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❤ ☑ and ☠ !

❤ How long have you been RPing?

frick since i was like 10 years old... started off in a horseland chatroom using asterisks for verbs... the good ol days. so anyway about a decade haha whoa sick

☑ What are the biggest differences between you and your muse?

well komaeda's capacity for violence is a p big difference i couldn't hurt a fly i honestly feel really bad hurting flies liek what do they even do. anyway he's also a lot smarter than me though he pieces shit together and knows how to manipulate people pretty easily. those are the biggest ones probably like i definitely don't go to the lengths komaeda does on the things we have in common (i.e. self esteem etc) but yas

☠ Who is a muse you would want to play?

answered !

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☮ | ☠ | ❥

☮ Is there anything you don’t like about playing this muse?

other than being super liek unsure if i'm even playing him right no!!! komaeda is my fav by forever he's super special to me and i never get tired of playing him.

☠ Who is a muse you would want to play?

laughs i have a mile long list at all times i'm really digging legend of korra/avatar rn so maybe a muse from there. and i'm always always wanting an fma:b character. probably bc those fandoms are like the most dear to me heart.

❥ How long have you been RPing this character?

i started him back on an old site of mine so um... probably about a year... year and a half ish? something like that. 2 long tbh

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☏ ☤

☏ What is the most challenging aspect of playing this muse?

HMM probably how he reacts to certain people... i mean the thing about komaeda is it all depends on the person and his mood/thought process how he acts so like. sometimes i'm unsure if he'd talk down or up to someone??? so i just have to... wing it...

☤ What do you have in common with your muse?

we both have this thing where we think we're shit but at the same time we act like we Are the shit. also aspiring 4 greatness perhaps??? bad puns.

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Munday Questions: Reblog as Text

❤ How long have you been RPing?

❥ How long have you been RPing this character?

유 Who was your first muse?

♋ What drew you to this muse?

☮ Is there anything you don’t like about playing this muse?

✌ What is the easiest aspect of playing this muse?

☏ What is the most challenging aspect of playing this muse?

☢ How many active muses do you have?

☠ Who is a muse you would want to play?

☤ What do you have in common with your muse?

☑ What are the biggest differences between you and your muse?

♚ Do you and your muse get along?

▲ Of the two of you, who is more mature, you or your muse?

♪ Are you comfortable playing your muse?

✈ Is it easier to write angst, fluff, or crack with your muse?

⌚ Is it easier for you to write as canon characters or OCs?

#pp meme #zooms i like this one

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It seems the threat of immediate danger has passed, he observes warily -- watches with paled interest as the beast begins to practically disintegrate. He isn't sure what to make of any of this -- just how quickly the battle presented itself and was won, and certainly not the boy beside him.

He'd thought he was suited to the strange and unexplained by now, but this is a bit out of even his territory. Komaeda has met monsters in his life (namely one, with a cheshire grin as sharp as her red nails; still he cannot bring himself to say her name -- it rises like bile in his throat) but nothing like this.

His companion seems pleased with himself when it's all cleared away, a shining portal standing in light of their (well, his, really) victory. Komaeda supposes he's earned that right; after all, he's the only one that did anything of use. For all he knows, the boy and his giant key could have very well saved his life.

He just can't be sure that would be a worthy use of his time.

Komaeda opens his mouth wordlessly, for a moment (a first, perhaps) and then closes it once again.

"That was... much simpler than I was expecting," is all he says, for the time being. 

Nevertheless, at his suggestion, Komaeda makes his way to the portal -- he hesitates at its edge, but what other choice does he have? So he steps through, before looking at his partner quizzically. "So I suppose this means... you're my roommate, then?" It seems like a reasonable conclusion to come to; why else would they have been so clearly paired up?

There's really no anticipating how this arrangement will work.

♚ — dangans and dragons.

One thing rings clear above all else: this boy… isn’t quite impressed with the weapon in his hand. At least he recognizes that there’s some level of experience that comes with taking care of these things on a daily basis. After who knows how long of butchering behemoth heartless he had to pick a few tricks up, at the very least. In time, that much should be obvious - if it isn’t already.

Even if this occurs to him as Sora having beginner’s luck (or as though he’s gone about this the wrong way), there’s bound to be another opportunity or two for him to prove otherwise. Truth be told, his ego is a fragile, stubborn thing. 

Their safety, however, is his priority. Not asserting his dominance or power.

"That’s the power of the keyblade!" Emphasis on the ‘blade’, he turns only for a fraction of a second. By the time his eyes fall back to the beast, its scales are beginning to flake off… turning to ash and catching him off guard with just how quickly it goes up in flames.

For the time being, they’re out of harm’s way - shielded by some unknown variable of marked time in the amusement park’s records. It doesn’t burn the ground, though. Doesn’t ruin the scene or come in their direction, and once he’s blinked, it’s difficult to imagine that there had ever been a dragon in the first place. There is, however, a portal behind where it stood. 

Through which, he imagines, is a good enough guess as any for a possible escape route. Jerking his head towards it, light spikes bobbing as he does so, Sora offers his hand once more. "Guess you could say that. I’ve gotten rid’a bigger!"

He brags with a toothy smile. "We should get going, huh?"

#idk if this is enough 2 work with fuck once again.. feel free 2 not match length #cordisque #sora 01

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He finds the sights and sounds, bold as they are, never quite distract from the array of people that mill about. Komaeda has never been one to turn a blind eye to their meanderings, their mannerisms; it's nothing more than habit (and suppressed curiosity) that leads him to people-watch. 

Of course, as naturally observant as he tends to be, it's often hard not to.

There are some that stand out amongst the crowd, for whatever reason -- he always finds himself most drawn to them. Perhaps they remind him of the gifted students he'd always so admired. Komaeda can't say why he keeps coming back; they always disappoint him, in the end. They're never worthy of the gifts they're given.

But despite his reservations, when he feels his gaze slip onto a passerby and hold, his feet move almost before his mind has even decided to follow.

He tries to keep a decent distance, but Komaeda's well aware he probably won't remain undetected for long. He's just slipped swift behind a pillar when his quarry stops and speaks.

It's a lost cause after all. He gives a gentle breath of a laugh (lets it carry in the space between them) and steps back out, his hands moving to the comfort of his pockets.

"It seems I wasn't as inconspicuous as I'd intended," he sighs, taking measured steps toward him, and stopping a few feet away. "I hope I didn't alarm you, I was only... Mm, well, I was following you," he admits with a sheepish grin, "but only because I found you a bit curious."

There's a heavy pause, and Komaeda moves his hand to the back of his head, gives another laugh; louder, more good-natured.

"I wasn't trying to be creepy, honestly."

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Uta had never been one for amusement parks.  The roller coasters were the only thing worth a damn, because he couldn’t eat the food (or could at the risk of feeling miserable the rest of the day), but even they weren’t worth putting up with the crowds and heat.  Tormenting himself with the scent of human flesh in close proximity all day long?  He would pass.

And now here he was trapped in one… The good news was that there were significantly less swarming bodies about, but that was also the problem.  He would find a way to survive though, he always did.  Darwinism at its finest, even if ghouls likely weren’t what he had in mind while doing his research.  Or maybe they were?  Hard telling…

With nothing better to do and a desire to escape his hotel room, Uta ventured into the theme park proper.  Maybe he would find a place where he could purchase a new sketchbook since he had been kidnapped before he could grab the one he had been working in back home.

He wondered along, half-heartedly examining the fronts of the buildings he passed when he felt eyes burning into his back.  If they thought they could be sneaky around him they obviously weren’t aware of the type of person they were dealing with.

His pace slowed though he didn’t turn to look and see who might be hiding; he didn’t need to.  His other senses were acute enough that he could easily locate them. 

"I know you’re there.  You might as well reveal yourself.”

And if they didn’t?  They would wish they had.  He almost hoped they wouldn’t.

#monsieurnoface #uta 01 #frick sorry for the wait and also the lenght got away from me too #feel free not to match also!!! im laughin

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♠♡ .. :p

♠ a song that reminds me of our characters.

Problems - Mother Mother

♡ a love song from my character to yours.

Easy To Be Around - Diane Cluck

#i see u sora... #cordisque #ask

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All Is Well (It’s Only Blood) by Radical Face !!

#it makes me so sad... me poor son #pioveta #ask

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Send me a symbol for...

♡ a love song from my character to yours.

♠ a song that reminds me of our characters.

☢ a song that reminds my character of yours.

☁ a sad song that reminds me of my character.

♫ a song that reminds me of your character.

#lOOKS AROUND!!! #i will probably only do this meme maybe #don't quote me on that #pp meme

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hey guys!! sorry i haven't been very active on here; it's been one thing after another in me life lately... however i'm going to try to get all caught up on here in the next few days! so if you've made me a starter i'm really sorry for the wait i will reply asap! any new threads that i'm supposed to start i will get to after i do all my replies. xo 

#sorry for being so inactive omfg #I WILL DO BETTER #ooc;

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✺ Does your character have a favorite park yet? Any places they plan to frequent?

HMM well he has yet to be to atlantis but i think so far julia’s kingdom would be his favorite; it’s very aesthetically pleasing and the atmosphere makes him feel nice (even tho there are darker elements to it, it’s still a lot better than the others lmfao) so he’ll probably be visiting that one a lot.

✤ Is there an area your character intends to avoid? Any people they want to steer clear of?

Taps chin other than a certain SHSL gyaru i don’t think there’s anyone he would technically avoid. As for areas he probably isn’t too fond of the haunted area bc fuck who wants all those crappy feelings and memories popping up HONESTLY. 

#pp meme #cateyedchild #ask

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❝ it's only blood | closed

The bright atmosphere suits the lazy, beatific smile that tilts the edge of his lips; but the sunlight seems too harsh against the pallor of his skin, against the thick material of the jacket slung around his thin shoulders. Komaeda enjoys the sense of euphoria that hangs in the air, even if he can tell just as well as anyone that it's shallow. Something's not quite right here, but as a part of the park they're all trapped inside, that's hardly a surprise.

He has yet to consider his options about that; few as they are. Instead, he's taking his time, growing accustomed, letting things sink in. It would be unwise, he thinks, to jump to conclusions or hatch poorly-conducted schemes for escape. He isn't one for inadequate planning.

It's less urgent for now, though, so he takes his time surveying the parts of the park he has yet to venture to. Julia's Kingdom is at the top of his list, and from the aroma of baking bread and fresh fruit, he's glad for it. Komaeda is sure he'll find something more unsettling if he decides to investigate, because that's just how things are here, but for now he's content to amble from stall to stall.

That is, until a figure catches his eye -- tall and exceptionally dark, with hair black as pitch that reaches the ground. An odd character, for sure, and he can't help but want to get a closer look.

Nevertheless, he decides not to take the direct approach, and simply moves to stand next to the other boy, crossing his arms and giving a soft, thoughtful hum. "This is a pleasant place, don't you think? Certainly the most... ah, cheerful the park has to offer, at least."

He turns to glance, and gives a slight pause -- "You look a little familiar." Can't be sure of what brings him to say that; something about the shape of his face, the set of his brow... but he can't quite place it, at least not yet. Perhaps he just doesn't feel like having another (albeit smaller) mystery to solve at this point. "Aha, nevermind, probably just wishful thinking on my part! Stuck in a place like this, you're always hoping for someone you know to pop up."

#dispassions #kamukura 01 #RAISES HANDS... i hope this is ok omgfg #its 3am and i didnt proof read this so... oooo wild

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[ text ] all i remember is you climbed in a garbage can and said you were trashed

[txt]: Actually I said I was trash.

[txt] Please try not to misquote me!

#pp meme #kiddanchou #THIS IS A JEOK IM SICK I HATE

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[ text ] thanks for brining me home and putting me in my bed the pillow fort your built around me is also appreciated

[txt]: Aha, you’re welcome. What are roommates for, right?

[txt]: Next time just please… know your sugar intake limitations. Granted it took you a good while to wear yourself out, but you’re really so much heavier than you look. I might just leave you there in the middle of the floor if it happens again.

#pp meme #cordisque #ask

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✲ *nyoom* ❂☪

✲ How does your muse and their roomie get along? Impossible to stand? Easy to get along with?

this is going to be impossible to say for 100% certainty i think until i see them a lil more together but judging so far i think they’ll get along pretty well? they both have quirks that may end up getting on the others nerves or that the other finds strange or ridiculous… but i think they’ll actually balance each other out very well!! sora is practically a pedestal of goodness (& cuteness) and komaeda is… komaeda… so they’re a great match honestly i think.

❂ What do they miss most about where they were before? Does your character believe they can make a stable life here?

ehh probably mostly what he misses about his ~old life~ was having a pretty defined purpose… at least as far as being inside the game went. he knew where his place was (as far as he was concerned) and he knew what he thought he needed to do. thusfar here he isn’t quite sure, altho it does have that similar trapped aspect, so that might once again drive komaeda to do some pretty drastic things. or maybe he’s learned his lesson… drums fingers… who knows…

☪ Do you predict a great change in your muse in the near future? (ie. Have they visited the Haunted Escape, or are they roomed with someone potentially detrimental/positive that’s a contrast to their personality?)

HMM i’m sure there will be a change in him at some point because it’s komaeda and things can affect his state of mind/being greatly even his own detrimental thoughts!! he is in the haunted escape rn but since it’s so early idk if that will have a huge effect just yet.. it might creep up on him later. (plus if junko is around… ohoho? ohohoho?) 

SMOOCH

#pp meme #cordisque #ask

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TFLN meme

[ text ] I will gladly accept you into my home with open legs. [ text ] Ah, but I don’t wear underwear. Every day is Commando Wednesday. [ text ] I found an industrial strength sharpie in the drawer so I started writing BONER JAM 2014 on everyone’s foreheads so they kicked me out [ text ] This love triangle bullshit is getting out of hand. It’s now a love polygon and I want out [ text ] You pretty much lost your mind. Your ego has gotten ten time the size of your balls. [ text ] There’s so much mac and cheese stuck to my foot right now [ text ] Just told myself the phrase “You’re not THAT single” while dressing myself [ text ] who are you and why are you in my phone as dr. seuss [ text ] so explain to me why i woke up in jail this morning [ text ] you tried to order a magarita mcflurry and when they said they didnt make those you tried to call 911 [ text ] all i remember is you climbed in a garbage can and said you were trashed [ text ] not sure how we got back down, broken rib says we didn’t use stairs [ text ] I wonder if wearing only a tiara counts as being clothed. [ text ] Some lady just walked up to me in the bar and proclaimed that I looked like a “shady motherfucker.” Can’t argue with that one. [ text ] thanks for brining me home and putting me in my bed. the pillow fort your built around me is also appreciated. [ text ] I just sneezed alcohol in a candle and started a fire.

#pp meme

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PP Headcanon Meme 01.

✦ How long as your muse lived in PP? (Up to 5- months, unless they've just arrived.)

✩ Are they adapting well to the situation? Do they hate it here? Are they enjoying themselves? Why or why not?

✲ How does your muse and their roomie get along? Impossible to stand? Easy to get along with?

✺ Does your character have a favorite park yet? Any places they plan to frequent?

☪ Do you predict a great change in your muse in the near future? (ie. Have they visited the Haunted Escape, or are they roomed with someone potentially detrimental/positive that's a contrast to their personality?)

❂ What do they miss most about where they were before? Does your character believe they can make a stable life here?

✤ Is there an area your character intends to avoid? Any people they want to steer clear of?

∇ Will your muse try to escape, or do they not mind going with the flow? Have they already tried to, and failed? Do they view this fate as in an optimistic or pessimistic light? Do they care at all?

#pp meme #wild