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We tried the Dissociative Experience Scale and we scored a 48.93, but we're also not sure because we feel like many of those experiences happen due to our ADHD

#-Mystic #traumagenic did #traumagenic system #did alter #did system #actually did #did osdd #endos dni #anti endo

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boops you!!

hello!!

how are you doing!!!

-Angel

Hi! We're doing alright, we're working on some spanish and math work, and we have work after school which should be fun

Luckily we're going to have time tomorrow to start planning out the plot of our book more than just the ending ^w^

#-Ajani/Kitty

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Hi

Unsolicited frog photo

The only unsolicited photos I like

why can't men be more like you

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IT'S GOOD

YOU'RE BEATING UP LSDQUEER

If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that everyone deserves the right to free healthcare and @sscarred-starss absolutely crushes #lsdqueer.

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Pour one out for #cute cats.

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HELL YEA @sscarred-starss

If there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that everyone deserves the right to free healthcare and @sscarred-starss absolutely crushes #lsdqueer.

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Yup. They've been messaging and harassing a lot of people about it

posted a thing about a group of endos being ableist (not even blaming all endos, just pointing out the weirdness)

and some endo came into my replies trauma dumping saying its MY personal fault their friend tried to kts (never seen this person in my life and try my best not to int with endos. and if i do its never in a weird way. occasionally in an ACTUAL* debate way, but never in a dumb rude way. dont fuck with that shit. and the rest of the sys doesn't post abt sys shit at all. whenever we see an endo we just fucking block so we don't accidentally interact)

but apparently its OUR fault their friend tried to kts because apparently anti endos were mean to them or sum and they kept saying random shit as instead of anything of actual substance or on topic to my post.

i am an alter with VERY low empathy. couldnt bring myself to get guilt tripped by some rando who obviously has no regard for others and just puts triggering shit into random replies instead of saying anything with substance.

so note to any endos reading: trauma dumping onto random people isn't a valid argument. get debate lessons please i beg of you. i would respect someone who actually tries to come onto my post to have a convo, but never someone who does weird shit.

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these lyrics >>>>

"Angel, " he calls me Does he know that I'm falling From a precipice that I tripped off long ago? "You're so pure, " he says Does he know, I'm forsaken? The original sinner But soon you'll know For if I'm going down I guess I'll take you with me Naked in that garden Back at the beginning And now in your arms You're faithless, for you pitched me Against your holy father And it seems that I am winning

[the fruit, paris paloma]

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we're doing a unit in spanish about our childhoods and what we were like time to just bullshit this entire unit

#traumagenic did #traumagenic system #did alter #did system #actually did #did osdd #endos dni #anti endo

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They found a dead body near where i live

this is fine

#tw death #tw murder

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Apparently??? I'm usually a 6 and like???

I'M SORRY WHO WAS GOING TO TELL ME THAT THESE WERE THE PAIN, FATIGUE, AND MENTAL HEALTH SCALES???

Pain Scale transcription:

10 - I am in bed and I can’t move due to my pain. I need someone to take me to the emergency room because of my pain.

9 - My pain is all that I can think about. I can barely move or talk because of my pain.

8 - My pain is so severe that it is difficult to think of anything else. Talking and listening are difficult.

7 - I am in pain all the time. It keeps me from doing most activities.

6 - I think about my pain all of the time. I give up many activities because of my pain.

5 - I think about my pain most of the time. I cannot do some of the activities I need to do each day because of the pain.

4 - I am constantly aware of my pain but can continue most activities.

3 - My pain bothers me but I can ignore it most of the time.

2 - I have a low level of pain. I am aware of my pain only when I pay attention to it.

1 - My pain is hardly noticeable.

0 - I have no pain.

Fatigue scale transcription:

10: can barely move; can’t talk

9: can barely move; can talk

8: can move, but can’t do much more than watch TV

7: can watch TV and play a game on my phone simultaneously

6: can do work on my computer lying in bed

5: can get around the house, but definitely couldn’t go out

4: can run a light errand

3: can get in my 10,000 steps, making my fitbit happy

2: can do three or more activities in a single day

1: going clubbing!

Mental Health Pain Scale transcription:

MILD

1 - Everything is a-okay! There is absolutely nothing wrong. You’re probably cuddling a fluffy kitten right now. Enjoy!

2 - You’re a bit frustrated or disappointed, but you’re easily distracted and cheered up with a little effort.

3 - Things are bothering you, but you’re coping. You might be overtired or hungry. The emotional equivalent of a headache.

MODERATE

4 - Today is a bad day (or a few bad days). You still have the skills to get through it, but be gentle with yourself. Use self-care strategies.

5 - Your mental health is starting to impact on your everyday life. Easy things are becoming difficult. You should talk to your doctor.

6 - You can’t do things the way you usually do them due to your mental health. Impulsive and compulsive thoughts may be hard to cope with.

SEVERE

7 - You’re avoiding things that make you more distressed, but that will make it worse. You should definitely seek help. This is serious.

8 - You can’t hide your struggles any more. You may have issues sleeping, eating, having fun, socialising, and work/study. Your mental health is affecting almost all parts of your life.

9 - You’re at a critical point. You aren’t functioning any more. You need urgent help. You may be a risk to yourself or others if left untreated.

10 - The worst mental and emotional distress possible. You can no longer care for yourself. You can’t imagine things getting any worse. Contact a crisis line immediately.

Tag yourself I'm 4, 6, and somewhere between 1 and 10 depending on when I've last seen a chicken

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So I just realized that our layers in headspace are not the definition that other people use for layers-

Apparently layers are spaces separated by heavy amnesia barriers??? we just thought they were like layers of a building if that makes sense-

#traumagenic did #traumagenic system #did alter #did system #actually did #did osdd #endos dni #anti endo

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Reblog this if you slept with my ex-wife Susan.

Trying to prove a point to my divorce lawyer.