damnokaysuremhm

[damnokaysuremhm]

Damn right I do 😎😎

I’ve been silent for too long and can no longer bear to keep this inside: @damnokaysuremhm is a good person and deserves many good things.

#ari talks

[damnokaysuremhm]

It's nearly 5 am and I'm reading a fic about hanahaki disease. The friend I've had a crush on for 3 years that i know doesn't like me back is coming to visit me in 6 hours. The irony is not lost on me.

#hanahaki disease #arson if ur reading this no you're not #pretend you didn't

[damnokaysuremhm]

you. you get me.

Is anyone else a slut for hanahaki disease or is that just me

#loving so hard that it kills you because they don't love you back #coughing up flowers because you have so much love inside that it sprouts something beautiful but has nowhere to go

[damnokaysuremhm]

Is anyone else a slut for hanahaki disease or is that just me

#ari talks #hanahaki disease #the idea of blurring the lines between love and hate #beauty and pain #flowers and death #it gets me every time I'm gonna be so real with you

[damnokaysuremhm]

Hello to the exactly 6 people who follow me, how are we on this fine Tuesday?

#ari talks

[damnokaysuremhm]

Screaming crying pissing throwing up screaming screaming screaming

#ari talks #i read sad things #and my room is a mess #and the rest of the house is also a mess #and I'm going to back to college in less then 2 weeks and i do not want to go back #and i haven't showered in long enough that i can't remember #and i haven't been moving enough and I'm antsy but it's fucking cold and i have nowhere to go #and i feel bad every time i eat because i always end up eating too much and then my tummy hurts. even if I'm brave about it #and the top recommended tag for this blog is technoblade. i still don't think I've processed that I'm never going to get another going live #notification again. or a new video that's not from technodad. #i need to lie face down on the floor but there isn't any floor to lie on #also i haven't been able to fall asleep at reasonable times. it's 7:30am and I'm still awake #i wanted to be asleep 5 hours ago #i have alarms set for 11 and 12 but at this point I'll be so tired I'll just sleep through them #my sheets need to be washed and i need to buy a lint roller and #i haven't been getting enough hugs lately #I'm gonna fucking explode

[damnokaysuremhm]

I posted 16 times in 2022

13 posts created (81%)

3 posts reblogged (19%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@damnokaysuremhm

I tagged 15 of my posts in 2022

Only 6% of my posts had no tags

#ari talks - 15 posts

#...and then i start crying lol - 1 post

#apparently you've reached the age where there's a generational disconnect between what is acceptable and what make me feel like i'm 50 - 1 post

#like seriously what did you expect - 1 post

#but i also don't know how to tell people i need a break from 1 on 1 human contact without being rude - 1 post

#hi my name is ari and i'm incredibly overwhelmed and putting off responding is really only making things worse - 1 post

#don't rb - 1 post

#aha that would be me - 1 post

#every so often the word arigato randomly pops into my head and i have to look it up before i remember what language it is or what it means - 1 post

#but followers on main dont need to know that - 1 post

Longest Tag: 138 characters

#every so often the word arigato randomly pops into my head and i have to look it up before i remember what language it is or what it means

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

If you're going to buy me old woman clothes without even asking me if I liked them (I didn't, I don't want to wear something that looks like a nightgown or a couch pattern) before you bought them, don't get pissy when I inevitably don't like them and won't let you see me in them after I try them on because I hate them

3 notes - Posted May 20, 2022

#4

Is it just me or did they desaturate the low contrast theme

3 notes - Posted January 28, 2022

#3

Irls? Oh, you mean blorbo from real life

9 notes - Posted February 24, 2022

#2

Oh what a nice, singable song you have there! Sure wish it was within my vocal range

27 notes - Posted February 22, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Hi yes I would like the executives to start functioning now, please

58 notes - Posted January 11, 2022

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[damnokaysuremhm]

If you're going to buy me old woman clothes without even asking me if I liked them (I didn't, I don't want to wear something that looks like a nightgown or a couch pattern) before you bought them, don't get pissy when I inevitably don't like them and won't let you see me in them after I try them on because I hate them

#like seriously what did you expect #apparently you've reached the age where there's a generational disconnect between what is acceptable and what make me feel like I'm 50 #ari talks #rant

[damnokaysuremhm]

Pros:

Exercise

Fresh air

I'll tire myself out and actually go to sleep

Time to myself without having to ask to go out

Cons:

My bike is stored in such a way that my parents would absolutely hear it if I pulled it out

If my parents found out id be in immense amounts of trouble

Kidnappers and other dangerous people that are a threat to young afab people in the pre-sunrise morning

I am. Very tired. And don't actually have anywhere to be. Or any clean clothes.

It would be a bad idea to go for a bike ride at 4:30 am right

#ari talks

[damnokaysuremhm]

Like I haven't convinced myself to do it but I also haven't completely convinced myself not to

It would be a bad idea to go for a bike ride at 4:30 am right

[damnokaysuremhm]

It would be a bad idea to go for a bike ride at 4:30 am right

#ari talks

[damnokaysuremhm]

@ the people who've messaged me in the past week that I haven't responded to, I love you and I'm sorry. It's not you nor is it your fault, I promise

#ari talks #don't rb #hi my name is Ari and I'm incredibly overwhelmed and putting off responding is really only making things worse #but I also don't know how to tell people I need a break from 1 on 1 human contact without being rude

[damnokaysuremhm]

Guess who just made themself cry while writing a letter to to themself 5 years in the future

#aha that would be me #ari talks

[damnokaysuremhm]

I tried to learn japanese a few years ago and the only things I remember are 1-10, "My name is ___", and thank you

#every so often the word arigato randomly pops into my head and i have to look it up before i remember what language it is or what it means #ari talks

[damnokaysuremhm]

One more month until national ari day!

Psst hey guys its my half birthday

6 more months until national ari day B)

#ari talks #i am having a crisis #but followers on main dont need to know that

[damnokaysuremhm]

I realize I'm turning 18 in exactly a month

I go to tell my mom because it makes her feel old and I think that's funny

I walk into the living room and see my mom and my sibling watching an episode of girl meets world that's specifically about growing up

#...and then i start crying lol #ari talks

[damnokaysuremhm]

Irls? Oh, you mean blorbo from real life

#ari talks #blorbo