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Christian Dior Spr/Sum 1997

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Tumblr is where girls go to be alone with other girls who are being alone and that's why I've been using this site for so long

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#!!! <3

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Theodore Roethke, from "The Dream", The Collected Poems of Theodore Roethke [ID'd]

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@werenotreallystrangers

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Chrome Hearts: 925 Sterling Silver Handcuffs (1999)

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I know everything im playing dumb

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this creepy old dude i work with randomly said to me “bianca you’re gunna get kidnapped” with no context … and I’m still so confused

#I’m v oblivious #but like #if i go missing it was jerry lol #me

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i really thought i was a relationship girly but now I’m realizing that it takes a lot for me to even be interested in someone, let alone comfortable enough to pursue a relationship with them. I’m not gunna entertain the thought of a relationship unless i feel consuming love for someone and that’s really rare. so if you catch me posted up with someone, know that I’m really in love with them and in it for the long haul. but honestly i think that makes me more of a lover girl because i don’t fall in love with everyone and everything i come across. but when i do, trust i am obsessed and will ride for you always. the only ones that will see that side of me are the ones that are willing to stick around and wait for me to love them like that. it’s just hard because more than anything i do desire to be in love, but i think most people get confused by lust and try to rush things and it ultimately ends up blowing up in their face. no way u love someone after 2 months of knowing them?? idk i think no one knows what love is anymore lol. i think I’m going to be single for a long time, until that person comes around that allows me to take my time with them and learn everything i love about them. I’m okay with being alone until i find that person because I know the people unwilling to put up with that or rushing to feel something are not for me <3

so, if you were lucky enough to have been loved by me, know i meant that shit and that it’s rare, because i won’t and can’t just love anyone

#just thoughts #me

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various rings by Vivienne Westwood

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tips for acting like the grown woman i am and not like the stunted mentally ill freak that i also am

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I'm such a girl who lays in bed and doesn't want to get up