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Sorry for the inactivity, but I have a very important announcement to make! I am going to be moving Lily as well as some of my other muses (and some new ones I’m equal parts excited & nervous to be playing) onto my new multimuse @deathmaiidens so please follow me there! :) 

#all women are locked in the bodies of dolls (ooc)

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let's talk about claudia realizing she's stuck in the ring of hell known as girlhood forever and experiencing a mental breakdown no modern psychiatrist could treat

#i want this entire scene on my tombstone #how avante-garde (mood & musings) #her breakdown in the coffin #the entirety of the monologue #14 y/o baby doll body #you stuck-up flower-covered three-dollar fancy FUCKING paper diary #i'm just getting started #self harm tw #iwtv spoilers

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εϊз  ・゜゜・． She is sugar, curiosity & rain   .・゜゜・ εϊз

Independent & semi-selective RP blog for an Everdort daughter OC from Tim Burton’s Corpse Bride (2005). Please read rules and about before interaction. ♡

#follow me on this bab cause i have cb brainrot lol #self promo tag tbd

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veep sentence meme. modify as necessary! content warning for food, illness, death, ableism, profanity.

season one, episodes 1 - 5.

‘ don’t forget to smile. ’

‘ is that a poppy seed there in your teeth? ’

‘ is he dead yet? ’

‘ he has so many tubes in him, he looks like a set of bagpipes. ’

‘ glasses make me look weak. ’

‘ there aren’t enough people to fill a fucking canoe in here. ’

‘ i am in a room with three people and a fuckload of quiche. ’

‘ how do you suggest that i mingle with this few people? did simon mingle with garfunkel? ’

‘ she’s mediocre, really. of all the -ocres, she’s the mediest. ’

‘ i told him you were too busy to see him, but, as you see, he ignored me and, by implication, you. ’

‘ he’s a massive and total shit. when you first meet him, you think surely to god this man can’t be as big a shit as he seems, but he is. ’

‘ i’m not gonna say i don’t enjoy it. ’

‘ this has been pencil-fucked completely? ’

‘ what a dark thought. ’

‘ can we not strategize in a closet? ’

‘ i don’t have time to ignore you, ___. ’

‘ i mean, i misjudged things. fundamentally, i would say i misjoked. ’

‘ i am putting out two fires in there, and i turn around to find out that you have set fire to the fucking fire truck. ’

‘ i’m fluent in bastard. it’s one of my languages. ’

‘ that’s why i get paid the medium bucks. ’

‘ i want to get there early. i want the people who are on time to think that they’re late. ’

‘ i hope you don’t take this the wrong way, but can i just say — you kinda look like an asshole. ’

‘ i think i did the right thing, but i just need you to confirm that i did the right thing. ’

‘ i need you to make me have not said that. i need you to have… make me unsaid it. ’

‘ it’s unexpected, it’s funky, it’s kind of sexual. ’

‘ holy mother of god and sweet jesus christ. ’

‘ that screaming, falling sound is my fucking patience going out the window. ’

‘ today feels like the perfect storm, doesn’t it? ’

‘ people won’t equate you with a natural disaster. ’

‘ you are like an… earlobe. you’re just there. just wobbling. ’

‘ goody, i love humor. ’

‘ i guess all those tears must be dehydrating. ’

‘ use your instincts and your eyes, then your hands and arms. ’

‘ i’m canceling the lunch that was supposed to prove there’s nothing more important than ___ because something more important than ___ has come up. ’

‘ just pretend like you’re talking seriously to me. ’

‘ ___’s smile is starting to crack. ’

‘ oh, what a fistful of fucks. ’

‘ you’re trying to control the weather. you are not fucking thor. ’

‘ stop talking to me like a fucking politician. ’

‘ you looking for some fresh backs to stab? ’

‘ you’re not even your mom’s favorite ___, ___. ’

‘ in spite of your preface, i did not sense a whole lot of respect in that question. ’

‘ you have the social skills of someone who was raised by wolves. ’

‘ i would, but i’ve got a game of solitaire going on, so i think i’ll give that a skip. ’

‘ i can’t do it because it’ll make it look like a thing. ’

‘ do you have a suit you can change into? ’

‘ that door should be half its height so that people can only approach me in my office on their goddamn, motherfucking knees. ’

‘ i am gonna throw up a leg, and then i am gonna beat ___ to death with it. ’

‘ well, i have no idea who you are, so i don’t know whether it’s a pleasure or not. ’

‘ oh, my god, i am having the shittiest day. ’

‘ is she falling asleep? ’

‘ are you really waving? she cannot see you through the tv. ’

‘ please stop staring at me like that. undressing me with your eyes. ’

‘ i’m adding more clothes. ’

‘ left him a voicemail. called him a name. ’

‘ i was not in my own apartment last night. i just… i overslept. ’

‘ i was breathing really heavily, though. you don’t think anyone noticed that, do you? ’

‘ he’s not supposed to register emotion. ’

‘ that wouldn’t spoil your plans, would it? ’

‘ he is already a huge advocate of the devil’s. ’

‘ i won’t say it. i’ll just think it. ’

‘ my chief criticism is that i don’t fully understand it. ’

‘ that’s like trying to use a croissant as a fucking dildo. it doesn’t do the job and it makes a fucking mess. ’

‘ well, i feel like provoking someone. ’

‘ i’ve been trying to cynically use you, but you’re so fucking low-rent, you can’t even be exploited. ’

‘ any restaurant that serves anything in a fuckload is not a nice restaurant. ’

‘ you’re not that great to be around. ’

‘ are you believing this fucking day? ’

#forgotten lore (ask memes & starters)

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INTERVIEW WITH THE VAMPIRE 1994, dir. Neil Jordan

#a doll forever (self) #father of lies (lestat)

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SOON!!!!!!!!!

#all women are locked in the bodies of dolls (ooc) #also soon I will get to replies #my mind is all over the place + brainrot for another fandom which ofc i had to make another rp blog for don't @ me

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// As someone who pretty much only cares about Claudia in the VC and relates to her on a deep spiritual level + knows how pivotal to her story the fact that she’s eternally trapped in her childhood is....The amount of times I have rolled my eyes at some of these takes re: the TV series version of Claudia, I’m really surprised they haven’t fallen back into my sockets and come out of my mouth.

14 is absolutely not a woman, not even just physically and not even by the standards of the time period (1910s-1920s). I understand she is a tiny child in the books and that makes it all the more tragic, but Claudia was certainly not a tiny child either in the 1994 film version. Kirsten Dunst was 11 years old during filming which is around the time most (cis) girls start going through puberty and she was still able to convey the tragedy of her youth and vulnerability. I feel like a lot of this boils down to the sexualization of tween/young teen girls, especially girls of color and it’s honestly kind of upsetting to see. 

#all women are locked in the bodies of dolls (ooc) #like dgmw i was skeptical at first due to the actress's actual age (which was necessary given the child labor laws filming in New Orleans) #but seeing the footage of her in character I think she can pretty convincingly look a lot younger than she is #and she def looks younger than the girl from the Lestat musical who virtually no one has ever complained about lol #think back to being middle school aged and tell me would you want to go through that forever + amplified as you grow but your body doesn't #????? #pedophilia ment #racism ment

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CLAUDIA, Interview With The Vampire (2022)

#diff incarnation of claudia than the one i play but absolutely loving the vibes #and the inclusion of her diary!!! #how avante-garde (mood & musings) #can't wait for her episode

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Can we talk about Claudia and how she is truly such a Louis and Lestat’s daughter, she’s literally the perfect blend of these two like

she has Louis’s tranquil fury and repression but Lestat’s dramatics style

Louis’s manners and eloquence but Lestat’s eye for aesthetics

Louis’s fragility and Lestat’s relentlessness

Louis’s restraint and Lestat’s confidence

Louis’s inner suffering and Lestat’s cruelty

Louis’s “I’m right, you’re wrong” and Lestat’s “Don’t tell me what to do”

Louis’s maturity and Lestat’s brattiness

Louis’s poetic nature and Lestat’s musical artistry

Louis’s innocent demeanour and Lestat’s cunning

Louis’s alienation and introversion but Lestat’s neediness and fear of lonelines

Look how in that infamous “…endowments you’ll never possess” scene she almost immediately loses it Lestat style (even more obviously in the book) but somehow manages to control herself and suppress it - Louis style. God, that is why she’s so powerful. She’s the best of both worlds.

#I feel like a lot of people forget this when they write Claudia off as a horrible irredeemable brat #all the while putting Louis and Lestat on pedestals like...dude.... #how avante-garde (mood & musings) #my dark angel (louis) #father of lies (lestat)

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costumes: claudia in interview with the vampire (1994) costume designer: sandy powell

#a doll forever (self) #you dress me like a doll (wardrobe)

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@canonfoddcr from [x]

“Please, monsieur, there’s hardly any there to insult.” Claudia is playing with a fire far more dangerous and unstable than her dark father’s, but the boldness she learned from him would always be her downfall. She glares at the man icily, seeing him as nothing more than another foolish mortal she would always be superior to, even if he stands at an imposing six-foot-two and she a meager four-foot-seven in her low-heeled slippers.

“What are you going to do now? Get the village to come to our door with pitchforks and torches? Would they even believe you?”

#canonfoddcr #v ;; and here it is and i hate you both

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perfectdcll​:

“You’re so sweet.” Especially since she had very little money on her. Only what she was able to steal from the guard at the last second. It was only a measly ten bucks. Couldn’t get much with that. Esther pressed a soft kiss to the top of her hand. “Thank you. Why don’t we go to nice café? I’d love to have some tea and pastries.”

If Claudia’s cheeks weren’t perpetually frozen a funerary lily-white, they would have colored like the roses she felt blooming in the hollows of her ribcage. “You kiss by the book,” she couldn’t help quoting, ever the diminutive Juliet (though more often, she thought of Esther as Juliet with her darker features and delighted to enact the role of the chivalrous boy under her spell). 

“There’s one not far from here. Come, I’ll walk you.” Ever so gently, she tugged on her dress sleeve and began to lead her away into the cool night air. 

#perfectdcll #v ;; from the ashes #this is so cute i'm

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@perfectdcll

wнαт тнe ғυcĸ ιѕ тнιѕ?

#it's them robbing lestat's house #dance me to the glory of love (esther)

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#a doll forever (self) #father of lies (lestat) #my dark angel (louis) #never in the house (crack)

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@caspercut “ sounds like we’ve both seen some ugly things.”  ❧   sharp objects novel sentence starters.

"Oh? And just how ugly do you mean?" Claudia's eyes take on a shine, one of gleefully morbid curiosity mixed with an eerily calm innocence.

#caspercut #v ;; from the ashes

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babydxhl·:

Mary looks back at the man. She takes a minute, then, unblinking, feeling cold anger solidify in her gut. 

"It’s none of your business.” Her words are steady, firm. “You can’t just do whatever you want.” But Claudia can, Mary knows this; the knowing only makes her angrier, icier.

What is she supposed to say? He bought my groceries and made sure I didn’t get shot. It isn’t about what he did, or that she’s going to have to hire someone else. He had been hers, like property, like a petty thief stealing tools out of the back of a truck.

"Can't I?" Claudia challenges, cool nonchalance slowly turning into rage. "And what about you? Do you really expect me to believe he meant more to you than another living doll for you to play with until you bled him dry? At least I was succinct. We’re getting too old for these games, don’t you think?” 

She gets up to leave from the sofa, letting her cruel words sink in and leaving Mary to clean up the mess she felt really belonged to her. 

#babydxhl #v ;; from the ashes

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"Try two-hundred on top of that." Claudia smiles thinly at the other 'girl’. She is careful to make it seem as though she may be joking or at least exaggerating, of course, but there is an unmistakable world-weariness in her voice and a trace of longing. She knows it’s dangerous to fraternize with mortals for more than what their veins hold, but how often is it she finds one so like herself, one who may understand her better than any other vampire ever could?

"What do they call you?”

Leena knows by her eyes, the eyes of a woman who’s known grief, that it is not a child before her. She won’t have to mimic the endless inanities of Barbie dolls and gross boys with her. Relief washes over her, as though she’s found a beacon of warmth in a blizzard.

“Let me guess. Thirty years or so of this hell.”

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#basstardz #v ;; from the ashes