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honest to god the scariest thing about being a senior in high school is finding out your classmates’ majors of choice. the guy in my calculus class who never knows what’s going on wants to be a civil engineer? guys. our buildings are cooked. hello

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the guy that has been pretending like i dont exist for a month waved at me in the hallway today and i didn’t acknowledge him (because he has hurt my feelings terribly lol) AND THEN HE ASKED MY FRIEND “hey why is sadie pretending i don’t exist?”

#txt #🎹 #words cannot describe how much i am banging my head against a wall rn. WHAT

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saw a grown woman on tiktok snidely calling gen z the christopher columbus generation bc someone’s fifteen year old son ‘thought he’d discovered weezer’. newsflash every generation finds out about the music of the previous generation at some point it comes free with being fifteen. being annoying about music also comes free with being fifteen. a kid saying yeah i’ve just found this band nirvana have you ever heard of them should be a thing of joy

#when i was 14 i told my father that i had just discovered the song bittersweet symphony

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the mass senior scramble is killing me why is literally everyone in relationships what the fuck

#dear god. please can someone ask me out please #this thing #txt

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some recents

#spring tag #📷 #i don’t think i like how this are ending right now. lets hope may brings a change #txt

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“what’s the song of the summer” ?? it’s DANCING IN THE DARK by bruce springsteen for the 40th year in a row

#music tag

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if you're an adult man with natural blonde hair that's a sign from nature to show that there's something deeply evil going on with you like the brightly colored frogs

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It is what it is but like. Can it be something else

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almost graduation. almost summer. once i’m out of here everything will be okay

#txt #🚙 #🏃‍♀️ <- me soon. trust

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oh me? well I'm the faggot America.

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the universal college experience, no matter your major, is learning how remarkably fucked everything is. except business majors theyre having a great time learning to do basic arithmetic and and staring at that one supply and demand graph where the line goes up

#will be combining learning about environmental science and policy which means i will be going we’re so fucked over and over in a feedback #loop abt climate change + the state of us gov’t

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do i have feelings for the guy who sits across from me in calculus class (who was in every class i had from kindergarten til 7th grade) or is it just comphet? or is it the part of my brain that has been wired by society to crave male approval and he's being nice to me? or is it a sense of nostalgia and that sort of weird affection that's rising in me all the time now, just because i'm graduating soon? or is it my adhd hyperfixating on him? or am i just bored and want a prom date? or is it just spring?

#txt #hate it here

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hope christalbott450 is having a good day :(

#WAS LOOKING FOR THIS THE OTHER DAY! #how strange it is to be anything at all save me...

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terrible thing about all this is i actually do love and care about him deeply and i want us to be friends and i wanted to go to prom with him and i am genuinely mourning his friendship in my life. what the fuck did i do to him!

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can i tell you guys a secret.

the guy who i really liked who was a jerk to me when he found out i had feelings for him? yeah on saturday he was seen making out with this girl at a party, and apparently asked her to prom by texting her "would it be sp-d if we went to prom together" (romantic, right? /s). one of our mutual friends told me that he apparently really likes this girl, and he's really serious about her.

well apparently, said girl was also making out with someone else at the party. and plans to turn him down for prom. :)

#txt #this is mean to be happy about but like. karma #🎹 #anyway he's getting his wisdom teeth out this week so i'm free temporarily #also fun fact we're going to the same college. can't believe two months ago i was hoping we'd go to schools near each other and now i'm #genuinely dismayed that we're going to be at the same school :/ #feels really weird. i miss his friendship like crazy

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#my sister was born like milk pale and blond in a family of tan brunettes she was practically asking to be told she was adopted #but usually i say switched in the hospital at birth

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it especially irritates me when people say that being a pick-me makes someone a bad feminist. “you should support women that want to be girly and like taylor swift, because that’s feminism, and if you don’t then you’re a pick me and a bad feminist.”

is feminism not first and foremost a movement for women’s rights? including women’s autonomy? a woman’s right to choose what decisions to make about her life, rather than those decisions being made for her? i think that includes her choice to not listen to taylor swift!

The way the phrase "Pick-Me Girl" has set us back DECADES, I'm not even kidding... Like, REALLY? We're deciding that if a "girl" doesn't conform enough to what "normal girls" do or like, the explanation is that she's doing it (or faking it, even!) to impress GUYS??? Wow, ok.

#feminism #makes me soooooo mad