brokenmirrorbaby

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I won't be deleting this blog or any of the others until I manage to save any writing I'm particularly proud of but yeah.

Not on hiatus. I'm out. I quit.

The fact that no one interacting with that blog thought that MAYBE it might hurt someone's feelings for even a second, the fact that it was made in the first place. The fact that some of y'all will threaten others if they don't tag your triggers or your friend's triggers but will ignore being asked to tag things like weight loss

That y'all thought body shaming was okay.

That y'all thought saying "I want to have a child" counts as some kind of child abuse because the person saying it is a vampire

That yall have private rag sessions on the people you don't like and accuse them of "breaking lore" in a system that literally ENCOURAGES you to fuck with the lore...

I am done. This shit is why I left fandom in the first place.

And btw, if I, as someone who had to give up their child, who had let their in laws adopt their son because they were too sick to properly care for them wants to have a storyline where their character becomes a mother, I have that fucking right and if you didn't like it, you should have fucking blocked me and blacklisted my username.

Your actions have fucking consequences and I never should have let that lame ass "apology" I got when this started fly.

Never did Morgan do or say ANYTHING that implied child abuse in that scenario. Someone in a bad situation saying they want children isn't abusive you fucking assholes. Excusing the behavior as "people get heated when child abuse is brought up" was a fucking cop out.

But I hope your lil in group is happy. You'll have vampblr all to yourself soon.

So fucking long and goodnight.

Morgan Mun out.))

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I'm suffering from some really intense emotional burnout and bullshit right now.

I'm trying to process some heavy shit and just... cannot focus on much of anything that requires serious thought or engaging with anyone outside of like, a few specific people and specific discord severs. I'm not trying to ignore anyone or anything I'm just...

Last sunday I had the first cutting relapse I've had since early 2018 and I've just come to the realization of exactly what my counselor saying "yeah, a lot of what your mom did to you was sexual abuse" actually means and trying to process THAT on top of trying to figure out if the nightmares I have about my father are bc of repressed trauma or something else.

This makes morgan specifically really difficult to find muse for unless I wanted to do a whole "I'm an incest survivor" story line..

Which I fucking don't. But I'm also just not able to summon much for my other OCs either.

I'm falling apart a bit. I'll probably be on tumblr but only sharing aesthetic stuff for a while. If I haven't answered on discord, it's not you I just... do not have the spoons for interacting w/people I'm not super close to 1 on 1.

Sorry about the sudden hiatus when I was just coming back. Everyone pls take care of yourselves. I might do replies here and there if I get an idea but... yeah. Sorry.))

#((tw child abuse)) #((ooc)) #((tw self harm)) #((tw cutting)) #tw incest

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A Laci sketch I did the other day + some effects.

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I'm jusT mad U get to GO ON DATES AT all!!!

In this day and age anything can be a date - so always be prepared to ruin someones night by telling them you’re breaking up with them then skedaddle tf outta there 

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>:c u bastard

In this day and age anything can be a date - so always be prepared to ruin someones night by telling them you’re breaking up with them then skedaddle tf outta there 

#im nOT alllOwED to DATE

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ha ha! that would be NICE i'm over here MOSTLY ALONE trying to stop a horrifyin eldritch monstrosity from waking up :/ its like wow all this work and no one THANKS ME. ...do not ever eat the glowsticks! BAD IDEA!

NEXT CRIME: spam the network with bela lugosi’s dead for 24 straight hours. gnna have to stay awake for that one but it will be WORTH IT.

#reblog #not mine #text

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i FUCKING wish! no I dont thing ive done anything THAT far reaching. i MEan other than the APOCALYPSE pRevention!

NEXT CRIME: spam the network with bela lugosi’s dead for 24 straight hours. gnna have to stay awake for that one but it will be WORTH IT.

#reblog #not mine #text

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eXACtly!!! lASt time i rickrolled them. it was PRetty GREAT.

NEXT CRIME: spam the network with bela lugosi’s dead for 24 straight hours. gnna have to stay awake for that one but it will be WORTH IT.

#reblog #not mine #text

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Kinda I gotta focus on constantly thinking about it so anyone who accidentally tun3s in gets stuck listening to it.

NEXT CRIME: spam the network with bela lugosi’s dead for 24 straight hours. gnna have to stay awake for that one but it will be WORTH IT.

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NEXT CRIME: spam the network with bela lugosi’s dead for 24 straight hours. gnna have to stay awake for that one but it will be WORTH IT.

#fuck you malkavian network #stop sending me B ULLSHIT

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vampire mental illness >>>>>> regular mental Illness

#reblog #not mine #text

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Sometimes things are not good. Sometimes they are.

Right now, a good thing is that it's very quiet but a bad thing is that I know it won't last for long.

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Numbness… What a funny feeling…

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U go man. U tell em.

Can everyone stop shipping me? Im very much single but that doesnt mean Ill just pick the first guy/gal who drools over me. I have STANDARDS.

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San Francisco? You mean from Star Trek? You know that's not a real place, right?

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cat logic is so simple yet so effective. dont like something? smack it as far away from you as possible. literally flawless reasoning.

#reblog #not mine #text