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askxigbar · 2 months

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My favorite tag this year so far goes to this darling....

Me every time I tag this blog and figure out the order and whom to tag...

#the xigbro speaks #[[hi I've been on my usual sabbatical figuring out what I want from my art and what makes me happy.]]#[[sorry I tend to drop Xig so often - the low engagement just plays nasty with my mental health and my relationship with my art.]]#[[I LOVE Y'ALL AND I CHECK OVER HERE I JUST GOTTA FIGURE MY STUFF OUT BALANCE WISE... KISS KISS]]#[[I'm over on my art blog drawing Marvel shit in the mean time winks and finger guns]]

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askxigbar · 3 months

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A-ANYWAY… he, uh, certainly got a talking to about his slacking off. I can only say so much on his behalf, ya’know?

#xigbar #demyx #xigdem #roxas #kingdom hearts #happy 9/2 kiddos

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askxigbar · 3 months

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I was so proud of myself for finishing my ask last month for XigDem day, that I happily doodled this at work. I just miss them a lot honestly, lol.But I just love the fond annoyance I think Xigbar has towards Demyx. And his casual affection after a while. I'm still a soft bitch to it.

#xigdem #xigbar #demyx #kingdom hearts #reblogs own art

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askxigbar · 3 months

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-SLIDES INTO HOME PLATE-

HAPPY 2/9.

#xigdem #xigbar #demyx #kingdom hearts

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askxigbar · 5 months

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So life updates from your Xigbro, feel free to ignore;

Went to the doctor and found out I've got some severe vitamin deficiencies which explains a lot physically and mentally going on.

My ass feels old taking as much medication as I am daily, but I can feel some stuff being better thankfully.

Been having bad side effects so I've been very tired outside the usual tired the meds are fixing, and just sick because my stomach vs meds.

Uh... I got Covid for a second time from new people at work!! So uh, that's going great. It's not as painful as last time but I am FULL OF FEAR.

I am missing like 2-3 days of work because of it which is like easily $400+ money wise so that's terrifying me.

I was gonna try and do an ask this week but I've literally only been awake 5 hours a day this week I've been sick, which has been spent eating or doing patreon stuff.

So that's where I'm at, uh I might just take a break and see if I can get anything done through the holidays, but just try and come back beginning of the year fresh again. Life is just kind of all at once hitting my ass again, oof.

Uhhh that being said, if you appreciate what I do or feel up to it think about dropping my ass a tip or joining my PATREON for early art and like WIPs that don't see the light of day for ages, and that you might have a say in seeing earlier if you ask for it~

But either way uh... yeah. Life is kind of a mess for everyone atm huh?

#the xigbro speaks #ask xigbar #askxigbar #I hate promoting my fucking patreon... shit feels like begging and I'm tired of feeling that way~

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askxigbar · 6 months

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Hey kiddos, I already made this post on my Patreon but I'm gonna be taking a few weeks off.

I've been having burnout in terms of effort vs engagement, it's got me feeling weird about my art. It's kind of a reoccuring issue, like engagement is crazy high when I come back, and it slopes off fast and gives me a complex lmao

I have fun with this, but it starts feeling like I'm stupid. I find Like spams funny and generally don't mind them, but I can't lie and say it wouldn't be nice to see more reblogs now and then or sprinkled in those spams so I know it's not just....passive consumption of my whole blog.

People will literally like spam my whole blog and maybe reblog one or two things, and that feels.....awful?? I feel like a shitty comedian, whose jokes aren't landing.

But there's that weird line of feeling like I'm begging for attention - it feels bad, but people don't grasp how weird it feels. But also, idk I'm allowed to whine. Whatever!! ✌️✨ it's my blog lol

Aside from that brain worm topic; I am taking a few weeks because I've had a lot of expensive appointments this past week and I'm getting bloodwork done next week to finally figure out a number of health problems hopefully, so I'm a bit overwhelmed in my personal life.

I'm also just not in a very... great headspace with all that's going on in the middle east either, it's that whole... it feels wrong to carry on like normal, but I can't just doom scroll the news. I feel like that's all we're all doing anymore. One historic event after the other.. its devastating.

My heart goes out to the families in Gaza and the Palestinian people... I hope something good happens sooner, not later. 💜

#the xigbro speaks #sorry for the long post #It's going to sound extremely American of me but I really wish the world would just chill out for a minute #also I hope people don't think I'm treating the events in the Middle East is a footnote here #I just can't fully process the immense sadness I feel as well as the disgust at the state of the world we live in

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askxigbar · 6 months

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Scientific studies show though, that it’s never too late to grow a sense of humor at least.

#reblogs

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askxigbar · 6 months

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Scientific studies show though, that it’s never too late to grow a sense of humor at least.

#reblogs

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askxigbar · 6 months

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I was so proud of myself for finishing my ask last month for XigDem day, that I happily doodled this at work. I just miss them a lot honestly, lol.But I just love the fond annoyance I think Xigbar has towards Demyx. And his casual affection after a while. I'm still a soft bitch to it.

#reblogs own art #kingdom hearts #xigdem #xigbar #demyx

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askxigbar · 6 months

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Scientific studies show though, that it’s never too late to grow a sense of humor at least.

#xigbar #zexion #braig #luxu #kingdom hearts #kh #organization xiii #organization 13 #askxigbar #ask xigbar #anonymous

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askxigbar · 6 months

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