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#Welcome back fuckers #twitter

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#eye contact for ts #Mega Man #CT plays video games #CT reblogs random shit

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#he screm at own bass #:V #Green Day #Mike Dirnt #CT reblogs random shit

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i literally like music

#o shit u rite #CT reblogs kindred spirit talk

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[[MORE]] a couple of people came in today wearing hella mega shirts and it lifted my spirits a little bit :)

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your new doorbell really just said

Once a night, four nights in a row, this little bastard has set off our new doorbell—chiming every speaker in the house and waking us up.

My mom: "IS IT AN INTRUDER?"

Me looking at feed: "Nope, it's the bug again."

He is taunting us.

I think it's time he entered a plastic container and took a trip to the farthest reaches of the backyard.

#gif for ts #bugs for ts #CT reblogs random shit

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Obsessed with whatever is happening in my hometown’s facebook group. 

#what #the #fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck #CT works at the corner grocery store #CT reblogs random shit

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I can’t relate to people who don’t want attention on their birthday at all, if I go to work on my birthday and my coworker is like “hi how are you?” im like “im a birthday girl :)” immediately

#everything in moderation tho #if i mention it's my birthday and you're like 'oh happy birthday 🙂' then it's cool #but when you bring the whole waitstaff out to sing happy birthday and start taking pictures and shit #then i'm out #CT reblogs random shit

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#You mean I got people running around my house??? #Well not anymoOoOoOoOoOre! #fuckin killed me dude #CT reblogs random shit

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hey fun drinking game take a shot every time you see an autistic trait being described under the break (it’s a long one so you may wanna pace yourself lol)

I've been struggling with thoughts of alienation lately 

specifically, the feeling that i have to shut off parts of myself to show off other parts of myself

like, the people who would want to hear me talk about green day don’t want to hear me talk about the aquabats (trust me, if i were braver i would write the fic where 2000 Light Years Away was written about the Martian Girl from Planet V) don’t want to hear me talk about pokemon don’t want to hear me talk about the yakuza games don’t want to hear me talk about mae don’t want to hear me talk about pos tech don’t want to hear me talk about neurodivergence and so on and so forth

and i know-even if just superficially-that it’s probably just because those other people don’t have the same experiences that i do and just aren’t interested in the same shit that i am and it’s not really fair to them for me to expect them to match my energy because i know if anyone in those circles started talking about aerosmith or the trails series or whatever my eyes would glaze over and inwardly i would pray for the time when i could be excused to go watch paint dry instead

but my feelings about those things don’t exist in a vacuum or even remotely insulated from one another. they influence my feelings not just about those things but about the world around me (feel free to refer back to the 2000LYA/MG example in the parentheses above) and to try and shut those other parts of myself out to experience camaraderie with people who only show interest in the one thing just makes me not want to talk to anyone about anything ever

#the best part of existing outside neurotypicality is watching yourself act like a complete fucking asshole and not being able to do a #goddamn thing to stop it #and hey fun fact #i typed all of this out so i had something to copy/paste about my feelings in a discord vent channel #and now i'm getting cold feet 🙃🙃🙃 #CT whines under the break

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yknow it took a meme for me to realize every member of greenday is bisexual however, i also didnt really look at pictures of the band greenday before that and like

how was this ever a question? like no shade but this group is like if danny elfman, american flavored gerard way and the “i will find you and i will kill you” guy got blasted with an emo fruitification beam and formed a band

#oh tumblr #never fuckin change #Green Day #My Chemical Romance #CT reblogs random shit

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#oh hey i think these are from the show i was just at #shit was lit lemme tell ya #Green Day #Billie Joe Armstrong #CT reblogs random shit

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#can't fuckin wait for this show #ONE MORE WEEK BABEY #Green Day #CT reblogs random shit

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discord server for silent video game protagonists

#there is one voice channel #everyone is in the call at all times #everyone is also muted and deafened #CT plays video games #CT reblogs random shit

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fave streamer: you’re like one of the funniest people i’ve met on this platform like your comedic timing is perfect

me, sobbing uncontrollably in the middle of a downward spiral of self loathing: thanks

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who cares abt favorite songs i wanna know what song you hate more than anything. like it makes you violent bc it sucks so bad. mine is shiny happy people by REM it sounds like shit

#last of the american girls by green day #i know p much the rest of gd's repertoire is just OOPS ALL BANGERS #but that song sucks so goddamn fucking much #and i wish more people talked about how much it sucked #CT reblogs random shit

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yo totally not me freaking out about whether to get green day tickets 😰😱😬

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