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I know I deserve better, I know I need more than this, but then why do I still want him?

#this is totally not about my boyfriend and the break we are currently on! #All of the thoughts abt how I think him and I desire different things in life that I shoved down for the past two years bubbling up #the way I should have ended it probably when he made a slight jab at my trauma early on! #but alas I feel like I don’t deserve better either bc of my body & how insufferable I am lol #I think I just don’t want to admit that 80% of this is bc I know if we break up I’ll never see him again #(even if he told me he doesn’t want to be a stranger) #bc he is genuinely one of the coolest ppl ive ever met :/ #sorry abt the vent this is just the only social media I have that he doesn’t have the user of #something something I know it’s for the better #anyways yolo am I right guys #Ellie speaks #vent post #fuck it I want the notes #relationships #relatable posts #never said I wasn’t an attention whore who will not miss a chance to exploit her own pain for profit #(the profit being meaningless social media points lol can u tell im manic & on my period #if you have read this all ty I needed to get this out 😭

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i love you adult women on tumblr i'm glad we all still have blogs

#I don’t post as often as I did a decade ago but!!! #alas

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the autumn air feels chillier this time around, maybe it’s the feeling of change in the air.

#moving in like 27 days and I’m fucking terrified !!!!

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toddler: 1 free estrogen please. i’m not even trans i just like free stuff

doctor: [sighs] because of socialism i must comply

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me showing the doctor where to amputate my leg as i ready the tourniquet 

#reblogging this again bc it makes me cackle

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#real #though I still have YouTube premium bc I like being able to turn my screen off and listen to videos like podcasts!!

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MICHAEL MYERS WAS 21?????????????

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You: *panicking, running for your life through my labyrinth space station*

Me, over intercoms: You have terf bangs

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Your hometown skeptics called it champagne problems.

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roommate reminded me how good Hole is

#nsf text

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babe i will make u a playlist mark my words ‼️‼️‼️

need new music

#this is my new project for the next few hours #love u #shut up ellie #shira

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do you. do you even want a story

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#pretty things

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They’re narrative foils they might as well fuck nasty about it

#nsf text

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One Weird Trick That Will Change Your Life:

#very true #queer stuff

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Naming the female razor brand Venus is so personally offensive to me….you think Venus the goddess of love and sex and beauty was shaving her PUSSY? Go kill yourself

#nsf text