emptymxnd666

[emptymxnd666]

25.02.201

It’s almost one year over and I still think about you. I still ask myself if it was right to let you go... deep inside I know it was the right thing because our relationship was not healthy but at least we loved each other we loved each other so much it made us sick.

Look at us now here we are still parents of a beautiful daughter.

But no texts no phone calls no pictures nothing.

You didnt saw her start crawling.

You didn’t saw her making her first steps alone.

You didn’t heard her saying daddy the first time.

And it breaks my heart it breaks my heart in thousands of pieces because I know she loves you and she misses you.

But she is too little to understand that you won’t come back to see her growing up. She will never understand why you left her.

Like me. I will never understand what was going on in your mind that you become this whole different person.

We met as strangers. Became best friends. Came out as lovers. Came togheter grew togheter. We got a beautiful present from god our doughter. And now we’re strangers again but strangers with a past and memories.

Memories that will never fade away

I will always keep them with me

Like I always kept you with me.

Im sad about how things came out because I thought all the bad things made us stronger togheter but I wasn’t right.

Love is not always enough.

#toxic relationship #missing #love story #breakup