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last time, i swear. }

#after this i'll just leave //shot

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asdfghjkl im not a princess //rolls away }

#outofreality

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BIG SDR2 SPOILERS!!!! one time i tried voice acting have this as a goodbye thing from yours truly ... im gonna go work on things }

#outofreality

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I'm not a princess I'm not a princess I'M NOT A PRINCESS-- }

#That's too high of a title for me #Stupid fits more #outofreality

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I totally didn't dance and sing to Hairspray, nope. Either I'll delete or just remake so... Please like this if you're actually interested in roleplaying with me? Otherwise, I'm done. Bye. }

#outofreality

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I'm just gonna... delete soon. I can't do this anymore. I mean. I don't feel like I belong here. Everyone has their own group and... then there's me. Sadly I can't die yet-- however, as I write this, I'm sitting alone in a corner of the room. I... I'm worthless, so I'm leaving. I'm sorry... }

#outofreality

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It's too bad the only thing worth acknowledging about me is my intelligence. And that's outside of here. Here? I'm not worth anything. I'm just as worthy as the flies you swat. I'll probably end up leaving sooner than I thought. }

#outofreality

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the only thing keeping me alive was the fact my mom was broken when my friend died then I remember I'm nowhere near as great and special as he was so if I killed myself, no one would care at all }

#outofreality #//negative #//mentions of suicide

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I should have known better. Me? "Special"? "Important"? Hah. I even started to think I was "pretty", too. I'm just that weird, science geeky, overly annoying, dubbed alien girl everyone pretends to like. I'm not dumb-- I. ... I know. Even I myself think I'm stupid, okay?  -- I have to pester people just for them to talk to me. Today we had to partner up for things. And as usual, no one ever wanted me as a partner. Of course, those things didn't involve lots of thinking. Just like in my first year of middle school-- they dubbed me "Matilda". It wasn't bad being compared to her, but it got to me when my math teacher left in the middle of a test and they hollered at me so I COULD GIVE THEM THE ANSWERS. I'm only useful when it comes to knowledge, then... That's it. Haven't I served my purpose, then? Or have I yet to be used as a walking encyclopedia by my soon to be High School Classmates? Other than that, there's no worth to me, so I might as well leave. I mean.

We all know why we kill mosquitoes, so. }

#outofreality #//negative

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... im leaving. bye. }

#outofreality

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hah. hah. hah. sometimes i wonder why im even on here. i started rping not only to better my writing skills, but my acting skills as well. "well, if you guys would've listened to me when i said i didn't want to make auditions... you see, i already had the roles in mind. better actors just took it from your grasp." that was my drama teach. im glad everyone acts well, but that was a little too much. nonetheless, shes right. it always happens. theres always someone better. someone who can just... replace you. so, there wouldnt be any reason for me to stay. }

#outofreality #im still stuck with that teacher too

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From 0-10 rate how well I portray my character

With a why would be nice.

#please do the why #i'd like to know if there's anything actually likeable

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yes, good job. i was already thinking of deleting. i didn't need the signal to go out because it rained once and where we live is a shithole. ugh. i'm gonna go. bye. }

#maybe that's it. #i had a good day yesterday #so this means all others will possibly suck. #i can't be happy so. #outofreality

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[ It would be considered tearing up in human terms; yet actually, it was merely her system reacting to her emulated feelings. Being made directly from a prototype -- and having its creator die before ever finishing the module -- her coding wasn't exactly perfect. Yet she was damn close. ] ... That's somewhat admirable, actually. I mean, sometimes my father had people visit and I... really couldn't socialize with them. Not even business-wise. You, however... Seem much more able to. That's... great. [ She smiles. ] Perhaps so, Kuzuryuu-kun. Perhaps so.

[Kuzuryuu watched patiently, taking note of how strange her voice sounded. Perhaps that was why she wasn’t talking, like she was about to cry or something.]

Hey, I’m not used to speaking with people either. At least, in a casual way. Sure, I can hold my ground in a verbal showdown and talk all polite in business negotiations, but talking normally is hard. Sounds stupid, right? Anyone would laugh.

[He smirked a little, his eyes seeming softer than before.]

Maybe we could both help each other, hm?

#yakuzaryuu #gomen my prince #//cries #//rolls away }

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Someone break my Muses heart in one ask.

#gogogogogoooo

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ロンパつめ // mike

#i fOUND THE THING #GOD BLESS #I LOVE MÄRCHEN AHHHH #!gamer #!group

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hey guys remember when i said i wanted to be quality remember how i ended up remaking two muses four times ahahahahahah }

#shut up stella #you suck and no one likes you #... hah #bye #outofreality