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stained glass windows in my mind, I regret you all the time :/ best lyric methinks

#ok well maybe not *best* but it is the best to me personally because it hurts personally #THE WOUND WONT CLOSE 😭😭😭

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justice for the “i knew to love would be to lose my mind” cardigan lyric

#i knew I’d wish you would’ve changed your mind????? #i knew you’d miss me once the moment died??? #I KNEW TO LOVE WOULD BE TO LOSE MY MIND📢📢📢 #cardigan

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taylor put her whole fucking swiftussy in renegade

#um literally are you really gonna talk about timing in times like these & let all your damage damage me #you fire off missiles cause u hate yourself but do you know you’re demolishing me 🤔🤔🤔 #there was nowhere for me to stay but I stayed anyway yes story of my FUCKING life bro #appreciate taylor for singing in the part of her range that I can actually sing in #taylor swift #renegade

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all too well, paper rings and dress 😭 what in the absolute hell

#ALL TOO WELL PAPER RINGS AND CRUEL SUMMER?

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YOU KEPT ME LIKE A SECRET BUT I KEPT YOU LIKE AN OATH

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anyway, I’ve always believed in the last time supremacy

#taylor swift #red tv #the last time tv #like it’s so good and it’s always been good but now it’s BETTER

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I’m actually just losing my entire fucking mind rn

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me, currently. 

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I cause no harm mind my business if our love died young I can’t bear witness and it’s been so long if you ever think you got it wrong I’m right where you left me. wow. what a moment

#this song makes me physically sick

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nothing EVER gonna match the sheer amount of emotions I went through listening to happier

#i was like oh she GETS it #miss olivia came for the jugular w it #THINK OF ME FONDLY WHEN YOUR HANDS ARE ON HER I HOPE YOURE HAPPY BUT DONT BE HAPPIER 😋

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last night I read a fic and bawled my eyes out I need to be put in the ground I need to be put in the ground

#it wasn’t even sad it was a fucking love confession scene LMAOOOOOO #but yeah I cried for hours and then didn’t sleep and haven’t slept since <3 #it was just so…..beautiful…..😞 #and it hurt me so bad I wasn’t expecting it to but something about the tenderness….the miscommunication….the angst actually paying off #for once #people r always like why do u like sad stuff well it’s bc ive Never Been Held #and happy things just hurt more #THIS IS WHY I DONT LIKE HAPPY ENDING FICS HSKDHDKDHDHSK

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im sure we’re taller in another dimension

#i care for you still and I will forever that was my part of the deal #lines that do lasting damage #white ferrari kinda night ig

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THIS IS THE LAST TIME IM ASKING YOU WHY…YOU BREAK MY HEART IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE

#the GRIP this song has on my psyche. like genuinely #you wear your best apology but I was there to watch you leave #this is the last time I’m asking u this #put my name at the top of your list…. #boy oh boy am I incredibly unprepared to hear THIS rerecorded #THIS IS THE LAST TIME YOU TELL ME IVE GOT IT WRONG📢 #having a mental breakdown listening to my favorite songs that enable me into spiraling further ilu <3333

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love is just like. there was nowhere for me to stay but I stayed anyway

#feels like I’m dead last on the renegade train bc it took me a while to get used to the production but holy shit it really hurts so bad 😎😎😎 #IS IT INSENSITIVE FOR ME TO SAY GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER SO I CAN LOVE YOU? #IS IT REALLY YOUR ANXIETY THAT STOPS YOU FROM GIVING ME EVERYTHING #OR DO YOU JUST NOT WANT TO? #blondie you’re fucked up for this #they laced this song with some shit I know it

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i love you ain’t that the worst thing you ever heard 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐

#WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO BE HAPPY #this song this line still makes me absolutely insane im going insane #thinking about lover the album I once believed love would be burning red but it’s golden #crying throwing up shitting on the floor #i just think that like. all of the bittersweet songs on this album are just so. #gave you so much but it wasn’t enough #I’ll be alright it’s just a thousand cuts #that’s the kind of heartbreak time could never mend…..id never walk cornelia street again…. #insert the entirety of the archer here #can you see right through me? i see right through me #and ​if I bleed you’ll be the last to know #SICK TWISTED IM GONNA PUKE

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when Olivia rodrigo said I’d hate to think that I was just your type. yeah

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and something reminds you, you wished you had stayed

#you can plan for a change in the weather and time but I never planned on you changing your mind 😐