autisticempathydaemon

[autisticempathydaemon]

nobody ever talks about how hard autism can make sex and physical intimacy. i accidentally remembered the New Lamborghini Here video while a woman was fucking me once and trying not to immediately recite it elicited a single uncontrollable sharp bark of laughter that made my pussy clench so tight i shot her cock out of me like the ball machine at a batting cage

#quite literally me @ the boyf #but also #guy-core

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I hope every writer who sees this writes LOADS the next few months. Like freetime opens up, no writers block, the ability to focus, etc etc you're able to write loads & make lots of progress <3

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being a fan of something with like 30 total fans on tumblr is funny bc you get like 12 notes on a post and you're like wow the gang's all here

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Genuinely I think one of the best things you can do to build characters in your story is give them a kink. You do not have to put that kink in the story. You do not have to tell anyone but yourself. But thinking about their wants and needs and what would bring them comfort or desire, about whether they crave power or crave a situation where they're blessedly free from any power, about which taboo they might kind of want to cross, is really useful for getting inside their head. Also "what situation would make my character stupid horny enough to make a terrible mistake?" is a good plotting device. "It's a plot hole that they made that dumb decision" no they were just whistling like a lustful kettle and forgot to turn their brain on.

[autisticempathydaemon]

#aggro-core

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Going insane about kicked dog with rabies type characters

#hmmmm #lowkey darlin coded #but like #I’m not happy about it you know #OOH #YOU KNOW WHO THIS IS #bright eyes-core #lady you’re in my brain

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Plot twist: the two boys you're choosing between are polyamorous, but they also hate eachother's guts so you still have to pick one

#Vincent and Porter and an undecided Listener

[autisticempathydaemon]

x reader should be (and, generally speaking, often is) the most accepting fanfiction space because its consistently, and almost exclusively an expression or fantasy of being desired or wanted or wanting—or in an even more basic sense, considered. even if you dont explicitly self-insert, even if there’s a an oc thats just you but better or a faceless insert u make - it starts with the same premise. which is wanting to be seen or desired by some extension of who you are. or wanting to fantasize explicitly about a life that isn’t yours, any life but yours. its admitting more openly than other mediums—i want someone to want some part of me. to take interest in me sexually or romantically or platonically. i want this element of myself to be considered or thought of. sometimes that is accomplished through writing, and sometimes that is accomplished through reading and seeking to bits of yourself in other peoples. the other half is having space to want and yearn for something else. how liberating it is to admit that you’d like to be somewhere else.

and it is hardly a flawless medium and im really, really simplifying it but i do think that there is something uniquely enjoyable and freeing about it. i want agency in the stories i love. i want my presence to haunt this fiction like a ghost. i want to be loved, i want to be interesting. i want to experience hundreds of lives that aren’t mine. i want i want i want. this a story of you. this is a story of me.

[autisticempathydaemon]

#Gavin and freelancer #specifically Ginger’s gavin and freelancer

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Reblog so everyone can hear what they need.

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there is something wrong with me but together there could be something wrong with us <3

#bestie/blake #<- prev tags #okay BUT #Vega/Warden 💕

[autisticempathydaemon]

high school sweethearts vs young adults who fall in love vs second chance at love vs elderly love birds:

"i've loved you since i was young and confused, and promise to grow with you for the rest of my life"

vs

"i've figured myself out and somehow i've grown in parallel with you; it's like fate we've only grown to cross with each other and never let go"

vs

"i've learned from my life and all of my hard earned lessons brought me straight to you"

vs

"i've lived my life without regrets and want only to see the sunset with you until the end of days"

#mmmmm #it’s giving gavin and freelancer #and Damien and huxley

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what if instead of being mean we could try being nice

#caelum and vega having a talk #<- prev tags #YES #also lowkey damien and lasko

[autisticempathydaemon]

WRITE IT!!! WRITE THAT SELF INDULGENT SHIT!!!

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SOUL EATER AU blake & bestie

check out the masterpost here!

welcome to a redacted soul eater au post! here, i try and discover what it'd be like if you merged the soul eater world and mechanics within the redactedverse. this is the eighth post in the series of posts i'll make regarding the individual characters and their listeners! we've got blake & bestie on the menu. enjoy!

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blake —  soul type: meister strongest meister ability: soul adjust - an advanced meister technique involved in wavelength control. it allows the meister to adjust another person's wavelength as long as the meister is stronger than their target. "compatible" with: bestie

seers have the innate ability of soul perception (being able to see another's soul), which means they are all typically meisters. blake is no exception, however due to an extensive use of training and development, he's also able to use the soul adjust ability. he actively uses it.

blake currently wields bestie, however he's noted to have had several weapon partners before. it's a surprise he kept up with them for so long, though, considering he must've had so many to have perfected the art of being an advanced meister.

making seers all meisters wasn't necessarily my original concept, although it works out in the end because of the fact that seers have a significance towards 'sight'. having seers own the natural ability of perceiving souls- an exclusive meister technique- simply makes sense to me, blake included.

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bestie — soul type: weapon weapon type: saw (blade) compatible with: blake

i can't make too many empowered type statements, purely because all we know about bestie's empowerment at the time of posting this is the fact that they are empowered at all. even so, making them a weapon seems to prove pretty safe, considering they aren't said to be any specific species different to a human.

when it comes to souls, though, blake's advanced meister technique comes in. actively, bestie's soul is being warped into compatibility with blake's. this means that they are artificially compatible instead of organically. there are no clear differences from this, but it's only a matter of time before someone notices.

bestie was honestly going to be a typical blade/dagger type weapon to reflect blake's symbol/icon. then i thought, 'these two aren't meant to be compatible. fate hasn't pulled them together, blake has.' and, so, i decided to make them something different.

lite backstory: for every post i make for the characters, i'll add some au backstory to really fill in some details you may be curious about!

blake used to wield bestie much before he stopped talking with them. they had a good connection as friends, as much as some may comment that it was an odd one, and worked well as a pair. unfortunately, since blake went radio silent, bestie hasn't bothered striving to find another meister, purely because they don't want what he did to them - for someone to leave unannounced - to happen again.

when blake eventually returned, they were hesitant to accept him back as a weapon/meister partner. then again, when blake showed them that they were "still compatible", bestie rethought a whole lot and figured their soul was telling them something they couldn't ignore.

they're meant to be close.

#the idea of Blake artificially fixing their compatibility is CHILLING #and attractive I’ll admit #I love him

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[Fem! Angel]

only the real ones remember the old version of this meme—-

Old ver.

#David and his little DUDE PONYTAIL #I love him agdjahdghsa he’s so dreamy #and I love the shade of blue to denote the flush of angel’s cheeks #it’s so cute

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js 2 losers | click 4 better quality n buy me a kofi <3

#oooh your darlin is so cute! #I love the hair and the necklace! #and the collarbone tattoo! #and most of all I just always love our wolves hangin #chillin #havin a fun time 💖