i think candide had a rough childhood. not only her mom was awful, but she herself had big attitude problems. anger issues maybe. she was THE bully, always picking on the weakest classmates to 'teach them'. +weirdcore lizard obsession didn't work in her favor to make her more likeable. every single dialogue ended up with either traumadumping or niche obsession oversharing "which normalz people wouldnt understand bc it too smart for them"