 🙊

quick thank you to all the people that have given me love and support on this site. for the people that have encouraged me with ideas and motivated me in many ways. for the people that have proof read and reassured me during my lowest. thank you to all my moots for being here with me on this journey. i know i don't speak to some of you but from the interactions i have had with you all, you're all very nice, lovely, supportive and welcoming people!

some honourable mentions + more below cut;

@sstarryoong – you have encouraged me and reassured me with certain/sensitive ideas i have had. you were one of the very first people that started to consistently give me feedback and one of the first i started to interact with on this site. we would feed off each other chaotic energy and delulu thoughts to the point where i would end up writing them 🙊 it got to the point where we became so in love with each others art/writings that we did a collab together and i couldnt have asked for a better person to collab with. seeing you grow as a person and seeing your art and writing grow is amazing to watch (i feel like a parent watching their child on their first day of school ngl) you deserve all the love in the world and even though we dont talk on the daily, i am always here for you and i love you very much ‹3

@oshimee – my other half. my twin. my heart. i sadly dont remember when we started to talk (memory of a goldfish) but it feels like we have been speaking/known each other forever! we are so alike in so many ways, in fact, we are very very similar (aside from the obvious) our similarity goes as far down to our PARENTS!! LIKE BRO WHEN I FOUND THAT OUT ABOUT OUR MOTHERS ?!?!? aosudhasod!!! our biases are the sunshine twins themselves so clearly its a sign. it's just a shame it's taken this long for us to find each other :( we talk on the daily and we never run out of things to say, regardless. talking to you everyday is so normal to me that a day w.o you would be hella weird :/ you too, have also given me strength. picked me up during the roughest of moments and told me it's going to be ok, so thank you for that and ilysm (more than you love me. end off :*) ‹3‹3‹3

@alyszaen – your chaotic and high energy at times makes me feel all buzzed and high energy too. to be able to share things with you (especially jisung related) and seeing the response back makes my excitement feel worth. the fics you write are sweet enough to make my teeth rot and sad enough to make me crumble. you deserve happiness and love and i hope to see you grow into a beautiful person. regardless of what you do/write, remember that there are people that care and support you in more ways than one. ‹3

im not very good with words (online and irl lmao) and im super nervous to post this but just know that i am thankful for everything and everyone, regardless. at times, the love and support has been overwhelming (but in a good way!!)

i have big and many things planned for the future. lots and lots of ideas (just need to actually sit and write them) so i hope everyone will continue on with this journey with me!

once again, thank you all and ily!! ‹3‹3

#~{| nemu |}~

[alyszaen]

what if i have tears in my eyes now hUH

hi!! I really enjoy your writing style and wanted to know if there are any other writers you’d recommend? Thought I would ask because usually ‘birds of a feather flock together’~ meaning, you have a really great writing style and likely follow/enjoy other great writers! If this is inappropriate to ask, I’m sorry!!

hii thank u so much for the kind words! i do have several writers that i recommend. im probably missing a few and i don’t mean to but here! 💖

@hyungszn @hanjibug @telesvng @chrisbahng @seo--changbin @hwanghyunjinenthusiast @bintific @lixiesol @abcdefgiwsmcty @binsito @youn9racha @wanghyunjiin

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[alyszaen]

NAH BC LISTEN

both @chiskz and I were SO TORN. We first wanted it to be Hyunjin, because of a little...idea...I had that also started our friendship red lights series and then after that we thought...hmmm...seungmin is a good fit. Except then we wanted Hyunjin back. But then MORE OPTIONS AND IT WAS SO DIFFICULT I THINK WE BOTH STRUGGLED FOR WEEKS IT WAS NEVER CLEAR

But then doodle happened and the rest is history <3

I HAVNT BEEN ON THE ACCNT FOR A WHILE AND MY HEART BROKE WHEN I FOUND OUT CHICHI AND SUENGMIN BROOE UP KSJDKZJXJ I WNA KMS THEY WRRE MY FAVS FODHKDGDHAGEHE

mun.soya is typing...

I'M SO SO SORRY 😭 I really liked them too, but I believe me and @alyszaen chose the right person for her at the end of the day 🥹

#~{| soya |}~ #~{| my bluetooth connection |}~

[alyszaen]

THE PLOT THICKENS

《 CHICHI @ 2023 K-GLOBAL HEART DREAM AWARDS 》

♡ 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐟𝐢𝐭

♡ 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐭

____________________

♡𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭: @alyszaen , @smh-anon , @neohyxn , @stealanity , @alixnsuperstxr , @juliawritingblog , @rizzshimura , @elizalabs3

#alysrecs #recommendations #everyone needs to read this

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You will not believe the people that killed me in overwatch

So when I saw that I typed in chat "ATINY?" and they both said yes. We exchanged discord and played a couple of rounds together. It was so fun omg we stan finding atinys in the strangest of places

#atiny

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I'm so sorry love. I don't understand why this keeps happening. If we wanted our works on different platforms WE would post it there ourselves.

Reblogging to get more people to report them.

hello! i’m not sure if ur aware but some has been copying ur txt texts on tt; well the only difference is that they change it with different idols. they have copied many other writers on here; but i’m slowly trying to find everyone they’ve copied, as i find plagiarism to be extremely disrespectful. here’s a side by side comparison of ur texts & theirs.

the persons user name is @bylhs on tiktok. i’ve already called them out on it which resulted in getting blocked. i’m not completely sure if they’ve copied any other of yours or anybody else’s but if they have i’ll let you know.

thank you for telling me!! i honestly don’t know if i should feel flattered that someone chose me to plagiarise or not 😭 but thank you again!! i’ll see if i can dm them or comment something if not then i’ll just have to report :/

edit - i'm going to add some tags here and mention some moots in case their moots have been plagiarised too because so far i can only recognise mine & @jjuniehao's

@yenaluv @woosluv @strayingawayy @enblvsh @userhyune @alyszaen @ssaboala @jayoonology @jdopes-recorder @cheezetteokbokki

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two minutes

hyunjin x reader

this is messy but that live had me feeling things

warnings: minors dni!!, deep throating, cum eating, cock warming, hyunjin in a tank top

☆: @hhwangsmoon @straywrds @l3visbby @armysantiny @hwajin @casualtaelyn @staybangchan @hopeladybug @midsoulz @aestheticsluut @venustired @abiaswreck @reallyloudstarlight @deathlypink @djeniryuu @rachabreathing @alyszaen @starlostseungmin @bokk-minnie @spicymooseeyes @arlojulien-nightchild-of-hades @downbadreading @moasworld @ren0325 @ketchupaeternum @like-a-diamondinthesky

“Fuck,” Hyunjin mutters, head thrown back against the chair as his fingers tangle in your hair.

You moan around him at the slight pull on your hair, dragging your lips up his dick before pulling off with a wet pop.

“Two minutes baby,” you purr as your hand replaces your mouth, “Think you can do it?”

Hyunjin huffs, swallowing as his hooded eyes meet yours.

“Y-Yes.”

He didn’t sound very sure.

“Turn it on baby. Be good for two minutes and I’ll let you fuck my throat.”

Hyunjin’s thighs tremble as his hands fumble with his phone—nearly dropping it as he moves to set it up.

You continued your ministrations on his cock as he did so. You’ll have to admit that Hyunjin was good at controlling his expression when he needed to. No one knew that he had you under the desk—his hard cock tortured by your touch. You played with him as he talked, eyeing his swollen lips and sweaty hair.

And his fucking arms.

Your cunt practically ached at the sight of them.

That damn tank top. It had you wanting to consume him.

You lean forward, lips finally wrapping around his tip. You only suckle it at first—switching between licking sucking the sensitive head.

Then you went down on him.

You hear the shutter in his breath and notice the way he pulls his lip between his teeth. You don’t move at all, only swallowing around him every now and again to tease him.

Hyunjin’s fingers find yours, intertwining them before giving your hand a small squeeze.

How can someone so hot be so cute?

“Thirty more seconds,” he reminded his audience and you couldn’t help but to smile around him.

When the thirty seconds were up, Hyunjin abruptly ended the live before pulling you off of him and kissing you.

“Please baby,” he whimpered against your lips, his own hand joining yours as you jerked him slowly.

“Let me come down your throat.”

You nodded before leaning down and taking his dick between your lips once more. Hyunjin’s thrusts we’re urgent—one, two and then he was coming down your throat.

A choked sound left you, eyes stinging as he used you for his pleasure. You pull off of him with a gasp, lips coated in his cum. You barely get your tongue out of your mouth before Hyunjin is shoving his in—tasting himself on your tongue.

The two of you pull away from one another with harsh breaths.

Hyunjin’s hands carefully cradle the back of your head before pressing a loving kiss to your nose.

“Let’s try for five minutes next time.”

Hyunjin groans as he falls back against his chair, looking properly fucked out but happier than ever.

#alysrecs #recommendation #everyone needs to read this #dhjfahskj #fedsjkjf #fjiksedahiofj daskjsao #nah bc that live was >>>>>> #and so is this fic >>>

[alyszaen]

Reblogging incase anyone notices someone elses work on their account.

@feelbokkie a lot of their stuff looks quite similar to yours - now idk if you took inspo from Pinterest, but if not they're definitely copying some stuff.

hello! i’m not sure if ur aware but some has been copying ur txt texts on tt; well the only difference is that they change it with different idols. they have copied many other writers on here; but i’m slowly trying to find everyone they’ve copied, as i find plagiarism to be extremely disrespectful. here’s a side by side comparison of ur texts & theirs.

the persons user name is @bylhs on tiktok. i’ve already called them out on it which resulted in getting blocked. i’m not completely sure if they’ve copied any other of yours or anybody else’s but if they have i’ll let you know.

thank you for telling me!! i honestly don’t know if i should feel flattered that someone chose me to plagiarise or not 😭 but thank you again!! i’ll see if i can dm them or comment something if not then i’ll just have to report :/

edit - i'm going to add some tags here and mention some moots in case their moots have been plagiarised too because so far i can only recognise mine & @jjuniehao's

@yenaluv @woosluv @strayingawayy @enblvsh @userhyune @alyszaen @ssaboala @jayoonology @jdopes-recorder @cheezetteokbokki

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