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art idea

hear me out.

what if i

and i stuck a cigarette in his right hand and painted thsi. what then

#i have the power......... #a beast that can talk

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peter hammill: *takes a massive bong hit* what if people lived forever. wouldnt that be fucked up.

and thats how still life was written

#'no you may not have the bong yet hugh im brainstorming' made me lol. thank you

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peter hammill: *takes a massive bong hit* what if people lived forever. wouldnt that be fucked up.

and thats how still life was written

#a beast that can talk

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Good luck cleaning your room! :) (it will be worth it in the end)

thank youuuu and man do i know it. having a dirty room drives me nuts and i cant have people up here when its like this but lord the executive dysfunction is powerful :(

#also where are all these nice helpful asks coming from lol #i got four nice messages in the last like 24 hours #i always expect it to be someone telling me to shut up so these are great. keep it coming #in 2019 i think i posted a pic of old shirtless carl palmer and i was like omg hes so hot #and i got an anon saying 'are you for real?' #and i was like. more than you know #but i always expect something like that #anyway luv u #asks

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Clean your room for your cats sake :) 🐱

yessir. ma'am. they

i ended up putting on some ph records and cleaning while jamming and i got some stuff done but im not finished, im taking a snack break rn and hoping praying that i have enough motivation left to continue

#thank u for the ask <3 #asks

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Hey, I have trichotillomania (hair pulling issues) and I’m not an expert on how to stop but I do the same thing with one hand being occupied writing etc and the other will wander off and pull/fiddle with an eyebrow. I’d definitely give some kind of fiddle thing a go to keep the other hand occupied, and for me it tends to correlate with stress so keep an eye on your stress levels (easier said than done I know). You’ve probably come across this but terms you might find useful to look up are BFRB (body-focussed repetitive behaviour, an umbrella term for these things) and dermotillomania (the term for skin picking). Hope you find something that helps, it sucks to be experiencing it <3

yeeee i wouldnt say im stressed but my anxiety is pretty bad. idk if that makes sense but to me theyre different ?? they might not actually be lol but yeah i probably wouldnt be doing this if i wasnt vibrating with anxiety constantly . ok so fidget toy for sure lol i was hoping there was a way i could muscle thru this but all the feedback ive gotten so far says fidget thing. a mutual suggested a kneaded eraser which i have tons of so ill bring one to the office tomorrow !

thank you for the input <33 kiss kiss

#asks

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Tony Banks, Peter Gabriel and Peter Hammill on Charisma Records “Six Bob” Tour 1971.

#i too would suck all 3 of there dicks. but i would hesitate about pg lol #i feel ill looking at ph and thinking about. thinkgi abou #id woudl. id fuckign #i cant say #ph #genesips

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ok im gonna clean my room now and will respond to asks when im done but im watching a vid of ph from 1986 and his haiiiirrrr omg that might be my fav hair of his from like mid 80s to when he started going grey the longish cut with a side part. perfection

#its insane that i. you know. [REDACTED] [DATA EXPUNGED]. and i really was excited about that at the time. #and it might be the coolest thing that ever happened to me. but now #all i want is ph and broof. #although idt realistically i could bring myself to get biblical with ph i probably weigh like 40lbs more than him which is not my thing #and he doesnt look amazing these days (sorry) #but bill. #as though i have a chance with either of them LMAO #fucking delusional #anwyay. #a beast that can talk

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oooo before i forget ill tell you about my king crismson dream.

i paid like $400 for some kind of king crimson. thing? experience? involving broof, fripp, pat, and like 6 other members that i didnt recognize that involved .. something that i dont remember/wasnt clear, a q&a, and a dinner with all the members (which in reality would never happen for any amount of money but you know dream logic) and after the first part that like i said idr fripp came out to me and the other people that paid for this thing and was like "yeeeah $400 isnt enough. we're not doing the q&a or the dinner. sorry" and i was like furious because the entire time i was hyping myself up to interact with bill LOL like i spent so much time worrying about what id say to him and then fripp was like jk! and i was like wtf. i was also like really excited to meet them obviously and i was like i already paid.. and NOW you're telling us, after you took our money, which you dont plan on returning, that its not enough. whadda hell

#i think i was also trying to hook up with bill in this dream. obviously #and i was like fuckign cockblocked by robert fripp #dreams #a beast that can talk

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i need to clean my room so so so so so badly but i just want to sit here and watch videos and tell my cat how beautiful she is. i could spend all day telling her what a lovely special creature she is. but my room is really in a "damn bitch you live like this" state

#a beast that can talk

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peeham analog horror

#i laighed so hard when he started dancing it scared my cat #who says white men cant dance #ph

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ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

#nothing right now actually. its eerily quiet #a few days ago tho arnold layne by pink floyd was BLASTING in my head

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My housemate just got wooden pearls of different sizes and shapes and he puts them in a bowl and kinda like. crunches them when he needs to concentrate. Apparently the slight clacking sound is also very nice. Just as a tip for a pretty quick DIY fidget toy! You could also try something like coffee beans or dry chickpeas. I imagine they're nice to run your hands through. Personally my no. 1 fidget utensil is chewing gum because for me the main stim point i need for concentrating is not my hands but my mouth. I need to CRONCH. Good luck with finding sth!

hmmm ok ok! yeah ill try to find something around the house before buying something, there's gotta be something like that that'll work fine. and dude i loooove chewing gum but i go through it so fast, so i feel like im wasting my money going through it like i do :/

but tsym for the ideas! ill take whatever advice i can get. luv u

#asks

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#where is “intercourse with your favorite rockstars”

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yo do any of you have advice for getting over picking obsessions/disorders? its kinda weird i started picking at my scalp when i work like over the past couple of months and everything online is like "focus on something else :)" and its like thats WHY im doing it im focused on work and my left hand has nothing else to do. im thinking of getting a fidget thing or putty but idek if that would help. its not like a huge issue right now but like it cant be good. apparently you can get infections if it gets bad enough so im trying to cut this out asap. thx

#a beast that can talk

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im like a beautiful tropical houseplant in order to thrive i must be fed regularly and by fed i mean i need to buy myself jewelry or clothing or makeup. i also need to like eat but more importantly material possessions

#a beast that can talk

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im sooooo close to buying a $52 genesis shirt and its not even vintage

#junk food clothing damn you and your cute graphic tees #i have a yes junk food shirt from the 00s (got it in 2012 on ebay) with the dragon from the tormato? tour but its too small now #i wore it when i met chris for the first time <3 #wait they have the same dragon design shirt in a large for $16 on old glory..... #a beast that can talk