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I am getting so many vibes at work this morning. I am going to be told something. Current bets are on 1. my supervisor is quitting or 2. One of my bosses is quitting

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cas talks about dean to other people like dean is his exotic pet that he is training to interact with humans and dean talks about cas like cas is his ball and chain housewife

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who up twinning their fantasy

#oh nothing much. just twinning my fantasy wbu

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hey I really appreciated your post about people caring for one another and saying do it with no proof that any higher power has ever done it before like idk I feel like I’ve never heard that said so plainly… and it just feels better than that conception of the universe. That added quote is really spiritual, my mom talks about the world like that, and I’ve always felt like it diminishes our autonomy as human actors idk anyways thanks for sharing your thoughts they touched me :)

I am so glad it resonated with you!! I really appreciate that, thank you!!! And yes, it is a common way of thinking and I too have had to deconstruct it from family members. “Spirituality” to me is a fancy word for “connection” and we can be connected to each other with no unfounded medium or external motivator. Our families are trying their best to find connection in their experience, and I hope you can go on to find even better in the wake of your reconfiguration of their influence ❤️❤️❤️❤️

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my mother is watching the 1993 much ado about nothing and robert sean leonard is such an archetypal boyish classic actor it makes me laugh as if he was summoned into being off the character description for claudio. they raised that rogue in a lab to wear a vest and read poetry

#shoutout to this movie for having Such Vibes that I dream of it every so often #I get their version of hey nonny nonny stuck in my head many days #one hour fifty one minutes of flouncing

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If i had the amulet there wouldn’t even be signs

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youve taken the time to learn my attack patterns? what are you, gay?

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#hey here’s a thing I just found in my camera roll from 2021 #drew this and wrote this poem in a very hard adhd time #hard hard adhd times since then but I have grown a lot and know more about my own patterns now. so it’s not this bad again #but I was proud of this poem and I think I still am. it’s fun. hope u like. #my art #adhd

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me when I think about castiel

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I get where you're coming from but I don't think that's what that Brennan quote is saying. the way I interpreted it is that all the "universe" is is a collection of people. it's the people doing the caring and the people who make up the universe, that quote isn't talking about some abstract force.

I understand this and I do think it’s the driving force of the quote, but I am ultimately uncomfortable with the use of the term “universe” to convey this idea. Its implication is much bigger than humanity, and it literally encompasses life that is non human and which we cannot know the experience of. Ultimately I think there is no need for such a conceptualisation of a group as a higher order - “humanity” is us and we can take charge of it and care from within it without referring to something that we are not. But I understand too the poetry of the quote, and if you connect with that poetic conceit I also understand that. It does not connect with me due to the associated metaphors, but I can easily agree that this interpretation is generally good and fair. The point of my post was unfortunately still to disagree with such a conception, hence the irrelevance.

#also sorry if this makes little sense. since posting that ramble I have gotten tipsy on the alcohol. #everything. is blurry right now. but I greatly appreciate this ask #mulțumesc

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im gonna talk about one of my jorts posts bc I always think this and I finally want to say it. so since I have jortsed the post and don’t want to bother a random person or single anyone out here is the post:

this gets reblogged near constantly with people going on about how they love this brennan lee mulligan quote. this is very annoying to me because it is irrelevant and actually almost contradictory to my original post - literally my argument is that the universe doesn’t care and that that doesn’t matter, but the quote says that you can make the universe care. You can’t. The “universe” is not a force that exists, or a mind, or an entity, or anything besides a conception we create in our minds. It’s basically the same as saying “you are made in god’s image so if you care then god cares” okay fine, please believe your own spiritual and religious beliefs, but it’s not relevant to my statement if I originally said “god isn’t real so there is no caring from them” you get it?? It’s not the same statement. And this is not to diss anyone’s religious beliefs - please have your own religious beliefs - but maybe you just aren’t the audience for my original post. The “universe” does not and cannot care. But you can care. And you do care. The so-called “universe” has zero bearing on this entirely. Why would I give a shit if the emptiness of space “cares” about anything when I can care about things - fully, deeply, madly, truly, even sacredly? My post is about dismantling the need for any greater power or force to care when you can do it right now and you do it every day and you do it with no proof that any higher power has ever done it first. Extract the need for a higher power from your thinking. Remove hierarchy from any spiritual place in your life. Create a livable laughable lovable absurdity. Eat hummus. Okay thank you for reading my ramble.