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Tanto dolor que tengo

Que quiero gritar

Me cuesta respirar

Cual es el camino

Será la soledad

Me estoy hogando

En este mar

Pidiendo le socorro

A las olas

A ver si se lleva

Esto lo que siento

#adulthood #no longer the diary of a teenage girl

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My heart is big enough, accepting enough

Full of emotions

I always end up being the one with these huge feelings, that aren’t quite reciprocated back

I feel too much

Im into you, more than you’ll ever be into me

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How am I so insignificant in everybody’s life??

How do I change that??

Turn back time and ask God, the what about my lives

The meaning behind the pain and isolation

The reason why I am 2nd best to everyone

Why no own utters my name solely in the light and in the dark

Why I am to deal with things alone

Why I was born alone, be alone and die alone

From start to finish, conception to death

I am your daughter, even in pain, I will say your name

Even if the ones around me don’t love me, the way I do them

Even if I’m not treated the same

Even if I’m an after thought in the wind

A second choice

I am your daughter, in pain, questioning life and the inner workings of my life but not my love for you, not my loyalty to you, not my faith in you

#poetry #Augustine-rosea #God #second best #faith

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He asked me when I fell in love with him and I knew it sounded dramatic to say the moment I saw him, so I told him this story of my grandma who had Alzheimer's- she forgot her name and the words for fruit and food, she forgot her address and how to use the washroom, all her life lost to the disease. The only thing she remembered was her son's name and when that began to fade, the one thing she always remembered was that she loved him, even in illness, even in insanity. She saw this 6 foot 2 man with a scrubby beard and she didn't know him but she said she trusted him, she asked him to hold her hand when she died. When does memory end and love begin? All I know is- she loved him before she remembered him.

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire

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I write letters of love with your name on it

I speak pure and play with innocent thoughts in my head

I figure out that you and I are mystical

Two peas in a pod

A grand love

That the stars align perfectly for us

And if we let it, if we so patiently work on us

Continue to speak love

To hold each other tenderly

A long love in life will speak into fruition

And you and I will continue to make forever into a reality

I’ve never been so sure of anyone before

But I am 110% undoubtedly sure, undoubtedly yours

Forever

This feels like the beginning of forever

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“Relationships are so much healthier when the goal is to experience life together and not to try to make the person into who you want them to be or to make them do what you want them to do.”

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you deserve to be loved without having to hide the parts of yourself that you think are unlovable.

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Por cualquiera cosa explotó pero es porque te amo

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Should’ve taken my ass to sleep when I wanted to now look at me, sad and stupid

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people who dont double text are in such mental prisons. i will text seven times if it requires it

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