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legs check.

#thinspp #bonespø #ftm thinspi #tw thinspi #collar bones #tw bones #thinspø #chce byc lekka jak motylek #tw ed but not sheeran #i wanna lose weight

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always "omg u're so skinny!!" but never "r u eating anything?"

legs check 29.03.24

#ftm thinspi #bonespø #tw bones #thinspp #tw thinspi #collar bones #ana meal #tw ed but not sheeran #chce byc lekka jak motylek #thinspø #body ch3ck #bonespr0 #bones and all #tw disordered eating #butterfly #tw ana diary #tw restrictive ed #anor3c1a #anorexcya #i wanna lose weight #i need to lose so much weight #i hate my body #eating disoder trigger warning #ana trigger #thin$po #starv1ng #starv3 #⭐️ve #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals

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I was admitted to a somatic hospital because my BMI was too low. I was terrified because the doctors told me to gain 10 kg (to a "healthy" weight). But now I'm damn happy because no one is watching me with food. Doctors only check plates after meals, but I throw everything away. My mother can't come to see me, but when she does I say I've already eaten. The easy thing is that I don't have to worry about gaining weight at all, because I'm about to turn 18 and I'll be able to make my own decisions. I will be discharged from the hospital at my own discretion. I'd rather die than gain weight .

#ftm thinspi #ed not ed sheeran #ana bllog #tw ed diet #ana trigger #tw ana diary #thinspp #bonespø #tw disordered eating #tw bones

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legs check :p

#ftm thinspi #ed not ed sheeran #ana bllog #tw ed diet #thinspp #bonespø #ana trigger #tw bones #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #ana meal #tw ed but not sheeran #tw thinspi #tw restrictive ed #ed not sheeren #motylek any #bede motylkiem #motylek blog #chce byc lekka jak motylek #chce byc lekka #bonespr0 #bones and all #collar bones #disordered eating thoughts #aż do kości #chcę widzieć swoje kości #wystające kości #lekka jak motyl #lekkie motylki #starv1ng

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zrebloguj a obudzisz się 3kg lżejsza 🎀

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Reminder that this is what people assume of you.

Fat= lazy, disgusting and cheap

Skinny= active, pretty and better looking

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Seeing people having a cw lower than my ugw

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purity

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Tw: sh mention

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That feeling of invalidation you get when you don’t even have the motivation to cvt >>>>

like “wow you’re such a faker, too depressed to cvt? Pshhh, stop pretending you’re even a cvtter then”

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almost 24 hours into my fast!!!!

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had a bad day?

don’t give up now, tomorrow is another day, tomorrow is your chance to fix everything.

your binge doesn’t ruin everything you worked for, you got this.

pictures aren’t mine, dm for removal

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The best thinspø.

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"i want to be skinny"