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childishsadism · 6 days
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Have you ever heard the song 'Lowe One's Eyes' ? I get major radiosilence/radiostatic feels from it (Mainly the covers by Trickle and Will Stetson)
I hadn't! But I did like the trickle version a lot! I think is a cute song though uwu I can see why it can fit radiostatic
honestly there are a lot of songs that fit with them! I love that
when I was writing 1818 I found this song and had it on repeat a lot:
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childishsadism · 6 days
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Hi! I just wanted to come say that I really like the guide AU you started and I'm looking forward to the next chapter! I love how Vox did a little fucky wucky and screwed himself so severely that he'll be experiencing the consequences for years to come. Good job king!
uwu I love when Vox screws himself over due to his hot temper, I love it far too much <3
thank you luv
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childishsadism · 11 days
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Time for extras <3
1818 (81543 words) by ChildishSadism Chapters: 11/11 Fandom: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Alastor/Vox (Hazbin Hotel), staticradio - Relationship Characters: Alastor (Hazbin Hotel), Vox (Hazbin Hotel), tba Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Heavy topics, Canon Diverge, follows most of the canon time line, racial topics, Stalking, Sexual Harrasment, Asexual Character, racial issues talks, Mental Health Issues, Mommy Issues, Obsessive Vox, vox is as insane as alastor, dark themes, Possessive Behavior, Aromantic Asexual Alastor (Hazbin Hotel), Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Period-Typical Racism, alastor's mom plays a huge role in his insanity, Character Study, character flashbacks mixed with the regular time line, Bottom Alastor (Hazbin Hotel), Human alastor is a text book psychopath, Trauma, Top Vox (Hazbin Hotel), Extremely Dubious Consent, vox showcases symptoms of ocd, Mind Control, Alastor is in Hell for a Reason (Hazbin Hotel), Colorism, Serial Killer Alastor (Hazbin Hotel), No Beta we die and go to Hell, Slow Burn, Slow Romance, Rape/Non-con Elements, Self-Harm Summary: The truth is that crazy people come in all shapes and sizes, isn't that right? While one might hide behind a smile, others might allow anger to flourish through. The truth is that you never know what is truly festering inside someone until you take a closer look, and sometimes, you might regret even looking. If control is what truly matters in hell, then keeping the appearance of control is obviously the thing that showcases the strongest. On one hand, Vox gives the appearance of having everything under control, it is his specialty and no one can deny him this except for one person. The one person that no matter what, he cannot manage to control. Alastor just thinks Vox is pathetic. Or a dive into Alastor's character and Vox trying to figure out what makes him tick and how he can exploit it.
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childishsadism · 17 days
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Dingdingding, It's halfway done.
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these were the prompts I picked from the thank you post uwu
I ended up doing an AU with these two prompts in mind and it will be a 2 chapters fic <3
We had been talking about abo for a while but I was like, I need more drama and violence so this is a guideverse AU <3
2552 (6983 words) by ChildishSadism Chapters: 1/3 Fandom: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Alastor/Vox (Hazbin Hotel) Characters: Alastor (Hazbin Hotel), Vox (Hazbin Hotel), Rosie (Hazbin Hotel), Valentino (Hazbin Hotel), Velvette (Hazbin Hotel) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe, Age Swap, older vox, younger alastor, guideverse, Esper and Guide, Canon-Typical Violence, Obsessive Behavior, Alastor is Bad at Feelings (Hazbin Hotel), Alastor is in Hell for a Reason (Hazbin Hotel), Demons have human apperance, while Guides look like their OG design, Imprinting, Red String of Fate, Soul Bond, I'm bad at romance, don't expect it, Vox Being a Jerk (Hazbin Hotel), Vox is in Hell for a Reason (Hazbin Hotel), Everyone is in hell for a reason, Asexual Alastor (Hazbin Hotel) Summary: The war against Heaven isn't the only issue Hell has to face. The Demons that Lilith and Lucifer created are the ones that rule all of hell and as such they are used to doing whatever they want. Vox is sitting at the very top of this heriarchy with his eyes always looking down at everyone around him. He has the fame, power, and strength to face anyone who dares to question him, that is until a new Guide shows up in Hell and starts to mess with him, causing him to accidentally make the biggest mistake in his life. Or: Vox is a powerful Demon that's used to getting his way and Alastor is a new Guide that might act a little bit too bratty for his own good.
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childishsadism · 18 days
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Hi! I finished reading your 1818 fic today and i jusr wanted to drop by to thank you for the amazing work! It had me hooked from beginning to end, it was beautifully narrated and it left me craving not only more staticradio, but also more interactions between Vox and the Hazbin residents and Alastor and the Vees. The characterization was ON POINT for everyone, and those two final chapters were a delight from beginning to end, they left me craving to reread them again and again. Alastor's perspective in the last chapter especially left me shocked. I was so sad when I saw he actually loved his friendship with Vox genuinely, before Vox became too insecure and obsessive. It felt like a tragedy, reading about Alastor feeling at home for the first time in decades, knowing how his relationship with Vox would end... Anyways, again, thank you for the amazing work!! 🥰🥰
Thank you so much ;u; <3 I'm so happy people thought the characterization was done well, I really try my hardest to stay as close to the character's personalities as I can with the info we have at the moment orz it was such a struggle at times but I'm just happy people enjoyed that a lot uwu
I love Alastor and the Vees so I am for sure going to write more fics with them, even if they aren't as close to the canon personalities as this one and are a bit more OOC, especially cuz of the request I'm filling right now c:
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childishsadism · 19 days
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I heard the audio and was like „that’s them“
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childishsadism · 21 days
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Ohhhhh saw u mention Human staticradio, wondering do u think you may mix and match with one as demon and one as human also? Also I am in LOVE with how u write Vees and Alastor we need more interaction with them!
sorry it took forever to answer, this ask got lost with the requests ;u;
also I'll do one better, I'm thinking of both of them as humans and both of them as demons uwu <3
I really, really wanna write a horror story so that might be my next long-term project. It is also my fav type of genre to write so even better!
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childishsadism · 21 days
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childishsadism · 24 days
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Wait so in tue end of 1818 Alastor fell in love with Vox since his true feelings came out?
no, that's not what happened.
Alastor has a very specific view of love that was born thru his relationship with his mother. He experienced something similar with Betty and then an elevated version of that later on with Vox.
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he then felt this way with Vox
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Meaning that Alastor had already experienced love with Vox before, his type of love, the one he believes to be true love.
However, Alastor is aroace, something he doesn't even know himself. So his idea of love and relationships is not what is considered the norm. So Vox didn't know that back then he already owned Alastor’s heart, instead he thought he was too little and to insignificant for someone like Alastor to ever consider dating him.
This led Vox to become greedy, obsessive and power hungry and in doing so he actually ruined what he already had with alastor which caused Alastor to pull back and then eventually run away from him.
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Vox scared Alastor away and broke the last bit of a relationship that they had.
When Vox let Alastor be free, Alastor was happy cuz it meant that the Vox he knew was still there and that's the Vox that showed him love in hell.
Alastor’s love is a home and that's what he gave Vox and what Vox had been chasing after this whole time after losing it.
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childishsadism · 24 days
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ooooogh the ending to 1818 was fantastic, I'm ecstatic Alastor didn't die and his shadow smiling like that at Vox at the end was so cute (also I'm so mad that anna is in heaven. That bitch certainly doesn't deserve it lol) Your writing always goes hard 😭
At first I wanted Alastor to get his revenge but then I remembered how unjust and skewed heaven was and so I decided to go with this route.
It showedcase that alastor picking revenge and hatred over anything else was truly what landed him in hell. Much like Vox’s obsession and insecurity was what truly destroyed his relationship with Alastor
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childishsadism · 24 days
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(previous questioner person) THATS SO HEART WRENCHING, WHY WOULD U WF$hpq9eahitljz5ggvjbhjnxdfnb5h est,5uua54s6k6rmtztzmtmrtejn ITS LIKE SO SAD YET SO BEAUTIFUL, IM GOING TO BAWL MY EYES OUT
I thought it was a fitting ending uwu as it left the idea of the start of a new relationship between them.
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childishsadism · 24 days
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WAIT, MY PEANUT BRAIN IS TOO SMALL TO PROCESS THE ENDING. i started crying, got confused, started crying again and now i'm confused again, could you explain it further so I know i'm not misinterpreting anything lol?
Alastor lost his body to the angels but due to his unique constitution he is able to remake it as many times as he wants as long as his soul is still intact.
The issue was that Vox had his soul locked in an angelic box which restrained Alastor’s soul/shadow/powers.
Alastor having his body destroyed meant that Vox wasn't going to be able to see him again, touch him or even talk to him. He knew alastor wasn't dead, he knew he could bring him back but he also knew that in order to do so then he has to set Alastor’s soul free.
The reason why Vox is breaking down is because in order to get Alastor back he needs to let go. He needs to let go of the motion that he can own him and he can keep him restrained under him cuz one way or another Alastor will find a way to free himself cuz that's what he wishes for the most and what Vox is doing is only restraining him and making their relationship worse.
Vox destroyed their relationship the second he allowed his inferiority complex to win over what made him dear to Alastor and it is that inferiority complex that makes him believe that the only way he can be with him is if he owns Alastor.
In the end Vox makes the choice to let go because he wants Alastor back even if it means he won't have control over him.
Alastor’s soul smiles at Vox for making the right choice and once Vox is able to let go of his obsession, he is able to smile with Alastor and be happy that he's free again.
Alastor took a risky gamble hoping that the true feelings that Vox had for him that weren't eaten away by his obsession were still there cuz those feelings were something Alastor actually cherished and considered true love. Once Vox showed him those feelings were still there, he was truly happy.
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childishsadism · 25 days
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We are on chapter 10 and the last chapter <3
1818 (79369 words) by ChildishSadism Chapters: 10/10 Fandom: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con Relationships: Alastor/Vox (Hazbin Hotel), staticradio - Relationship Characters: Alastor (Hazbin Hotel), Vox (Hazbin Hotel), tba Additional Tags: Canon-Typical Violence, Heavy topics, Canon Diverge, follows most of the canon time line, racial topics, Stalking, Sexual Harrasment, Asexual Character, racial issues talks, Mental Health Issues, Mommy Issues, Obsessive Vox, vox is as insane as alastor, dark themes, Possessive Behavior, Aromantic Asexual Alastor (Hazbin Hotel), Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Period-Typical Racism, alastor's mom plays a huge role in his insanity, Character Study, character flashbacks mixed with the regular time line, Bottom Alastor (Hazbin Hotel), Human alastor is a text book psychopath, Trauma, Top Vox (Hazbin Hotel), Extremely Dubious Consent, vox showcases symptoms of ocd, Mind Control, Alastor is in Hell for a Reason (Hazbin Hotel), Colorism, Serial Killer Alastor (Hazbin Hotel), No Beta we die and go to Hell, Slow Burn, Slow Romance, Rape/Non-con Elements, Self-Harm Summary: The truth is that crazy people come in all shapes and sizes, isn't that right? While one might hide behind a smile, others might allow anger to flourish through. The truth is that you never know what is truly festering inside someone until you take a closer look, and sometimes, you might regret even looking. If control is what truly matters in hell, then keeping the appearance of control is obviously the thing that showcases the strongest. On one hand, Vox gives the appearance of having everything under control, it is his specialty and no one can deny him this except for one person. The one person that no matter what, he cannot manage to control. Alastor just thinks Vox is pathetic. Or a dive into Alastor's character and Vox trying to figure out what makes him tick and how he can exploit it.
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childishsadism · 25 days
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WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS TO MYSELF GOD
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childishsadism · 26 days
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if your hobby is writing like mine and you find yourself sitting down for hours until you get all cramped up and sore, then I highly recommend investing in a standing desk. I cannot tell you how awesome this is.
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it has really made a huge difference for me.
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childishsadism · 28 days
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Seeing all the appleradio requests like where did y'all come from
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childishsadism · 28 days
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damn, alright well...people do stuff for things like this so like, idk...
throw in a small prompt in my inbox and I might pick one to write to celebrate.
Keep in mind that I'm into Alastor, with staticradio taking preference over all but I'm open to all/Alastor.
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