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ah kill me at that very place if you want so but I am simping Gil-Galad from rings of power

yes I do and what can anyone do I am an anonymous shitposter

#gil galad #silmarillion #silmarillion fandom #tolkien #j r r tolkien #silm #lotr series #rings of power #amazon

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Benjamin Walker as GIL-GALAD The Last High King of the Noldor 1x01 — A Shadow of the Past

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Dain: please send in literally anybody else for interrogating me. please.

Abyss Sibling, watching as Enjou explains the 5 different ways to conjugate one extremely obscure verb in the language of Byukuyakoku to Dain:

AS: no ♥️

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Jeht fans 🤝Enjou fans

Getting official art on a romantic holiday

CONGRATULATIONS GANG WE ARE WINNINGGGGGGGGG

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Thanks soooon @junk-whunk-punk for tag again you're my honeybun sugarplum pumpy-yampy-pumpkin ur my sweetipie 🤲💝🥳

Favorite color: purple... or pink. or green. or blue. or just black-and-white things... like too many of colours to choose. I can't.

Last song: "A long time"//"Dolgo" by Luybe at yandex music or "Jester"s hymn" by Korol and Shut (haha sometimes I lmao when I see that transliteration)

Last movie/TV show: "The boy and the heron", Hayao Miyazaki. I was stunned, but I was heartbroken too.

Next on my watch list: ...my dad advised the new "Master and Margaret", but Idk. I am also trying to finish watching "Shalyapin" series, "Viva, Anna Ivanovna" movie, "Kumiho's tale" series, "Godunov" series and "Grozny" series. haha, you see, I start everything but finish nothing.

Last game: "Genshin impact", "Window garden". First one is to cry, second is to relax.

Sweet/savoury/spicy: I can't choose. everything!!!1!

Relationship status: distance dating (my girlfriend is away for... some time, we can't know exactly).

Last online search: "3rd age of middle-Earth chronology"

Current obsession: Genshin, Silmarillion + LOTR & the Hobbit (books mostly, but movies too), WORK. WORKWORKWORKWORKWORK.

Greatest flaw: I am lazy, non-organized, chaotic, have lack of energy, troublemaking to everyone, mentally unwell, boring and too talkative when no one asks for it. What I mean is my greatest flaw is me being myself.

Tag someone... @irrrmo @daetron @tar-thelien and everyone else who is not tagged but wants that 🤲🥰

Haii @astro-gnome tagged me in this (thnx btw!! :3)

Favourite colour: Uhhh blue or purple atm but it changes often

Last song: World in my Eyes (Depeche Mode)

Last movie/TV show: The Craft

Next on my watch list: Creep

Last game: corru.observer

Sweet/savoury/spicy: uh savoury but I like sweet and spicy stuff too

Relationship status: Aroace lol

Last online search: Jacana baby

Current obsession: Classic F1 and Slenderman (fun combo!)

Greatest flaw: uh I'm very biased and kinda a hypocrite sometimes IG? Also the fact that I'm irritating as hell 😔

Tagging uhhh @mossquitoman , @anaid-arghem , @k-ky , @ars3n1ck-r00lz and anyone else who wants to do this lol :3

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GOSH MY SON TAGGED ME WHAT A BAD MOTHER I WOULD BE TO NOT TO PARTICIPATE HEHEHEHE

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child

well who can I throw it in

@daetron @tar-thelien @dairemarka @bigpawart @irrrmo AND EVERYBODY ELSE WHO WANTS TO HEHEHEH XOXO EVERYONE

tag game 🤭

rules: color the sentence that's true about you

i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child

this is a whole lot of yellow lmfao

no pressure tags: @marthawrites @schniiipsel @aemonddtargaryen @aemondsbabe @adragonprinceswhore @arcielee @black-dread @lovelykhaleesiii @aemondsbabygirl @valeskafics @connorsui

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I love him.... the dot

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Feanorian Week Reminder!!

Hello Silmarillion Fandom! This is your reminder that Feanorian week will be taking place next month. Below are updated prompts (you are still allowed to suggest prompts)! When is it?:   March 25th, 2024—March 31st, 2024       

  

The prompts are as followed:

Day 1- Maedhros - > Childhood, Kingship, Angband, Coping, The Union, Relations with Different Races

Day 2-Maglor -> Childhood, Wife,  Music & Songs of Power, Elrond & Elros, Kingship, Maglor’s  Gap, Redemption

Day 3- Celegorm - > Childhood, Hunting, Orome & Huan, Strength & Beauty, Luthien, Nargothrond

Day 4- Caranthir - > Childhood, Wife, Betrayal, Lordship, Dwarves & Humans, Marriage, Appearance

Day  5- Curufin - > Childhood, Wife Celebrimbor, Forge Work

Day  6- Ambarussa - > Childhood, Lordship, Regrets, Twin, Hunting, Nandor

Day 7- Nerdanel and Feanor-> Mahtan, Finwe & Indis, Marriage, Reunion, Traveling, Creation, Healing

Rules: You are allowed to post anything fanrelated on the days.  If the prompts are not to your liking, you can do your own thing.  The tracktag is #feanorianweek.  Tag your work accordingly!  Have fun and be nice to others. Disrespect towards others will not be tolerated. 

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So you want to give your fictional character a tragic backstory? Let's talk about how to write trauma.

In order to write trauma, we must understand what it is first.

**This is not medical or therapeutic advice, this is simply a guide to help a person write trauma.**

What is trauma?

The American Psychological Association describes trauma as "an emotional response to a terrible event like an accident, assault, or natural disaster."

I think it's much more complex than that.

Trauma is more than a "terrible event." Trauma is anything that threatens a person's physical, emotional, and/or spiritual well-being. It's not always one huge event that turns someone's world upside down (though this can also be the case).

Small events can be considered trauma, too.

A parent/caregiver denying your reality.

Multiple doctor's visits for a chronic illness.

An autistic person forcing eye contact.

Living with a parent that couldn't regulate their emotions.

A person constantly trying to people please.

Hiding who you truly are due to fear of judgement.

Passive religious abuse.

And more.

It's basically anything that's considered distressing to the person experiencing it.

Sometimes, if you've had repetitive exposure to the trauma, it may not seem distressing. This is due to the fact that your body and mind have learned how to adapt to a consistent state of dysregulation.

Many adults grow up and don't even realize that they experienced childhood trauma until they reach a point of burn out.

This is important for your characters.

Why?

Because they can be subtly affected by trauma in ways that many don't even notice.

Let's say your character was the outcast of the family. They never truly fit in. They had trouble getting along with their parents. They could do nothing right.

And most of all, they lived in the shadow of their siblings.

This is traumatic. This is the dynamic of a narcissistic parent.

There's a golden child & the scapegoat. As a result, the character will struggle with feelings of inadequacy, resentment towards their siblings, feelings of shame/guilt, and potentially a fear of failure.

This is trauma.

This affects a person just as much as a person who lived through a singular event, like an earthquake. It may present differently, but it is still trauma.

Your character may find themselves trying to make sense of the feelings they're struggling with, but may fall short in the process. If they aren't aware they experienced trauma, they may beat themselves up about how they should "be normal" or try harder.

They can struggle with insomnia, rapid changes in mood, trouble connecting with others, self-isolation, substance use, memory loss, nightmares, dizziness, chest pains, stomach aches, being defensive in conversation, self sabotaging behaviors, disassociation, and more.

If they're supposed to be saving the world, it can be incredibly hard to focus when their body is just barely surviving from the trauma they've endured.

Questions to ask yourself when thinking about your character's trauma:

How might it impact how they interact with others?

How do they cope with it? Is it a healthy coping skill or an unhealthy coping skill?

What's their limit and will it cause them to give up on their mission?

Will it motivate them more and make them fight back harder?

How do they manage to maintain focus?

What are their triggers?

How does the villain trigger their trauma?

How does it affect their self esteem?

How does it influence their perception of figures of authority?

Do they get overwhelmed in certain environments? If so, what are they and how do they react?

I'll provide more questions to ask yourself in a future post.

However, this is just to get you thinking about what your biases towards trauma might be.

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Merry Christmas Everyone - Character Trauma

Sorry, Y'all. I'm a day late.

I wish I could have posted yesterday but this wasn't on my mind at all lol. I was very sick yesterday, but at least I'm alive!

Here's my Christmas gift to y'all!

Harsh characters vs Kinder Characters - These are general vibes --------------------------------------------------------------------------

Kind/Cute Characters -

Constantly Apologizing

Trying to help people 24/7

Always worried about Disappointing people

Constantly avoiding answering questions

Lying about being okay

Blaming themselves

Always Guilty

Jumpy

Always inches away from crying

Always doing favors for others

Doesn't take care of themselves

If they do, it's only to keep other people from getting worried

Running away from problems

Constantly overreacting to minor inconveniences

Harsh/Reserved characters -

Violent outbursts

TRUST ISSUES

No emotions

What am I?

Breakdowns

Silence makes them irritable

Too much noise also makes them irritable

Hyper-activated Emotions

Emotionally or Physically abusing self on a bad day because it already sucked

Violent intrusive thoughts or words become normal

Pessimism

Constantly overly alert

NO RELAXATION

Trouble relating to anyone in any sort of way

Extra: Dreams

PTSD dreams are usually never anywhere close to the actual events

Flashbacks usually happen when awake

Often dreams are based on the type of trauma

Soldiers are more likely to see blood in dreams

Sexual abuse survivors are more likely to have people attacking or violating them in dreams

Physical abuse survivors are more likely to have loud sounds and other events related to their abuse in their dreams

Of course none of these are specific to each type, and you SHOULD mix and match, but these are generally more likely

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Different people have different trauma reactions, and so should characters. This sounds pretty obvious, but it's rather hard to do in my experience. It also goes to show that different types of trauma or traumatic events will make a different type of character

For example, I have a few of my characters and their trauma responses because Idk how else to explain it.

Character 1 - Marril - Experienced Physical and Emotional abuse, as well as witnessing several deaths and killing several people.

As a Child he used to be very exposed and unable to hide with short hair and a home that was generally very safe and quiet until it wasn't.

He has a tendency to break or destroy things out of resentment or just as a way to make himself feel better. He also generally obsesses over keeping things clean, because it usually meant better treatment at home. He also generally stays away from children because they remind him of the first person he killed. He also sometimes hallucinates blood on his hands, and isolates himself for fear of hurting them. He hides his emotions until he can't anymore and generally has very extreme negative emotions.

He is often mistaken to be much older than he actually is, and is generally very quiet. He also grows out his hair to distance himself from his past and to give himself an easy hiding place when he needs it. He hates people grabbing him, moving quickly, or touching his hair, and sometimes he will hurt or yell at people when even slightly provoked. Silence often triggers overthinking which brings guilt and bad memories, while sudden loud noises cause screaming, fight or flight, or even flashbacks.

Characters 2 & 3 - The Twins, Xhaazi and Kasi - Experienced emotional and Sexual abuse

The two of them have varied Emotional responses. Kasi tends to hide her emotions and act overly aggressive or overly friendly. She tends to be very tense and in many occasions, fight first ask questions later. She cannot tolerate being alone oftentimes and is sometimes clingy. She hates being restrained in any way and is prone to panic attacks and separation anxiety

She's generally a little reserved but becomes a little clingy when she finds people she likes. She is also over-apologetic and tends to cry around people she trusts for no reason. She always has nightmares and tends to enjoy loud noises because they distract her from her overthinking and anxiety.

While on the other hand, her Brother Xhaazi

He was the one who got it worse. He often injures himself when he's alone, hides his emotions extremely well, and tends to enjoy being alone or in silence. His tactics also amount to fight first ask questions later, but he is always in fight or flight mode and never trusts anyone unless given a good reason.

He tends to get very clingy to those he trusts and hates loud noises. He also tends to have a lot more nightmares than his sister and tends to cover up every single emotion he's feeling unless he thinks people will like it. He has depression and a lack of self-preservation along with extreme separation anxiety for his family and no one else when he can't easily get back to them.

So uh... Yeah? Have fun torturing your babies! Just make sure to differ their trauma from one another even if they experienced roughly the same things.

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The Gift of Prophecy

notes: part 4 of my Fatui Harbinger Social Media AU. Columbina sees and witnesses things that others can't.

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Fatui Harbingers + Dogs

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HEAR ME OUT

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Tickletober day 12 - invisibility

Pyro fatui agent and Bennett

Thank you @fresh-thomato for this idea^^ Love you❤

- Attack! I'm not scared of you! - Bennett was on a new mission and along the way he met a pyro fatui agent and so he took out his sword and prepared for battle. Even despite his bad luck, the boy was good at his fighting skills.

But fatui didn't give up so easily and used his best attacks. His main trump card was of course invisibility, which he took advantage of and for Bennett this was a problem.

He was still standing in a pose ready to attack, but nothing happened.

- I know you're here! - the sword user began to slowly move forward. Suddenly he felt a slight squeeze on his side and from this he squealed.

- S-show yourself! - hhis time his voice owed a little, but he continued to wait.

From every little rustle and sound, he spun in every direction, but the agent was nowhere to be found.

The blond decided that fatui had escaped and put away his sword. After a couple of seconds, he felt a strange sensation next to his tummy and jumped up.

He rubbed the spot and moved on. But he feels the tickle on his sides again, and this time he folds over and squeals.

- No, nohohohoho anythihihihing buhahahat thahahahat plehehehease - the boy laughed louder and tried to catch the invisible hands, but it was useless.

Skillful fingers slid under Bennett's clothes and tickled his tummy. The pyro element user laughed out loud and tried to run away, but those fingers were all over the place. And when he once again made an attempt to escape, because of his bad luck, he stumbled and fell on the grass. And then the tickling returned. His legs writhed in the air, and his hands again tried to catch the invisible fatui.

- Plehehehehehehehease, I cahahahahan't tahahahahake ihihihit anymohohohore. Sohohoho tihihihihicklish. - he felt a tickle under his knees and yelled.

- StohoHOHOHOHOP, YOHOHOHOHOU WOHOHOHOHON. JUHAHAHAHAST STOHOHOHOHOP - His legs were wiggling very fast.

Finally, the tickling stopped and Bennett opened his eyes. He was breathing heavily, his cheeks burning with shame and long laughter. And in front of him sits fatui. The boy was trembling, but didn't know what would happen next and quickly closed his eyes. The sword user felt his tears being wiped away from laughter and his head being patted. He looked back at the agent.

Fatui didn't say anything, just got up and left.

Bennett lay on the grass for a while and analyzed what had happened. As long as he can say one thing, he liked it and would like to meet this strange fatui again.

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Just... leaving this here.🌙🌤️

A self-indulgent sketch with a headcanon of mine: I like to think about the new Cavalry Captain teaching a young boy how to wield a sword and stand up against his bad luck. A powerful reminder that he is not alone. Or, better, maybe they are not alone, against destiny.

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Gn besties, here’s all the genshin redesigns I’ve done so far 🙏

Can you guess which ones the tiktok users got mad at andnakdjksdn

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Don’t worry Barbara all swords and claymores are like toothpicks to him