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beatenxnotxbroken · 4 months

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The brunette bit back her own scoff as she lowered her glass from her lips. He knew just the right things to say, to immediately get under her skin. She turned her attention toward him with slightly narrowed eyes. "Do you have to be a jerk all the time?" she shot back, with a roll of her eyes. It had already begun between the two and she'd barely been there five minutes. Though she had to admit, she didn't blame him at all for seeming a bit more tense than usual. Hell, she was just as tense if not worse, when she first became a wolf herself. A soft sigh escaped her lips as she ran a hand through her hair, and glanced at him. Her heart going out to him, she let her hand fall back to her drink as she placed it to her lips. "Tyler, listen... I know you're going through a lot right now..." The brunette started, her browns glancing at him as she took a swig of her drink. "I just wanted to make sure you were okay... I know how freaky it is, to become a wolf like that for the first time..." Becca murmured softly, her browns glued to the liquid in her cup as she shifted in her spot anxiously. "What--What I am trying to say is, that if you need someone to talk to... I'm available if you need it..." Her gaze had found Tyler once more, as she leaned against the wall and rested her head against it. @crownedhopelesss @mysticfallsresidents

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beatenxnotxbroken · 6 months

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The brunette bit back her own scoff as she lowered her glass from her lips. He knew just the right things to say, to immediately get under her skin. She turned her attention toward him with slightly narrowed eyes. "Do you have to be a jerk all the time?" she shot back, with a roll of her eyes. It had already begun between the two and she'd barely been there five minutes. Though she had to admit, she didn't blame him at all for seeming a bit more tense than usual. Hell, she was just as tense if not worse, when she first became a wolf herself. A soft sigh escaped her lips as she ran a hand through her hair, and glanced at him. Her heart going out to him, she let her hand fall back to her drink as she placed it to her lips. "Tyler, listen... I know you're going through a lot right now..." The brunette started, her browns glancing at him as she took a swig of her drink. "I just wanted to make sure you were okay... I know how freaky it is, to become a wolf like that for the first time..." Becca murmured softly, her browns glued to the liquid in her cup as she shifted in her spot anxiously. "What--What I am trying to say is, that if you need someone to talk to... I'm available if you need it..." Her gaze had found Tyler once more, as she leaned against the wall and rested her head against it. @crownedhopelesss @mysticfallsresidents

Despite the decline of her circumstances, Rebecca found herself at the Lockwood manor. With much hesitation and uncertainty, she made the spontaneous decision to attend the ongoing party. Anxiously fidgeting with the sleeves of her dark-colored sweater, the brunette maneuvered through the bustling crowd, the sound of cheerful laughter echoing around her. As she approached the beverages, she briefly surveyed the room, until her eyes landed on none other than Tyler Lockwood.

The two had a history of bickering, and truth be told he drove her wild at times when they did bicker however over time, she somehow came to enjoy their little banters. So much so that she found herself pining for the guy, regardless of how mad he got her at times. A smile slowly formed on her lips as she fixed herself a drink, she made her way over to him and placed her cup to her lips.

"Just when you think you're rid of me, I pop right up." Rebecca started, an amused grin forming on her lips as she slowly lowered the cup from her lips. "How are you this evening, Tyler?" She inquired deciding to play nice, and not be the one to start it between the two this time.

@crownedhopelesss

#[Tyler Lockwood x Rebecca Byrd; Wolves of a feather; pack together.]#[Rebecca Byrd x Tyler Lockwood; You feel a lot like home.]

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beatenxnotxbroken · 6 months

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𝐻𝑜𝓌 𝒟𝑜 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒩𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝐵𝑒 𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹?

Carefully, like a gentle rain on dry Earth

You've been beaten down by someone you trusted and loved, so now love doesn't come easy. You want it to. You want to love and be loved, but you're not sure you remember how. So you need someone else to take the lead. They have to be gentle sweet and patient. They have to watch out for you and ensure you're doing okay, because most days you feel a little fragile, if not totally shattered. But someone will come along who will put those pieces back together again.

Stolen from: Dash <3

Tagging: Whoever wishes to play Dashgames! :D

#headcanons

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beatenxnotxbroken · 6 months

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#rebecca byrd

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beatenxnotxbroken · 6 months

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𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓃'𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝑜 𝐻𝒪𝑀𝐸?

You enjoy running too much

It's thrilling, I'll give you that. But eventually you'll get tired. Eventually you'll slow to a halt and realise nothing around you looks familiar. You'll be lost with no hope of ever returning home again. Turn around now, it's not too late. You can go out running again whenever you like.

#headcanons

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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Rebecca and Coping

Rebecca herself doesn't have the best coping methods at times when it comes to emotional distress herself. Though, she does try to practice some fairly healthy ones as well. She has limits to emotional stress just as her cousin does, and tends to cope in several ways.

Becca's coping methods are the following:

Isolating herself in order to cry alone

Excessive Drinking (Only when she hits 'fuck it')

Self-Criticism

Problem-Solving

Venting

Going for walks

Denial

#headcanons

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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𝓦𝓱𝓸 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝔂 𝓐𝓻𝓮 𝓐𝓽 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓒𝓸𝓻𝓮

Resounding Truth

you have a goal in mind, and others brush it off right away... why does everyone always tell you to follow your dreams when it's actually their dreams that they want you to follow? your memory is weak, and your conviction is even weaker on days when you're reminded of how alone you really are. it's hard to go on without someone pushing you forward... is this what life is? a cycle of monotony, fueled only by the desire not to trouble anyone too much with your passing? it would be nice to have something, or someone, to spur you on.

Tagged by: dash

No Pressure Tagging: Anyone and everyone who'd like to play. :D

#headcanons

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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BOLD what applies, ITALICS for what applies sometimes

Tagged by: dash

No Pressure Tagging: anyone who wishes to play! :D

#headcanons

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 & 𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐒

RULES: bold for usually, italics for sometimes

HAPPINESS.

being unable to stop smiling. laughter. bear hugs. happy tears. waving arms around. dancing. contently sighing. eyes twinkling. laughter lines. childlike playfulness. skipping. talking more. affection. cracking more jokes than usual. gesturing more when talking. higher pitched voice. squealing. jumping around. clapping.

SADNESS.

tearing up. self-hugging. one-arm cross. an aching chest. scratchy throat. a runny nose. turning away. deep breaths. quivery smiles. crying. infantile sobbing. hands gripping each other or an object. covering mouth. puffy eyes. eyes appear red. voice breaking. a distant or empty stare. monotone voice. asking for comfort. faking a smile. crumbling. shaking. whimpering. abusing an unhealthy habit. withdrawing from others. big teary eyes. doing something even if it could hurt them.

ANGER.

furrowed brows. baring teeth. passive-aggressive comments. avoiding eye contact. sarcasm. headache. sore muscles. hiding clenched fists. irritability. jumping to conclusions. raising voice. going silent. demanding immediate action. keeping it all in until exploding. body tensing. making risky decisions. middle finger.

FEAR.

wanting to flee or hide. what-ifs. images of what-could-be flashing in mind. uncontrollable trembling. rapid breathing. screaming. a skewed sense of time. irritability. keeping silent. denying fear. turning away from the cause. pretending to be brave. nail-biting. lip-biting. scratching skin. a joking tone but a voice that cracks. fainting. insomnia. panic attacks. exhaustion. substance abuse. tics. rushing adrenaline. face draining of colour. hair lifting on the back of the neck. feeling rooted to the spot. making body as small as possible. staring but not seeing. crying. a shrill voice. whispering. gripping something or someone. stuttering. flinching at noises. pleading.

EXHAUSTION.

constantly yawning. slurring words together. dark circles or lines under eyes. mood swings. hallucinations. calling people by the wrong name. dizziness. denying they’re tired. slow blinking. trouble concentrating. stumbling. leaning on a doorframe for support. sluggish movements. falling asleep someplace that isn’t a bed. becoming irritated by the smallest things. “i’m awake, i’m fine”. shaking so bad they spill their drink. fall asleep in their clothes. lay their head on the table because they’re so tired. passing out.

Tagged by: dash <3

No Pressure Tagging: Anyone and everyone who wishes to play! :D <3

#headcanons

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓲𝓼 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝓲𝓻 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵 𝓛𝓲𝓴𝓮?

Your soul is... Bright

It glitters like a winking star... Occasionally it must be covered with a tarp, so that guests do not lose their vision to its splendor. Many wonder what causes it to behave in such a way... but your collector has no straight answer; even they are unaware. Are you grinning? You can not tell... You lie coiled there in your display, revealing every facet of yourself to marveled onlookers... Your face aches? Why does it ache? Are you grinning? Stolen from dash c:

No Pressure Tagging: Anyone who wishes to play! :D

#headcanons

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓲𝓼 𝓣𝓱𝓮𝓲𝓻 𝓣𝓸𝓾𝓬𝓱 𝓛𝓲𝓴𝓮?

Warm Touch

you are the embodiment of a cozy blanket and warm sunshine on a cool day. you give the best hugs, they are truly powerful. you embrace others with your big heart and feel everything to the max. you have a gift for uplifting others and raising the mood of whatever situation you are in. you can easily read the room and give your attention to who needs it the most. you are a joy to be around. others feel at home around you, which leads to lasting meaningful relationships. sometimes, though, you neglect yourself by putting others first. you feel that you will not be loved if you don't care for others. it can be hard to constantly put up a happy facade, i know. but remember, you are worthy of love.

Stolen from dash! :D

No pressure tags: anyone who wants to play

#headcanons

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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Personality Starters

(as requested by anon)

Starters:

❝Why do you have to be so stubborn?❞

❝I know you better than you know yourself.❞

❝You don’t have to be so rude.❞

❝You’re so dynamic, that’s what I love about you.❞

❝You need to learn to put yourself first.❞

❝Fuck love.❞

❝Well that was brutally honest.❞

❝Perfectionism only ends in disappointment.❞

❝I have to be perfect.❞

❝You don’t have to act so tough.❞

❝Why do you pretend not to care?❞

❝Don’t you believe in me?❞

❝I don’t think you’re as apathetic as you think you are.❞

❝I love your zest for life.❞

❝You’re really brave.❞

❝That took a lot of courage. Thanks.❞

❝Life really isn’t as great as you make it out to be.❞

❝Life really isn’t as bad as you make it out to be.❞

❝I don’t understand you.❞

❝You don’t understand me.❞

❝I know you’re only mean because people were mean to you but is this really what you want?❞

❝Your smile is contagious.❞

❝Why are you so self-critical?❞

❝Thanks for trusting me.❞

❝Of course I trust you.❞

#memes

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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intimidating

#things rebecca likes #cute things #aesthetic

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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random, unhinged dialogue … sentence starters

“You ever think about frogs?”

“I laugh like a Batman villain.”

“I want to ride a capybara into battle.”

“Rehydrate me with the tears of my enemies.”

“I want to punch someone under the full moon.”

“I will fistfight my own body in a dimly lit parking lot.”

“We could be mortal enemies, but you’re a coward.”

“I want to stand on a cliffside at sunset and scream.”

“I wish I could fly. Or at least, like… menacingly hover.”

“I just had a week’s worth of sodium and I crave more.”

“My body is at war with itself, and I’m leading the charge.”

“I’m going into the woods to scream. Who’s coming with me?”

“I don’t want to sleep. I want to slip into delirium, its more fun.”

“I want a hug. I want a hug so tight I end up in a full body cast.”

“I’ve been a clown so long, my shoes are no longer even squeaky.”

“I wish I could hibernate like a bear. And maul those who anger me.”

“It tastes like chemicals, but the kind of chemicals that taste yummy.”

“I just ate a whole jar of peanut butter. And it did nothing to fill the void.”

“Yeah, I’m having a breakdown. But, I still have the mom friend energy.”

“If you kiss someone open-mouthed, it feels like making out with a fish.”

“I had higher expectations once, too. I’ve since handed them down to the devil.”

“If I am awake, then I’m in pain. And I will share it with those who displease me.”

“We’re out of band-aids. On an unrelated note, I might need to go to the hospital.”

“Clothes are a social construct. I’m stripping naked and prowling the streets like the gremlin I am.”

“Am I crying? Yes. Am I going to acknowledge it further? No. And I expect you to do the same, thank you.”

“I accidentally singed my fingerprints off. I can do horrible crimes, now… like, stealing all the dogs from the pet store.”

#memes

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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If your muses were regular human beings, how would their lives be different?

If Eric had let his real reasons for changing Rebecca go, she probably would have returned to college after her uncle's passing. She would have continued her degree course in Zoology working part-time jobs and scraping by until she graduated. Once graduated, she would have sought her chance to fulfill her dreams of going to Africa and working with the Continent's inhabitants human and animal alike. Once home, she would have returned to the very ranch she grew up on and started to prepare for taking it over, along with the "family business". She would be fated to the Supernatural, werewolf or not it is in her DNA.

I imagine Stratus's life would be extremely different if she and her brother had been human and not Lycanborn. For starters, her childhood would be extremely different, perhaps kinder to her. Her brother wouldn't have been so hard, though would have remained protective, and wouldn't have raised her in such a light. She would've grown up in a far more gentle manner, and probably would have attended school, made friends, and may have even gained a boy or girlfriend. Once an adult, Stratus would have gone into dress design earning herself quite a business and a great deal of wealth. Perhaps she'd have even made a dress for one of the girls if they had been born in the same time period.

Mayleen would have probably led much of the same life, however, witchcraft along with her curse would not be included. She would spend her college years with Becca, studying to become a botanist and to become a floral designer. She then would have found her little flower shop in Cold Spring, where she'd set up base in and start working on bringing joy through flowers to anyone who walked into her store. (Only this time, the store wouldn't be her disguise.)

Cara's life would have been dramatically different. She would have continued living at the ranch until Rebecca's return, then would proceed to live with the brunette and would prepare to take it over with her younger cousin. She would have joined Rebecca in the "family business" and possibly would never have met Mandy. Cara would have stayed in the "family business" until symptoms of the very same illness that took her mom and older sister from her would start to surface and ultimately to her death. See, Cara is the only one in this pack whose Lycanthropy inadvertently saved her life, and not even she knows it.

Emma would have gotten to live her dream life, finish college, and would have become a paleontologist. (That's right, Emma digs prehistoric creatures!) She would have traveled around digging up secret hints and glimpses of the ancient past. She would eventually return home to Denver however, upon hearing the engagement of her sister. Emma would have even planned the wedding herself, and have been there for the births and raising of her niece and nephew. She then would have probably met her own partner, gotten married, and continued to live a life of digging up Earth's most hidden creatures.

#headcanons

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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Due to her past, Rebecca is afraid of falling in love again and tends to be apprehensive/timid when it comes to falling. However, that doesn't mean she's against it, in fact, there are several things that make this girl melt/swoon and physical telltale signs she is falling in love.

Things That Make Becca Swoon:

Lingering touches and Stares

Eye Contact/Being Made To Maintain Eye Contact

Soft Touching

Close Contact

Stolen Moments/Looks/Kisses

Body Contact

Physical Sings She is Falling in Love:

Her heart rate will pick up when in the presence of the one she loves, especially if they're in close contact with her.

Her cheeks will flush brightly immediately upon the two being alone.

She can be caught gazing at the other for too long.

She will attempt to avoid eye contact in certain intimate situations.

She will find silent and subtle ways to maintain some sort of physical contact with them once the two are touching.

She can become easily flustered and clumsy. (Which usually ends with her hitting her head and embarrassing herself.)

Rebecca is a soft soul and tends to show love in soft ways. She's timid and apprehensive, but once she's in love, Rebecca is in it for life... Or as long as the other will have her.

#headcanons #Shippy Headcanons

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beatenxnotxbroken · 7 months

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Mun is 29 and must be 21+ to interact with.

Super friendly and multi-ship. - Welcome to all characters and ships! 💕GET OVER HERE AND LET'S WRITE!💕

Seriously, don't be shy! I'm literally like a baby seal when it comes to intimidation. XD I swear, I'm not scary. - Major ship whore.

You have been warned, be prepared for loads of bugging and plot ideas among many other things from me if we write together and ship.

PLEASE READ THE RULES AND OC SHEET BEFORE INTERACTING!

Now that you've learned some about me, here are a few questions: - Who is your favorite oc to play, and why? - What would you say is the lore connected to your oc? - Could you name three negative traits about this oc? - What is your favorite fandom to write in? Canon to write as?

Follow backs from my main! @w0efulsoul

Starters sent: 2 || Drafts/Asks: 2 || Replies done: 2 || Awaiting replies from partners: 4

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