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Vicle v0.0 Testing testing (could’ve gone for more but device is low on charge)

#Vimeo #roadtrip #drive

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wot m8

Don’t you just hate it when some guy preaches over something wrong and stereotypically dumps everyone together (redundancy intended) and separates him/herself, acting all high and mighty, from that same group he/she, too, belongs to?

Like in case of some Filipinos disagreeing with a new unofficial version of Lupang Hinirang by Joey Ayala, a heated argument sparked off [as usual] at the comments section. You can see allot of “kasi kayong mga Pinoy” or “problema kasi sa mga Pinoy” and more around those lines. In my mind I kept saying “p*kyu ka parang di karin Pinoy e?”

#pakyukayo #pakyutayongmgatao #wrongrammarangpakyuka #fuckyouyou?

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Can see allot unintended mistakes in there

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It's quite melodramatic and tranquil to hear you own footsteps, walking beside the freeway after the cars have passed. As if a barrage of bullets, suddenly disappearing, after everyone's shot and dead and you're the last to hear your own breath, one last time.

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I get way too sensitive when I get attached to someone. I can detect the slightest change in the tone of their voice, and suddenly I’m spending all day trying to figure out what I did wrong.

Humans of New York; Amman, Jordan 

I’ve never related more to a quote 

(via bl-ossomed)

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But nobody cares

"I feel sick. Fucking dizzy. Lying in bed, unwell, without anyone knowing is the least of my worries right now. I wish there is someone named Nobody to justify someone cares whenever people say 'Nobody cares.'" -everyone We all have our own little wars inside our own little world. You're not special, I'm not special. Get the fuck up and continue fighting, you miserable piece of shit. im talking to myself again sorry

#motivation #fuckthatimmasleep #nahawalangakosiguro #emodynamics

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Are you still single? If yes, would you mind if I ask why?

Yes I still am. And no I won’t mind (:I’ve not actually given it much thought until just now. Hmmm. I remember someone telling me in the past that I could get any girl I want if I wanted to but no I don’t and can’t believe that. It seemed to be a compliment but I took it as an insult because of the fact that I am still single. Anyways, what I’m saying is just because someone can get anyone they want doesn’t mean they have to. The idea that someone can get anyone they want just makes it clearer, in my opinion, for them to be more selective in their choosing. This, I think, is the case for everyone. As for me, I have this really weird set of standards. Or rather, I don’t have any, on the physical at least. Of all the girls I’ve liked, I can’t seem to find a common denominator for them physically. Well, as for what’s inside, there can be a lot of things but there’s this one thing that I’d always be looking for. Mystery. Uhhh, I may have or may have still not met that one girl full of mysteries but in any case, I’d want to love that person as who she is. Not as someone who poses a challenge. I want to be loved back, not given a feeling of achievement over accomplishing such great feat. I’d want to love her AND her mystery. Everything. Not to mention the path towards being with someone like that, that former statement is the hardest. And this, or rather, these are the reasons why I think I’m still single.

Basically, I overthink. Hahaahha

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The morning of Miyoshi 1

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Yet another dream-turned reality. 

You just remember the best parts and then little by little 

you forget everything. 

But sometimes you can’t help and revisit the pieces of evidence

proving it wasn't a dream. 

And on rare opportunities, 

you remember, 

like a de ja vu. 

And it makes you smile 

and cringe 

with mixed emotions of joy, regret and longing. 

Then you just ask yourself 

"Did that really happen?"

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Like seriously what the fuck? Humans are disconnected from nature because of selfishness? Humans are goddamn very well connected with nature by being selfish, WE are naturally selfish. Survival and raising the bar for our individual gene pool is THEE priority. What else? We are all born equal? Aw hell no don’t give me that crap. Undeniably, there will always be someone better than us at something. In the world we live in, hierarchy is what puts everything and anything in order. He even fokin elaborately explained the difference between how a rich guy and a not so rich guy stereotypically acts. Gaahd so freaking "equality” minded.

#ethics #conventionalrubbish

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Lasing ka din ba?

So I've had this sort of an argument with our professor on Professional Ethics about how everything in the world seem romanticized and that I’m tired of that shit.

Actually, before I snapped and just had to spark an argument, my everything was already cringing and throwing up and just fuck my chest was in agony because of all the conventional and stereotypical rubbish he was throwing at us. I wanted to contest every word he says but I have to bottle it all in because I know for sure it would eat up time hence the lesson would not progress (bc i wanted it to end quicker than usual).

This is where the shit happens. We started a topic with human dignity and equality n shit but all of a sudden it came down to love. I think it came from “what makes humans different from other animals” thing, normally we’d think it’s free will and reason. But srsly, love? (tbh i also dont think its free will and reason, i can expound on this on a different post) Right there and then he asked us to stand up and place our hands at what we think is the most important part of our body. ‘Bout 90% of the class placed their hands at their chests, meaning their hearts. 9% idk, didn’t specifically notice. 1% was I, placing my hands in the air. “My everything is important” I answered when the prof asked me why I didn’t place my hands anywhere.

And so it begun. He asked “May pinagdadaanan ka ba, iho?” “Pag mga ganyan kasi may pinaghuhugutan yan.”(talks to the class) I answered “Sir wala po, ayan po kasi yung problema, lahat ng bagay akala natin tungkol sa love. Kaya madaming tao ang nasasaktan kasi napipilit lang sila magmahal. Society forces us to think that we should be in love, subconsciously. Pwede na nga rin po natin isipin na society is doing it intentionally because of the huge volumes of romance material it throws at people. Love songs here, love movies there. Yung alam niyo yun sir, hindi naman kasi talaga feel ng ibang tao na magmahal, pero yung utak nila nalalason na kailagnan pumasok sa isang romantic relationship. In the end, nabibigo. Or kahit sabihin natin siya yung magsucceed, mabibigo naman yung ibang nagkagusto sakanya na nalason lang din ng pagiisip na na mention ko po. People are drunk on love, sir."

He answered, “Siguro nga, pero, iho, ayos lang ba sayo hindi ka mahalin ng magualng mo?”

“Sir, as long as napalaki naman po ako ng maayos at nasatisfy naman po basic needs and rights ko po, ok lang po sa'kin. Sir, kasi di ko naman po kailangan magmahal para makagawa ng mabuti sa kapwa, what more pa po sa anak ko kung magkakaron man ako sa hinaharap.” is what I said.

The conclusion was so-so. He said that we were still at the early stage of the entire lesson plan, that was why he can’t say more about what we were talking about because it skips to to the final part if we kept on exchanging words.

In the end, I apologized for trying to jump the gun. It was instinct. I uhh honestly think I shouldn’t hsve apologized because I didn't know that was the plan for his lesson. Anyway, thanks for sticking till the end of this crap

#rant #lovesortof #bigatsadibdibmgasinasabiniyaseryoso

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When I read tragedies, I think of me When I read love stories, I think of us When I read magic, I know……it’s you.

starsndarks (via psych-facts)

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Personal Logo 1.0 it stands for Celeritas and V hahaha medyo di pa halata yung V ((: pwede din Computer Science :3

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Makita ko lang na ok ka kahit di tayo magusap ok na ko. -feeling pag babalik ka sa parking hoping na walang gasgas yung kotse