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hii ^_^ i would appreciate if anyone could spare some change cuz i have a lot of expenses right now and i am barely stringing along. more context/sob story under the cut if you want but tl;dr car repairs, ubers to/from work, and food in the meantime

ways to support me:

redbubble ☆ i have quite a few things on there, including logos of my stuff and retro things like bowling alley carpet, i’m working on a pride collection of bowling alley carpets too!! and i have a lot more in the works :]

patreon ☆ four different tiers with varying perks, and near-daily updates on art projects, sneak peeks at redbubble designs, previews on music and even full songs weeks before they release- also recognition on youtube, my discord, etc etc!

donations ☆ these are quick links to all the major money sharing apps (cashapp venmo paypal), if you want to do zelle that requires my email ([email protected])

bandcamp ☆ for as little as a dollar you can pick any of my currently released songs to get the highest quality download, which is equivalent to listening to it 34 times on spotify… so if you really like my music then own it for yourself here! you can also get 50% off literally anything with the code hungrypumpkin (since it’s helping me pay for food lol)

thank you all!!! you’re amazing and i hope you have a stellar day

poll for engagement:

okayyy umm hii… i’m a queer trans non-binary neurodivergent indie artist, teacher, and musician (to get all the demographic solidarity out there, i never know how to write these) and as of rn i’m having to pay my dad $1900 to fix my car’s transmission while ALSO paying anywhere from $100-150 a week on ubers to get to and from work since i have a residential tutoring job. while ALSO having to pay rent, bills, etc like normal. it fuckign sucks and i’ve literally been eating almost nothing except free handouts from college … it’s a nightmare and it weighs on me every day 😔

not only are most of the ubers a wild roulette on whether the car’s going to be super uncomfortable and make me nauseous, the driver being overpolitical and talking about super uncomfortable shit out of the blue and making me feel really unsafe, they’re often super fucking late and i can’t risk being late to work and it’s just all around not sustainable yayy!! and i also just learned i have depression from all this! which next to the rest of my melting pot of neurodivergence makes it Really goddamn hard to exist in a positive way!

when i’m not at work or school i am making as much content as i possibly can and pushing it out onto redbubble, patreon, etc. you will get more than your moneys worth in return from artistic content and stuff, that’s all i have to offer right now, because frankly commissions are extremely draining and take me SUPER LONG to finish- i don’t want you to have to fight through my executive dysfunction to get a finished piece that’s not fair to you and i want to make this as worth it as possible on the user end

if you want a specific goal, then right now, $350 for ubers for a month would help a lot but naturally give as much as you can because i need all i can get rn ^^; i’m lowballing it so it feels more achievable really but just ,, please anything helps lol

$0 / $350

thank you i love you all my gratitude is immeasurable and i just.. thank you for supporting me it helps more than you know

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sometimes i dream of going outside without fear or scrutiny. this poem makes me feel that

~the phantom.

vernal equinox by Kyla Jamieson

#phantomborg #phantom of the opera au #reborgs

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it takes a lot more work than it looks like to bring you content of the borgs, if you love them then consider paying them. i will give them the shiny coin to admire for your silly viewing pleasure

hii!!

i opened a patreon !! you'll be able to get more wips, demos, and behind the scenes stuff if you join, plus you could get the pride of knowing you're helping keep someone more brightly alive if you jus wanna do a one-time thing you can also go to https://emerystellar.straw.page/donationhub. thank you i love you all

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playlist showcase for dell <3

song list if you’re not on spotify ^

#melvinborg au #stellar decay au #tetocu au #decayborg #filing cabinet #Spotify

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people always talk about evil clones like oooh a dark mirror oohh what if you saw what are cruel person you were/are capable of becoming. and well yes but what if you were the evil clone. what if you looked in the mirror and what you saw was so bright it blinded you. what if you had to know exactly how good you could have been.

#reborgs #miracleborg #event horizon au #looseleaf

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so embarrassing to have a favorite character honestly. like yes that's my specialest guy 🙄 yes i have 200 photos of him saved 😑 if i don't look at him or hear him talk every 2 minutes i'll start killing the hostages 😕 i think about him every day. because he's my favorite. whatever

#reborgs #hm #i wonder who it is #off the clock

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you have a wound that will never heal? me too! actually it's gradually widening and expanding, consuming more of me with each passing day [props my chin in my hands and smiles at you] at what point do you think i'll become the wound itself and not simply the bearer?

#decayborg #looseleaf #reborgs #stellar decay au

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love a character that's like. i survived (<- not a brag) (<- this is a curse that weighs on me every waking hour)

#reborgs #decayborg #stellar decay au #looseleaf

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-—-—-The Event Horizon-—-—-

Chapter 2. Overture

🫐—-—-—-—-—-— »,”☆

Melvinborg sped through the air at breakneck speed, the rocket careening through the clouds, below him his apartment, his neighborhood, his city disappearing. His grip on the steering mechanism was a little white-knuckled, his dashboard a contrasting cheery array of LEDs, and his heart soaring with determination.

—-[Start] [« Last] -,”🪽”,- [Next »] [Latest]-—

A myriad of satellites were perched in invisible orbit like birds on a wire, and as he sped past, he saw a variety of purple lights blinking at him- the friendly, neutral color of communication, a quick 'hello!' as he began his journey. Interstellar communication had gotten leagues better, and the nearby airspace really wasn't so lonely anymore. He whizzed past the air station, a few stray rockets from different independent explorers like him housed comfortably in its magnetic field. Now that he was finally out of orbit, he could calm his pace a little bit. He unbuckled his seatbelt, floating as if a petal on water, suprisingly light and graceful leaps. And heavens, did he have fun with it! Bounding about, feeling the freedom of space- though he had taken multiple trips into space before, it still was a rare treat, and he thoroughly enjoyed himself. Alone in his ship, he let his guard down, feeling like a kid once again. It was this kind of spirit he was going to need so desperately, for a mission like this.

Just for the sake of feeling less alone, he decided to tune his radio to the Communications section. With the clickity-clackity turn of a deliciously antiquated knob, the gentle static fuzzed in, a little warmer than usual (likely the gentle hum of the stars). "Hey, anyone online?" A voice shimmered through the speakers...

"Oh, fantastic! I'm doing quite well, thank you," he spoke into the intercom. "I'm on my way out of town- well. Way out of town, I suppose." The voice giggled a little. "And," he added giddily, "if you're oh-so-terribly-curious, I'm actually trying to-" A wave of electrical fuzz washed over the sound, and before he could begin his monologue, the connection was lost, leaving him a little disheartened. Oh well. "ETH3R, how far until our destination?" he asked his scientific companion. "We won't hit the hyperspace barrier until we get out of the solar system and its regulations, which should take about 15 minutes and 49 seconds, so accounting for that...... you've got nine hours, thirty-seven minutes, and 11 seconds until we reach the orbit of the nearest black hole, MIRAWIDIE-14." Damn. He scrunched his nose. It sounded like a long time, but in the grand scheme of things, it wasn't that bad, eh? Nine hours until his life changed, hopefully forever, hopefully for the better. He settled into the lounge chair he had so-smartly included, ready for his journey, still keeping his general cover of ultimate in-control nonchalantness but secretly alight with anticipation. He hadn't penned yet what he was even going to say or do to his younger self- that would require a LOT of self-reflection that he was absolutely not willing to do. Obviously, expecting him to be absolutely perfect at every turn already would lead him to the same colossal burnout crash that Borg had experienced as he had metaphorically dragged himself across the bloody, gravelly pavement of life to make it into adulthood. Obviously, he was a lot better off now, but... he wanted to save himself the pain, if he could. But god, introspection isn't easy to do when there's so many layers of perfectionism and shame, mm? He didn't realize that to face himself, he would have to face himself. His thoughts couldn't keep him for long, though, because ETH3R gently encouraged him to buckle himself back into the commander's seat so that they could engage their hyperspace drive. "Ah, what would I do without you?" he asked affectionately, to which the robot replied "Let's hope we never have to find out." The shadow of Neptune was shrinking behind them, and as they began to launch into hyperspace, the reflections of the stars went from dutiful pinpricks to huge bearded comets to crystalline slices, slight differentiation in color, creme and periwinkle and peach and white cascading past in beautiful shooting lines as they went faster faster faster faster FASTER- And then, almost as suddenly as it began, they slowed back to a gentle lull, but the sky was almost entirely changed, Around them was a menagerie of dust, nebulas in every color and then some, stars of all sizes adorning the sky. Sparse enough to still have that sense of coldness, but everything was so much more colorful- it was like stepping into Oz. Little tears gathered in Melvin's eyes- there was no sight like it, and he would never get used to experiencing that glory. He settled in comfortably for the ride, gazing out the window at the breathtaking monuments, strolling through them on his way to his future.

#melvinborg au #tetocu au #the event horizon (fic tag) #event horizon au #miracleborg #melvinborg au fanfic #tetocu au fanfic #au fanfic #inbox

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I think it's normal - nay, healthy - to be a little bit obsessed with your own story.

#reborgs

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Hey miracleborg! *gives fanart of them that i posted* enjoi1!1!

Received. 🩵

•• Will appear in Ch. 3 (reasoning under the cut)

(at the moment he doesn’t quite look like that yet, as according to the story he won’t cross the event horizon until silence (ch.3)! that’s their appearance once they do, but atm they still look like regular borg bc they have yet to do that- i’d hate to ‘let him see it’ now and spoil it for himself and confuse the poor thing,, they have enough going on as it is!

but oh oh… you will get your reaction alright :] ty for being the first one !!!)

#inbox #off the clock #event horizon au

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WHAT THE ACTUAL SHIT

THANK YOU ALL WHAT THE FUCK

#off the clock

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if there’s any perfect time to ask miracleborg questions, it would be now, your answers will referenced in the chapter coming on march 7 :-)

#off the clock

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YESSSSS!!!! absolutely freaking gorgeous!!!

I drew miracleborg cuz he looks so 😃--

oh btw!, this au belongs to @ask-emerys-melvinborgs

Go follow em'!!

(i hope they see this)

#miracleborg #event horizon au #giftbaskets #art club #tetocu au #melvinborg au

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art by @casinocupsfan123 !!

THEY DREW ROBEBORG ISNT SHE SO PRETTY AAAUGAGRJWOTKB THEYRE SO GOOD AT MIMICKING THE SHOWS STYLE BUT LIKE. BETTER. GLAM IS SO AUSGRH

#tetocu au #melvinborg au #robemasterborg #society of robes au #giftbaskets #art club

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guys

look what i made im super proud of it

#reports #art club

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close-ups of the portraits i colored for that au template thing, from previously done icons/sketches :] i’m really proud of them tbh

#tetocu au #looseleaf #society of robes au #robemasterborg #orwellborg #rockafire explosion au #miracleborg #event horizon au #art club