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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
series masterlist || masterlist
You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
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A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
series masterlist || masterlist
You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
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A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
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You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
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A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
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You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
~~~
A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
series masterlist || masterlist
You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
~~~
A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
series masterlist || masterlist
You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iïżœïżœïżœll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
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A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
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You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
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A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
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You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
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A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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aww so am i!!! but thereâs still the epilogue!! thank you for reading!!!
all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
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You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
~~~
A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
series masterlist || masterlist
You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.ïżœïżœ
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
~~~
A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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heâs happyyyyyyy!! thank you for reading!!!
all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
series masterlist || masterlist
You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
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A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
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You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnïżœïżœt have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
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A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
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You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
~~~
A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
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You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatâs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
*
Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
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A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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"This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that? " - I am sad, but so, so, so satisfied with the way you wrote them!!!! Such an incredible, iconic series!!!
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all you had to do was stay âȘ part 9
Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem!reader
Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Words: 3.9k
Warnings: a little bit of angst, me not knowing how the navy works so just assume it works like that lol, SMUT 18+ [unprotected sex, oral f receiving, a little breeding kink maybe?, dirty talk, praising, cumplay, the whole thing is pretty filthy considering this series has been quite tame so far lol]
A/N: Hereâs part nine!! the final part before the epilogue!!!! enjoy
feedback is always appreciated <3
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You use every opportunity to distract yourself from the fact that Jake is gone and you donât know when heâll be back. If heâll be back. You really try your best not to think too negatively, but you canât help worrying. You just hope it gets better with time, because you know for a fact that youâre going to be with Jake when he comes back. If he comes back.
You shake your head to get rid of these thoughts. You have to stay positive, if not for you then for Josie. Sheâs the ray of hope in your dark thoughts. She doesnât even consider the fact that Jake might not come back. You know itâs because she doesnât know the severity of this mission and the dangers of his job in general. But it still cheers you up.Â
Thankfully, your week is packed full with promo for your new book. Youâve got several signings and interviews, and you thank whoever is responsibly because it couldnât have come at a better time. Josie spends a lot of time at Pennyâs while youâre working. Penny is restless as well. With your whirlwind of emotions around Jakeâs return you completely missed that Penny rekindled an old romance as well. And now youâre both praying that theyâll get back from their mission unscathed.
Youâre in LA for the day, being interviewed and doing a signing in a small bookstore. Just like the days before, youâre thankful for the distraction. But itâs also exhausting. Youâre not used to this much human interaction, and as much as you love seeing your little readersâ smiling faces and listening to parents tell you how much they love your books, you feel like your own smile is stuck on your face. Your cheeks are hurting. And itâs draining to pretend to be carefree.Â
When you finally leave at the end of the day you canât wait to pick up Josie and go home. You honestly just want to sleep. This was your last commitment for a while and youâre already thinking about just spending a week doing nothing except play with Josie. You need to recharge your batteries.
Back in San Diego, Josie seems equally as excited to see you.Â
âThank you so much for looking after her and Muffin,â you give Penny a hug.Â
âDonât worry about it.â Penny waves her hand dismissively. âI love spending time with these two. And I know both of us could use the distraction.â She gives you a lopsided smile.
You nod your head. âYeah I guess so. Itâs just hard not knowing anything.âÂ
âTheyâll come back.â Penny sounds certain, but you know sheâs trying to convince herself as much as sheâs trying to reassure you.Â
You feel yourself tearing up, so you just nod again. âYou have fun on your sailing trip okay?â Penny and Amelia decided to go on a spontaneous sailing trip first thing tomorrow morning. You know itâs another distraction for Penny, but you donât mention it.
âWe will! And you get some rest, okay?â She gives you that concerned mom look and you have to roll your eyes.
âI donât think I have much of a choice.â You laugh. âIâll probably go to bed right after tucking Josie to sleep.âÂ
Penny laughs, then you call for Josie and head out after saying goodbye to Penny.
Dinner consists of Josieâs favourite take-out, youâre too tired to cook anything and you live for the smile on Josieâs face.
âThis is my most favourite!â Josie exclaims and throws the rest of her chicken nugget into her mouth.
You chuckle, âI know, honey.â
âWe need to go there again when Daddy comes back.â She says it so matter of fact it makes you smile sadly.
âWe will.â You pat her hand gently. âIâm sure heâll love it just as much.âÂ
âMore than me?â She looks at you with wide eyes.
âNow, thatâs impossible. He doesnât love anything more than you.â You run the back of your hand over her cheek and she smiles.
âNot even you?â It makes you stop for a second. Youâre pretty certain he was about to tell you he loves you before he left, but maybe he wanted to say something completely unrelated? Youâve been mulling it over for days, and the more time passes the more you doubt that thatâs what he wanted to say. But thereâs still a small glimmer of hope somewhere inside you.
You donât exactly know what to say, so you settle on, âNot even me.âÂ
Once youâve tucked Josie into bed you change into more comfortable clothes and curl up on the sofa. You donât think you can pay attention to anything on TV but you turn it on anyway, even if itâs just a background noise to your spinning thoughts.
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Itâs after Josieâs bedtime when Jake uses the key you gave him for the first time. He couldâve rung the bell, the lights in the living room are still on, but he wanted to surprise you.Â
Muffin greets him at the door, his tags giving a soft jingling sound not unlike Jakeâs dog tags. He smiles.Â
âDid you look out for our girls? Yeah? Good boy.â He rubs behind Muffinâs ear, then ventures further into the house. He can faintly hear the TV in the living room, so thatïżœïżœïżœs where he goes, the sound of his heavy boots muffled on the carpet.
There you are, curled up on the sofa, asleep. Jake smiles to himself. He missed you so much. He was only gone for a week, possibly the shortest mission heâs ever been on, but he missed you the second he said goodbye.
He doesnât really want to wake you, if you fell asleep on the couch you probably need the sleep. But he wants to see your eyes, your smile, wants to hear your voice. So he slowly crouches down by your side and gently pushes your hair out of your face before running the back of his hand over your cheek, back and forth until your eyelids start to flutter.
âHey, sweetheart,â he whispers and then your eyes finally snap open. He watches as they fill with tears and then you throw your arms around his neck and pull him close. It only takes him a millisecond to reciprocate the hug. Holding you tight, he leaves kisses on your temple.Â
After a while you lean back to look at him and seeing the tears streaming down your face breaks his heart. âWhat are you crying for?âÂ
âHappy tears,â you assure. âIâm just happy to see your stupid face again.â
He chuckles, âYou donât think my face is stupid.â
You shake your head. âNo, I really donât.âÂ
This makes Jake laugh out loud. He squeezes you a little tighter. âI missed you, too.âÂ
And then you stand there just looking at each other.
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Heâs home. You still think youâre dreaming as you stare at him standing right in front of you. His green eyes are sparkling in the low light of the living room and youâre filled with such a warmth you canât put it into words. Or maybe you can. Because itâs love. You love him. Youâre about to open your mouth and just blurt the words but Jake is quicker.
âThereâs something I promised to tell you when I get back.â He whispers, running his thumb over your cheek.
You nod, âAnd whatâs that?â You donât dare speak louder than a whisper, afraid to burst the bubble youâre in.
Jakeâs eyes roam over your face before they lock on yours again. âI love you.â He says and then new tears are in your eyes.
âI love you, too.âÂ
Jake seems just a little bit surprised at your words, âYeah?â he sounds hopeful.
âYeah,â you nod, âso much.âÂ
âCâmere.â And then he finally pulls you into a kiss. You bury your hands in his short hair and pull him as close as you possibly can.
Never before has a kiss made you feel this much. Kissing Jake has always been special, you used to think it was just because of the sexual tension between you two, but itâs more than that. You donât ever want to kiss someone else ever again. Â
Somehow you end up straddling him on the sofa, his hands on your hips. You feel him growing hard beneath you and it doesnât help with curbing your own arousal. As you start grinding your hips against his, Jake moans into your mouth.
âMaybe we should take this to the bedroom,â you say, after pulling away just enough to talk. The tip of your nose is still brushing against his.
âYou sure? We donât have to.â Jake leans back just a little bit more so he can look at you. His thumbs have slipped under the fabric of your t-shirt, rubbing gentle circles on your skin.
âIâm sure,â you nod. âI wanna feel you.â You feel Jakeâs hands tighten around your hips before he lets out a breath.
âOkay,â he gives you one more deep kiss before he lifts you up and makes his way over to your bedroom. He gently lays you down on your bed, his hands roaming over your body and you donât think youâve ever wanted anybody so bad.
You tried dating a few times since Josie was born, but nothing ever came of it. Did you need someone to scratch that certain itch every once in a while? Yes. And you got that. But it never became more than that.
But this? This didnât feel like you needed to scratch an itch, to just get it over with and then you can go on with your life. Nothing has even really happened yet and you already know you wonât be able to get enough of him.Â
Slowly, so slowly, you undress each other. Both of you cherishing every inch of skin exposed. Until youâre bare in front of him, your knees either side of his head while he trails kisses over your inner thighs.
âSo pretty,â he murmurs against your skin. âI missed your pretty pussy so much.â He gently runs his thumb over your clit and it sends a jolt of electricity up your spine. âMissed your taste.â And then he leaves a kiss on your clit before licking a stripe up your middle. âSo sweet,â he hums before doing it again. All you can do is bury your hands in his hair, arch your back and pull him closer.Â
Itâs like devouring you is Jakeâs favourite pastime, heâs got his eyes closed, one of his hands gripping your thigh, the other on your belly to keep your hips steady. And every time youâre about to come, he moves away and peppers kisses on your inner thighs again.
âJake, please.â You finally whine, tugging on his hair.Â
âPlease, what?â You can hear the smirk in his voice.
âNeed you inside me.â You give his hair another tug, and he finally crawls over you, so his head is hovering over yours. You can smell yourself on his lips and it makes even more warmth pool between your thighs.
You canât really read the expression on his face until he says, âI didnât bring any protection.â He gently moves your hair out of your face.
âI donât have anything here either,â you realise. You werenât expecting to have sex anytime soon. Were you thinking about doing it with Jake? Absolutely. But you didnât allow yourself to actually consider it until he was home safe. You sigh. âAnd Iâm not on birth control, either,â you admit. âIt should be a safe time though âŠâ you trail off. Is it reckless to have unprotected sex when youâve already had an unplanned pregnancy? Yes, absolutely. Is the thought as scary as it should be? No.
âYou mean âŠ?â Jake tilts his head.
âIâm healthy. And if youâre planning on sticking around âŠâÂ
Jake places a soft kiss on your lips. âIâm sticking around. Iâm not gonna leave again, unless you want me to. I might not always be around, but Iâll always come home to you. Always.â The honesty in his voice makes you tear up again. You wind your legs around his hips and feel him heavy against your thigh.
âIf youâre okay with it ⊠Iâm willing to risk it.â You havenât even fully uttered the sentence before his lips are on yours again.
âIâm willing to risk it with you any time, sweetheart.â
âI love you,â you say and pull him into another kiss.Â
âAnd I love you. So much.âÂ
And then he positions himself at your entrance and slowly pushes in. You throw your head back because it just feels that good. When his hips are flush against yours he pauses for a second, both of you enjoying the feeling of finally being together.Â
Jake starts moving in and out of you slowly, filling you with leisurely thrusts. And it feels so good. Until you need more.
âMore,â you moan.
âSweetheart, Iâm not gonna last.â
âThatâs okay.âÂ
âI want you to come first.â
âIâll come with you.â You move your hands between your bodies and start rubbing your clit. It doesnât take long for Jake to pick up his thrusts, the tip of his cock rubbing against your g-spot every time.
âFuck,â he grunts, his movements becoming erratic.
âCome for me Jake,â you whine. âCome inside me, please.â
You feel him starting to twitch inside you. âOh fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuck.â And then heâs kissing you again, swallowing your moans while bucking his hips into you, his release painting your walls and youâre right there with him. Goosebumps are covering your body and all you can feel is him.
You stay like that for a while, both of you catching your breath, his heavy weight on top of you, but youâre enjoying it. You feel safe, you feel loved.
When Jake pulls out his eyes are fixated on the way your combined come drips out of you.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he runs his fingers through your folds, spreading your juices, and starts playing with your clit. A moan bursts out of you.
âYou got one more in youâ?
âI donât know, Jake.â
âCâmon, baby. One more.â The nickname is new, but you donât mind it. It makes your insides flutter.
âKiss me.â He obliges, his thumb on your clit as he enters you with two of his fingers while kissing you senseless. When he moves his kisses down your neck you canât contain your moans.
âYou gotta be quiet, baby. As much as Iâd love to hear you scream for me. Can you do that for me?â You nod and bite your lips together. âGood girl.â
It doesnât take long until youâre on the edge again and with one more flick of your clit youâre coming again.
âThatâs it. Thatâs it, baby. Just like that. Look at you. So gorgeous.â Jakeâs words and his gentle caresses carry you through your orgasm until youâre completely spend and youâre too sensitive. When he notices, he moves his hand away and gives you another kiss. âMy sweet girl. So good for me.âÂ
âI love you.â It seems you canât stop telling him.
His eyes crinkle as he smiles. âI love you.â
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Youâre woken up by a trail of kisses being left on your shoulder. Youâre still tired but at the same time you feel like youâre filled to the brim with energy. You and Jake didnât get much sleep last night. Turns out when he said âone moreâ he was lying. Because there were two more in the shower after that.
You slowly turn around so you can look at him. His hair is messy and the warm sunshine falling through the window makes him look like an angel.
âHi.â You canât contain your smile and Jake mirrors your expression.
âHi,â with the arm heâs got wrapped around you he pulls you closer to him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
You didnât think it was possible but your smile becomes even bigger. âGood morning.âÂ
âYou look happy.âÂ
âI am.â You admit. âCould get used to waking up like this.â You wind your leg around his hip, and you can feel him against your core even through multiple layers of clothing, itâs enough to make your heart start racing. The look in Jakeâs eyes becomes heated.
âYeah?â His hand moves to your ass and gives it a squeeze. It makes you giggle.
âMhm.â You nod, shuffling just a little closer to him.
âWell, funny you mention that, actually.â Jakeâs hand is running over your back and it takes a moment for his words to register.
âHuh? What do you mean?â You sit up a little, shifting so now Jakeâs on his back while youâre partially hovering above him.
âIâve got this new position that requires me to stay in San Diego long term. And I kind of need a place to stay.â You can only look at him with wide eyes. What? âI donât have to ⊠I can just ⊠If you donât want me to, I can look for a place of my own. I didnât mean to just ⊠invite myself, I guess. I just thoughtââ
You interrupt him with a kiss. âYouâre staying here?âÂ
âYeah,â he nods and smiles a little sheepishly. âI got a position at Top Gun. Nothing special but with the possibly of becoming an instructor one day.â He shrugs. âIâll be right here for the foreseeable future. I wanna be close to you and Josie. Even if you donât want me moving in, which I understandââ
âYou want to move in?â
âOf course I do. Weâve already lost so much time, Iâve lost so much time with Josie ⊠I donât want to lose any more. Youâre it for me sweetheart. Iâm gonna marry you one day.â
Your mouth drops open at that.
âIf you want to.â He smiles. âI want to give you your dream life, with the husband and the white picket fence ⊠two point five kids.âÂ
You pinch him playfully, but then lean in to give him another kiss.
âSounds like a plan,â you murmur, before kissing him again. Jake pulls you closer and you can feel the smile on his lips. He breaks the kiss and you can tell heâs about to say something when you hear the door being opened slowly.
Itâs Saturday morning, and that usually means Josie will come over for some cuddles before breakfast. You turn to the door with a smile.
Josie pokes her head in, her hair messy from sleep and here eyes still halfway closed. That changes when she notices youâre not alone.
âDaddy?â
âHey, Peanut.â Thatâs all it takes for Josie to come running towards the bed, climbing on it and tackling Jake in a hug.
âI missed you soooooooo much,â Josie shouts, and Jake laughs.
âI missed you, too. Every second of every day,â he smiles.Â
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Just like you promised yourself you would, you spent the following week doing nothing except spend time with Josie. Except, youâre not doing it alone but with Jake. Heâs got a bit of free time before starting his new position and while he needs to move his stuff down from Lemoore, he claims he doesnât have much to move, one trip would suffice.Â
Together, the two of you decided to just take the plunge and have him move in. Why waste any more time? Josie was quite possibly the biggest fan of that idea. Jake will have a shadow 24/7 if she has her way, but you donât think Jake would have a problem with that.
âYou ready?â Jake pokes his head into the bathroom, where youâre finishing your make-up.Â
âAlmost.â
âI love you.âÂ
You turn to Jake with a smile. Heâs been saying it every chance he gets, says he needs to make up for the last six years.Â
âI love you, too, you big goof.âÂ
âHey!â He playfully pouts, âdonât let the others hear you call me that. I have a reputation to uphold.âÂ
You raise an eyebrow. âAnd what would you like me to call you instead?â
Jake stalks into the bathroom, pretending to think. He wraps his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on your shoulder. âHow about Daddy?â He whispers and you canât stop the goosebumps from appearing on your arms.
âWhy am I not surprised?â You laugh. âShouldâve known youâre into that.âÂ
Jake hums, then says, âOnly because you made me one.â
*
The Hard Deck is not super busy this evening, itâs still early and the middle of the week but Jake wanted to introduce you to the people who made sure he got home safe. Even though he was the one who saved Maverick and Rooster, but Jake wonât be petty. Maybe.Â
Jakeâs almost bursting with excitement as he pulls you by the hand, Josie on his hip. The groupâs chatting in the back of the bar but as soon as they spot Jake all conversation stops.
âIs that Bagman or am I hallucinating?â Phoenix stage whispers.Â
Coyote nods, âI think itâs real.âÂ
Jake rolls his eyes before pulling you into his side. âI wanted you guys to meet my family.â He introduces you, then looks at Josie. âAnd this is my daughter Josie.âÂ
Josie blushes, then rests her head on his shoulder and waves.Â
For a moment the rest of the squad just stare. Then Phoenix is the first to speak up again, âHi, Josie. Itâs so nice to meet you.â She gives Jake a look as if sheâs never seen him before.Â
âI guess that explains where youâve been half the time.â Coyote muses.Â
âI had some groveling to do,â Jake nods. âAnd theyâre much better company than you guys.âÂ
The whole group breaks out into protest but Jake just shrugs his shoulders.Â
He turns to you, âYou good on your own for a moment? Iâll go get us something to drink.âÂ
âOf course, go ahead.â You smile and for a second Jake just takes you in, then he sets Josie down beside you and gives you a kiss.Â
âIâll be right back.âÂ
At the bar, Jake leans against the bar top and watches as you talk to the squad. He didnât realise it, but while he was starting to rebuild his relationship with you and getting to know Josie, the three of you slowly becoming a family, he also gained another family. He knows he was an asshole when they were first put together as a team, but ultimately, he grew to love these people. Even Rooster.
As if he had conjured him, Rooster shows up next to him. A certain understanding pass between the two men, then Rooster says, âYou look good, Hangman.âÂ
Jake huffs a laugh and smiles, âI am good, Rooster. Iâm very good. Iâm happy.â
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A/N: This is it... the end. For now at least. I wanna write an epilogue so that will be coming but then it's time to say goodbye to these :(( who else is sad about that?
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