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its wild how long ive been drawing and i still cant draw boobs well

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i think i will watch all of breaking bad + el camino + better call saul ... 20 times in my life time if i dont die young

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i generally dont believe ppl who talk abt their dreams online but since getting so obsessed with breaking bad / bcs and getting it so deeply ingrained in my routine ... its weirder if i have a dream WITHOUT those guys being apart of it

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#im reblogging whenever im at this point #and im at this point #looking at breaking bad fandom makes me feel irl insane

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truly i will never post art again cuz these sketches r all i can muster and theyre sooooo shit

been in art jail for what feels like YEARS trying to capture the stupid faces of breaking bad men. i havent even drawn any of the shit i want to make these stupid men do cuz idk how to make them look like themselves

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been in art jail for what feels like YEARS trying to capture the stupid faces of breaking bad men. i havent even drawn any of the shit i want to make these stupid men do cuz idk how to make them look like themselves

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i dreamt i went to an aaron paul meet and great and he was hugging all these fans and then he walked up to me making full eyecontact and smiling.... i was like stunned and horrified. he was like shuffling closer to me and then i decided to go in for a hug like the other fans AND THEN EVERYONE STARTED SCREAMING AT ME amd like aaron paul was still smiling but he was ALSO PISSED like some evil trickster

and i woke up sooo disoriented

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being obsessed w a piece of media is so scary. what if my mutuals see how insane i go about it and think oh i gotta check out what this is about and then think it sucks and kill me with rocks. what if they hate my favorite characters

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As an autistic person watching It's Always Sunny, holy fuck Charlie genuinely may accidentally be one of the best portrayals of an autistic person who is undiagnosed and possibly not even aware because they're just treated as a weird person

He's just like me fr

#ppl r way better at writing autistics when they arent trying to #and thats just the truth 🦐🦐

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Anguish - Pose Reference

#i gotta save this one but tumblr app isnt letting me save images so... rb #ily anguish :)

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do u guys ever take a step back and think about how absolutely balls to the wall deranged kim and jimmy's howard plan was 😭 everyone talks about the schemes and slips that walt pulled in "breaking bad", but jimmy and kim were like putting on disguises, hiring actors, stealing cars all just to make howard look like a jackass. nacho's in the side quest submerged in oil, gus is dodging literal bullets, and kim and jimmy are eating takeout over "the art of war"-ass blueprints and manuscripts all in the effort to make A Lawyer look like he might be a Bad Guy

#if love languages were real then schemining and plotting is the kim x jimmy love language

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new favorite bit is saying "I would be fangirling so hard if I met him in real life 😍" about random species of fish

#me with the san diego zoo orangutans

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i feel like its a mistake to be friendswith me. itsa bad idea

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#feeling like this once again #im stupid

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i feel like im supposed to have mixed feelings abt chuck but he reminds me too much of people in MY life i have to have mixed feelings for so... i kinda just wanna hate him

#chuck mcgill #better call saul

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and if i said old woman yuri 🤨

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i watched it in like october and its been rotting in my brain ever since... wasnt even anything special, but i remember finding him so cool and sexy, i wanted to watch everything hes ever been in. then i found out he was in fucking OPPENHEIMER. AND LIKE A MILLION OTHER THINGS

its weird when an actors famous but uve only seen them in one weird thing. like, whose jack delroy? u mean the hot guy in the belko experiment.....?